#screaming matches in FRONT of me with my doctors CPS was contacted Obviously but what good do they do lmao

[h20]

growing up in an extremely volatile anti-therapy (and medical care/attention in general) environment to be this adult who DESPERATELY CRAVES AND FANTASIZES ABOUT THE PROCESS OF BREAKING DOWN OUR WALLS AND OPENING UP TO a therapist one day in an extremely calculated and planned order. we know what we would start wth and how we would compartmentalize things and reveal things in a timely fashion while reinforcing our need at the end that we didn’t need therapy all along! like we say this rigjt & then we go to sit across from someone to access feelings or events or whatever the fuck goes on in therapy cause we NEVER HAD APPROPRIATE THERAPY and we just