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wild-at-mind · 2 years ago

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I feel like in my head I can be this gorgeous fem guy but I know people don’t see me that way outside of certain very specific contexts, and I can also be ok with that. The truth is this kind of gender expression for CAFAB people is quite new and not coherant to people even within LGBTQ communities. Maybe one day (if I transition physically or somehow everyone starts knowing about fem trans men) I can be identifiable to people who don’t know me, but the truth for now is, maybe I don’t need them to know?

#my lgbtq group leans a bit older and sometimes i feel like they look at me like 'what are you doing??'#it's a little strange but then i'm like this is new #it's ok!#i feel good i feel confident finally #i get excited about putting outfits together! as a kid i couldn't have fathomed that #but i know most people see me as a weird woman #i'm happy and my partner is really into it but it's been a long way to get here #it's a hard road tbh it's like with the hard road to gettng sex stuff to work for me #i wanted to say that this has been a mess to get to because some people portray it as nothing but trouble free happy times #it's like sex positivity can get sometimes- sex will always be a double edged sword for me #same with gender expression it;s a double edged sword and a hard road #saying that so that anyone who isn't feeling happy or joyful or enthusiastic about these things right now doesn't feel even shitter #it's the message i could have done with <3

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