#schizoboyfie

[schizoboyfie]

♡♡ i get to see her i get to see her i get to see her i get to see her i get to see her i get to see her ♡♡

i need her now i can't wait plz plz plz plz

she is gracing me with her presence

[schizoboyfie]

I am so filled with sickly love I am going to simply die from my heart imploding. It is beating out of my chest, overworking. Goodness. My angel has made me so happy that my heart must put in work overtime to withstand me.

She is so perfect. My angel. My cherub. My seraphim. My deity.

[schizoboyfie]

Will they hate me if they know I only see them in perfection?

They are so sad lately.

Unhappy.

It hurts me to know that my sweet little angel is hurting so much. Why can't they curl up to me and cry? I open my wings to them, but they do not tell me. Have I failed as a God? Do they no longer worship me?

[schizoboyfie]

My beautiful little darling is cutting herself. I told her I encouraged it. I told her she was perfect. She was so happy...she was so beautiful. I couldn't stop staring. They were perfect little cuts, all in the most beautiful way. Her precision in making something "ugly" into something beautiful is so astounding. Beautiful...beautiful. I want to see those cuts again, but deeper, more beautiful. I will kiss them over and over.

[schizoboyfie]

I won't let anything come between us.

I have 5 days to spend. 5 days to stay with her.

For an issue to occur...I won't let it stop our love. The world hates us together because it knows nature itself has never seen another pair so untouchably gorgeous.

Natural disasters, human disasters; I won't let it stop us from seeing one another. Even if the world stopped spinning, even if a tidal wave rocked our city, even if an unknown event were to...occur...I would protect you. It would be you who I live on with. All the others would perish and die. I will live on with you.

My perfectly perfect wife.

[schizoboyfie]

Loving her is like holding a pile of goo. She's ooey gooey. Sludgey...sludge. She's all in the palm of my hand and I love it. I would never squish her. She's the only one I'll ever love again, no matter what timeline.

i can't get her out of my head i see her everywhere i need to bite her eat her absorb her i need her inside my ribs she's living in me i need her to be inside of me she needs to gnaw on my bones like a rat i love her i love her i love her i love her i love her i love her i love her i love her i love her i love her

[schizoboyfie]

I miss her so much. I'm rotting from the inside. I will heave up mold and blood until I am free from this pain of being forced to stay away from her. I need her. I love her. I love her. I love her. I love her. I love her. I love her. I love her. I love her. I love her. I love her. I love her. I love her. I love her. I love her.