#ruiniel:me

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my pfp is a crop (art by @asiamarianelli)

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TY @edensrose for the tag! My vibe, my vibe... sometimes the mood is green, other times it's blue. Now it's this... & look at this contrast

I tag (0 pressure) @melestasflight @bi-sanddancer @i-did-not-mean-to @therockywhorerpictureshow and anyone else who wants to join

Tag game! Make a mood board of your vibe/aesthetic! 💕

Thank you for the tag @cilil @floraroselaughter @a-world-of-whimsy-5 and @aeonianarchives !

Here's mine ~ can you tell my favourite colour? 😂

No pressure tag ~ @kiatheinsomniac @rurifangirl @a-chaotic-dumbass @a-contemplation-upon-flowers @melkors-big-tits @spoopy-fish-writes @someoneinthestars @ruiniel and anyone else who would like to join ❤️

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So I have a bluesky account now, if anyone's around there hmu

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Fifteen questions for fifteen mutuals

TY for the tag, @justpostsyeet!

Are you named after anyone? This guy

Yeah I know

Do you have kids? No

Do you use sarcasm a lot? To get by

When was the last time you cried? I don't cry, I give homage to Nienna

What's the first thing you notice about other people? Once I answered 'their eyes' but I'd say their countenance.

Eye colour? Light brown

What sports do you/have played? A few / I enjoy swimming the most

Any special talent?

Where were you born? Europe

Scary movies or happy endings? Few movies are scary to me anymore so I'll go for the happy endings this time

Do you have any pets? Not currently :/

How tall are you? Average height

What are your hobbies? Sometimes I start things and I don't finish them

Favourite subject in school? English, Philosophy, Psychology, History of Religions

Dream job?

0 pressure tag time: @thatonetimetraveller @curanthir @celebbun @hirazuki @i-gwarth @floraroselaughter @sweetmielie @eveningalchemist @batsyforyou @therockywhorerpictureshow @verabera @imma-lil-teapot @angel-teeth @thenookienostradamus @thecupcakemedic @chthonicsiren

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I used to be the 'answer all comments on my works' creative.

Decided to stop doing that, for my own mental well being. I will not be answering comments on ao3 or tumblr to writing or drawings unless they're from people who I'm otherwise close to/collaborated with/or the work is dedicated to/written for them.

Just so all know it's not rudeness or whatnot, I simply don't have the energy & saving every drop for finishing that chapter or that drawing.

All the well-meaning comments give me life though, always. If you want an answer to something regarding a story or a drawing, feel free to send me an ask.

TY

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TY for the tag @hirazuki! HMM did some introspection digging via moodboard games, here's what I got now (lmao@center one, #mecore)

June 2023

April 2023

Dec 2022 (mental state: Under the water)

0 pressure tag/ignore if not interested etc: @batsyforyou @therockywhorerpictureshow @ermingarden @thenookienostradamus @mad-hermit @imma-lil-teapot @sallysavestheday @antares0606 @angel-teeth @thatonetimetraveller @curanthir @cuarthol @melestasflight @floraroselaughter @cilil @edensrose @kiatheinsomniac @justpostsyeet @polutrope @verabera @eldritchteletubbie @imbaun @immortallaughter @chthonicsiren @sky56675 @bi-sanddancer @sallysavestheday @z-h-i-e @mahtaniel @celebbun @demigoddessqueens @kkeidawrites @princ3shit

If you decide to join, what's *your* pinnie auto aesthetic evolution?

Kinda fits

Type <your name> core aesthetic on pinterest and share the results!

I tag

@kraciasta @skaelds @babinicz @kummerquelle @jaskiersbeloved @pauloesska @trzykwadranse @blueflyingturtleontheway @archvampyr @vampirevalery @byeronism @the-smallest-knight @theophan-o @katgavv

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Get to know the blogger

Much thank for the tag, @fandomn00blr, hadn't done this one before!

Share your wallpaper:

I'm a simple man

Last song you listened to: after Lana Del Rey of course it had to be Anubis by Septic Flesh

Currently reading: Tratat de istorie a religiilor, Eliade

Last movie: Everything Everywhere all at Once

Last TV show: WTH it didn't save my actual notes so I'll just say... Berserk 2016-2017 anime series rewatch because I'm still stuck in a Berserk nostalgia hole and can't get out!

