#rotting for 12 years yall

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so uh you uh you got a new blorbo huh? /aff /pos lmao

He has been an old blorbo of mine but i am DELIGHTED that there is a new wave of love about him with the new art around! Apparently thanks to this new 2 hour long essay vid about him https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cgBQ1dXN9uk&t=1677s I drew him directly when the movie came out (God, pls imagine the pain of finding references of badly taken camera footage in 2012/2013!!!) (oh and a very simple thing) A 2017 villain group pic

And a most recent one was an icon i use for rp But as a bonus, have a couple of recent doodles i never uploaded!

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Random Mha boyfriend headcannons

Authors note: So I have finals to study for and I said I wouldn't be posting stuff but I'm a fiber so I decided to write this short blurb instead of doing my actual school work

Live, laugh, love, yall

Pt2

This includes fluff headcanons for Bakugo, Tokoyami, Denki, and Izuku

Tw: Cursing (f word like twice)

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Bakugo would be the king at making sure you have eaten. I'm taking he makes your favorite meals when he knows you've been having trouble eating, he's constantly checking up on you, etc.

Denki definitely plays dress to impress and would be so fucking terrible at it. He's rage quick after some 8 year Olds win by not even doing the theme. He'll play it with you and every time your outfit comes up he gives it 5 stars.

Tokoyami has a peak taste in music and would love to go to concerts with you. Like he'd be the kind of guy to find some random concert where the tickets and cheap and yall start listening to the bands music on the way to the concert. He just likes the atmosphere I fear

Izuku is super embarrassed about literally every form of pda. So tease him about it pls. Out snd about and you decide to hold his hand? Oh the poor guys is done for. A kiss? That's attempt of murder right there.

Denki is the type of guy to binge watch movies like nobody's business. Definitely will make 'movie dates' where yall just stay up till 3 am watching a 12 epsiode anime that will destroy your soul.

Bakugo will constantly have a be holding your waist or shoulder or hand or literally anything while yall are on a date. You call it being cutly protective. He calls it 'making sure those stupid extras know your mine'

Tokoyami will most definitely get matching jewelry with you. RINGS! This man would wear the fuck out of some rings, I'm talking stacked up and on each finger. He'd get ones to match yours so when you hold hands you can feel the rings on eachothers fingers. It gives him a warm feeling.

Izuku probably keeps a diary or some cute dorky thing like that. The pages are filled with stuff about you and your quirk and just YOU. He'll put notes you've shared over the course of your relationship and stuff like the movie tickets to your first ever date which was to the movies.

Tokoyami most definitely has some of the big and warm and amazing hoodies ever that you constantly steal. He gets cold really easily I think so he'd have a bunch. Most of them end up in your dorm. I imagine yall would like trade them out so then you could have one that smelled like him and he could have one that smelled like you.

Bakugo would feel so nervous and self contious about holding hands because they get sweaty really fast and he thinks it's the worst thing ever. So when you take it so confidently and lovingly in your hand his mind short circuits. He trys pulling away but you keep it in your hand. Some days he wears gloves to mask the sweat but other days he wants to feel your hand skin to skin.

Denki thinks he is extremely ritzy (sorry for the brain rot). He thinks he is a lady's man all day and he'll flirt like crazy with you but if you even so much as compliment him he turns to jelly. He's spewing pick up lone after pick up line then you reciprocate with a flirty remark and he just melts, you'd think he over used his quirk.

Izuku likes when you play with his hair. And in secret he'd also let you style it. His hair is so fluffy you could bury your hands in it forever. He'll lay his head in your lap and just let you go to town. Some days he'll let you put little braid in it or up into pony tails.

Bakugo radiates heat something crazy so cuddles are a must. It'd take a LOT to convince him to let you snuggle up with him on the common room couch but in your or his dorm? He'll eat you be all over him. He won't admit the fuzzy feeling he gets when you cuddle up with him and trace your fingers on the scars on his arms or up and down his abs.

