#ryu i adore this fic through and through eeeeks
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yingreads · 2 months ago
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i am in shambles .
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— ☆ 𝐐𝐔𝐈𝐄𝐓𝐋𝐘
𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬: when you fall ill, alhaitham takes care of you for the first time and you enjoy the gentle way he shows his love when he thinks you aren’t watching
𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬: alhaitham x gn!reader. sfw. fluff. sick reader (nothing serious). established relationship. i get a bit yappy about him, sorry! 1k wc. masterlist | byf/dni
this piece is a submission for a flufftober event by spookuna ♡
reblogs and interactions are always appreciated ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
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You lay on your side, feeling the warmth of Sumeru’s balmy sun kissing your skin as it cascaded through the windows. The faint ticking of a clock on the wall filled the quiet room while soft footsteps moved around you. 
Alhaitham. 
You could have sworn he told you he was going to leave once he readied your breakfast so you were surprised he was still here. He was careful as his feet shuffled on the floor, avoiding waking you, but his attempts at silence only made him more pronounced. 
The clink of a glass on your nightstand, the rustles of fabric that eventually dissolved to murmurs— these were the sounds you had become hyper-aware of in your pretend slumber. 
Truth is, you’d been awake for the last half hour but your eyes remained closed out of curiosity about what he would be up to when he thought you weren’t looking.
Your body felt heavy, and not just from the illness that plagued you, but from the weight of blankets he had tucked you in earlier. His attention was soothing, yet as he hovered around you, you sensed a bit of uncertainty in his movements that you found quite endearing.
Alhaitham was not one for overt displays of affection but this unspoken care was so entirely him. 
The bed dipped as he sat down and you heard a sigh escape him. It was foreign in its gentleness and spilled out of him like there was much on his mind. 
Was he… watching you? 
You were tempted to open your eyes and catch him in the act, but something told you to wait. For a moment, nothing happened until the sheets beneath you shifted.
Then, you felt it— a barely-there touch to your forehead. His fingers felt familiar and comforting while he checked your temperature, the pad of his thumb tracing light circles that made your heart ache in the sweetest way. How did it feel, you wondered, to be so utterly indifferent to the world and then to finally let his guard down around you?
It wasn’t long before you found your answer.
“You should take better care of yourself,” he muttered, his voice barely above a whisper. There was a hint of frustration in his tone but underneath it was also something softer, more protective. “It’s unsettling seeing you this way.”
You pictured what his expression would be— furrowed brows and narrowing eyes while he tries to make sense of the emotions he’s not used to always showing. But if he knew you were awake, you’d tell him that he didn’t need to hide.
The gentle touch on your forehead moved to your cheeks, then traced the outline of your jaw, deliberately highlighting all the little features he had grown to love over the many months. 
“It’s quieter without you,” he said, cheeks burning with embarrassment. Alhaitham knew it was a bit absurd to be talking to himself but without your voice there was nothing to fill the silence. There was a faint chuckle in his words— he was beginning to understand what you meant when you told him ‘everyone is foolish when they are in love’.
You heard him shift again, and then you felt something against your lips— a light, fleeting kiss so delicate you almost thought you imagined it. But the ghost of his touch lingerered and it took almost everything in you to not break the illusion of sleep. 
He held you as if you were something precious and fragile to him but, to your dismay, he pulled away just as quickly as he had leaned in, and his immediate absence left you internally pouting.
The bed suddenly felt lighter and soon the realisation of him retreating toward the door started creeping in. But just before he stepped out, he paused.
Unbeknownst to you, he cast a sideways glance in your direction, wondering how much longer he would have to wait before you stirred. Or how much longer he had to keep talking to himself despite your telltale flinches while he caressed you.
You weren’t as sneaky as you thought so, yes, he noticed.
“It would be a shame if you remained asleep so might I tempt to wake you up and spend time with me in another way?” He called from where he was standing.
Even in your poorly state, you broke into a smile and finally let your eyes flutter open. Without hesitation and with a little triumph in his stride, Alhaitham returned to your bed, resting his hand on the blanket cocoon he had left you in. 
Before he met you, Alhaitham believed that his simple life was full and complete. Then you came along and made him realise what he had been missing all that time. You have done a lot for him but more than that, you’ve undone a lot for him, like allowing him to let go of his rigid control and embrace vulnerability.
The man who once had given you no more than a small and polite ‘Hello’ when you were acquaintances was now tending to you with such warmth that you didn’t need to hear words to feel the depths of his care— it radiated from every quiet gesture. 
Sometimes you forget that people don’t see Alhaitham the same way you do. He is stubborn, unpredictable and speaks abstrusely but to you, he is a source of unwavering support. Always in the background with a stoic but reliable presence— like a testament for the patience you’ve nurtured him with.
However, at the end of the day, you cannot describe what is indescribable and you cannot explain what there is to love about him unless you love him yourself.
“You know,” you began as your fingers slipped into his hair, “You shouldn’t have kissed me. You’ll only end up getting sick.”
“I’ll survive,” he replied with a slight shrug, dipping his head towards your lips again, “It’s a small price I’ll pay.”
And in that moment you understood that this was his way of saying he loved and missed you. Not in grand declarations but in the way he stayed, the way he cared, and the way he was always there, silently holding your world together.
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a/n: i kept getting distracted while writing this because i love him so much he makes me sick.
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#) that is so . hgiugnfj u describe that quiet care so well its so warm and fuzzy#unspoken care is so beautiful and i adore your take on alhaitham !!!! i love seeing this side of him#he cares and he loves and he may not always say it outright but you never need it because he always makes sure it gets across otherwise#thats a beautiful way of loving someone i am in SHAMBLES#the way he's so gentle while touching reader im going to cry – the forehead touch#the thumb tracing and everything . being sick + still him wanting to touch and hold us close#i would cry in all honesty that is so sweet ehughuehgue#' how did it feel ノ you wondered ノ to be so utterly indifferent to the world and then to finally let his guard down around you? '#WHO GAVE U THE RIGHTS TO MAKE ME LITERALLY SOB I AM A SUCKER !!!!! FOR THIS#the way u write is so beautiful ryu :( i can feel every word in my bones#i love how his softer and protective side comes out too :#MAMA I WANT TO KISS THIS MAN ! ! ! !!!!! ! ! !! !#ryu i adore this fic through and through eeeeks#the way he stays :) only when it comes to reader hehehhee starts kissing my laptop screen#the gentlest touch from him oh my God .#perhaps that would heal me ...... 1 touch = the power of 20000 antibiotics#AND THE NEXT PART ?? HEEEELLO ?????#when he leaves and his absence is so apparent but perhaps he would be just the tiniest bit selfish and want to spend time with reader oh Go#i love how he cares when he cares . i think theres something so special about receiving care from someone who doesn't hand it out easily#to be the ' chosen ' recipient of affection and love – reader holds such a special place in his heart and he's keeping it warm and safe :<#' i'll survive ノ its a small price i'll pay ' OKAY .#that was the most perfect ending to this sweet piece thank u for sharing ryu this was incredibleeee !!!! :")#love love love love love . i love love
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