#satoru’s angel ᨳ

[pretty-toru]

I think Satoru would be sooo into handjobs, especially after or during showers and such. Just imagine edging him into it, teasing him while he's grinding for more friction, as you pump him. He's like that, a cat needing a caress an he keeps leaning into it.

I'd imagine he gets so giddy after that sweet release that he practically covers you in kisses. I wish i could think of more smh, got anything to expand, darling? I hc that he's very vocal during steamy times <3

Yes, I absolutely agree!! Especially the part where you mentioned him grinding into your touch for more. He knows you're having far too much fun teasing him and he supposes you're returning the favor from when he's taken his sweet time building your arousal on so many different occasions. He also wears this blissed-out expression as he's holding you by the waist or slightly slouches over you that his pretty moans and sighs become more pronounced when he's next to your ear.

Also, I just know that Satoru has imagined you giving him handjobs countless times when he masturbates (before you both became intimate or even when he's away from home). You're everything that he envisioned but infinitely better, and what adds to the excitement is the control being entirely up to you and that he's able to enjoy your sensual body and the mesmerizing visuals you have to offer.

So many kisses after his release <3 There's even the slight trembling of his body when he's incredibly near and he'll become putty in your hands when you keep stroking until the surging is done. Stopping briefly and rubbing his tip to torment him in the most amazing way with a little post-orgasm play. And so true, Satoru's not only vocal but he's loud with the sounds he make and he really loves it when you're not shy about letting him know how good he makes you feel too~

[pretty-toru]

I've been having some spicyyy thots about Gojou and was wondering how he'd suggest his darling if she'd be up to go down on him heheh, like it's something he always wanted to experience and what better way than to ask your one and only person if they're okay with it?

Have you any ideas ? If so i'd loooove to read them <3 uwu

Ooh mkay <3 Let's say for this scenario you don't have much experience with blow jobs (you were each other's first if we're going with that). So, the best way Gojo knows how to bring it up to sweeten the experience is when you're both in the mood and warming up each other's body. He's touching you with his hand down your panties and feeling how wet you are and you're holding and stroking his hard cock while making out.

When you both have to come up for air, Gojo will start hinting at you by saying things like "Baby, your hands feel so good..." as you continue pumping him "I would love for you to kiss it." Or maybe he'll lean in real close and whisper into your ear, "I've been thinking how perfect your lips are and I wouldn't mind if you use your mouth on me~" He knows you've never done anything like this so he's patient and understanding, encouraging and sweet talking you by way of coaxing to bolster your confidence subtly so you don't feel nervous to give it a try.

[pretty-toru]

Sooo random but i hc that Gojo has the prettiest cock, light-toned, pretty pink tip and a few veins under, thick enough and long enough. And does he love taking pics of it and sending it to you while he pumps it. Doing it all so you know he's thinking abt you all the times <3

The most perfect and prettiest dick for sure, and it's not even surprising when he's just so unbelievably handsome all around. He's super shameless when he sends you a pic or even a small clip of him stroking himself with a breathy moan of your name. If Gojo's away overseas he accounts for time zone difference as he edges himself and awaits your reply because phone sex is the next best thing when he can't personally be there.

Also, Gojo ascends a little to heaven when you compliment his penis the way he does to you when he says he loves your pretty pussy.

[pretty-toru]

How often do you think Satoru craves to do the dirty?

(my personal hc is that during his first time, he definitely wanted to go a couple of more rounds after, especially since he prolly didn't last long in the first uwu <33) i think he's just like a perfect definition of a femboy that and he's such a whiny, whimpering mess of a man, sensitive to a fault ^^

Satoru wants it all the time, every single day if possible. Most of the time, it’s not only about the release but sharing the connection and intimacy with you. He loves that sex can be fun and enjoyable and how there’s always room for suggestions if either of you want to try something new and daring. There’s an increase in libido when he’s assigned an away mission because he knows he’ll be missing you in every way, and he’ll take some home videos if you’re comfortable with it to help him out later 🤍

I totally agree!! Satoru didn’t last long during his first time even though he desperately tried to hold out. Him wanting to go multiple rounds is also because he swears he can do better and he wants you to have the best experience and memorable time with him when you look back on it years later. (He knows he’ll never forget this wonderful night with you—even memorized all the minute details).

