#sad!angsty beans crying in the corner 2k17

[bonnissance]

me: *starts writing a "Bernie takes Jason to the cemetery scene on the anniversary of her death bc Serena is still on sabbatical" scene*

me: *has to stop when i start choking up bc i've legit made myself too emotional just *thinking* about the dialogue*

me @ myself: why am I like this

[bonnissance]

@tea-and-procrastination​ yes pls hold me and have some hugs too

And w that i’d like to call the next sad!angsty beans crying in the corner 2k17 support group meeting to order *bangs gabble and starts crying* i’m honestly so upset w myself right now why did I do this to myself?!