Tokoyami would be so good with words and he wouldn't wouldn't know it. Like you'd ask if he liked your outfit and he'd hit you with straight poetry. Now this doesn't mean he's smooth all the time. The first time yall held hands he almost tweaked out, and the first time he saw you all dressed up for a date he almost fainted. But he has his moments.

Denki has crazy insomnia so he'd stay up late and if you don't stay up late he'd flood your phone with just random stuff he thinks about through out the night. If you also have insomnia he'd either be on face time with you or be with you irl. Yall would go on so many side quests at 3 am.

Izuku is a yapper but also an attentive listener. He'd love to hear you talk about the most boring thing in the world and not even care. He finds everything you talk about so interesting, he'd want you to reciprocate tho so when he yaps you also listen with your full heart.

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CHAPTER ONE~

Title~ a dream and a lake house

Chapter summary~ all Anakin and y/n want is to be able to live their dream by running away to a far away planet in a far away galaxy and living in a lake house together with three kids. But they can’t so all they can do is talk and dream about it. Y/n and Anakin would also love to be able to have uninterrupted morning sex, but they both have jobs so they get Interrupted! They both have semi awful days at work but when they come home they cook together (y/n cooks Anakin cuddles and low key tries to fuck her) but they end up forgetting the dinner anyways and having sex ;). MDNI!!

Warnings~tooth rotting fluff!~established relationship~ I love to cuss~Anakin acts like a dog in heat lol~ Anakin is wipped as fuck in this fic~ anakins not good at hiding the relationship!! Don’t let him lie to you~ is anakin jealous?~ I hate feet so I don’t know why I put adult footsie in this ....at least it’s over!!~ smut!!~ fingering~PIV~no use of condoms (wrap it before you tap it yall)~Anakin sucks at aftercare so far~ your media consumption is YOUR OWN RESPONSIBILITY!! Do not blame me for something you chose to read!- MDNI.

12:55 am-

y/n lay in bed, her boyfriend, Anakin skywalker, Holding her in a loving embrace as they talk the night away. Who needs sleep when you're young and in love? Their current topic was of a dream they both share, a dream where they run to a far away planet and get married, never looking back, one where they have three beautiful kids~ two girls and one boy if we are being specific. y/n wants to hold Anakin's hand in public and take their kids to events all around the galaxy, she wants to leave her stressful job as a senator behind and live in her bubble with her ani.

Anakin thinks about this dream often, during long missions away, during training, and especially late at night when he and y/n added to the beautiful dream. It was one that his amazing lover had dreamt up in her sleep, telling him when they woke up. That was a year ago and they haven't been able to stop talking about it, thinking about it. When y/n told Anakin what she had dreamt, he named their kids, and decided what he thought they would look like, how they might act, he imagined the lake house, them decorating it together, cooking together, going into public together and not worrying…

“It sounds like bliss~” he mumbles against the nape of y/n's neck. She smiles at the feeling,”it really does~” y/n sighs longingly, cuddling farther into Anakin's side.

Anakin ran his hand up and down y/n’s arm, closing his eyes, he smiled faintly as he hummed happily before taking in a deep breath, enjoying y/n's scent surrounding and overwhelming his senses. “We’ll get there one day, my love” he sighs.

“Sooner rather than later I hope” y/n huffs dramatically, she hates hiding their relationship and she wants all the secrecy to end, she wants the whole galaxy to know just how much she loves Anakin skywalker.

Anakin chuckles, squeezing y/n against his chest, pressing kisses to her neck and cheeks. Peppering her with affection before burying his face into her neck again. Anakin sighs in melancholy “this shouldn't have to be hidden” Anakin was never good at the whole ‘we have to stay a secret rule’. y/n sighed “it's the only way..” Anakin is well aware of this, but no matter what he can't help but hate it.