Want to check out The Last of Us though and others

Craving: nothing at the moment

What are you wearing right now: purple leggings and loose black t-shirt

How tall are you: 5'5 / 1.65m

Piercings: earlobes

Tattoos: hidden

Glasses or contacts: Glasses

Last drink: Arabic coffee

Last thing you ate: bougatsa

Favorite color: phthalo green, persian blue, black

Current obsession: Berserk, Finrod

Any pets: evil critters

Favorite fictional character: argh, can't.... choose... will randomize? Alucard, Guts, Trevor Belmont, Griffith, Frankenstein's Creature (Adam), Maedhros, Maeglin, Mordred, Morgan le Fay, Jean Valjean, Eowyn, Finrod, Nerdanel, Mandos, Nienna, Sauron, Nienor, Turin, Casca, Kaz Brekker, Inej Ghafa, Thuringwethil, Izzy Hands, Carmilla and many more

The last place you traveled: České Švýcarsko National Park

0 pressure tagging, ignore if done before/not your thing!

@the-shellter, @redbirdbluebird, @chronically-a-ghost, @aeonianarchives, @nuredhel, @floraroselaughter, @wyyvernn, @angrenost, @edensrose, @therockywhorerpictureshow, @i-did-not-mean-to, @polutrope, @silmarillionopsessed, @silmarillionno, @tiefliing, @ghost-of-aion, @mrsgiovanna, @batsyforyou

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Get to know me: top 10 movies in no particular order

TY for the tag, @batsyforyou! I enjoy quite a few of those on your list!

Here's some of mine (sticking to movies vs series)

Only Lovers Left Alive (2013)

El Laberinto del Fauno (2006)

Kwaidan (1964)

Hero (2002)

Interstellar (2014)

The Dark Knight (2008)

Amadeus (1984)

The Lord Of the Rings trilogy (2001-2003)

Princess Mononoke (1997)

Rashomon (1950)

I have around 20+ more to add but these are what came to mind now!

0 pressure tag to start a new post with yours, ignore if not your thing etc: @angel-teeth @bodysnatch3r @delugingmind @eveningalchemist @feanturi-writings @kiatheinsomniac @nuredhel @polutrope @hirazuki @i-gwarth @i-did-not-mean-to @waterjewelsspite @within-thehollowcrown @zaatanna

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did it, after years n years, the mane is gone

I like it!

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TY for tagging me Batsy!

0 pressure tag (again): @therockywhorerpictureshow @imma-lil-teapot @curanthir @polutrope @verabera @eldritchteletubbie @chthonicsiren @bi-sanddancer @celebbun @hirazuki

I FOUND ANOTHER PICREW YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS: TAG GAME

link here :3

Tagging (with no pressure ofc): @humanitys-strongest-bamf @romantichomicide95 @postwarlevi @the-milk-anon @happybird16 @roseofdarknessblog @wyvernslovecake @leviismybby @icansmellsouls and anyone else I might have missed!! (Msg me if you'd like to join (or be taken off, it doesn't bother me either way!) my tag list for picrews and tags games!!)

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You're more of a tea person than a coffee person :)

Te-heee partly true, I like both!

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Get.to.know?me

Much thank @galateaencore *ghosthug*

Favorite color: blues and greens, dark or cold

Currently reading:

Letters to Felice because I like reading Kafka like that

The Naked Elf by @hennethgalad feat. Glorfindel

Last song:

Last movie: Nope

Last series: Andor

Sweet, Savoury, Spicy: all of 'em work

Craving: energy

Tea or Coffee: both is good

Currently working on: a long overdue update to this Castlevania fic

“Will she be all right?” 

“Of course.”

Trevor lifts his chin, watching Alucard carefully clean the scrapes on her face as Sypha lies on a working table in the laboratory, then bares her leg to be splinted and bandaged. Not once does he look Trevor’s way.

“Do you need help?”

Alucard shakes his head.

“Look,” Trevor begins, his voice hoarse, as Sypha opens her eyes, gazes at him for a moment before her features return to stillness. “I’m—”

“I have this, Trevor,” Alucard murmurs, bent over Sypha, carefully lifting her leg. “Go clean yourself up.”