And yes, absolutely!! He gets so whiny when you barely tease him and becomes a whimpering mess when you touch all the right places and he’s about to come~

[pretty-toru]

Satoru is the type of person that wants to make his s/o feel good, even more so when he happens to be fucking them for the first time, he's not innocent, at all, he's confident and knows what he should do, he wants his first time to be good but even more so for you to feel the pleasure. "Gonna make you feel so good" he murmurs while stretching you out so you're nice and ready for him and if it happens to be your first time to? He makes it his life mission, you however would have never suspected that he's never done a full intercourse with anyone, but it doesn't surprise you since this man just doesn't let anyone in like that let alone to expose himself on such a vulnerable level. He gets you ready, while he gives his fat cock a few pumps you shudder, afraid that it might not fit but he reassures you, cooing at you and gently kissing your lips and your face. Finally he alings himself to your tight enterance before pushing in with a very vivid and strained moan, he curses, you're too tight, but he'll stretch you out good now, he'll soon make you feel so good, and he'll do his damndest to last long for your sake. Tiny whimpers are filling the room, you feel so full but not completely, he's only half way in and you're ready to burst, his small thrusts trying to helo his cock carve his way into you completely. He's trying to keep his cool but he's burning internally, he can do this, he knows he can, he can do anything he sets his mind on afterall. He keeps pumping into you, in and out until he's finally sliding in deeper and deeper, Finally - he thinks to him self, letting out a satisfied groan, pulling out his cock only to slam it in you this time and continue, until you're completely open. Moans, loud breathing and whines are filling the room, he leans in to your face to kiss you and praise you for doing so good, you took him so well, your mind is foggy and your face teary from the intercourse but all you can think of is what he's doing to you, making you feel so full. He's experimenting, exploring you, wants to know what you like, actually wants you both to explore each other, mold your bodies as one. "So good for me, s'good - hah - so tight and plushy around my cock, baby" he keeps praising you while his thrusts are getting more faster until his ruthlessly slamming into your hole, your moans are more prominent now and he follows along with you, his forehead pressed on yours, you steal a kiss from time to time. He's close, as much as he wants to keep pistoning his length into your blossomed hole, he can't, he's lucky he didn't cum from the foreplay alone. He's getting sloppy, squelching noise that are drawn from your pussy with each thrust of his cock, he's gonna go crazy. With a loud whine he spills himself inside you, and shortly afterwards lightly laughs while trapping you between his arms once more, his eyes, full of adoration and love, your bodies melted together, sticky and sweaty. Gentle kisses are exchanged, until he nips on your lip so you canet him slip his tongue in and he's already in heaven. You can be sure that he's gonna be extra clingy and touchy after this, he has his lovely baby to provide close physical contact with him and then more. He slowly pulls out and keeps your trembling legs in place while he stares at his work, your pussy completely blossomed and your hole still slightly open from the intense intercourse, he leans down to blown it lightly and give it a gentle kiss which makes you whimper and causes him to chuckle. He's whipped, and he'll only make you feel even better days to come.

Oof, this got long but have at it, i want everyone to feel included, even those that have never done it and don't worry, Satoru may seem like he's all jokes and games but he does take it seriously, he might not care about his v-card as much as yours but he's pleased nonetheless.

Gosh, I really love the idea of Satoru and you losing your virginity to each other. I think he would feel really special that you chose him, and he'll make sure you feel so loved during your first time because he knows that some first experiences last forever. He probably encountered a few hiccups during foreplay and maybe the sex part, but he's quite good at covering his mistakes that you wouldn’t know he was a cherry bby unless he told you.