He knows he's not supposed to have attachments as a jadi. But that's easier said than done..at least in his case, when a pretty senator is just so sweet to him. Anakin personally thinks they are quite good at hiding their relationship, no matter how hard it is. Anakin presses a kiss to y/ns neck before sighing “i know darling, i know”

y/n's eyes start to flutter shut, sleepiness making her body relax against Anakin’s. Anakin noticed this, chuckling as he closes his eyes as well, letting his own body relax sleepily. As he begins to drift off y/n mumbles a soft “i love you” Anakin hums in acknowledgment, opening his eyes to gaze down at her tenderly. y/n is already almost fully asleep, but he managed to hear her words, sending a wave of warmth through him. A soft smile forms on his lips as he presses a kiss to y/n's head. “I love you to~”

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7:48 am~

y/ns eyes slowly open, wincing at the morning light. She lazily looks over to see Anakin still sleeping next to her. Anakin's calm and is snoring softly, y/n smiles softly, admiring Anakin's beauty as he sleeps, the morning sun kissing his skin, giving him an angelic glow. Some of Anakin's soft golden hair fell in his face while he slept the previous night, framing his relaxed expression.

y/n sits up, leaning over Anakin's body, sleepily laying her body on top of his, she softly brings her lips to his in a gentle attempt to wake him. Anakin seemed to respond instantly, his lips twitching as he wakes up with a grumble. Reluctant to open his eyes, but the sensation of y/ns lips on his convinces him. his eyes futter open, revealing his striking blue eyes that y/n loves so much. Anakin's arms immediately wrap around y/n, pulling her flush against his body.

The soft kiss quickly goes from loving to heated, it seemed that every time the two kiss, Anakin couldn't hold himself back from taking it to the next level. The sound of Anakin’s soft hums against y/n's lips soon builds to soft groans as he rolls himself on top of y/n, keeping her body pinned to the bed. y/n moans at his actions, the sound was enough to bring a smirk to his lips.

Anakin wants more, to hear more of her moans, feel more of her body, to kiss her all over. Anakin began to kiss down y/n's throat, stopping and paying close attention to y/n’s sweet spot on her upper collarbone, his right hand trailing down her body.

y/n moans, her back arching as he shoves his hand under her cute red lacy panties. Anakin smiles against her collarbone, loving the way her arched body pressed against his. He was selfish in the way he touches her, needing relief of the want that was quickly building in his body. He slid his hand farther under her panties, as he presses a kiss to the valley of y/n's chest. “You're beautiful, you know that?” Anakin whispers against her skin, giving more attention to y/n's sensitive spots.

Anakin's finger rubs small circles against y/n's clit, soft whimpers leaving her lips at the building pleasure. “There you go~” Anakin groans at the sound of y/n's whines and whimpers, wanting nothing more than to hear more of her soft sounds. Anakin's lips return to y/n's neck, peppering small kisses as he continues his expert touches. “You sound so good…” he mumbles, his hot breath heating y/ns skin. A hiss leaves his lips as he pushes a finger into y/n's warm entrance slowly. Anakin has to admit that even just doing something as simple as pushing a single finger into y/n, is enough to drive him crazy wanting more.

knock knock

The sound pops their loving bubble. Anakin lets out a disappointed groan, his body freezing at the sound of Obi Wan's voice. Anakin curses under his breath, slowly sitting up. “What!?” he calls out harshly, he doesn't mean to be harsh, he just wants to get back to his girlfriend. “Ahsoka has been waiting on you for an hour!” Obi wan scolds from the other side of Anakin and y/ns front door, his voice barely being heard by the two, seeing as their room was up stairs and at the very end of a hallway.

Anakin sighs in frustration, running a hand through his hair. “I'm sorry, i'll be back tonight” anakin stands, quickly rushing around the room to get dressed. “Ok” y/ns slightly disappointed but she understands that duty calls and it's not Anakin's fault. Once Anakin finishes getting ready, he walks over to y/n who is still in bed, giving her a loving kiss goodbye. “I'll come home as quickly as possible” Anakin tells her, before walking out of the bedroom.

y/n takes this as a sign to get up and start her own work duties, she walks to her closet, picking out a cute simple pink dress that ends at her ankles.

After getting ready and getting some breakfast and caf, she starts her journey to her office where a stack of paperwork awaits her on her desk.

