#s/i talking: haoyu

[cosmic-luka]

Proselfshiptober 2024 Day 6 - Favorite

i try my best to not pick favorites with my f/os but... it's easy to tell who i favor the most at this point. i love all of them! i just find nilou to be my most special. 🪷🩵

i am finally back to drawing! i've been a bit burnt out on drawing because that's usually what happens to art majors, but i'm all good now. plus, i was finally able to buy back my clip studio subscription, so now i don't have to worry about constant crashing from medibang ! got a LOT to catch up on, but OP @huntinglove did say that there's no time limit, so i can take as long as i need. :)

[cosmic-luka]

i have one s/i that i use for literally every fandom and every f/o i have. they go by many many names but the most common ones they use are Haoyu and my own online names. they exist in many places, timelines, and realities and can easily transport themself to whichever world they want to spend time with an f/o in. they can shapeshift into whatever form would fit the fanfic i read or create, but they always have the same skin and hair colors no matter what.

i mostly made them this way because i was tired of most of my fandoms' self-insert fics being very specific and gendered, since i couldn't imagine myself as i am in a lot of those fics. but now i see Haoyu as truly "me", and not just some OC for reading. i use this emoji 🥰 to refer to them in my tags. <3

i need to draw them again because these pictures are a bit outdated, but here are some different forms he's taken depending on what i'm reading !

Hello fellow selfshippers who have s/is! (Self Inserts)

Tell about your self insert (or a couple of them if you have more than one)! I'd love to read about them and who you selfship with if comfortable!

Either in the comments, my ask box, or reblogs... show off your s/is!!

[cerine0357]

Raemous, Reo Takahashi, Haoyu Shimizu with a female s/o who was abused in childhood and does not trust people and is not close to people, being only close to yanderes

Yandere! OC: MorningStar Court, Shimizu family, Elentia Encurioun:-

. Raemous, Reo Takahashi, Haoyu Shimizu X Reader

✣ Summary: What if they happen to have darling who has been abused since childhood and does not trust anyone but them????

✣ Dark content, fluff, comfort, headcanons|| Established relationships???|| Warnings: blood, guns, kidnapping, mentions of abuse, childhood abuse, murder, suicide, etc...|| Yandere version Of OCs

✣ Author's note: Thank you so so much for requesting this!! I deeply apologize for behaving wrongly in the beginning with you, and so I behaved that way...Hopefully you enjoy this and have a good day!

Yandere OCs X Reader: S/O who was abused and only trusts them

Reo Takahashi

▦ Reo is actually so happy you don't trust anyone but him, you're clinging to him during his meetings where he takes you, when he puts you into care of Rikurou, Hinaru or his father, Kento Takahashi, you often end up not talking to them at ALL! You're actually too shy or scared to even talk to them, and you only talk with Reo, he LOVES that you're dependent on him!!!

▦ One thing though.....Your abuser is alive, but not well, they're not gonna be well, your abuser is never gonna be well again.....Reo learns about your abuse when you had a very bad panic attacks and fainted when he either is mad and when he kidnapped you, he found this concerning, he didn't grow up in a regular environment, but he knows this isn't normal and that is when he did EXTENSIVE research on your, your past, not leaving out any details when he found out about your childhood abuse...

▦ He would be lying if he said he didn't cry at that info and hugged you tightly while you slept on his lap....Hinaru and Rikurou and even his father were finding it hard to calm him down, but then you hugged him tighter in sleep and they mentioned how you won't be happy seeing him sad and what type of lover would he be if he made you upset??

▦ Reo is so careful when he's around you, tries to interest himself in your interests so you accept him more, he asks his family to do this as well and they try their best, if your interests range though anime to k-pop to video games to editing to being unhinged Rikurou will the second person you're closest to, if you like something like crafting, dressing up, singing songs, dancing, cooking, skin care routine or something like that, Hinaru will be the one to be with you, but if you like planting, reading (eroticas as well), writing, gossiping, learning about new things, Reo's father, Kento Takahashi, will be with you, he may be old, but he likes these types of things and would love someone to spend time with him, other than the numerous kids and animals...Not to worry, they won't let you meet anyone, unless it animals, they promised Reo!!!

