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"Can you feel her moving yet?" Lando asks as I'm sat between his legs my back resting against his chest as he gently caresses my bump. Usually I would hate people touching my bump but there's something soothing about the feeling of Lando's fingers exploring my skin.

"I've had a few flutters but no major kicks yet. It's definitely sooner than what I felt it with Lucas but then again it completely creeped me out when Lucas started to move"

"Why would you be creeped out by a baby moving?" Looking over at Lucas who is asleep next to us, the memories of the last few years start swirling around my head.

"It was a completely new feeling and I didn't know what to expect but people kept trying to touch my belly even before I was showing and I hated it, in fact I hated most of that pregnancy" although both of my pregnancies have been unexpected I'm determined to enjoy this one more than I did with Lucas.

"How come you hated it?" As Lando goes to move his hands from my bump I grab his hands to keep them in place.

"You don't have to stop, I like when you do it. I just felt so alone, none of my friends had kids, my ex showed very little interest and I was scared. I had my family who have always been amazing but I let my fears get the better of me" my first pregnancy was an awful experience, I spent most of it crippled with fear of the unknown. "I thought my life was over and that I would never be capable of being a mum"

"You're the best mum to Lucas and I know you're going to be the best mum to this little girl as well. I know if I had kids, I'd love it if you were their mum" Lando's words catch me off guard and stun me into silence.

"You're just saying that" I have no other words for Lando's statement.

"I'm really not Natalia. Any child would be lucky to have you" turning to look at Lando I see the way he is looking at me, its pure adoration. I can't help but lean up and connect my lips to his again. I know I only have a few days left in Greece and the more I spend time with Lando, the more I don't want to leave him.

"Thank you for everything" before Lando and I can say anything else I notice Flo joining us on the top deck of the boat.

"I've definitely just interrupted something there. I just came to tell you that we're going to be docking soon but mum and dad want to know what you both want for dinner so we can plan a restaurant but I'm going to leave you to it" before Lando and I can respond, Flo leaves us alone.

The atmosphere between Lando and I is thick, it feels like there is a lot unspoken between us but yet we seem to understand each other fully. Moving out of his arms I begin to gather my things when I feel Lando's hand gently grab mine and pull me into his chest, leaning into his body I feel him place a gentle kiss on the top of my head.

"Everything will be okay"

"I know" I whisper back to Lando as I watch him pick Lucas up doing his best not to wake him as he does. If I could create the perfect family for my babies this is what it would look like.

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nataliaallan my child has a new favourite person and I don't know how I feel about it 🤯

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landonorris he's the best 🩵

-> nataliaallan 🩵🩵

samallan I can’t even be angry at being demoted. Little man is living the dream!

-> nataliaallan tell me about it!

bethharrison even auntie Beth can’t win this one!

-> nataliaallan no one can!

Once we're back on dry land I head back to get dressed for dinner, between us we've decided we want Chinese tonight. Finding a dress again for tonight I look at myself in the mirror and notice the glow in my face. Is it the tan from being in the sun? Is it a pregnancy glow? Is it Lando? Quite frankly it could be a combination of the three.

Meeting everyone at the chosen restaurant I find myself conveniently sat next to Lando, so close all I can smell the mixture of his Tom Ford, Dior and Louis Vuitton flooding my senses. He smells delightful, the kind of smell that hits you and before you see the person the smell belongs to, you know they’re going to be attractive.

Lucas decides tonight that he doesn’t want anything to do with me, he only wants Lando and he sits on the chair at the other side of Lando refusing point blank to sit in a high chair. I find myself leaning over Lando throughout dinner just to check on Lucas subconsciously resting my hand on Lando’s thigh as I do.

“Talia he’s okay, I’ve got this” feeling Lando grab my hand that is resting on his thigh, my eyes lock with his at the realisation of what I’ve done “Lucas is okay but if you keep doing that I won’t be”

“I’m so sorry!” I say quietly trying not to draw attention to us, as my eyes flick to Lando’s family I realise they’re all engrossed in their own conversation thankfully paying no attention to us.

