#rougey love mail

[rouge-the-bat]

if you receive this, you make somebody happy! go on anon and send this to a few of your fav blogs who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up ! if you get one back, even better ♡ no pressure, it’s all for funsies !

ANYWAY FUCK ANON LOVE YA ROUGE 💖💖

HEHE THROWIN THE LOVE BACK N FORTH!! LOVE U TOO DANDY

[rouge-the-bat]

if you receive this, you make somebody happy! go on anon and send this to a few of your fav blogs who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up ! if you get one back, even better ♡ no pressure, it’s all for funsies !

HEHE thank u :DD im glad to know i make u happy ^w^ ♡♡ (also i think i may know who this is 👀)

[rouge-the-bat]

can't see ur updated icon but ur so talented I wholeheartedly think it will be awesome once tumblr mobile decides to stop living in the past haha <3

HEHE TY!! heres a look of it for u owo!!

also i think deleting the cache for the app will refresh the icons iirc but im not 100% sure !

[rouge-the-bat]

YOOO I LOVE YOUR NEW ICON

TANKU :'3!!! i had a lot of fun editing it hehe i loove how it came out, esp the hair swirl !!! it was kinda hard getting it to fit in the style at first but i think it came out nice :'3

ALSO i just discovered this cool gradient map thing on clip studio paint that i used for it to alter the colors !!! which i DEF gotta use more in the future its soooo rad. like heres some lazy pics i took of my tablet with my phone to show what it is:

the original version of the pic (with my kin edits on it):

the custom gradient i made applied to the pic (that i altered the colors of a few parts afterward for my icon):

you can even do some crazy shit like this:

[rouge-the-bat]

hi rouge!! we barely talk (as in, I've sent you some anons before and that's all) but I want you to know I always love seeing you on my dash and you have a positive impact on my day :) I hope you have a great day with cozy feelings and that you get to see some cute animals

aww thanks so much 🥰 im really glad i can be a positive influence in other peoples lives :D im snuggled up in bed and have several adorable animals im gonna give so many pets to once i get up!! i hope you too will have a great day and can be really cozy and see and/or pet some animals !!!!

[rouge-the-bat]

In case no one told you today, I’m proud of you! Don’t forget to hydrate and smile ❤️

aw thanks !! i probably should drink some more of my water rn tbh, i think ill go get some more ice n a refill rn !! n im on voice chat with my gf and idly thinking about my fave characters, so i def got stuff to smile about rn :'3

[rouge-the-bat]

i followed u bc ur fearless and i wish to be like that so bad. u don't seem to be afraid of anything or someone saying something mean. i was bullied relentlessly throughout school and now im terrified to be my true self. ur just rlly rlly cool <333

im really sorry to hear you had to go through that D: i can never understand how people can be so hateful and judgy towards others, especially to the point of making someone feel like they need to hide themselves... i always want to try to inspire others to love themselves and express themselves how they want, because its always been a point of joy for me that i want others to experience too

though, i cant say im completely fearless- everyone has fears! i just have grown up with a huge ego, proudness of being weird, and a complete no-shit-taking attitude (which i likely got from my mom tbh, she doesnt take shit either), so thats kind of merged into a pretty good defense specifically against people trying to be assholes to me- so one of my fears just isnt that.

my reaction to people sending me hate has mostly just been either 1. roll my eyes and ignore, 2. laugh at them, or 3. get pissed off- and most of the time its the former two. if someone hates me, i consider that a loss for them because theyre really missing out on hanging with a real cool bitch ;p

ive had ppl come up saying they wish to be like that too, and i wish i knew of a specific way to get into this sort of mindset, but since ive always had it im not entirely sure how to gain it. but for one, i think its good to at least surround yourself with more people who are confident and unabashedly themselves- and encourage that in others- because being surrounded with that sort of energy i think can rub off on people eventually.

and sometimes also, it can be kind of fun to try mimicing a personality type like youre acting out a character. im not sure if itd work for everyone, but it can potentially start becoming internalized over time- sort of a "fake it til you make it" approach lol. i try it for things on occasion (like when im wanting to resemble a bit more of some favorite characters) until it starts feeling more natural to me!

also im glad i can be admired in this sort of way ;w; it feels nice that people can look at me and think "I Wanna Be Like That"... i hope being around me can help even a little for you to get a push to feel more comfortable being yourself! i want everyone to feel like they can be themselves around me!

