#sammy T_T ♡♡♡

[gaygirlruby]

alternate universe where i'm a fictional character and sam is a sad religious college tgirl posting on her tumblr like "sucking on lauren's tits would fix me"

[deadgirlsam]

poc sam you will always be famous to me

[deadgirlsam]

i'm so glad you're feeling better agh ^_^ ♡♡

i'm doing okay!! bit dysphoric but i'm gonna dress up in a bit to look and feel more like myself >3> and YAY i will be nosey more often then hehe i love hearing friends talk nd ramble ^_^ ♡♡ ilyyyy2

megstiel makes me feel CRAZY agh they're one of my favs too ^.^ meg should've became part of tfw after s7 .... her and kevin could've been duo of the century ....in her convo w sam you can tell she was genuinely trying to do better !! i'll always miss meg and it's miserable they gave us a glimpse of a new beginning for her only to kill her off </3 also one of my favorite things about meg is her relationship with her vessels!! other demons/angels treat a vessel as not much more than that, but meg slithers under its skin, takes on its identity, molds it to her shape and molds herself into it all at once. i do always wonder why she kept meg master's name rather than take on a new one >.>

i'm only on s9 lol but you're making me SO excited to get to the rowena nd eilleen episodes especially bc .... witch sammy !!!!!! more spn women to obsess over !!! and more CHARLIE <33 !!! gosh ellen is SO underrated and i really feel like there could've been so much potential for her and jo up in heaven (do they manage to break out of their 'heaven' like sam&dean in dark side of the moon? do they find the roadhouse and ash? is jo still searching for her father? is her father even there?) , even if just for one episode!! i wanna write a megjo fic expanding on it arrgh ....

samjess makes me SOO insane gosh. puts my head in my hands T_T it's just like you said where she haunts sam and the narrative for the rest of the show it's so tragic ... also if i remember correctly there was a line in the novels where sam fears that she went to hell solely because of her relation to him. i'm ALWAYS thinking of stanford era samjess and how it contrasts with s4 samruby </3 thinking of sam&jess&brady for too long makes me feel ill T_T

and LOL well may i ask about ruby ... for noooooo reason at all ofc ignore my pfp and all my ruby posts >3> i'm always so happy to hear people's interpertations of her!! and meg and jo too!! ^_^ ♡♡

hiii blondie !! i hope you're resting well and the sickness passes soon !! i don't know if there's an english version but in arabic we say "salamtek/سلامتك" ^.^ alsoo it's now my turn to be nosey lol !! ^_^

do you have any favorite ships or are you not too big on shipping? >3> also !! favorite spn girl?? any thoughts on the spn women in general?? ^_^

- @deadgirlsam

hi my lovely!!! thank you so much that’s so kind of you to say :( feel giddy to be told that in two languages omg ilysm <33 and i am actually feeling better!! i haven’t shifted my cough yet but i’m getting there :) how are you sweetheart?

and omg please be nosey anytime you want i can actually talk forever

i LOVE shipping i love soooo many ships in this show i think shipping is so fun !!! my favourite spn ship is probably destiel, but i LOVE megstiel i think they would’ve been my favourite if they got more screen time :( love love love samxrowena / samxeileen. i love rowena with sam they have so much chemistry and i LOVE sam’s witch arc??? the fact that she left all of her things for him??? the fact that it’s prophecy that he had to be the one to kill her??? give me MORE. and samxeileen because EILEEN IS HIS PERSON!!!! the fact that he was still learning sign language when he thought she died, he literally BROUGHT HER BACK TO LIFE???? eileen is probably my favourite to ship sam with just bc they’re perfect for each other :(

big fan of samxjess because it sets up the entire show, i love the “character that dies haunting the entire narrative” trope because jess literally haunts the entire narrative shes with sam the entire time no matter what, i also really loved deanxjo i think jo’s death scene was one of the most painful scenes of the show and then when she came back for that episode as a ghost and the way she interacted with dean? heartbroken actually. destroyed. won’t recover.

AND I LOVE LOVE LOVE SPN WOMEN!!!! torn between rowena and meg 2.0 for my favourite, again i think meg would’ve been my favourite if she kept being in the show (i miss her) but i guess i just love evil women LMAO, speaking of which i LOVED ruby i think she was such a cool and twisted character s4 had some of my favourite writing ever

also charlie’s #1 fan and jo and ellen’s #1 fan too, and I LOVE JODY SO MUCH!!! i get so so happy whenever i get to a jody episode like sat smiling kicking my feet the entire time i adore her and donna

i have soooooo many feelings about claire i LOVE her (biased because i adore kathryn newton), she has one of the most genuinely heartbreaking backstories and she’s still so headstrong and amazing???? love her relationship with cas and how she is with dean too, the ep where she was a werewolf actually almost destroyed me i was convinced she was gonna die :(

i have so many more thoughts too if you wanna ask anything specific about anything i said about pls go ahead i could ramble on for so long about any of these points LMAO

ILYSM!!! i hope you’re doing well :) <3