Considering this is his first too, Satoru definitely wants to remember it for a long time. He'll initiate the small things that make it more intimate, like interlacing your fingers together as he's snapping his hips against you and soaking up your cute expressions. You're still a little shy and nervous that you'd avoid eye contact with him even when he's deep inside you and has seen every gorgeous part of you. But he's honest and sweet in the way he'd gently grab your chin between his thumb and index and moves your face into a kiss and says, "Look at me, baby" or "Open your eyes for me, hm?"

Satoru wants you to know that he's the one making you feel good, and he loves hearing the syllables of his name in the form of moans and whimpers in return. All the small gestures 一 holding hands, passionate kissing, softly caressing 一 enhance the experience and makes the difference between making love and just having sex, and it's what makes it worthwhile and memorable to him. The sweetness and intimacy goes to a whole 'nother level when he takes your (still interlaced) hand and rests it on his chest after sex while cuddling 🤍

[pretty-toru]

Something about you taking Satoru's cock in your hands to run it through you wet folds, pussy already swollen and aching, buds puffy, hole pulsating in need. He can't help but let a breathy laugh as he watches you please yourself with what he said was yours and only yours. After all, he can't stop thinking that you were the one to take away that flower from him but he wouldn't have it any other way. He jerks his hips from time to time at the friction, small laughs turn into moans and he can't help it, listening to you get off from just his cock between your aroused and needy folds is sending him to heavey, he's gonna cum but he desperately wants to slip it inside you and pound your needy little pussy a bit more before he spills his seed inside her. Your moans, your whimpers and small squirts coming out everytime you hit the sensitive spot, he's gonna go crazy he thinks, he wants to make you squirt on his cock really good, wants you to coat him entirely in your juices. Oh yes, he's gonna fuck you good, bare and raw until you can't walk properly but he'll make it up to you with gentleness that follows right after a steamy hardcore sex, his pretty baby girl, he loves you so much he doesn't know what he'd do without you, without the touch and intimacy you so freely provide and give him, he completely loses himself in it, in your love but that's the only way he wants it. He's in love and proud of it.

Ayooo this made me feel things pls he is so needy and clingy w you i hope you enjoyed this! <3

This is so good and spicy ❤️‍🔥 I can just imagine Satoru's eyes flitting between his cock rubbing against your heat and your pretty face. He's desperate for more friction but tries to hold himself back, and you notice that he does that a lot when you observe the facial expressions he makes (and he makes some of the cutest ones especially his orgasm face). Like when he's about to come early, he's using every ounce of his strength to keep from coming too soon but you love to tease and tempt him further just to make him burst but he eventually gets you back for it later.

Yessss omg I think Satoru loves being able to make you squirt and he definitely gets an ego boost out of it. He finds it incredibly hot and arousing how you literally lose control and your entire body shudders against him and he softly coos how you're being so good for him and that you're his good girl and makes you squirt another two or three times.

[pretty-toru]

Satoru fucking into the pillow because he's touch deprived and misses you dearly, he can only go without your presence for so long. Switching positions on the bed because he can't find the right spot to hit and knows it's just not the same without you and your warm plush walls to hug him so tightly. He's a whimpering mess, wishing you'd just come back home already so he can love on you and feel you.

Also, the idea of Satoru and you most times addressing each other with "Baby" or him being like midst thrust "Ohh... My baby!" midst of pleasure or just randomly is so sweet to me that it makes me emotional. Also call him a Baby boy, he'll melt.

Omg it means alot to me that you gave me a nickname here! Ily and whenever i have new brainrot I'll be sure to share with you and everyone else who enjoys it! 🥰

There’s just something about needy and desperate Satoru who’s just aching for your touch that him fucking his own hand doesn’t quite get him off. He misses you so much that he sends you a short sexy clip of him stroking himself with a message attached, “Need you to help me cum, baby.” You happen to be in the same position as him, frustrated that your hole is clenching around nothing and now you’re blushing and getting a little tongue-tied from just seeing a glimpse of him. The distance was getting to the both of you, and FaceTiming or touching to each other’s moans through a phone call was the next best thing. 