▦ Reo honestly always helps you calm down during a panic attack, bad dream or bad flashbacks, he is beside you most of the time unless he's on a mission, his family will help you, no need to worry!! They're beside you to help you!!!

▦ Reo's torturing your abuser by the way, making them feel the exact same pain as you, it's just 80X worse, they wish to die but they won't, not until Reo gets his anger and revenge out for you being abused through your childhood when you were meant to be protected over anything....

▦ Reo is very much protective over you, he will never let anyone touch you, the top of the list is his SHITTY MOTHER! He despises her and hates her for hurting his family and ruining them, but the moment she touches you, she won't be seen ever again and people will be too scared to mention her death...

▦ He is making his bodyguards, his family and even his own training to be more stronger and to make sure you're more protected not only by his enemies but to make sure you don't escape either, that is the last thing he would let happen...

▦ Reo always makes sure that you're never in sight of his anger and if you two got into an argument and he did get angry, he would be panicking himself that you're now scared of him and won't ever talk to him and you despise him.....You don't.....Also, he is never angry with you, only upset, he knows manipulation, so when you escape ad get caught (cause there is no way you're able to get far) he only says that the trust e put in you is broken.....And yeah a few other tricks and boom you're back in his arms!

▦ Reo would never allow you to be hurt or abused and so he is always beside you, breathing down your neck to ensure you're safe and nobody is hurting you, he believes that if he leaves to go to the bathroom someone will beat you up, it's okay, he won't take you to the bathroom with him, you're under someone's care &lt;;33333

▦ Whenever you're having panic attacks, depression episodes or anything where you're crying, he is crying along side you, holding you tightly to his chest and kissing and hugging you, because since you were abused like him, just in different sense he sometimes believes that you were with him when he was abused and hurt by his mother....

▦ You barely trust anyone and so you don't usually interact with anyone, not like it's a bad thing, quite the opposite actually, Reo despises talking with people and so since he locks you up in your room with a member or bodyguard outside, you eventually befriend people he befriends and so since you trust them, if you try to escape, they're gonna snitch, you reveal something that's bothering you, he knows about it and takes care of it in secret...

▦ To Reo, you're a shy and soft kitten who needs to be protected at all times, he has a tracker on you at all times, with multiple cameras in your room, but in places you totally won't expect and find, cause he doesn't want to lose the trust you put into him and the "love" you both have...

Raemous

⋰ Oh...Raemous knows! HE WAS WAITING FOR THE MOMENT TO TAKE YOU AWAY!! You committed suicide after your abuser found you yet again and after you died in the hospital he greeted you through Limbo, the eldritch horror between Human world and Infernal (where you were meant to go), he formed a contract with you as to give you your life back and to help you get revenge on your abuser, you agreed and he sealed it with a kiss~

⋰ He knew about this, though it was back when he was chained in Infernal, being tortured and having his punishment when he accidentally fell in to Limbo and his eyes fell on you, well more of a child you...The loneliness and pain in them reflected his own and then he left only to find you again as a adult suffering the consequence of the childhood abuse...And when he finally got released from his punishment, only 2 weeks later, you committed suicide...When Lucifer heard about this, he said "For devil's sake Ramey, go get this one!" and he did!

⋰ He was so happy, when you accepted him in your life not as random contract for revenge but as your lover, you knew of his blood thirsty tendencies, you for some reason decided to forgive your abuser but he didn't, Oh no! He got the abuser in his grasp, gave him the worst death imaginable and gave it to Zional as sacrifice telling him what he did to you and Zional loves a good sacrifice so he could use his metal whips and other punishments for people who deserve it for the eternity they're there until he gets bored and eats their soul....

⋰ Oh Raemous, he keeps you in the MorningStar palace like a pretty doll that you are!! The MorningStars keep you under their eyes, with Lucifer creating a domain type place for you, where you're never bored and if you need interaction, Zional and Ezoliana are there for you! They're very calming and soft and know how to handle people with childhood trauma, they won't break their promise to Ramey about letting you escape and if you did somehow escaped, how far will you go???