[rouge-the-bat]

Hi i just wanna say that ur a huge inspo for me in the sense ur content and how u are as a person helped me come out as mesque and realize how my exclus views were harmful, i hope u have a fantastic day i love u!! /p

aww this is really nice to hear !!! it always makes me really happy to hear ppl find me inspirational and have been able to learn about queer identities better bc of me/even figure out their own identity better 🥺

im glad you were able to learn n grow out of ur exclusionist views !! thats really always been my goal when i post about my more ""controversial"" queer identities because, aside from giving people like me space to feel seen and safe with another, i want others who arent very knowledgeable about them to hopefully come and see what i say so they can understand better and support us/boost our voices so even more people can learn and not spread so much hate. im glad i seem to have been able to help quite a bit on that front for a lot of people :3!

and i hope you have a fantastic day as well!! hugs !!! ♡

[rouge-the-bat]

Hey I just wanted to let you know I got really excited seeing your username in my notifs on a post I made because your blog brings me immense comfort so <333 thank you for the like!!! I would turn anon off but I am shy lol

How does it feel being rad?

hfksf omg hehe !!! asks like this always make me do a big silly grin fjdjfd the fact that ppl on here are excited to see me and find my blog a comfort just always amazes me ?? like !!!! im having that kinda effect on ppl.. wild!!! makes me wanna hand flap ^w^!!

n if u wanna lmk who u r thatd be cool, but i get it if ur not comfortable doing that!! im just always so curious who ppl are when i get asks like this lol. i promise i dont bite (without consent ;p )

also it feels AMAZING :3 love being rad, its fuckin awesome!

[rouge-the-bat]

I've been following u for a long time and we don't really have any fandoms in common or anything but when I see you post something my brain goes "heck yeah rouge love that for you" or "you funky lil bat that's awesome" and idk I felt like sharing that with you

HEHE that makes me happy to hear :'3 i AM a funky lil bat ! and im havin a good fuckin time !!! glad that u enjoy seein me even when we dont share fandoms, it makes me happy that ppl can see me n just wanna hang around even without somethin in common like that lol

[rouge-the-bat]

im glad you're starting to feel comfy here again <3 you make my dash a lil bit brighter

awww im glad to hear that ♡♡♡ that makes me really happy ^w^ it feels nice posting again!!

[rouge-the-bat]

(homestuck) i diagnose you knight of heart... sorry if u have no clue what this means

i indeed do not have a clue what that means but it sounds very me core so thank u :3 ♡

[rouge-the-bat]

YOOO CONGRATS ON THE NEW URL!!!! HOW DID YOU GET IT

HEHE THANKS !!! and ive just been checking occasionally on the rougethebat and rouge-the-bat urls for a while to see if the blogs were still up (theyve both been inactive for a long time, and the rouge-the-bat one literally only had one post, which was a bunch of unsourced fanart :/ ), and the other night i had a url idea and was considering if i wanted to keep starfaerry or change to it, but then i was like "oh yeah speaking of urls i should go check those rouge ones again." and so i did and NOTHING SHOWED UP FOR ROUGE-THE-BAT, SO I TRIED CLAIMING IT AND GOT IT AND LOST MY MIIINDDDD. im still soooo fucking happy n keep smiling every time i see it over my blog like jfkdjfk aaa yes thats meee !!!!!!!

[rouge-the-bat]

Hi, as an actual lesbian ™ I thought I'd let you know that your identity is valid and labels can be complex and you don't need to confine yourself to just one. :)

HEHE THANK U 💖 we r fellow Actual Lesbians™ :)

[rouge-the-bat]

BRO YOUR NEW URL.... POGGALICIOUS!!!!!! GUCCI BUCCI !!!!! :D :D

HEHE YEAH !!!!! IM SOOO FUCKING HAPPY THAT I HAVE IT NOW !!!!! ive been eyeing the rouge urls for a while now, not really expecting to actually catch them when theyre available but I FUCKING DID IT !!!!! rouge the bat !!! the me !!!! its MINE !!!!

[rouge-the-bat]

I know you are taking the shit this people are sending you "well" but if you ever feel bad I hope you know that you are a very beautiful and kind person and I hope nothing but the best for you!

aw thank you!! i really appreciate it :3 i tend to brush off a lot of hate bc im tired of letting ppl get to me, but on the occasion i do end up getting pissed off, which leads to some really bad violent intrusive thoughts (not self-harm related dw). so i always appreciate when i get a supportive ask to remind myself there are good people out there and are here to support me :'3 hugs you!!