#sam's emo rn

[tenderhooked]

emo about friends again. thinging…………….

[blacksmokebarbarians]

i. hate. everything.

i cannot take this. i cannot do this rn.

[im-derty-dan]

tomorrow 😀 is 🙂 his 🥲 birthday 😭

[myheadhurtscutely]

i'm craving some fluff with sam monroe rn. sharing my thoughts and curious for yours?? just rambling lol ❤️❤️❤️

listening to music in sam's room with him, maybe getting ready for something? a concert? and fixing his makeup, his hands unable to leave your hips as you work. ofc his eyes are glued to your lips (and occasionally drift down to your tits) and there's just a soft, unspoken connection between you two. i'm imagining he listens to The Cure (idk if it's really his type of music i'm not all into that culture ngl) and it's just a gentle scene. ofc later on after the concert is over (or whatever event) he can't help but wanna make out with you, maybe you're sitting on his lap in his car. maybe there's a bit of tension- but you two make out until the sun comes up, and return to your respective houses with the both of your makeup messed up. i also feel like he's the type to either be too nervous to hold onto you in public when he's sober, but if he's had anything at all he's all grabby and aggressive with it. I think he'd get jealous a lot when he's not sober too. Definitely the type to get into a fight if he thinks some guy is looking at you too much.

idk if it's too in character but i love my emo bf💋

friends to lovers?Sam Monroe x Reader

wc' 878

Warnings! mention of a tiny bit of violence, marijuana use, sexual implications but nothing crazy. crazy amounts of fluff tbh.

LORD HAVE MERCY THANK YOU

i love this.

you and sam are best buds, like comfortable silence type close. You have always gone to concerts together and what not. You were both the social rejects, and that was okay. Because you had each other.

whilst the friendship was cute and close, it was extremely abnormal in some ways like you laying on his chest after school in his room while he showed you some underground pierce the veil and souxie and the banshees. He knew you liked them so he would do everything he could to peak your interest. His odd fixation with your body, lips, and face was not a friend kind of normal either.

You and sam had eagerly been waiting for months. concert tickets ready. and outfits picked and packed. It was your guys favorite band and some how you had snagged tickets a couple months back for a birthday gift to sam. He obviously was overjoyed when you surprised him with this. it gave him a reason to be delusional. he'd often lie awake, listening to your breathing on the other end of the phone whilst you slept, practicing his confession.

Today was the day. Sam came over with his pre rolls, tickets, and his dingy old eyeliner stick. He tried to fix his hair up a bit so he could look good for you guys wouldn't have to loose anymore time getting ready.

You opened the door to your room, guiding him to your bed to sit where he's sat countless times before. "go ahead and light one while i get my stuff ready." Sam might as well been in a trance, not listening to a word you said. you looked perfect. You were already ready to go, make up, hair, outfit, all perfect in everyway.

Sam fumbled with his joint and lighter after finally coming back down to earth and recalling what you told him. You and him both took drags of it as you put your pallets near you on the bed, sitting yourself on sams lap. His head leaned back against the pillow to look at your pretty face hanging over him.

sams hands naturally rested on your hips, like every other time you did his makeup but this time was different. His hands drug up your sides, his mind falling between his imagination and reality. He had done this a million times in his head, though he'd never admit it. He couldn't fathom how soft and beautiful you were sat on his waist like that. He hoped you didn't notice the prodding object growing underneath you. He had always told you it just does that when he's high. You shrugged it off.

His lips were mere inches from yours as you gently smudged his liner, looking up closely to make sure your work was perfect. He couldn't do anything but smile. even with his eyes closed he felt your divine prescence warming up his insides.

Your lips quickly brushed his cheek as you excitedly praised your handy work, urging him to look at the mirror. His face was beat red, almost as if you smacked the fuck out of him and left the imprint of you. He smiled the whole way to the concert.

"have you ever shot gunned before?" you asked him in the back of the taxi with a plotting grin, joint slowly burning in your hand.

the ride back home after the concert was quiet. you and sam had gotten the both of you kicked out.

Some guy had tried to dance with you, and eventually went as far as to borderline grope you. In no world would sam let that happen, so in response, he busted him in the face. you were quick to follow with a swift kick to his gut as he was knelt at your feet. so now here you were. back in the taxi, already on the way back home

Neither of you knew what to say. You felt bad cause it was sams birthday gift, and he felt bad cause he couldn't imagine how distressing that must've been.. and did you see him differently?

your hand slowly slid over to his in the backseat. you both knew peace in that moment. everything was ok. tired eyes met the others as you both give crooked smiles, to further affirm your feelings.

you and sam took turns, brushing each others thumbs the rest of the way.

You and sam didn't wanna go home yet. The taxi driver dropped you off at your car in the lot near home, and you both escaped the frigid air by climbing inside. The backseat was pretty empty except for some blankets and a couple of sams clothes from the last sleepover.