⋰ Ramey though he cannot contain his anger sometimes, he tries his best to hid it even if he can't, you may get scared and faint due to panic attacks, but I guess he tries his best so that's a plus!! His demon form does make people question their sanity (I don't know how it should be, but black sclera eyes and probably looks like momo, but on large scale and more demented) and so, he never shows you his demon form, only his semi-demon form, he doesn't want to traumatize you...

⋰ Raemous makes sure you have everything you want to keep you occupied and if you want to go outside, Belphegor is beside him to keep you unconscious until Raemous returns from his work and until you're getting the wanting to go outside part out of your head...Ramey will take you outside, but on certain occasions saying, "Hey, bright eyes! You know you're very important to me and not everyone is nice and I'm more possessive, I'll try my best, but don't expect anything muffin human!!!"

⋰ Ramey knows how hard it can be interacting when you don't trust people easily and have trouble talking and communicating with people, so he has the royals interact with you and a few side court interact with you too, you mostly trust Aurelesia, Belial, Lucifer, Odelia and Belphegor though, they're all very calm and sweet and genuinely take interest in you, mainly cause most people don't talk with them due to their high status and how they all look very noble like and intimidating...

⋰ Lucifer likes to learn about your life and find out about the people in your life and if they treated you shitty, their names are going to Ramey....Lucifer has never seen how many humans can be shitty, even demons aren't like this and they're considered to be the embodiment of evil and sins....

⋰ Ramey is SO PROTECTIVE!!! He trains himself with Zional, Lucifer, Belial and Diavolo for the simple explanation of getting so strong that he can protect you better and make you feel safe, it's cute!! Also did you know Ramey finds you to be so fragile and cute and tiny and nice that he feeds you food, literally everything, it's like you're a royal rather than the ACTUALLY royals of the Infernal!!!

⋰ If you ever try to escape, Raemous will bring you back and maybe a bit of manipulation and guilt tripping is a better punishments than physical ones...He doesn't want you to relive the moments of your childhood...If he could, he would turn back time as to simply steal you and try to give you a better life...by giving you to a family whom he knows wants kids and would treat you well

⋰ Raemous makes sure you're always feeling happy and if you're feeling uncomfortable, a little lesson will teach them, don't ask why that person is gone missing, and why Ramey's stone guitar is covered in splatters of blood, he was just playing around with Lucifer, Mammon, Beelzebub or some other royal and they got a bit rowdy....

⋰ If you're ever having a panic attack or you got scared due to someone, he will a HUNDRED PERCENT try to get you the things you wished in your entire life to make you smile, make jokes, give hand made gifts, sing songs or simply get Belphegor to put you to sleep if it's getting out of hand and try to calm you down....he will cry along side you, only a few tears slipping down his cheeks as the pain and loneliness when he first saw in your eyes reflected his yet again...

Haoyu Shimizu

⊷ Oh no, Hoayu will find out eventually, how can you keep such a large thing from him and for how long??? He will find out eventually, he knows the fact that to you not trusting a person at all, until you've known them for over years and even then not trust them fully?! Now there's something wrong with that...

⊷ Xinyue can go through panels, which means panels of your memories no matter how any you forget, he can see them and so all Hoayu has to do is put you to sleep while Xinyue does his things and sees what happened in your past and he had to explain everything in grave detail to Haoyu because Xinyue knows how possessive he becomes and how he won't be spared as well....Haoyu won't hurt him but take away his drinks, laptop and things like that...

⊷ Hoayu is another one who cried himself to sleep, while hugging you tightly, then Izumi came to comfort him and she started crying seeing him cry and the Ayano, Oshinyu, Oshinuza, Azuki, Hyuna, Hyunizo, Il-seong, Liuxian, Yuxing, Ayako, Xinyue, Dejino, Dejiyo, Xinya, Osana, Osamu all started crying in that order seeing Izumi and Haoyu cry then Kaiyo and Reo started crying to see their children cry....So you woke up and had to comfort Haoyu first of all cause he was crying the hardest and then the girls of the family and then the few boys so basically you're the care taker of the Shimizu family, Kaiyo and Reo calmed down on their own..