Satoru starts off sweet at first, “Baby, I really wish I was kissing your neck right now,” and as the night progresses it becomes more lewd. Both your breathing gets rougher and moans grow louder trying to reach the height of your own pleasures through each other’s narration. And after orgasming, it dawns on him that he can’t be there to help clean you up or make you a snack afterward. Just take care of his sweetheart and cuddle you because you’re so far away. 

[pretty-toru]

Gojo waking up to go down at you while you are lying flat on your belly, him being a needy and a whiny baby because you're still asleep so he decides to just leave you as is and slowly fuck into you, while cooing softly in your ear as you mewl from the sensation, tingly and soft. You let him have his moment because you know that he's only ever like that with you, only dares to be vulnerable with you and only you.

Ohhh, I can see Gojo having a slight somniphilia kink. He loves the idea of his sub having a total loss of control while you think it's a huge turn-on that he couldn't wait for you to wake up as he pushes past between your folds. He starts to get into it when you're slowly waking up with him already deep inside you, using your body as he wishes but he's really gentle and sweet about it. Not wanting you to feel any discomfort but make you feel good too while littering kisses along your shoulder and neck.

[pretty-toru]

I'm thinking about how often Gojo would crave to have sex with his s/o. Like, once he finally lets himself to be vulnerable and especially knowing that you love him unconditionally, he'd probably have an almost insatiable hunger for love making. On his rare days off he'll take the whole advantage of it and wether you initiate it first and tease him or him being a horny boi that he is with you, i can say that it would be lots of it, which is quite healthy for both of you.

Yes I love this sm, he can only think about you and how your touch makes him feel because there's no other greater feeling than the love and passion that runs deep in his veins. He cannot seem to get enough of you, and people like to headcanon that Gojo ruined sex for you because he's most likely the best that you'll ever have and everyone else after him will pale in comparison, but that couldn't be more wrong because it's HIM in that position. You're it for him baby and he hopes you'll never grow tired of him.

[pretty-toru]

Gojo would most definitely love hugging you or having a close contact especially when he's half naked, he'll envelope himself around you and purr like a content kitten. Skin to skin is something so foreign to him yet when you're with him like that, both of you taking everything in of each other, he's a flushed mess. He was being suggestive one time and you told him that he'll have to be more persuasive or convincing so to speak, but you just loved to tease him back like that, so when you come back into your bedroom you see him sprawled onto your soft mattress in his naked glory waiting for you and asking you if he's convincing enough, what happens next well... I'll let your imagination run wild. 😌

oml I can see Gojo getting such a power trip when you walk in on him fully naked and getting flustered over it. He'd have so much fun getting you back for teasing him earlier that cocky bastard, "You're not getting shy on me now, are you? Isn't this what you wanted?" He doesn't miss the way your eyes immediately fixate on his hard-on either and he gives it a long and slow stroke with a simper. But since he met you halfway you had to do your part and see it through since you started this, right?

You slowly make your way to him and dip your weight onto the mattress, your fingers gliding upward his thigh and you get close enough that your warm breath fans across his neck. You playfully nip his ear before whispering, "You want my tits or my mouth?"

[pretty-toru]

Okay but catching Satoru off guard when you see him naked after he was out of shower, or is it? Perhaps he caught you off guard because you are struggling to keep your heartbeat in check no matter how many times you see him exposed in his full glory. Your eyes can't help but wander towards his cock that's already appearing to harden. He loves this honestly, he loves seeing you like this, loves the power he has over you in this aspect or that's what he almost believes until you straddle him until he's a moaning flustered mess beneath you.

Wants to get his hard cock off between your breasts and watch as he coats them with his seed. Your shirt only inched above them while you still have your clothes on, it just turns him on, but you know exactly what he wants, he wants you against him, your flushed skins, his cock fucking into you and making lewd sounds, you both giggle at it. To both of you it's like the first time all over again.

