#rowyn 🫶🏻

[hazzasultimatekiwi]

1, 3, 12, 14, 17 for the music asks!! 🩷

kissing u rn i had the LONGEST day and very much need to not be thinking rn

1- a song you like with a color in the title

Blue Letter by fleetwood mac

3- a song that reminds you of summertime

The Sound of Sunshine by michael franti and spearhead

12- a song from your preteen years

middle school me was OBSESSED with the song Brave by sara bareilles

14- a song that you would love played at your wedding

kinda don’t want to get married tbh but the caballo dorado literally gets everyone dancing at any party i’ve ever been too so i’ll say her (it’s like mexican square dancing)

17- a song that would sing a duet with on karaoke

anything by ABBA or Hammer to Fall by queen

[harrylights]

hi rowyn!! what’s ur go to song when you need a little uplifting? also when you need to cry a lil? 🫶🏻

hi jo!! ooo this is a good question, honestly this could be either one depending on how i’m feeling? it’s one of my all time faves so sometimes it’s like a breath of fresh air and sometimes it’s like 😵‍💫 fuck

but this one always makes me smile and dance my little ass off

and this one i cannot listen to without crying so

[hazzasultimatekiwi]

😊🎶🕸️💌

ty ty ty i’ve been listening to the sound of my thoughts and the fan rattling for an hour and i think i’m going insane

😊: What are some things you do to cheer yourself up when you’re having a rough day?

go outside, have a cup of tea, shower, and listen no music (but tbh i normally just dwell in the gloomies cause i’m so bad at actually doing things for myself 😭)

🎶: Name a song that reminds you of a happy time, or of someone you love.

Lovely Day by Bill Withers— it was the song my dad used to play to wake up my sister and i every day when we were super little and it’s just super nostalgic ig, a reminder of positive times

🕸: What’s something you used to be afraid of that you’re less afraid of/not afraid of at all now?

being alone… i used to be terrified of the idea of having my own place or not being constantly surrounded by people but i think the pandemic really forced me to become friends with myself in a way and now im the complete opposite lol i can’t get enough of it

💌: Tag 5 blogs it makes you happy to see on your dash.

@harrylights 🤍 @cages-boxes-hunters-foxes @lovelikealandslide @mirrorballsss @greeneyesfriedrice

[hazzasultimatekiwi]

chocolate, mango sherbet, peppermint <3

y’all are rly blessing me today 🥹

chocolate— what song is stuck in your head right now?

mango sherbet— do you prefer to watch sunsets or sunrises?

of here’s the dilemma— i think sunrises are better but i CANNOT get up for the life of me to see them cause i’m such a night owl so i am truly subjected to sunsets cause of my horrendous sleep schedule 😪

peppermint— what song lyric describes your love life right now?

“i’m bored” — bored by thomas headon & lizzy mcalpine

lol basically nonexistent??? there was a sec with a scarily homoerotic friendship but i think (hope) that’s over tbh

[hazzasultimatekiwi]

🐰🦋🌿

hiii bestie 🥰 i’ll come send u some in a second

🐰- what do you think says most about a person?

this probably sounds corny but the way they treat other people it’s kinda a basic answer but it’s tried and true for me 🤷‍♀️

🦋- describe yourself in three words

god this is difficult but i’d say responsible, outgoing, and chaotic

🌿- describe your favorite outfit

rn it’s the comfiest pair of overall shorts that i thrifted with any colorful tank top that i own and my birkenstock clogs… it’s been in the 79s/80/ (fahrenheit) since february so i’m embracing the sun and warmth

ask game

[hazzasultimatekiwi]

1, 3, 6, 8, 21 <3

ty ur amazing!! i swear i’ve been trying to finish this but the family has been Difficult 🥲

1- what song makes you feel better about yourself?

Free by Florence + the Machine

3- what’s your favorite candle scent?

vanilla without a doubt cause i feel like it’s one of the only ones that isn’t always overwhelmingly fake smelling

6- name three nice things about yourself (three physical and three non-physical)

i am compassionate, i am funny, and i am capable of a lot of things

i have rly cool curly hair which i’m currently battling to look good, i have cool style, i have pretty brown eyes

8- tag some people(s) who make you feel good about yourself

we’ll you ofc! but also @louiscarrotsxoxo (listens to literally every random thought i have) @bettysparksfly (is a rly nice human!) @mirrorballsss (also the sweetest being!) to name a few

21- if you could tell your past self one thing what would it be?

chill out, it’ll happen when it’s supposed to

a lotta layers to this honestly but i’m a bit notorious for trying to rush to the next milestone in my life instead of embracing the one i’m at and i think that made me really stress about some things that i really didn’t need to (my sexuality, my friends, learning to live without breaking myself, etc)

[hazzasultimatekiwi]

13, 16, 20, 25, 33, 35, 37 <33

BLESS YOU ROWYN!!! you’re truly a lifesaver ily

13- favorite food

i think bagels are a favorite rn cause you can go sweet or savory or add stuff on top (plus they’re easy while we’re traveling too!)

