#sadnesshauntsme

[nighttimeboi]

I question how my heart is still held together

I still hurt.

I try to numb it out and ignore it all,

But all it takes is a photograph or a few words and everything comes flooding back.

My heart starts to sink and gets swallowed by the ultimate sadness and hurt.

The feeling of my heart beginning to hurt all feels too much.

It’s almost like a trigger that sends me into a awful cycle of anxiety and low moods,

Until I can’t bare it anymore and I sleep it all away.

To see someone you saw as your world with someone else, never gets easier. It will always make you sad, hurt, bitter, maybe even angry.

So quick to move, yet here I stand on a lonely path covered in snow. Someone else showed up on your path and your paths joined in no time at all. Our paths have divided and my path of snow awaits me. I walk away and don’t look back, I can’t bare to witness you on a path with someone else.

Maybe in another dimension

[kingsloth9999]

#onthetraintonyc #dropped #mybagel #nowayinhellimeatingthat #starvinlikemarvin #sadnesshauntsme #nyc #manhattan #meeting (at Hamilton station)

[nighttimeboi]

“I’m not gonna lie. You look like a lesbian”

[nighttimeboi]

SADNESS HAUNTS ME,

NOT EVEN I CAN SAVE ME.

SADNESS HAUNTS ME,

SOMEONE HELP ME.

SADNESS HAUNTS ME,

I DONT THINK I CAN CARRY THE PAIN ANYMORE.

SADNESS HAUNTS ME,

SOMEONE SAVE ME?

[nighttimeboi]

THE VOID NEVER LEAVES, YOU JUST GET FURTHER AWAY FROM IT