#said thread is WWWY in october. THATS IT! THATS ALL!
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i am So Poor and So Depressed. should i actually literally just kill myself
#pi's personal#delete later#IS there a point to being alive anymore. fr#can’t even be like oh well concert to look forward to in october gotta live for that because i’m not even sure i’ll have to money#to pay for my hotel and ubers and fucking food while i’m there. i tried saving $250 this month on my last paycheck and that’s gonezo#i still owe rent. i’m going to need to pay my electric bill and my phone bill and my car insurance and my wifi and groceries and and and and#to save for this concert i would need to save $250 at LEAST every pay period until i leave in october.#so like $500 a month. Get Real.#i SHOULD kill myself actually because going to see this concert is the only thing keeping me alive rn and i pretty much know i won’t be able#to go. i should just sell my tickets and get a refund on my flight and use all that to pay for this month’s expenses and then Kill Myself.#because what would be the point after that#<- things that would have my mom scoffing angrily and going ‘GOD Anna GROW UP#BE AN ADULT. you’re 23 act like it. i can’t believe how much were subsidizing your life right now and you want to take the easy way out.#don’t you ever say that again. STOP IT.’#‘stop being suicidal’ oh my god i’m cured. hallelujah. i had no idea it was that simple#do my parents realize i’m hanging on by a thread rn. i don’t think they do#said thread is WWWY in october. THATS IT! THATS ALL!
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