It's also not as he's unable to feel insecure or you for that matter, that is inevitable and the relationship you two have is very special, it was built so delicately yet tragically that neither of you can't fathom what would happen if you got tired of each other or disappointed in any aspect. He can't imagine his life without you, you're the only one that loves him for him truly without any second thoughts, you accepted each other's flaws and kissed them tenderly, so even if there is fear sometimes, you'll know that it's only temporarily because you remember how you two got where you are and you're both each other's ride or die.

That's it, i also wanna add something else here which is important to note, but it is very obvious if not true that Satoru had to abandon his earthly desires after reaching Nirvana, such as lust and love for example, the only way he can keep humans safe is if he's not around or exposed to them, and it is even stated in the manga that he's in his element only when he's alone, so no, man is definitely not sleeping around nor exposing himself like that to just anyone. With you however, he finally lets go and falls, allows himself to take in the love you are readily giving him. This is exactly why he'd do it only with someone he loves and trusts, be it fwb, a lover nothing else. It's like a free fall for him, a leap of faith but he has faith and he knows you'll catch him even if he was afraid of it.

Oof, there's plenty more where this came from but I'm glad you guys enjoy my brainrot i could honestly talk about this man all day. Tina lovely, do you have any dialogue to add onto this? I'd love to see you write how Gojo feels and let me know what you think, once again hehe~

I love that you brought up how sex with Satoru can feel like it's the first time again, because it's something I don't think he'd ever get used to. Not necessarily just the sex itself, but everything else from the playfulness to emotional intimacy that comes with it. He gets to be himself and feel comfortable in his own skin with someone who understands him and sees his goals, especially when he's constantly reminding everyone he's the strongest as a means to comfort his students and the world 一 it can be a heavy burden to carry but you make him feel weightless and seen in the way you hold him in your arms and tell him that he’s doing a good thing (inspiring the next generation).

The friends with benefits turned to lovers trophe hits such a soft spot with me, because can you just imagine phrases that start off as “I love the way you feel” slowly becomes “I love you so much” from Satoru himself? Even just admitting that quietly to himself could mean that he’s allowing himself the chance to be happy too and that he doesn’t have to be alone. 

[pretty-toru]

I think that Satoru would definitely love sleeping in naked after sex because that way he feels more at home so to speak or he has to feel you against him more after such passionate and meaningful moment. You waking up to see him splayed on his tummy, head facing you as he has a relaxed and content look on his face, you could stare at him like this forever, you reach your hand to caress his soft and porcelain skin, even the smallest touch would wake him up because he's hyper aware always. He looks at you adoringly, lovingly, you could see your self in his eyes, actually you see each other. I bet everything that he emits small purring noises everytime you touch him gently which makes him inch closer to you and he practically envelopes you whole, wants to take you all in, gentle yet sloppy morning kisses filled with faint moans and gasps as you leave hickeys on his sensitive neck and kisd his ears(i think he's extra sensitive there) him being flushed and you taking the initiative to touch him and stroke him down there because he can't control his morning hardness sometimes. He's a panting mess though he insists that he finishes inside you rather than sheets and his tummy. And then a gentle morning wake leads to a heated session of yet another love making. 🥰

This is already so beautifully written I have nothing more to add 🤍 Just that I can visualize every aspect so perfectly, and how Satoru would make breakfast for the both of you after showering together that's just as intimate without the sex part. It's just being close and him spending the whole time interfering with your routine because he's still Satoru, after all. He loves to tease and for you to tease him back. After you get dressed, he's whipping up pancakes in his cute apron and he definitely looks the part of a househusband 💞 

[pretty-toru]

I'm currently thinking how Satoru's first time with his beloved would go, how would it initiate and who would make the first move. I think he would avoid any sex topics but you'd probably not think much of it or even if you happen to be in the same boat he is hehe. I think once you give him an indication that he's safe and has nothing to worry about he'll loosen up slowly indulging into it, and boy does he get eager and flushed when things start to escalate, he's not gonna entirely give up control, you're both in it together and you're giving him something he has never felt before, warmth, skin against skin, touch that radiates with love and he's completely overwhelmed, so unfamiliar yet so addictive but not because it's just sex but because the intimacy he shares with you is heavenly to him he feels at last that he is loved for who he is, for just Satoru.