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8:44 pm~

y/n arrives home before anakin, immediately wandering to the kitchen to start making dinner, and hoping it would be done by the time anakin arrives. About twenty minutes later y/n hears the door open signaling that anakin has returned home for the night.

Anakin's hair is messy and he looks exhausted. He had worked with Ahsoka for hours before he was able to leave and come home. Once inside, he wanders to the kitchen where he hears the sound of y/n cooking. He steps into the kitchen, sniffing the air, the aroma of the food making his stomach growl. “You hungry?” y/n teases, turning to look at him. “Famished” anakin walks up behind y/n wrapping his arms around y/ns waist, resting his head on her shoulder as she turns back to the food.

Anakin hums slowly, taking in the scent of both y/n and the food, its smells heavenly. Anakin's right hand started rubbing up and down y/n's waist, nibbling at her neck. “Oh, so you're hungry enough to eat me?” she laughs. “Maybe…” Anakin chuckles before continuing to kiss down her neck, still running his hands all over her body, occasionally leaving a few bites “but I would like to eat an actual mean first” he jokes, hand trailing lower down her body. “So I'm dessert?” Anakin chuckles at her. “Oh definitely. My favorite kind of dessert too~” he purrs.

Anakin gives y/n's skin a few more kisses before pulling his body away from hers with a grumble. He takes a step back and leans against the island, y/n turns around, taking a step towards anakin, raising onto her toes and kissing him deeply, pulling away before anakin could turn it into bending her over the island. “Can you grab the plates please lover?” Anakin groans not wanting the kiss to end, but he obliges, pushing off the counter and walking to the cabinet that holds their plates. “You're a tease, you know that?” he says as he sets the table.

y/n smiles, swaying her hips as she brings the food over to the table, anakin's eyes are glued to y/n as she walkes over. He sits down, continuing to watch y/n closely as she starts to dish them both up. Anakin bites his bottom lip, having to hold himself back from grabbing her and taking her right there on the table. “Should we have a glass of wine with dinner?” she asks, holding up an expensive bottle of wine she had gotten from one of her co-workers earlier that day. Anakin raises an eyebrow, a smirk forming on his lips as he leans back in his chair. “Of course darling, what's the occasion?” he teases, watching y/n pour their wine. “Free wine is its own occasion” y/n winks teasingly.

Anakin chuckles, accepting the cup she hands to him, Anakin takes a small sip before speaking again. “You have a point,” Anakin says looking into the glass in his hand. “Who’s this from though” he asks curiously. “Sebastian, from work” y/n shrugs while taking a drink herself. A slightly irritated look takes over Anakin's face, his grip on his glass tightening just enough for the glass not to break. He keeps his face as neutral as he can, but the name is a little bit of a sore spot for him, he sees how sebastian looks at her, and he doesn't like it… and it's not about him thinking y/n is attractive..he doesn't mind that, she is the most beautiful person inside and out, men should worship the ground she walks on in his opinion. And it's not about Sebastian wanting to be with her either, he knows she will never cheat, she's his and he loves that other men want to be with her but can't, because she loves anakin..not them. It's about the dark energy that Anakin feels whenever Sebastian is anywhere near y/n..it unsettles him.

“Ah…sebastian” he takes another drink of his wine. y/n smiles at his obvious (to her) jealousy. “Ani~...i have told you this a trillion times…im in love with you not sebastian..” but y/n doesn't know that's not it…anakin can't shake the bad feeling that sebastian gives him. But he wont tell her yet, he needs to know first, just in case it is just…jealousy. “I know, I know..” he mumbles, looking down at his plate. y/n sighs, changing the subject as she sits down “how was your day?” Anakin takes a moment to answer, his thoughts stuck on Sebastian's dark aura. “It was….fine. I spent most of the day training with ahsoka so it was tiring, yours? He said, while taking bites of the amazing food. “It was okay, all i really did was paperwork unfortunately” y/n sighed, remembering the headache she had all day because of it, it doesn't help that paperwork is her least favorite thing in the galaxy.