The both of you climbed to the back, seeing as neither of you planned on getting home for the rest of the night, feeling too weary and disoriented to travel any longer, much less separate for the night.

A cold chill shook you against sam as your body laid in between his, propped up against the passenger door. "Cold?" Sam asked, rubbing his hands up your arms, sliding over your goosebumps.

Sam adjusted himself sliding off his oversized jacket, opting to make it a blanket for you instead. As the hum of cars passed you both by, and the rain pattered on the windows of the car, he pressed soft kisses to the crown of your head.

note' i know this wasnt exactly what you had in mind but i loved this idea and i kinda ran with it, tysm!

[scott-barringerr]

The way you tag your asks is sending me rn 😭 looks like you have Sam on the brain 🙂‍↕️

I ❤️ my emo prostitute wife

[z0mb1epuzzy]

HI IM HERE WITH UTD GIRLS I AM HERE MY DEAR

we got the boys with alternative!reader what about the GIRLS!!!

hc that jess secretly thinks goth women are hot !?

KISSING YOU ON THE MOUTH!! WITH VERY GAY INTENTIONS RN!!

warning!! fem! reader for this one!!

Jess, Emily, Sam, Ashley x alternative f!reader

⭒ starting with my beautiful girl Jess !!!

she’s the definition of “i’m not gay, but i’d totally kiss a girl.” (she’s a bisexual in mild denial)

she’d be so obsessed with your style, asking you to do her makeup like you do…y’all on this type beat!!

Also! Jess LOVES tattoos and piercings, would 100% go to an appointment with you and get a tongue/belly button piercing done, shes so giddy the whole time. (till the needle, then she’s a little freaked… holds your hand the whole time…♥️)

Y’all are literally like if Regina and Janis just kissed it out and moved on like DAMN!!

BIG space between these gals..

⭒ Now for Emily <3

Emily with an alternative girl would read like those tiktok videos that are like “when you think she’s mean but she’s actually a girls girl” or whatever..

“I mean, I always thought tattoos were trashy but… mm, they look good on you.” it reads as sort of backhanded, but she’s being genuine, shockingly. She thinks you’re gorgeous,

also might get pierced with you, but she’s like… ears or nips gal, perhaps belly button…

⭒ also the lesbian love of my life Sam!!

she’s the most open about loving your look out of all of the girls, maybe next to ashley, she will be the one to tell you that she loves your hair/style/tats/piercings, would definitely let you style her if you wanted!! probs not the type to get pierced or tatted herself, but she’d love to come with you to appointments + help you pick out your next piercings!

i could definitely imagine sam making a playlist of your music/listening to one you made her, too! even if it’s “not her thing”, she’d listen to it so she can get little references or pick out very personalized gifts for you!! also she’d totally fw paramore or evanescence.. any alternative bands with a female singer 🫶🏼

⭒ and finally, Ashley! (my fav utd girl fun fact)

Ash is the only one who i could see as being into alternative fashion herself, though she’s not super into it, i’d say she’s into scene maybe? based on her haircut and the way she dresses, i could definitely imagine her in some scene or emo fashion!!

she’s a little shy about it, not really sure how to even go about complimenting you.. like.. you’re so cool?!?! she’s highkey intimidated?? but when she builds up all of her courage to tell you how much she loves your style and it goes well, she’s ecstatic.. if you’re into scene/emo yourself, she’d def ask you for tips with styling/makeup/hair, the works.. and would definitely be more than a little into seeing you in her clothes/wearing yours if you are able to share… unfortunately she’s definitely not the type to confess liking you, despite having a big fat insane crush on you, she’s always a little intimidated or worried about ruining things.. but if she does or you do first, she’s still nervous/lowkey intimidated… like.. girl you’re literally dating.. you don’t need to want that cookie so effing bad.. that’s YOUR cookie..

did i project onto ash? maybe a little…

[mortalheartache]

can I PLEASE get some Sam Monroe asks in my inbox it is entirely Anakin rn and I crave variety (I love Ani but please I need my emo boy 😭)

[onlyseokmins]

Spicy things I think abt a lot in rc...

Vying for Versailles:

All of it tbh specifically ft the amount of threesomes and Alexandre's debauched yearning and long ass smut scene whew

Hearts of Trespia:

REINHOLD

Whoever wrote that meme of "man loses everything and becomes 10x hotter" so true

I love Wyatt but reinhold is super special to ME his scenes were hot and kinda unhinged for no reason grrr

The first smut scene is so intimate and tender :(

Rage of the Titans:

Considering mc's goddess incarnation and yet she can sleep w/ like every character past, future, present and enemies before deciding on a main LI in s3????? 😭

And despite how many spicy scenes there were, they were all pretty damn good for no reason

Marshall's was unfairly hot with a bit of angst at the end ffs might replay just for him, Murphy's def a certified freak, Jason's a menace, Adrian's had me feeling emo, and Theo's got me gasping and reeling STILL from the whole "five-two thrusts" and making her COUNT the slow ones....

