#school starts tomorrow and i have to get up at 5 sth in the morning bc i have a doctor's appointment

[rpfisfine]

[myownprivatcidaho]

alcohol tasted AWFUL to me the first 21.5 years of my life and then this past christmas break sth clikced and now suddenly.... i like it. and I'm enjoying that i like it and NOW am enjoying drunkenness almost every evening (im much less of a lightweofht than i look but much more of one than i like to think) and im wondering if maybe i shld be ..... concerned.

[hd-learns-korean]

Hey all! I hope everyone is doing good. Today I’m finally back with another Musical Monday post. Can I get a whoop whoop! 🥳

My thoughts of the song: So this song was suggested to me a while back (I’m so sorry I’ve just got round to writing about it!) and I’m so glad that I got a chance to listen to it. It such a beautiful and dare I say quite haunting song. It has 90′s grunge vibes to it and I think its awesome. It’s very slow, very melodic and because of this it makes studying and listening to the lyrics a little easier. If ya’ll have seen Buffy the Vampire slayer before, you’ll know what I mean when I say this sounds like something they would play at the Sunnydale club that the Scooby gang visits. 

Song:  이혼 by  조정치 (Feat. 선우정아)

Genre: I’m not 100% sure what to categorise this song as because it has elements of a few genres. I’d say it’s majoring on the K-indie sorta vibes. 

Let’s get this weeks study session started!  공부하는 시작해요! 

VERBS: 

🙅‍♀️🙅‍♂️💍  이혼하다 To get Divorced

🎁 Present – 이혼해, 이혼해요, 이혼합니다

⏰Past – 이혼했어, 이혼했어요, 이혼했습니다

🔮 Future – 이혼할 거야, 이혼할 거예요, 이혼할 겁니다 

📑 Propositive – 이혼하자

Examples:  무슨 이혼 사유예요? What’s the reason for your/ the divorce?        작년에 저는 이혼을 당했어요. I got divorced last year.

🍜 먹다 – 1.) To eat, consume, devour 2.) Take, get 3.) Get older 4.) Expression used in sports 5.) Expression used to show high rank score 6.) Make a living 7.) smoke 8.) Be decayed 9.) Drink

🎁Present Tense: 먹어, 먹어요, 먹습니다

⏰Past Tense: 먹었어, 먹었어요, 먹었습니다

🔮Future Tense: 먹을 거야, 먹을 거예요, 먹을 겁니다

🔊🔮Declarative future: 먹겠어, 먹겠어요, 먹겠습니다

🎟Phrase: 잘 먹겠습니다 Thank you for the food. (Lit I’ll eat well.)

⚙Nominal: 먹음

Examples:  테이블 위에 한 번 먹음 반 사과가 있어요. There's a half-eaten apple on the table. 연어 리소토 저녁으로 식사 먹을 거예요. I’m going to eat salmon risotto for dinner.

Other usages of 먹다: 

약을 먹다 take medicine

뭐 먹을래요? What would you like to eat?

먹고 살 수 없다 find it hard to make a living

벌레 먹은 이 A decayed tooth

담배를 먹다 Smoke cigarettes

술을 먹다 drink liquor

두통약을 먹다. Take headache pills

🥰  사랑한다 To love, to care for, to cherish, to like/ enjoy something.

🎁Present:사랑해, 사랑해요, 사랑합니다 

⏰Past: 사랑했어, 사랑했어요, 사랑했습니다 

🔮Future: 사랑할 거야, 사랑할 거예요, 사랑할 겁니다

⚙Nominal -ing: 사랑함

🧍‍♀️🧍‍♂️👋👎  헤어지다 – 1.) Part 2.) Break up 3.) Split/divorce

🎁 Present: 헤어져, 헤어져요, 헤어집니다

⏰ Past: 헤어졌어, 헤어졌어요, 헤어졌습니다

🔮 Future: 헤어질 거야, 헤어질 거예요, 헤어질 겁니다

⚙ Nominal ing: 헤어짐

Examples: 그녀는 남자 친구와 헤어졌다 She broke up with her boyfriend.