The corner of Anakin's mouth twitches up, a small smile of amusement appearing at the mention of paperwork, anakin moves his foot to rest against y/n’s under the table. “I'm sorry love. Paperwork sounds like a terrible way to spend your day. "Anakin can't help but feel thankful that as a jedi, paperwork wasn't a big part of his job. “It was” y/n huffs. Anakin chuckles at her, he watches her eat with a look of sympathy, he knew how much y/n despised paperwork. Anakin pushes his foot forward the underside of his foot rubbing against y/ns leg affectionately. “Puts me to sleep just thinking about it” he smirks jokingly.

Anakin's foot slowly makes its way farther up y/n's leg. she blushes, taking a big sip of her wine as his foot continues to trail its way up her leg as he speaks. “Your so red…are you a lightweight my dear?~” he teases. “No! Maybe if you weren't playing adult footsie with me under the table my face wouldn't be so red!” y/n jokingly yelled. Anakin is amused at the acknowledgement of what he is doing under the table, his..touches. Anakin can't help the urge to touch y/n. “I assure you, there are better ways i can make your face red…” Anakin's voice is low, his foot rubbing the inner part of y/n's thigh. “Oh yeah~ like what?” y/n flirts back. Anakin's foot continues to rub along y/n's skin, watching y/n closely. Anakin speaks, his voice just above a whisper. “I could press you into the table right here and show you~” Anakin's voice is daring, pushing his foot to finally come in contact with y/n's heat. Her hips buck into his touch.

“Show me what?~” y/n gasps. He chuckles, loving her reactions which only encourages him to tease her father. Anakin continues to rub her sensitive heat through her panties. “Oh darling you know exactly what i want to do to you~” he practically growls, smirk only growing. y/ns own foot slowly makes its way to anakin's lap, rubbing his growing cock through his pants. “Oh i don't think i do~ you might just have to show me~” anakin's mouth falls open a low moan falling from his lips uncontrollably at the feeling of y/ns foot. “You're a tease” Anakin's voice is breathless. “Careful love i might just take you up on that offer~”

Dinner is quickly forgotten, as y/n and Anakin push each other against walls, rushing to get to their room, while taking breaks to kiss each other. The two can't keep their hands off each other, ripping each other's clothes off as they move through the hallway of their apartment.

Anakin's eyes hungrily rake down y/n's body, pushing her against yet another wall and kissing her chest, leaving hickey after hickey. He squeezes her hips, enjoying the feeling of her body in his hands. “Your” *kiss* “so” *kiss* “beautiful.” he mumbles between kisses, trailing his lips up her collarbone and to her neck. y/n moans, the feeling of his lips on her amazing as always. She pulls down his last piece of clothing, his boxers. His cock springs out, slapping his stomach right above his belly button.

Anakin grunts against the crook of y/n's neck, his boxers now shed, leaving him and y/n both bare for the other to see. Anakin bites at y/n's neck gently before speaking low against her ear. “You just can't keep your hands to yourself, can you?” he groans, squeezing her hips a little harder.

Anakin lifts y/n up, carrying her past the threshold of their bedroom. He throws y/n on the bed, crawling on top of her until their bodies are flush against each other. His lips instantly find their way to her neck, leaving gentle kisses and bites along it. Anakin's right hand wasted no time, caressing her body as it trails down to y/n's pussy. “Your so riled up love, mmm s’hot seeing you all worked up and needy~” he kisses down y/ns collarbone, descending down her body, lower, and lower. Anakin gently pushes two fingers into y/n's weeping pussy. y/ns hands shoot to anakin's shoulders, gripping onto them tightly.

Anakin lets out a pleased humm, loving the feeling of y/n's hands on him. He moves his fingers faster, moaning the the feeling of y/n clenching down on his fingers. y/n arches her back, as his fingers curl and hit her in the best spot. “You're so sensitive...I could just take you apart like this all night~” Anakin says quietly.

“Then do it~” y/n connects their lips together in a heated kiss, Their tongues fighting for dominance. “gladly” anakin mumbles against her lips, not letting their lips break apart while he talks.

