#scooter loved robbie like a fire because robbie was warm and bright and scooter needed it | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

toastybugguy · 2 years ago

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Somethin about Scooter wanting to love someone and be loved by someone in a way that makes him feel like he doesn’t have to be “good enough” to earn it and it’s Robbie, it never completely went away but it was Robbie, and he’s holding on so hard because he still loves him so much but Robbie isn’t the same person he used to be and maybe he’ll never be that person again and sometimes it makes loving him hurt.

Somethin about Robbie wanting to protect Scooter so badly that his only thoughts become “I can’t lose him” and yet that very thing becomes so important that it’s the exact reason why he does lose him, because protecting Scooter consumed him, because it kept him from seeing Scooter, because a part of Robbie has darkened and only thinking about stopping others from hurting Scooter prevents him from realizing that he’s hurting Scooter. GOD…..

#they make me so unwell #SO UNWELL #scooter loved robbie like a fire because robbie was warm and bright and scooter needed it #and if robbie keeps out the cold and the dark it’s worth ignoring the smoke right?#ignoring that robbie is burning too fiercely and he’s starting to singe scooter’s clothes and make his eyes sting #and robbie is burning so intensely that he doesn’t realize until scooter is gone #doesn’t realize that he was the one needing scooter because what good is a fire with no one to watch it? no one to keep warm?#do you understand. DO YOU UNDERSTAND #the zomblorbos #scooter and robbie #robbie gallagher #scooter mendel #toasty talks

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