���� 놀라다 1.) To be surprised/ be amazed/ startled 2.) Wonder/ marvel

🎁 Present: 놀라, 놀라요, 놀랍니다

⏰ Past: 놀랐어, 놀랐어요, 놀랐습니다

🔮 Future: 놀랄 거야, 놀랄 거예요, 놀랄 겁니다

⚙ Nominal ing: 놀람

Examples: 놀람 표정 A look of surprise

놀라서 말이 안 나오다 To be dumb struck (Lit. to not be able to talk from being shocked) (I found this on Naver) 

😫💩  잘못되다 To go wrong, to fail

🎁 Present: 잘못돼, 잘못돼요, 잘못됩니다

⏰ Past: 잘못됐어, 잘못됐어요, 잘못됐습니다

🔮 Future: 잘못될 거야, 잘못될 거예요, 잘못될 겁니다

🤷‍♀️🤷‍♂️  묻다 1.) to ask, to inquire 2.) to blame

🎁 Present tense: 물어, 물어요, 묻습니다

⏰ Past Tense: 물었어, 물었어요, 물었습니다

🔮 Future tense: 물을 거야, 물을 거예요, 물을 겁니다

✈🚘🚍  떠나다 to leave, depart 2.) break off, be estranged from, severe relations with 3.) forget/ slip one’s mind 4.) Haunt

🎁 Present Tense: 떠나, 떠나요, 떠납니다

⏰ Past Tense: 떠났어, 떠났어요, 떠났습니다

🔮 Future Tense: 떠날 거야, 떠날 거예요, 떠날 겁니다

Examples: 저는 내일에서 일으로 아침 일찍 떠나걸 거예요. I’m leaving early in the morning for work tomorrow. 

Other usages: 학창을 떠나다 To leave school/ to graduate school. 급히 떠나다 Hurry away, rush off. 슬그머니 떠나다 To sneak off/ slip away. 

🚔 가두다 1.) To be shut up/ to lock up/ coop up/ pen up/ confine/trap 2.) Store

🎁 Present Tense: 가두어, 가두어요/ 가둬요, 가둡니다

⏰ Past Tense: 가두었어, 가두었어요, 가두었습니다

Examples: 경찰은 그 나쁜 사람이 감옥에 가뒀어요. The cops put the bad guy in jail. 

🙅‍♀️🚫 말다 1.) To stop, break off 2.) not...but, instead off... except. 3.) Quit

🎁 Present tense: 말아, 말아요, 맙니다

⏰ Past tense: 말았어, 말았어요, 말았습니다

🔮 Future tense: 말 거야, 말거예요, 말 겁니다

Examples: 커피는 마셔 말자. Let’s not drink coffee. 오늘에 공원에서 가는 말자. Let’s not go to the park today. 

🙈🙉🙊 속이다 deceive, cheat, trick, trick sb out of sth, trick sb into sth, fool, pass off as...

🎁 Present tense: 속여, 속여요, 속입니다

⏰ Past Tense: 속였어, 속였어요, 속였습니다

🔮 Future Tense: 속일 거야, 속일 거예요, 속일 겁니다

Examples: 것잣말로 속이 다 - To pull the wool over somebody’s eyes.           속이기 쉬울 사람 a gullible person

😭😭😭 펑펑 울다 To cry a lot/ to cry one’s eyes out.

Examples: 널 이야기가 너무 슬픈 난 펑펑 울겠어! I’m going to cry my eyes out because your story is so sad! 

NOUNS:

🍚  밥 1.) Cooked rice 2.) Meal/ food 3.) Feed (for animals) 4.) Intrests 5.) A Pushover

😃😄😍  행복 1.) Happiness 2.) Blessing/ luck/ fortune

Examples:  저는 행복 사람 것 같아요. I think I'm a happy person. 해일 씨는 행복 사람 돼고 싶어요. Hae-il wants to be a happy person.