Chasing You 1 & 2

Alexander's freaky ass w/ his bondage teaching, attic scene, boat scene, and the greenhouse scene in CY2!!

His god complex makes me wanna d-word but we move

Sam's were spicy in CY1 but I really don't remember them all that much idk he kinda annoyed me but I like him much better in CY2 😋

Ezra's choking is wack 💀 can't wait to punt his ass sorry not sorry

Heaven's Secret 1 & 2

Tbh Lucifer's spicy scenes were kinda random and wack 😭 HS2 def sold me tho w/ his stupid angst self

The whole fingering outside his jail cell got me weak tho

Mimi tasting like raspberry!!! I knew that first Christopher!! F U!

FALLING DURING ANDY'S SCENE BUT STILL GOING GOD BLESS U FREAKS

Dino's flying scene too ok pop off or fly off king

Malbonte's scenes 💯 BITING AH

His post wedding scene convinced me I picked the right man it had me kicking and screaming when I saw the options 😭

I refuse to romance and satisfy Astaroth's perversions but he is a freak and their reactions in the memory isles got me dead

The Flower From Tiamat's Flower

Tbh still not sure if mc took the Dragon dong mad respect if she did 😭

Song of the Crimson Nile

THE SEXUAL TENSION GO BRRRRR

I JUST KNOW IN MY TIDDIES THAT SET'S GONNA MAKE A REFERENCE TO RIDING AND NOT HORSE RIDING AND IF HE DOESN'T I'LL CRY BUT I'LL PROLLY WIFE LIVIUS UP FIRST OH WHALE

Also Set's fuckin reference to a peach (if u pick that perfume) for no reason what a heathen

Amen is such a thirsty mfer my god I only took his scenes to laugh at his thirsty ass 😭 I *need* to know how this ends rn

Legend of the Willow

KAZU

YEAH HIS FIRST SCENE DAMN WOW I CRY LIKE SIR ALSO THE YEARNING?

Also also him tying up his hair before going down on Mei OKAY

Soulless:

Threxio u dumb tease 😭

[sammyluvr]

omg you bringing up indie grunge with stanford sam makes me think about sex by the 1975

like could you imagine him pining for you so bad but the only problem is you have a boyfriend! but that doesn’t seem to stop the little meetups you two do and like the whole time he’s just like ‘does he take care of you like i do?’ yk that stuff 😊 but then eventually your like ‘we can’t do this anymore sam’ and so you stop seeing each other and he’s all emo and is like ‘she’s got a boyfriend anyway…’

or it honestly could go the other way with sam still dating jess and you’re the one pining for him so bad

LMAOOO sorry for yapping i’ve just had this thought in my head for days now and i can’t stop listening to the song just for this reason

HIII SORRY I'VE BEEN SO SLEEPY ALL DAY LOL

SHE'S GOT A BOYFRIEND ANYWAYYYYY

anyways bROOOO screaming crying i love this concept.. sam pining over someonw he can't have ARGH but like ... he's so polite and respectful but sometimes he can't help but just push the limits sometimes because DAMN you give mixed signals sometimes and he's so fucking in love with you and he feels like you deserve better even though he barely knows anything about this boyfriend of yours anyway. i'm actually so brain empty rn i wish i could add something coherent or substantial to this thought but i'm unsure that i can LOL

but i love your brain anon, never be sorry for yapping!! it's my favorite ever <33 and that's so real, i'll totally listen to a song over n over again if it reminds me of a character i like hehe <333

[samissleeping]

Intro post!!1! skip >>I if u want

hiya im sam aka samissleeping :] pronouns r he/him and im stuck in the 2000s desperately trying to pretend its not the 2020s …

@ghoulish-art-tendencies is my art account as well we my dan and phil shitpost account! go follow it i do sum rly cool art there =o

I listen to a lot of Muse (way too much) and metal, emo, goth, and a lot of crunk core as well. Basically anything thats not country or most pop and/or falls under alternative music genres.

Fav artists are Muse, BrokenCYDE, and My chemical romance.

play vid games like dead by daylight, stardew valley, mario kart, n resident evil

if u couldnt tell, i am an artist and i do mostly digital now, and its what i post but i do still do a lot of traditional works as well.

ill most likely be posting all my non dnp reblogs / posts here, but maybe the occasional art piece if its not dnp

(i have a more detailed intro post on my art acc soz jus am lazy rn -.-“)

anyways thx 4 reading =] heres a gif 4 ur troubles

[dreambot]

Sam mullet hair mod let's goooooooo !!!

mullet sam mod and emo ass sebastian mod are my faves rn

[rottencaniness]

GIVE ME YOUR HOTTEST SAM WINCHESTER TAKE RN. NOW. RN.

