#screaming into the void.summertime

[summitofdreams]

This is the mental illness speaking, but sometimes I really feel like everyday is a waste. I wake up, I work, I go home, I binge eat, and then pass out from exhaustion. I do my best to make plans and take care of myself and I force myself outside but I'm so miserable and tired that nothing I do ever makes me feel better for more then a second. I haven't had a "win" in a while that really improves anything in my life. I feel so stuck.

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My friends

Clothing and fashion, from any century

Working on a play or musical and watching it come together

Dogs and cats and all animals

Music

@st1ck-m1st3r @cultdaddy666 @wilsonsmistakes @coiboi77

Pass the happy! 🌻🌈 When you recieve this list 5 things that make you happy and send this to 10 of the last people in your notifications!💖

Awwww thank you so much anon!

1. my adorable cat

2. my friends

3. music

4. books

5. the internet

Here, imma tag them so they have a better chance of seeing this: 

@chipminkle @confinesofpersonalknowledge @deathshadowrules @awesomelissawho @virgils-jacket @teacupfulofstarshine @am-i-heaven-or-am-i-hell @birdybabybird @surviving-an-ocean-of-fandoms @jd-lightful

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I should really stop just liking dudes that I really shouldn't like. Like wow I'm really that dumb bitch.

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Tell me the best (and possible worst) things about your year!

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I'm baaaccckkkk

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Kinda wish I was hot, kinda wish I was dead

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Ehhhhhh I'm uninstalling tumblr, so maybe I'll be back at the end of the week idk. Sorry

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I hate the tumblr android app istg it never loads past 100 posts now I hate it

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I will argue that I'm not mentally ill and that I don't need help but I unironaically just had sex with my boyfriend and then got excited to watch a a new flag game theory video that just came out

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Dropping out for college because my roommate bullied me so bad I get panic attacks thinking about it is so fun and quirky of me I love being the dropout of the family over christmas

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Istg I'm like 80% sure I have added or something that greatly effects my ability to just work on things bc I've been thinking about doing this project since it was assigned and I have yet to even gather the materials bc I can't be arsed to just get up and do the damn thing

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"Alexa, Google how to get over the loss of a stuffed animal"

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I am v lonely

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go follow my sideblog @summertime-suicide. It is v good. Follow pwease.

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OMG I'M ALMOST AT 400 FOLLOWERS THANK Y'ALL SO MUCH

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Good Luck to everyone taking exams this week! If not I hope your week is even better than normal!