16- somewhere i want to visit

i’ve always wanted to go to italy and the Dominican Republic but i’ve recently added iceland to my list!

20- favorite ice cream flavor

ignoring the fiasco ensured by ice cream that led us here i normally am a sucker for chocolate oreo

25- lucky number

i don’t have one? idk there’s just not a number that’s consistently correlated with good things in my life

33- go to comfort food

soup of pretty much any kind especially if it is a little spicy so it has a slow burn only if my stomach is feeling fine

35- a song that makes you cry

never grow up by taylor swift OR sign of the times by harry styles (no further explanation needed i feel)

37- favorite color

normally im a baby blue gal but recently i’ve been loving lavender/lighter purple colors

[hazzasultimatekiwi]

6, 14, 29 <3

ok i lied i’m just gonna not sleep tn

6- why did you do that?

cause i can, obviously 🤩 idk why you would find that [anything i do] strange!

14- do u life the smell of the earth after it rains?

YESSS (obv) living in the city means that after it rains it either smells horrid bc everything got washed up (one time we found an indistinguishable animal carcas in our yard after a big storm) or it is super fresh bc everything washed away but normally it’s the second one here

29- how do u like your shower?

scalding hot, temp gauge all the way left my skin should melt off of my bones and if it doesn’t i’ve done something wrong. i normally get lightheaded if i shower longer than ten minutes bc of dehydration and heat exhaustion

[hazzasultimatekiwi]

thank you for the tag @harrylights!!!

rules: bold the ones that are true and tag 15 people to do it

APPEARANCE

i’m over 5’5” // i wear glasses/contacts // i have blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing to tight clothing // i have one or more piercings // i have at least one tattoo // i have blue eyes // i have dyed or highlighted my hair // i have gotten plastic surgery // i have or had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails // i typically wear make-up // i don’t often smile // i am pleased with how i look // i prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball hats backwards

HOBBIES AND TALENTS

i play a sport // i can play an instrument // i am artistic // i know more than one language // i have won a trophy in some sort of competition // i can cook or bake without a recipe // i know how to swim // i enjoy writing // i can do origami // i prefer movies to tv shows // i can execute a perfect somersault // i enjoy singing // i could survive in the wild on my own // i have read a new book series this year // i enjoy spending time with friends // i travel during school or work breaks // i can do a handstand

RELATIONSHIP

i am in a relationship // i have been single for over a year // i have a crush // i have a best friend i have known for ten years // my parents are together // i have dated my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have a long distance relationship // i am an only child // i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend // i met up with someone i have met online

AESTHETICS

i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sun rise // i enjoy rainy days // i have slept under the stars // i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep // i enjoy thunderstorms // i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colours // i find mystery in the ocean // i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favourite season

MISCELANEOUS

i can fall asleep in a moving vehicle // i am the mom friend // i live by a certain quote // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least three dogs

no pressure tags for: @louisneckveins @alphalouis @louiscarrotsxoxo @mirrorballsss @bettysparksfly @plwlouis @sunflowervolum-6 @pearlsandpoppers

[hazzasultimatekiwi]

1, 7, 8, 10 <3

hiiii

1. What's something that is common today that humans will be embarrassed about doing in 50 years? for the sake of all of us i’m going to say harassing people online. people should honestly be more embarrassed about it now though

7. What is the assumption that people make about you that's totally wrong? (i already answered this one but i’ll give u another one) a lot of time people think i’m intimidating/mean when they first see me cause a lot of the time i forget to mask and i have a perpetual rbf 😭

8. If you were going to start your own business, what would it be? a nonprofit to help people spend more time in nature i truly have no clue how this could happen or what it would look like but i love nature and i wanna help make it more accessible to others (obv beyond like local parks and stuff)

10. Where's the next place you want to visit? since domestic travel is all that’s in the budget for me rn i’d love to see Oregon/spend more time in Washington state

ask games to cure my boredom

[hazzasultimatekiwi]