His tone is dry, his hands meticulous in wrapping a gauze around the splint.

Trevor sighs, guilt and worry warring within like serpents coiling to bite. He clenches and unclenches his fists, winces in pain, figures it’s best he makes himself scarce before he says something he might regret. 

Anyone up for this? 0 pressure @zaatanna @hirazuki @effervescentdragon @wildbasil @celebbun @eltalina @thecupcakemedic

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Tag game

TY for the tag, @edensrose and @floraroselaughter 💚 Sharing, here I go

1. Are you named after anyone?

No joke the followers of an ancient Greek deity (unintentional)

2. When was the last time you cried?

Yesterday

3. Do you have kids?

Nay

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?

A pinch, a tad.

5. What's the first thing you notice about people?

Their eyes

6. What's your eye colour?

Light brown - see?

7. Scary movies or happy endings?

8. Any special talents?

I make a mean tiramisu @_@ but no really could eat the stuff all day every day until I gain some affliction

9. Where were you born?

West of the Moon, East of the Sun (just my standard answer, love the opportunity to use it)

10. What are your hobbies?

reading, painting, photography, wallowing in despair, history, poi dancing, hiking

11. Have you any pets?

No I left, they stayed. sigh

12. What sports do you play/have played?

Badminton, volleyball, swimming

13. How tall are you?

average height ig; for a werewolf

14. Favourite subject in school?

English, Philosophy, Psychology (high school years)

15. Dream job?

The writin'

But enough about me! I tag (0 pressure, feel free to ignore etc)

@herinke9 @eveningalchemist @waterjewelsspite @therockywhorerpictureshow @mad-hermit @polutrope @galateaencore @chthonicsiren @princ3shit @elennalore

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Rules- Tag 10 or more people you want to get to know better.

Tagged by @antares0606, thank you for including me 🖤

Relationship status: single and content 😌

Favorite color: Phthalo Green , Persian Blue and the achromatic color Black: the endless, the absence or complete absorption of light, one of the first colors used in art. It also looks sleek AF

Song stuck in your head:

Favorite food: have some here but also won't ever get sick of homemade fries @_@ add seasoning what a comfort food

Last song played: Lana del Rey - Yes to heaven

Dream Trip: A hut in Iceland or Norway, and getting to see the Northern Lights

Last thing I Googled: frankenstein del toro

Tagging, 0 pressure as usual/ignore if not your sort of thing heh: @zaatanna, @wildbasil, @tolkienlady, @inksinger, @celebbun, @i-gwarth, @hirazuki, @delugingmind, @zequinox, @hhimring

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A word of thanks, EOY edition

Not to get overly personal on tumblr, but on 24.2.2022 I had a surge of negative emotion so high it caused (another) nervous breakdown. I went into crisis mode, deleted/deactivated most of my social media, deleted fanfiction work on many sites, deleted my previous tumblr account (sigh).

I came back. After I got it under control. Made a new blog, the works. Started slowly. And now there's 336 of you here with me and I only want to thank each and every one of you humans here.

Thank you for the asks, the comments, the encouragement, any interaction (special shoutout to @dragonflies1018 who said 'yes I want more of that Another Way thing' when it was just a oneshot, @hornyf0ckers and @drag0n-mistr3ss for all the lovely comments and @fairlysheepish for reblogging every single cv x reader piece I wrote). But make no mistake, you All rock.

Thank you💚

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8 shows to get to know me

Thank you for the tag, @hirazuki ! I'll list the first that come to mind...

Berserk (1997) and Berserk: The Golden Age Arc - Memorial Edition (2022) anime adaptations. Story, based. Cruelty. Beauty. Love. Obsession. Blood. Heartbreak. Causality.

The Sandman (2022-), aka when adaptations win

Castlevania (2017) animated series. Loss. Dynamic. Gore. Drama. Vampires.

Star Trek: The Next Generation (1987) 11/10

Vinland Saga (2019-) anime adaptation. Revenge. Destiny. Pain. Loss. Love. Purpose. Convoluted found family.

Wednesday (2022-)

What we do in the shadows (2019-) Vampire mockumentary nuff said

Primal (2019) I mean, Genndy Tartakovsky.

0 pressure tagging: @therockywhorerpictureshow @wandererslyric @i-gwarth