UwU what do you think?

I have this idea that Satoru would be into soft, low-light tv style sex for his first time with you. There's not a whole lot of pressure where he'd force it upon himself to make everything perfect, so it's mostly a casual night-in and a little unplanned, more along the lines of going with the flow and seeing what happens. The hints are subtle but it's definitely there 一 quick shy glances flitting between your gorgeous eyes and lips, your feather-light fingers tracing along his upper thigh and into the bowl of popcorn.

Satoru makes sure you feel comfortable when things get more heated and takes a few moments to check in with you, "This okay, baby? Want me to touch you there?" which quickly turns into "God, you sound so beautiful... Feel so warm and so tight." Since you probably have more experience he'd let you be on top, but his arms and hands alternate between hugging your body and grip tightening on your hips as he bounces you with a slow, tender rhythm (so he doesn't come too fast). He kisses you everywhere his swollen lips can reach and for a few minutes your mind, body, and heart are all tuned into exactly one person.

It's unlike anything he's ever experienced or known to exist and he could stay in that moment forever. It's just passionate and wholesome, pure adoration and appreciation for one another, and he knew that he was right to never trade soulmate sex for casual sex.

[pretty-toru]

You know something i feel like people should understand before coming to a conclusion wether a guy is a virgin or not is that; virginity wether male or female doesn't translate to innocene or equates it at all. I think that Satoru's smugness, arrogance, cockiness and playfulness is what makes people believe he's a chad so to speak but that's not true at all like that's irrelevant and purity, innocence being tied to virginity is just a pure myth.

Many people are virgins yet they are bold, playful and you name it, i think Satoru's power should also be taken into account when analysing him here, his whole shtick is to literally keep the distance between him and others so they don't touch him. This screams to me not only emotional vulnerability but also intimate and physical touch too. It's a no surprise that he was so determined to perfect it after Toji incident so he can have it run 24/7 and man has trust issues, he's extremely catious, plus he would absolutely never want to get anyone involved in any way because he knows what that means, he had a bounty on him since he was born, imagine that. I think he severely had to push away his personal needs and wants for the sake of others, he has little to no days off and can only wander around when he's on missions so there's that too! Given that people took alot of comments Gege has made to a face value, and given the fact that Gege likes to troll more often than not, i think it's really contradicting everything that he wrote Satoru to be in the manga, who knows maybe Gege would clown on him for not being able to get it but i doubt he even thinks of this for his own character in the first place lol, he is extremely plot driven and only throws a few quips here and there but that's it, he hasn't written Satoru to be a character where romance/sex would be entertained. Plus he never was shown to flirt with anyone, nor his colleagues, only shown that he likes attention because it fuels his big ego lol

Ofc that's not a bad thing, this lets people have various hcs for him and let their imaginations run wild but i hope they know when to hold brakes at least. And i'm mostly speaking here because of my love for this character but it's more on the side of a genuine love rather than thirst, i still let my mind run loose as you probably saw heheh but i also like to take a moment and appreciate him for being a wonderful human being in his own way. Hope you enjoyed reading this, i enjoyed writing for him as usual and let me know what you think! <3

Anon 🤍 I don't think I've told you before but I sincerely enjoy reading your Gojo metas and how you draw the conclusion of your analysis of his character. I know there's more than one way to interpret him but it's really refreshing to hear it from another perspective and to gain a little more insight.

But yeah, I completely agree that the stigma behind virginity is often associated with innocence and purity, and it's often portrayed by a common personality trait(s) such as someone that is shy and reserved and polite. When we think of Satoru, he doesn't fit in those categories with the way he carries himself and not to mention his appearance. He's extremely handsome and good-looking so people readily assume that he sleeps around often because why not? He has the means to and can easily pick up women if he wanted, but he doesn't because it's not a priority for him when he's working towards something bigger than himself and better for the future generations.