🎧

[hazzasultimatekiwi]

your opinion on fruit? (aka which are ur faves)

off the top of my head my current faves:

watermelon, apples, raspberries, and honeydew

i will say however that i have a particular aversion to bananas that i will NEVER let go of bc they are genuinely probably the worst fruit i’ve tried (i’m truly sorry to my banana lovers i just don’t get it)

[hazzasultimatekiwi]

🌈❤️👼🦋🎧🗣️ <33

hiii my lovely

🌈- which member of ot5 do i remind u of the most?

i feel like a combo of zayn and harry… kinda laid back but also super passionate and thoughtful and kind

❤️- what is your favorite album from their solo careers?

i think HS1 is my favorite but it’s genuinely so hard for me to choose just one 😭

👼- what got you into 1d in the first place?

i started getting larry compilations reccomended to me on youtube and (much like you) went down the xfactor diaries rabbit hole and emerged a directioner

🦋- if you had to get one of their tattoos which one would you pick?

either louis’ globe from his arm or harry’s A on his shoulder (for my sister)

🎧- what album of theirs do you listen to most often?

rn i think it’s a tie between mitam and four (also bc i genuinely can’t just choose one)

🗣️- what would you tell them if you got to meet them in person?

to be entirely honest i don’t think i would have words 😭 i’m also kind of nonverbal when i meet new people cause i get scared so i probably would just stare in awe but if i had to say anything i’d try to tell them how they saved me at a time in my life where i didn’t think getting better was an option and no matter what happens all of them will remain close to my heart for helping me through so much

[hazzasultimatekiwi]

10, 14, 16, 18 🫶

id like to note my appreciation for the even numbers here, makes my little brain so happy 🥹

10- name a dog

the first one i thought of was BINGO from a nursery rhyme 😭

14- coffee order?

already answered, but don’t drink coffee too much so iced chai’s for me

16- if u had to get any tattoo rn what would it be and where?

also already answered, but i’ll do another one :) i’d get a orchid on my side for my mom idk what style though i’d have to think that thru more

18- rant about your favorite musician

CHOOSE JUST ONE?!! impossible… jk i’m kinda missing harry a lot rn like i’m loving all the tour content, don’t get me wrong, but i went thru all my concert pics and stuff the other day and it made me sad how long it’ll be till i can hopefully see him again. i’ve only seen him once and it was such an emotional experience for me cause (like many others) his music/ he got me thru some of the hardest parts of my life and i came out the other side a better person and i miss being able to interact with that community of people irl i just love that man so wholeheartedly it hurts sometimes but i know i’ll be there again one day ( fingers crossed) so im trynna let that be the though instead of like overwhelming sadness and despair (not full on like depressive mode tho just rain cloud over me on a sunny day)

[hazzasultimatekiwi]

7, 12, 21 <3

hiii rowyn!!!!

7- what song is your aesthetic?

i’ve sat here for like 10 minutes trynna figure this out so i’m going to say Rhiannon by Fleetwood Mac for right now but it changes like every day bc my aesthetic is ever-changing 😭

12- is there someone you have mixed feelings towards?

yes… they’re all people ik irl and have complicated relationships with

21- is there a song you can’t handle listening to even though you like it?

marjorie- taylor swift cause it reminds me of my late grandpa and it’s sad

ask games cause i have nothing to do with my life anymore

[hazzasultimatekiwi]

ok giving u 15 bc u did that to me too lmao, but also 26, 33, 49 <3

15- what is the weirdest thing that’s happened to you?

to be entirely honest idk i feel like weird stuff never happens to me so i’ll tell you the scariest thing that happened bc fear seems to follow me everywhere when i was 16 i nannied for this family in our neighborhood and one night i was walking to work and saw this guy standing on the corner by the bus stop. normally i just speed walk by but i got a bad feeling about him when i noticed him staring me down so i decided to cross the street to be safe. long story short he started following me and catcalling me super excessively so i started running (bad idea i know) towards the house and he just kept following until he realized i was going towards a park with people so he stopped and turned around and left. i then had to pull myself out of a panic attack to watch a bunch of tiny humans for 6 hours 🤩 i never told my parents and later found out he was out neighbor so i literally never walked around without fear for years

26- do you believe in aliens?

not the green dudes in movies but i do believe that there are other life forms in the universe that we don’t know exist. i feel like there’s no way they it’s just us on this one chunk of rock in the infinite expanse of the universe

33- song that gets stuck in your head

recently it’s been dancing queen and canyon moon (specifically verse 4)

49- what scents do u like?

natural stuff? i grew up with a family member allergic to artificial scents so i love essential oils, incense, stuff like that. also, as we’ve discussed before, i LOVE the smell of spring it’s literally like drugs… cures all my problems