#said i was “braver than him” for actually breaking up w/ him. third wheeled my bsfs (who broke up a week later) for the rest of the summer | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

playingplayer2 · 6 days ago

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Ohhhh hahahaaaaah fuck lol

Lmfao apparently the reason I wasn't Alarmed™ when a truck almost hit our car yesterday, despite normally being Stressed ASF™ in cars is because I was hitting the idc-if-i-die-rn point lmao

#vent #kind of?#no definitely vent post ig #i should feel bad? probably? but i just kinda feel eh abt it #tw: sui thoughts #tw: sui ideation #tw suicidality #ive been in several car crashes and have been jumpy since then. they all happened in the same fucking year too lol #real reason i broke up w/ my then bf lmfao jk but also... bruh two crashes in one day like 2 hours apart? rly?#(got caught in a snow storm but still) (and we broke up like 7 months later but reGARDLESS)#(no actually he ghosted me basically right after my bday but we kinda awkwardly danced around eachother for another 2 months b4 i said #fuck it and broke up with him. he started datinbmy ex bsf's new bsf w/in a couple weeks. said ex bsf slammed me into a locker #for breaking up w/ my ex gf who gaslit me emotionally sexually and physically abused me. so like. dude what the fuck #bc like he KNEW alllllll the lore and shit w/ that. and he just. ditched the whole frriend group lmfao.#said i was “braver than him” for actually breaking up w/ him. third wheeled my bsfs (who broke up a week later) for the rest of the summer #and ironically went on vetter 'dates' w/ them than i ever did w/ my ex bf lmfao)

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