The hidden inventory arc definitely played a role in Satoru perfecting his infinity, because he once believed that he was untouchable until Toji proved him otherwise. The sorcerer-killer did what was thought impossible and made it possible, which was a huge eye-opener for him and ultimately aided in his growth and development. But because the outcome led Suguru and him to drift apart he feels safer closing himself off to potential future relationships to protect himself. Hence the push-pull dynamic when he meets someone and why he's so careful about letting people close to him on that level again.

I feel that Satoru has so many sides to him, that Gege's comment about him instantly makes you think he's a womanizer. But what if he can't fully commit and be sincere to someone given that Gojo Satoru himself isn't a normal human being? His entire life the Gojo clan controlled his every move and instilled in his head what he should be until he became old enough to truly think for himself. So his situation and circumstance doesn't allow him to love like regular people do and it takes a special someone for that to happen and we saw that with Suguru (whether you want to believe it's platonic or romantic).

With that said, I love how you ended with an appreciation note for Satoru because I think he's a wonderful mentor and person in his own way too. He really cares for his students and colleagues way more than he actually leads on.

[pretty-toru]

Right? Since there is basically no indication nor any hint in the canon that he has flings, I'm certain that he's still a cherry bby in a way, but that doesn't mean he wouldn't know what to do. I think he craves genuine human connection and he'd probably be willing to do it with someone very close in his circle. I know that the idea of no emotional attachment is a popular belief amongst many but this is Satoru we are talking about, he is afraid to let his guard down around just anyone and it's a fact that he doesn't. I strongly believe that little amount of friends he has in his life is what keeps him human and how they treat him, while everyone else has him on a pedestal. Reminds me how much he misses the time he had with Suguru where he was completely free and unguarded around him, he could be himself around him.

I think that his first time with you would most definitely play the big part in his loyalty and his whole self esteem and fear too. I think him letting go with you and finally making love is gonna be it for him, something unspoken will click, he'll be more clingy and open about his feelings and other's too, perhaps he'll be less inclined to push them away.

One thing is for certain, current Satoru definitely has intimacy issues and is afraid.

I love that you think he's a cherry bby because it does make sense given how busy he is with everything. I truly think he'd want to do it with someone that means something to him too and not just any random person since it'd leave him feeling hollow afterward. The closeness and intimacy and emotional connection just aren't there, and it can actually be a let down sometimes.

I feel that his bond with Suguru still resonates with him and that's why he's still whole today (yet a little broken), and he's afraid to have something to lose again but his soul still searches to have that level of connection with someone again and he found that with you. He's hesitant at first and it takes a long time before he allows you to peek at the intimate parts of his life, but it's so worth it in the end.

Neither Satoru or you decided that the first time you both do it would be special and emotional but it just so happened that way. He becomes overwhelmed with every kiss and every caress that he hides in the crook of your neck to pull himself together again, and that's also the moment where he gives you himself entirely. Someone that he trusts completely and loves wholeheartedly.

[pretty-toru]

I think people underestimate how much Satoru is willing to let just anyone touch him intimately, i think infinity also stands there to protect physically aswell AND the fact that lets it down only around those he trusts... i think he has alot of intimacy and trust issues, and wouldn't let just anyone in, which is why when he finally allows him self to be vulnerable with you, he is afraid in a way, afraid of his own feelings too perhaps but you're it for him and he let you in because you made the first move and never gave up on him.

Nonnie, I couldn't have said it any better. I just love how his infinity is always described as a barrier that he uses to protect himself for both external and internal purposes. He tends to hold himself back in relationships since there's a lot to be afraid of and a lot to lose because life is never certain in his world, and that first move is very important because he needs to feel like you're certain about him then he'll feel certain about you. It would hurt him quite a bit if he gave you his entire self, but you'll never give him yours.