#samajyuto fluff

[kuromorebi]

can’t stop thinking about high school sweethearts samajyuto

jyuto is an overachiever, greedy for the best results only. definitely has a role in the student council. slick hairstyle, somewhat preppy demeanor, teacher’s pet, groomed every month. an expert at managing his time between studies, student council, and samatoki. 

samatoki is that bad boy rich kid who rides his own motorcycle to school. leather jacket smelling suspiciously too fragrant as if it was covering something else. doesn’t really care much about his academics but doesn’t really forget all about it either. messy, shoulder-length silver hair tied back occasionally when he feels like it’s in the way

the only thing holding back samatoki from cutting his hair is the fact that jyuto likes it better that way

everyone in school knows samatoki is dating jyuto even if the couple doesn’t tell. the fact that samatoki’s hands are always around jyuto is enough to let people know. when walking through the corridors? across jyuto’s shoulders. in class? holding hands. library? around his waist. as if samatoki was saying, back off, he’s mine

the first few weeks of their relationship was surprising since they didn’t believe the straight As student jyuto to be the type to like someone who seems to be trouble like samatoki but to be honest, it also made sense. jyuto’s sly, cunning, and ambitious spirit fits quite well with samatoki’s wild, no bullshit-self. it immediately became the topic of every conversation, even the teachers!

“i hope iruma doesn’t change after dating trouble!” said one of the teachers jokingly in a class, nobody really laughed though

people somehow guesses they wouldn’t last long. since it was samatoki, the samatoki who had the reputation of having different lovers every week

so when jyuto and samatoki stayed for weeks, months, and even years, it became a real shock to everybody

samatoki’s friends would ask, “why are you keeping him?” and he would just say it was none of their business when in truth, he loves the way jyuto keeps him grounded, feeling human and in love

“dating him is bad for your reputation.” jyuto’s clique of friends would say. “you really shouldn’t worry about mine when you speak like that.” jyuto said all with smiles

“i’m just looking out for you.”

“you don’t need too.”

to be honest, he could care less about how others perceive him. these people clearly don’t know what samatoki is like. he was happy being with samatoki. that self-centered but caring idiot that he loves so much makes him feel less shitty most of the times

teasing! probably mostly jyuto

“you got something on your cheek.” jyuto leans to samatoki and pecks his cheek. earning a pleased scowling red samatoki

when they’re playing mario kart at samatoki’s house, samatoki would occasionally push jyuto with his elbows to distract him.

“stop cheating.” jyuto frowns in anger

“i’m just doing my best sweetheart.”

that doesn’t mean their relationship is always lovely. they had fights, big and small

one time they had a fight in front of jyuto’s locker. jyuto busy ignoring samatoki’s loud words as jyuto changes his shoes. ‘oi, are you listening?” jyuto shuts his locker close hard and eyes that avoided them starts turning back to the couple

“i don’t give a fuck about your stupid, pitiful excuses!” jyuto said as he punches the locker with his fist

murmurs starts to form around them and jyuto left the stunned samatoki to stand there, frozen

“wait a fucking minute!”

jyuto walks as fast as he could, though his feet became heavier and heavier every time he goes further away from the school. he took a sharp turn and went under the bridge

he stood there, secretly waiting for samatoki to come. he wanted to know why samatoki had done what he just did. was there really a good enough reason that samatoki could think of that would make jyuto believe him?

“jyuto-”

“what, you two accidentally kissed? or did you get caught up in the moment and kissed her?” jyuto cut him off immediately

“listen to me first.” samatoki said as he grabbed the collar of jyuto’s uniform. “we went to the same middle school. she didn’t know we’re dating, so she confessed to me and kissed me. you were there in a bad timing” 

jyuto scoffed, “bad timing, of course.”

if it wasn’t for the tear that dropped from the corner of jyuto’s eyes, samatoki would’ve done something he would later regret.

samatoki slowly let go of jyuto’s collar and snaked his way to jyuto’s shoulder, pulling him into a tight hug

they stayed like that for a while, jyuto silently crying on samatoki’s shoulder

“what if i can’t give you the things only she can give?” jyuto asked and samatoki’s heart ached. jyuto had always been afraid of being with samatoki. afraid that they won’t be accepted, afraid he would someday had to lose samatoki. these things were unavoidable

“no one else.” samatoki said as he caressed jyuto’s hair “i promise i won’t let it happen again. i fucking love you.”

“i love you too.”

“i love you most, sweetheart.”

[tired-bibliophile]

Can anyone recommend a Samajyuto fic (alternatively poly MTC) that isn't just porn without plot? I get that they're not exactly... cut out for fluff maybe, but the drama? The secret yearning? There's gotta be something :(