😴  잠 sleep (To get some sleep)

😘  입맞춤 a kiss 입맞춤하다 To kiss

😱😧 두려움 Fear, dread, horror, panic. 

Examples: 넌 진짜 미친 넘이! 넌 어떻게 두려움을 모르고 있어?! You’re such a madman! How can you not be afraid?! 

📌⌚⏳ 추억 memory, reminisce, look back

Examples: 난 널만 좋은 추억고있어. I only have good memories of you. 미안 난 널 안 추억고 있어. Sorry, I don’t remember you. 

ADVERBS & ADJECTIVES: 

🔁👨‍👩‍👧‍👧  모두 – 1.) All, everything, everyone 2.) All together

Examples:  그들 모두 똑똑하다 all of them are smart

🔊📢  말버릇 – The manner of speaking/ a way of talking

Examples: (I found these on Naver)  말버릇이 불퉁스럽다 Talk bluntly,  말버릇이 나쁘다 Be rude,  말버릇처럼 되다 be in the habit of saying/ always says. 

🙅‍♀️🧊🥤  건조하다 (Adjective) 1.) Dry/ arid, 2.) Dry in the formal sense (No emotion)

Examples: 건조한 사람 A dry person,  건조한 피부 Dry skin

⛔🚫  그만 1.) To that extent, no more than that. 2.) Immediately 3.) giving up

👵👴🧓  오래 Old

 😊 편하다 1.) to be comfortable, relaxed, untroubled 2.) handy/ convenient

👌👉👈  이대로 as it is, like this

Examples:  나는 이대로 좋다 I’m all right as I am.

🥰😊  착하다 To be nice, good-natured, good-hearted.

There we go everyone! Study list complete! Btw I’m still a beginner at learning Korean so if you spot any mistakes feel free to lemme know so I can correct them! Thanks everyone!

Also if you have a song (in either Korean or English) that you think the world and it’s mama need to know about and want me to make a study post like this one, feel free to send me a message/ ask and I will do my best to create it! 

Happy studying x 

Note: Gifs are not my own creation I just found them on tumblr. Resources that I used include Naver dictionary, papago translation and Verbix.com. 

[wejungkkum]

Mono No Aware, 物の哀れ / pt 5 (final)

Genre: University AU, so much fLuFf im sorry, also a bit of soulmate AU??

Word count: 990 (its significantly shorter yEs, but i promise you it wld’nt disappoint!!!)

Summary: A photo that joined like two puzzle pieces connected two lost, wandering souls

prologue/ pt 1/ pt 2/ pt 3/ pt 4/ pt 5

“You’re awake?” Jungkook asked, hastily wiping his tears.

You opened your eyes and used your elbow to support you as you propped yourself up on the soft bed.

“Sorry can i have a glass of water.” you croaked, hoping you’ll get a moment of silence.

He hastily rushed downstairs while you sunk your hand in your palms, head in a whirl. If whatever he said was true, that would explain why he seemed to know so much about you and why you seemed to have a special connection with him.

When he came back with a glass of warm water, you took a big gulp, and popped an Aspirin before chasing it down your parched throat with water.

“Was whatever you said true?” you asked.

He nodded, before saying “I didn’t want to break my promise to your parents but I..”

You sighed, holding your head before you mustered enough courage to ask him a question you’ve been holding in.

“Do you have a picture of you taken with me in the garden of my house while you were younger?”

You watched a small smile tug on the corners on his lips before he hummed, “of course.”

–

“I never thought I’d be able to meet you again to be honest,” he started while he walked you home later on.

You nodded, smiling as you looked at your foot as they moved ahead, a step at a time.

“You know we were supposed to date once I came back right?” he said from beside you, and although you didn’t look at him, you heard a smile from his voice.

“And so?” you asked.

“So.. don’t you think it should be about time we fulfilled our promise?” he spoke, clearly embarrassed as he looked away.