⊷ Hoayu makes sure you're always interested and happy and enjoying yourself when he's not there, he makes sure you're spending time with his sisters and brothers, it depends on what your interests are, he's happy to let you spend time with them, but you're not allowed to fall in love with any of them, he will forbid you to meet them after that, his siblings will understand, he lets his parents spend time with you as well! They love dressing you up in kimonos, hanboks, cheongsan, saris, or anything you're heart desires, they treat you like another daughter of their, Reo especially adores you, he will make you sit down and have tea with him and he even cuddles with you, the most loving father to exist, even though he looks like he bites the head off of people...

⊷ Haoyu will ask his parents to train his powers and him physically to make him stronger as to "protect" you more and "keep you safe". His parents do get a bit concerned at how hard he wants his training to be so as to lower his load, they train all the kids a bit harder as to make sure you're safe, that's how amazing the parents are!!!

⊷ Izumi, Hyuna and Osana all dress you up and you four do a fashion show, while Haoyu, Ayano, Hyunizo, Dejino and Xinya sit out enjoying you girls dress up, especially Haoyu; his family is important and him seeing you bond with them is so nice and it makes him feel content and his heat feels full, because you do not trust people easily so it's nice seeing you talk with people you trust, that is his family, the servants are forbidden to talk to you, they're treated as nice as possible, but they still have rules to follow which are made by the Shimizu family!

⊷ OMG! Haoyu knows how to torture people, he doesn't let the innocent ones; Izumi, Hyuna and Liuxian do the dirty work. But he lets all others of his family members vent their anger out on your abuser(s), Xinya can turn back the condition of something so your abuser dying does nothing for them, Xinya can turn them back to being alive and they're constantly being tortured by his parents, him and his bloodthirsty siblings!

⊷ Haoyu always is next to you when you're having a panic attack, flashbacks, depressive episodes or anything of the sort, he will be calming you down by giving you water, letting you hug him or hit him (he doesn't mind, he worships the ground you walk on), cuddling you to sleep, letting you use him as your expensive tissue, etc. But he happens to not be there, be assured his siblings or parents are around you, some of them may not know what to do, but a spring of scream can trigger their parents or other siblings in a way most things can't...

⊷ Haoyu is some of the calmest children out there even though he looks very intimidating, but he can't say the same for his siblings or his parents, so you are very rarely under the sight of his anger, unless you escaped, don't worry he won't hit you, no, he will hurt you psychologically, lasts longer as a lesson.. But if you happen to face the anger of someone else of his family like Dejino, Reo, Xinya, Ayako, Dejiyo or Hyunizo or someone else, and you end up with a panic attack, he will have a calm talk with them and makes sure they know what to do in such a situation, they try THEIR ABSOLUTE BEST in taking care of you and hiding their anger.

⊷ If you escape, you will be brought back, because Reo and Kaiyo have diplomatic immunity from laws of their world, so they're gonna do this thing where they say you are missing and are going crazy thinking they kidnapped you, but they work for the government, why would they kidnap you??? But they don't have to do it, right?? You're behaving so well, why would you wanna leave??

⊷ He understands the fact that after being abused you can't really trust people easily, when his siblings were here, Osana, Oshinyu and Osamu especially didn't trust people easily, they still don't unless they know a majority of their siblings do, if you don't want to interact, you don't have to, if you'd like to talk with people, his siblings and parents are there for you to talk, vent, chat or have fun with, they understand if you don't like to talk with them!

⊷ If somebody other than him, be it servants, some people whom you happened to meet while roaming around or maybe his siblings or parents, scare you, it could go in a few ways; one if it's someone other than family, they will either die or maybe get a life threat, nothing too rash, but if it's family, he will yell at them (unless they're his parents), talk things out with them and explain what they did wrong in handling you, or he will try to assure you they didn't mean harm!

© All three characters belong to me, Lxdymoon, Aurelia, Moon. Reblogging is appreciated, but plagiarizing or copying my works is forbidden, thank you for ready and if you like this check out my blog!