“Don’t be” before I can respond to Lando I’m dragged back to reality when Lucas calls my name.

“Mama look!” Fully focusing on Lucas I watch as he climbs into Lando’s lap standing on his thighs wrapping his arms around his neck. He’s basically a human climbing frame for my child and the smile never leaves his face.

“I’m sure Lando doesn’t want you to be climbing all over him” I say with a hint of amusement in my voice. Lucas could probably commit a crime and Lando would say it’s okay.

“He does mama!”

“He’s fine aren’t you mate” Lando says with a cheeky grin on his face as he throws Lucas in the air slightly before catching him making Lucas laugh like I’ve never heard before doing it a couple more times.

“Excuse me, I just want to say you have a lovely family. You can see the love between you all which is rare these days. Hang onto that” I look up to see a lady probably in her 70’s and I don’t have the heart to tell her we were nothing more than strangers only a few days ago.

Letting Lando open the door to my room I'm in shock when I see a pregnancy pillow sat on the bed he didn't, did he? Looking at Lando I can't find the words to express how thoughtful he is.

"Did you do this?" I ask already knowing the answer as I watch Lando move Lucas from his pushchair to the crib.

"I know you were uncomfortable sleeping and missed yours from home so I asked the hotel if they could find one. I didn't really do anything other than ask a question"

"But the thought was there and that's what means the most. Do you want to stay here tonight?" I don't know what happens to my brain when I'm around this man but I start to just speak every thought that comes into my head whether it's logical or not. I malfunction as a grown adult.

"If you want me to stay I will you just have to let me shower"

"That's fine. You know where the bathroom is, do what you need to do and I'll be on the balcony when you're done" watching as Lando gets ready to shower, I can only admire the kind of man he is, my ex could never compare to him.

Sitting on the balcony of my room while Lando showers, I pick up my phone to call Beth, I need to tell someone what is going on. There's a million and one things going through my mind right now. I have so many conflicting emotions, I want everything that could happen with this man but I also know deep down his world isn't for people like me. As Beth answers the phone I tell her everything that has happened today on the boat and at dinner.

"Beth I swear this man is doing things to me that shouldn't be happening. I know I usually fall fast and hard then it's usually a man who is very wrong for me but this feels completely different" I know I shouldn't have feelings for Lando, especially after a matter of days but I can't stop it. Can I blame pregnancy hormones? Probably not but I'm going to anyway.

"Why don't you just go for it? If it doesn't work out you never have to see him again once you leave Greece"

"I get what you're saying and if I wasn't pregnant and on a girls holiday instead I probably would've seduced him and had sex with him by now but that just isn't possible now or probably ever"

"You should just do it anyway, you've already kissed him more than once. You have nothing to lose Nat" listening to Beth I almost think it's a good idea until my thoughts get the better of me.

"'No I can't Beth. He'll think I'm an absolute psycho and a whore, I'm carrying another man's child but all I can think about is him being the one to fuck me! That isn’t normal behaviour" I love my relationship with Beth, I've been friends with her for long enough now to know I can say anything to her without judgement and filter.

"Only you can make the decision but whatever you decide, I'm sure it will be the right thing" I don't know if it would be the right thing to do but the only thing that crosses my mind when I see Lando is having him buried deep inside of me. I'm going to hell.

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Sorry it’s very short! Next one will be longer, promise! I also can’t get the idea of Lando with an older woman out of my head, nothing major but maybe a five year age gap 🤔

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Sam Allan - "Anthology" | @samallan_dj |

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  When you are as forward thinking, ever evolving and unique as Sam Allan, it is probably hard to stop and take stock of the present. Sam Allan is the New York based producer and DJ who has garnered support from Paul Van Dyk, Don Diablo and so many more, and has impressed over the last few years with a string of amazing releases. ‘Anthology’ is…

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