Anakin wants more, he wants to hear more of her sounds, feel more of her body, feel more of her pussy…. Anakin wins the war between their tongues, pushing his in her mouth and exploring as he pulls his fingers out if her cunt. y/n whines at the loss of his fingers making Anakin's smile turn into a devilish smirk, the sound inflating his ego. He pulls his hand fully away. “Oh you didn't like that~ did you.” It's more of a statement than a question.

Anakin positions his large cock at the entrance of y/n's pussy, kissing her deeply as he pushes in. He grunts against her lips, breaking the kiss and shoving his face into the crook of y/n's neck. “You feel so good” he whispers in her ear, his voice a low rumble. A shiver runs down y/n's spine, loving the way his voice sounds in her ear. “You like that huh? When I whisper in your ear…” he mumbles against y/ns skin, hands gripping y/ns hips as she suddenly starts thrusting.

A moan falls from y/n's lips, anakin wastes no time speeding his thrusts up, dragging more moans from y/n. “Y-yes! Love it~” she answers his previous question. Anakin smirks, rubbing soft circles into her clit, her eyes roll back she was already about to cum. “S-shit ani, I-im going to cum!” y/n whimpers softly. “Me too,” he grunts.

y/n felt the coil in her lower stomach snap, cumming on anakin's cock. “S-shit” he moans as y/n clenches down on his cock, he gives one last deep thrust before emptying into her. He pulls out gently, laying down beside y/n and pulling her into a loving embrace. They lay there silently for a while, letting their heavy breaths steady and basking in the afterglow of sex.

Anakin buries his face into y/n's hair, holding their bodies together tightly. “Maker… i love you” he mumbles into her hair softly. “I love you to~” y/n nuzzles into his neck

Anakin holds y/n a bit tighter, the feeling of her skin against his, giving him a rush of sensations “i don't know what i would do without you” anakin mumbles, closing his eyes and taking in y/n's presence. “Explode probably” y/n smiles against his neck. Anakin chuckles in response, the sound rubbing in his chest, making his body shake slightly.

“Is that so?... you think i would explode without you to contain me?” he asks jokingly, his right hand rubbing up and down y/ns back. “Yep” she pops the p. Anakin hums softly before speaking again. “Well then, I guess it's a good thing I'll always have you around to keep me from becoming a ticking time bomb…” Anakin jokes, his fingers drawing soft circles on y/n's back.

y/n stops anakin's movements before she falls asleep, sitting up and stretching. “We need to shower before bed” y/n says, looking back at anakin, who looks offended she dared pull away from him. Anakin groans as y/n looks at him expectantly. “Do we? I think we should be fine love.."Anakin mutters sleepily, not fond of the idea of getting out of bed. “You and ahsoka were training all day and we just made love- you stink” y/n says, before attempting to stand on her wobbly legs.

y/n wobbled in pace for a moment before she started to fall. Anakin fully expected this, quickly sitting up and catching y/n before she can hurt herself, pulling her onto the bed. He chuckles lowly. “See this is why i didn't want to leave bed, love” he speaks, amusement lacing his voice. “Fine. but you need to shower before you leave in the morning…you smell like sex’ y/ns scrunches her nose up. Anakin can't help but roll his eyes at her, a fond smile on his face. “Alright, alright. I’ll shower before i leave tomorrow… smell nice n’clean for you~” anakin gives in, knowing he wont be able to get out of this.

y/n smiles and lays her body on top of his, nuzzling into her anakin chest pillow. Anakin groans at the weight of y/n suddenly on top of him letting out a small. “Oof” however, he still smiled and wrapped his arms around y/n, holding her against his chest tightly. “You know, you're quite heavy for such a little thing..” he jokes. y/n smiles “you love it” she whispers. His grip on y/n grows tighter as she snuggles farther into his chest. “I do love it… especially because it means you're here with me” he mumbles quietly, his eyes half lidded in exhaustion.