MM HERE WE GO!! (basically just turned into me sharing my fav headcanons….and being controversial )

— he’s bisexual, argue with the wall (pansexual is also acceptable, just anything but straight)

— he/they/she pronoun user!! & is non-binary, but I can also see trans fem or trans masc

— he can hold a grudge like no other, I’m talking weeks of petty

(more under the cut so this post isn’t so long)

— blood kink mf

— heavy emo phase as a teenager (still kinda is)

— autistic and was actually diagnosed as a kid cause an exorcism didn’t work, John tried, a few times

— in some ways he’s more affected by Johns parenting than Dean was and acting like Sam had a good childhood because he was “protected by dean” is bullshit !!

— started smoking weed in high school and kept doing it in college but now does it for his crippling ptsd

— had times of going nonverbal as a child and still struggles with it at times, especially after Jess died and when Dean was in hell cause of his deal

— in these nonverbal moments as a kid he’d throw things at Dean to get his attention but now opts for tapping his shoulder really aggressively cause it makes Dean smile

— his ears are surprisingly sensitive, it only causes problems when Dean plays the music too loud or they deal with a particularly loud spirit

— he writes in his free time but can also draw decently well, he got better at college when jess encouraged it as a coping skill when he’d have nightmares from his time hunting

— he likes to try and count a certain number of random things (ie. red cars, maple trees, houses with blue doors), he did it as a kid when driving somewhere and now almost subconsciously does it while he runs or if a car ride is extra boring

— prefers knives to guns but always keeps both on him at all times, also sleeps with both under his pillow

— he can wield a knife better than Dean, yes he finds it funny and never lets Dean live it down

— use to sneak out to go to church when he was a teenager, still does on really bad nights

— likes to wear a silver cross that Jess got him, he use to keep it around his neck but didn’t want Dean to see so now he clips it around a belt loop and shoves it into his pocket

— he lets Cas look at it when they meet, Cas compliments its <3

Okay I’m shutting up now, do what you will with these and pls ignore that it’s one am

[soupycashew5423]

info dump. info dump rn. i dont care what about. ill read the whole thing and take in all of the info.

RAHHHH! Im playing stardew valley rn (again) and i started a new save file and so i was gonna have the shadow man (iforgor what hes called, it might literally be a shadow man) who lives in the sewers, krobus, to platonically live with me as best friends bc hes awesome and last time i didnt do that cuz i married emily (crystal girl) then divorced her them married Sebastian (emo) and i didnt wanna be a 2 time divorcee (actuallly mostly cuz i didnt wanna have to pay the statue to make seb lose his memory so that he wouldnt haye me for divorcing him) and since i was alr startjng a new game krobus will be mine!!!! Yayayay! Hut i need 200 bat husks (?) or smth like that so that i can get the dark shell thingy to propose to him with yippee!!! And also i need to upgrade my house a couple times but wtvvv im working on it yayay!!! And theres this evil corrupt business guys that r meanie pants and theyre called joja and if u go with rhe joja route u suck #supportpierre4life #idontlikehimtbh #buthesbetterthanjoja and all the characters are so cool!!! Evelyn is my favorite shes a sweet old lady and also i love caroline (pierres wife) even tho she had an illegitimate child with the wizard who lives outside of town and i love robin i want to kiss her but shes marries to Dimetrious who i dont lile cuz if u befriend/romance maru (his daughter) hes like grrrr 😡 ans like calm down let the woman make her own decisions queen, and hes not nice to Sebastian (the emo, hes Demetrius's step son) and omg Sebastian and Abigail (thats carolines daughter) and sam (dumb skater boy with anime hair) r best friends an their friend group is so cute omg i want to be friends with them real 💔💔💔 i dont lkkw sams mom, jodi, cuz shes like so judgy in a way, like idk she feels like an uptight mom who never makes u feel at home yknow tsk tsk, though her husbands icky to her smtimes so i kinda get it. His name is kent and he comes in year 2 i think and hes ex military and has ptsd and ends up screaming at her during a cutscene but i played that part like so long ago i barely remember

[dannythedog]

I’m emo over Sam Kiszka rn

[samlover4evr]

i think that if sam was into emo/post hardcore and stuff like that he would be annoying about music and i love that for him. i am projecting on to him so hard rn

but i mean he would definitely know a lot about it ... this dude loves his research

[kybercvnt]

My Sam Monroe readers are lucky that I'm currently in the thick of my emo phase rn that I've decided to stay up til 5am finishing a chapter instead of sleeping or studying.