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I had a long weekend to reflect on whether or not I wanna continue writing fic and surprise surprise I still don't know 🙃🙃
#santino had rumbly tummy but he is doing better now#but I just kinda spent all weekend chilling with him. making sure he got better#and thinking about a lot of stuff#and I just.... don't know man.#I could save myself a lot of frustration and irritation if I never edited a fic ever again....#and I mean..... the first thing I wrote in like a year hasn't even really gotten hits let alone feedback....#it's just like... what's the point?#sure I write for me but to share it is for others so why go through the hassle if people don't wanna read it?#idk. it also feels like there's been a big shift in attitude toward fic just in the short time I've been active with it.... just a few year#and it seems like there is much more demand without any real gratitude. the 'community' aspect of it seems to have eroded#and now it's just another commodity. oh well an author didn't finish this fast enough I'll stick it through AI#I'll use AI chatbots to make characters talk to me#like.... idk man. feels bleak out here to be a fic writer#and I've only been doing this for like... idk.... MAYBE a decade?#not even. I wanna say like 6 or 7 years#tops.... but it definitely feels different now.#anyway. idk. I felt kinda low about all of it. and I just.... don't know#erin explains it all
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