“Well…” you teased.

“Also, maybe you should stop staying with your roommate and start staying with me, your heart only has a place for one guy.”

You laughed at his sudden absurdity, “when did you become a jealous muscle pig?”

“How could you call me a muscle pig?” he huffed, crossing his hands across his chest before looking down at you and cracking a smile.

“Anyway, let’s go on a date tomorrow,” he breathed, and when you looked up, you saw him blush under street lamp that lit up dimly in the dark night.

“I’ll think about it, and maybe I’ll consider.” you laughed.

“There’s no need to consider, I’m already your boyfriend,” he laughed confidently.

“And when did I agree?” you joked before running before him.

He chased you down in no time, catching you in his arms and whispering, “you’ll agree now, y/n.” he looked at you before reaching down, interlacing his fingers with yours and pressing them against his lips before taking them and swinging them back and forth.

–

You led him to your room, and pulled out the photo from the photo frame, holding his half and yours together. You watched the tear match up perfectly, forming a perfect heart at the back.

“I never thought I’d find the other half of the photo,” you smiled as you leaned on his shoulder.

“And I never thought i’d have the honor to officially call you mine.”

With that, he leaned down, pressing a gentle kiss on the crown of your head.

For days on end, Jungkook filled you in with details about your past you’ve forgotten about, and the both of you laughed at those memories, giggling at how immature the both of you were as kids.

When the next school day came, you heard Jungkook’s honks from downstairs before you made your way down.

“Morning my beautiful girlfriend.” he grinned as his smile reached his eyes, forming little moon shaped ones.

“Oh God, spare me the cringe,” you laughed as you fastened your seatbelt.

The drive to school was filled with laughter and joy, and Jungkook held your hand with his free hand as he drove. You nagged at him to put both hands on the steering wheel but you gave up soon after, half wishing he held your hand anyway.

“Thanks for loving me even after so long,” you spoke while he was doing his perfect parallel parking in the school car park.

He turned off the engine, and the car fell into sudden silence.

“I waited for you because I knew you were the one for me, y/n. I see myself in your eyes, and I feel like I am only complete whenever you are around. I believe in fate and I believe you were my fate,” he smiled.

You giggled, feeling like a high school teenage girl falling head over heels with a guy all over again. “Let’s head out before we get thrown in detention.”

“Yes, Ms y/n!” he saluted before doubling over with laughter. “Let’s go~” he said in a singsong voice as he bopped your nose with his index finger.

He slung his arm around your shoulder as the both of you walked through the main gates of the school.

“You had better give me tuition for the literature book.” you threatened.

“Anything for my girlfriend.”

“What if I wanted the star?”

“I’d fly up to get one for you. But why do you need the star, I’m the only star you need,” he winked before you rolled your eyes, still smiling.

“I love you,” he hummed.

“I love you too,” you said before tipping your toes to plant a kiss on his cheek.

And just like that, you knew you found the one for you too. Through the passage of years and years, fate brought the both of you together again, and you finally understood the phrase “Mono No Aware”. The sadness and emptiness you once felt was now filled with his presence, his voice, his laughter, his everything. Your sadness ended, and a new love started. The amalgam of his love with yours filled your heart.

Your heart was full with this love.

a/n: im sorry!! i promised to post this on the 24/12 but then sth cropped up and i didnt have my laptop with me (as i thought) so i was unable to post as schedued!! therefore, i immediately posted this as soon as i got my laptop!! Also, today is the 25/12! and im absolutely excited and happy to be ending of this series fic on such a special day. Since it is a day of joy, i want to thank everyone of you whom enjoy my works thus far, and i really hope i do continue to bring yall quality content as much as i can (until probably when school starts again in feb :( ) my req box and ask is wide open so feel free to ask me stuff or send me requests~ or if you guys wanna talk im available too!!!!11111!!1!!!1 once again Merry Christmas and have a Happy New Year <3