[kayssweetdreams]

Camp WonderDream: Temple Trouble

Field Trips were always a given at any summer camp, whether it was to a museum, an aquarium, or a zoo. But at Camp WonderDream, field trips were ANYTHING but ordinary. And this one is no exception!

"Alright everybody!! Let's go!" Balan crowed as the Counselors lead the children to the amphitheater. The campers talked excitedly among themselves as they wondered where they were off to this time. "Are we going go Christmas Rose Park again?" Leo asked. Haoyu shook his head "Nope! We're going somewhere new! The field Trips are ALWAYS exciting! Last year we went to this place called Repugia" He explained.

Leo gave him a unsure look and rose his eyebrows, there was no way that was possible...but then again, half of the Counselors were magic beings, and there were in a camp in another dimension, so he shouldn't doubt too much. "This field trip will be a doozy! We're going to the Temple of Mara!" Balan cheered as he struck a pose. The children got curious. "Um...Mr Balan? What's that?" Yinu asked.

The Counselor beamed at her "I'm glad you asked Yinu! It's this mysterious temple that me and NiGHTS found! Inside, anyone who goes in, finds themselves gifted with one of three things! Golden treasures, eternal youth, or visions of the future!" He explained. The campers then went nuts, stating that THEY wanted to be young forever, or see the future. "Now Now everyone, settle down, I do need to go over the rules now." He said, making a image of a huge, ominous looking bust of a person appear.

"Now then children, there is a statue inside of the temple in a hall named the 'Hall of Promise' and it is ABSOLUTELY important that no one. And I mean it, NO ONE looks into the idol's eyes. Not even for a split second. And I've taken every possible precaution to make sure of that." Balan explains, as the other Counselors hand out blindfolds, mirrors, and VERY opaque glasses. "As soon as we get into the hall, everyone is to put on the blindfolds, or look into the mirror and walk backwards towards the idol." He explained.

Leo began to look uneasy, why was it so important to NOT look into the eyes of the idol? 'Maybe I can sit is out at camp...' He though as he slowly snuck away from the amphitheater...only to be stopped by Sundrop "Where ya goin Sunspot?" He asked. Leo stepped back from him "I'm going back to my bunk...I don't do well doozies of a field trip." He said, walking around the robot. Sundrop grabbed around his waist "Sorry Leo! You can wait on the outside if you wish!" He said, carrying him back to the ground, where Balan had opened a big portal with a large temple seen on the other side.

"Let's us go!! It's time to venture into the temple!!"

This is a story inspired by @julili 's VERY adorable camp pic! I hope you enjoy AND go check out her work!

[beihonglin]

do you know why cai xukun left swin? I'm confused about what happened to that group and why they all separated, but I'm clueless as to where / how to find more information about them! If you could explain a bit, that would truly be so helpful, thank you!!!

hi! kunkun was in the music/dance subunit of swin, swin-s, and left after their debut ep, new world. he was in their 《New World》 mv here and their 《只因你太美》dance practice video here. he was also in their 161112 dorm livestream here, where he was roommates with liu ye (uwu!!). 

but alas pelias is a Shit Company that Doesn’t Know how to Manage Talent or the Promotion and Marketing of Idols… and kunkun realised it early (end 2016, after new world was released) and got himself out of there before his career went down the drain. no official post was ever released by pelias, understandably, and i doubt kunkun would ever want to talk about it publicly, but it’s been more or less accepted as such based on how the other swin members have described their years in pelias (no promotions, few comebacks opportunities, being pushed into acting etc). 

but after he left pelias, kunkun made it to beijing where he stayed alone, learnt how to play the guitar alone, learnt producing alone, picked up music alone, without any source of financial income for an entire year until he got picked up for idol producer. 

swin-s used to be six: cai xukun, wu muti, he yifan, yu gengyin, zhao pinlin and liu ye. there was also another sub-unit of swin called swin-e, which basically were all the ‘entertainers’ (actors lmao): zuo qibo, zhu yunlong, gouchen haoyu and tian shuchen. typing all their names out make my heart hurt?? five of them left (muti, fanfan, kunkun, gengyin, huadi) but five of them are still in swin (pinlin, liu ye, zuozuo, yunlong, gouhao)!! 

wu muti: the youngest (990707), 1/3 of didi line, sweetest baby angel, the first one to make friends with everyone on super idol, fluent in korean, spoiled the most by his geges along with kunkun. he went on to participate in under nineteen after he left swin, and he’d probably have gotten into the final group too if they didn’t make him leave the show because of visa issues. 

he yifan: second youngest (980822), 1/3 of didi line, cheeky lil bitch, sunshine meme boy, would bicker with kunkun over anything. he went on to participate in all for one after he left swin and turned into a yeehaw boy but because youku is a shady bitch and kept changing rules left and right, pulled out of the show halfway. he was really good though and all the swin boys said he rly grew up so much!! he’s now in ONEGROUP with zhao fangzhou (also on super idol)! 

yu gengyin: leader of swin-s (960428), responsible half of main vocal line, soft warm boy, knows every single jj lin song by heart, used to livestream regularly, quite possibly the love of my life. he’s swin’s Biggest Fan and if any past or present member goes on a survival show gengyin’s the first to post support and cheer them on ;n; he was also a mentor on another show《青春最强音》. he released the cutest song 《特别的安排》recently, and just wrapped up filming for a movie!! i translate for him sometimes here.

tian shuchen: ¼ of swin-e (941026), pretends to be fierce but is a puppy, has a dog called zongzi (rice dumpling). unlike the rest of them who left swin because pelias crap that doesn’t deserve them, huadi revealed that he left swin because of zhao pinlin. he also went on all for one after he left swin and debuted in one of their two final groups, BlackACE. his group, BlackACE, has released two songs, fission and because of you. check out more subbed content here! 

as ot9, they made two more comebacks - ep1 on 170717 (《告别少年》mv here, 《发光的星体》mv here and the cutest song 《和你去海边》dance practice here) and ep2 on 180109 (《BFGF》christmas version here and 《不解释》mv here). they also had a group variety show but they had to stop it after three episodes.  

as ot5, we got 《25Hours》on 180928 and 《动听醋语》on 181013!

zhao pinlin: still in swin! 1/3 of swin-s’ gege line (940629) but the youngest in ot5 swin, brat half of swin-s’ main vocal line, grouches a lot but would kill for his boys (especially ex-roommate gengyin). he also went on all for one as part of the three members of swin they sent on and all his performances were amazing!!! he ended up debuting in one of the two final groups of all for one as first place (!!!!!!). his group, BlackACE, has released two songs, fission and because of you. check out more subbed content here! 

he was also the one who went to look for kunkun in beijing after kunkun left swin, and was the first one kunkun called when he got the centre position in idol producer ;;;;; he didn’t tell kun that he was participating in all for one because he didn’t want to bother him, but pinlin ended up debuting in first place too ;;;;;;;;;; 

liu ye: still in swin! 1/3 of swin-s’ gege line (931115), dance prodigy, hid his age for three whole years until he got exposed as a 93 liner on produce camp, the softest shyest angel, used to be kunkun’s roommate, easily teased but would die with any of his friends. he’s gone on street dance of china and produce camp! he ended up debuting in r1se, produce camp’s final group, in 8th place (!!!!) despite tencent’s reluctance to give him any screen time at all. although he’s still in swin, he’s no longer under pelias - that piece of shit company sold his contract to 1cm some time in the middle of produce cam. i translate for him sometimes here! 

gouchen haoyu: still in swin! 940427, the sweetest swin boy, constantly showering love and affection, purest cat boy - he has a tattoo of a cat on his left shoulder and his cats are called dough stick (youtiao) and soymilk (doujiang) and he posts videos with them all the time sobs!! he also hangs out with / cat sits for xia zhiguang (x-nine, r1se)!! he also went on all for one as part of the three members of swin they sent on. he ended up debuting in one of the two final groups of all for one, called New Storm!! 

zhu yunlong: still in swin! old man (920413), singaporean, girl group dance lover, looks sweet but would probably kill you in your sleep. he also went on all for one as part of the three members of swin they sent on but got SNAKED by youku!!! he’s currently filming something with gouhao. 

zuo qibo: still in swin! another old man (920119), actor and the member with the most solo songs, including 《世界将我包围》(the world surrounds me),《这是爱》(this is love, an ost for a show he acted in) and 《I Won’t Cry》! he also went on the next top bang but also got snaked by dragon tv. honestly, he’s probably the most consistently employed in swin. 

as for how to keep up with them, i follow the boys, their work studios and their fanclubs on weibo! also the SWIN and 星动一班 chaohuas are great for constant emo swin hours (not that it’s never emo swin hours in this household).

anyway i hope this helps!!!!! ;u; 

[cosmic-luka]

Proselfshiptember 2024 Day 8 - Magic

hua cheng decided to do a little magic show for haoyu with his butterflies! later he'll try to pretend he wasn't smiling the whole time, but we all know the truth...

i think this is my favorite drawing i've done for these prompts so far. i really, really liked how this one came out! i went in with the most vague sketch ever and just went "fuck it we ball" until a masterpiece came out. 😭

[cosmic-luka]

Proselfshiptember 2024 Day 5 - Distance

haoyu and denki don't get to hang out a lot due to their different schedules, but haoyu found a way to use phones from different universes. his data plan is hella expensive, but it's worth it!

i think i'm getting used to drawing with 2 layers max now, since medibang decided to keep crashing. i probably should've started on my assignments due tonight before drawing this, but this is more fun, plus i have to catch up!

[cosmic-luka]

Proselfshiptember 2024 Day 9 - Garden

me and haruhi stealing a quiet moment at the school garden before she has to get pulled away for host club activities. 😞

i am forever grateful that preset rose brushes exist because as much as i love hand-drawing roses, i probably would have died from drawing all those myself 😭 i wish i had thought to recenter the sketch before i did everything else, but it's already been done and it looks nice enough so i won't worry about it !

[cosmic-luka]

in a silly mood today

[cosmic-luka]

Proselfshiptember 2024 Day 1 - Adventure

haoyu takes freminet on a little adventure to get him out of his comfort zone... by taking him flying. poor fremmy 😭

i really hope i can stick to this all month for once, especially with my current busy schedule and projects for my classes. i plan on doing each of my f/os at least once, so they all get some love! but i'm probably not going to draw any more canon outfits, especially for my genshin f/os. i underestimated how hard it'd be.💀

@huntinglove

[cosmic-luka]

Proselfshiptember 2024 Day 10 - Dream

i am well aware that lisa and boothill are from different sources. but they're my parents in each source, so why not dream about them getting together somehow?

i don't have any interesting anecdotes to add to this one aside from the news that i recently bought a record player and a few vinyls. i will eventually have an entire collection because i never knew how fun it was to buy vinyls until today. :3

[cosmic-luka]

Proselfshiptember 2024 Day 7 - Memory

"ah yes, the days before kaito and i got together. he was hesitant because he thought i was underage, but he eventually gave in to my advances. 🤭"

i think i'm finally starting to find my preferred style for these drawings. i'm usually not good at drawing more masculine features, but i'm really proud of how kaito came out. :)

[cosmic-luka]

happy birthday to me !

[cosmic-luka]

a small colored sketch of my s/i and haruhi :3

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Proselfshiptember 2024 Day 4 - Kisses

kaeya quite enjoys giving haoyu eyelid kisses. haoyu enjoys receiving them. need i say more?

i used a microscope for the first time a couple days ago and was not aware that you can turn down the bright-ass light on the bottom. that plus my glasses gave me a terrible migraine. i'm much better now, so i'm going to do my best to catch up!

[cosmic-luka]

Proselfshiptember 2024 Day 3 - Sleep

haoyu convinced nilou to take a break from rehearsal to have a little nap together. <3

my medibang is still giving me trouble with constant crashing but i think it's more a problem with macOS sonoma based on the crash report. nothing i can do about that until they make a new version, hopefully the bug causing this will be squashed mercilessly. proud of myself for being patient through all the crashing anyway 🙏