As y/n falls asleep in Anakin's arms, he holds her close, content being with the love of his life.. He hopes this bliss lasts forever.

this first chapter mainly just shows you their average day and introduces you to their relationship. The next chapter things hit the fan!! Hence why chapter two is 17 pages long and going to take forever to type..I will go as fast as possible tho i promise!! <3

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Okay so some background info on why I made this account to begin with. I started watching the Banana Bus Squad/Vanoss Crew back in 2012 when they were playing Black Ops 2 and then I stopped watching them sometime in 2018 because I had simply lost interest. I still kept up with them when I would hear things (drama, allegations, relationships, children, etc) and then I actually started watching them again in 2023.

I blame Nogla for this because I stg he literally did start all of this (unless I dreamt it. If so I blame dream Nogla CUZ IT WAS SOME NOGLA) but back when I was first watching them there was some early GTA 5 video (IF ANYONE CAN FIND AND LINK ME THIS VIDEO with timestamp if you would be so kind I WILL LITERALLY BE FOREVER GRATEFUL) and Vanoss and Delirious were doing something stupid. From what I remember they were in a yellow industrial vehicle like a cherry picker basket and they were like falling over each other and laughing and in the background you can hear nogla repeatedly calling them gay. Not too long after that Nogla made that fucking “New YouTube Couple: H2OVanoss” skit (https://youtu.be/bT_tq_Xkg34?feature=shared) and I really started thinking about it and ya! Noglas right! These mfers are gay (not fr I’ll get into it at the end)! Anyways that delved into me “pairing” them up with each other and reading fanfics (H2OVanoss, Terrorsnuckel, DathiDeCalibre, and MiniCat. I no longer ship MiniCat ofc cuz MiniLadd can rot in hell and honestly DathiDeCalibre is alright but just kind of fell off for me after lui’s accusations and the 12 years it took for me to find out if they were true or false) I had an account on instagram where I would post about bbs/vc and I made friends with people who also watched them AND also shipped them. Eventually we all grew apart and then like a year after that I stopped watching bbs/vanoss crew.

In March of 2023 I had stopped watching another group of YouTubers I had been watching since 2020 when a Vanoss video was recommended to me. I watched it cuz “holy shit how are these guys doing?” And they were still hilarious like I remembered them to be and I’ve been watching them again since. That also means that I’m back into “haha silly ship” but I thought that the shipping side of this fandom had died cuz if I did see any fanart or fanfics they were from 2015-2020 but then Vanoss uploads his 2024 Christmas GTA 5 video (https://youtu.be/O5QusxUHZ6k?feature=shared) and BAM H2OVanoss moment, the comment section starts freaking out, and I check ao3 later to see if anyone is fast to write a fanfic and my god y’all ARE still writing fanfics! I didn’t see one last night about that video BUT YALL ARE STILL AROUND?? Not only that but one of the fic authors (I didn’t even read it yet I just really like the description and disclaimer) has a tumblr account (WHERE THEY ALSO POST FANART AND VIDEOS) and YOU GUYS ARE ALIVE IVE BEEN LOOKING EVERYWHERE FOR YALL BUT IN THE WRONG PLACES

IVE MISSED BEING HERE I AM SO BACK BABEYYY HIIIII

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I just wanna clarify the basics before I go since this post and account is mainly going to be about shipping and even tho I’m crazy I’m not THAT crazy. It goes for all irl ships but I’ll mainly be talking about it as if it’s just bbs/vc

1) People ship different things and as long as it’s legal and or isn’t against someone involved’s boundaries idgaf what you ship. There are totally ships that I hate/don’t like of course but I know to avoid them/keep scrolling without saying anything.

2) If the people I ship together are in their own relationships irl I can not stress to you enough how happy I am for them. I love literally everyone’s irl partners like if they’re happy I’m pretty much overjoyed! I LOVE LOVE! If it makes sense to ship a literal irl relationship I do. I cried at Wildcat and Kelly’s wedding photos because I was/am so happy for them and I need Terroriser and Lanai to get married NEOOOOWW!!! (No actual pressure). Even with Delirious and Liz I, once again and even tho I wasn’t even watching him at the time, cried when Delirious announce they were going to have a kid; BOTH TIMES because I was/am so excited and happy for them and even tho they aren’t together anymore I still wish Liz nothing but the best and hope she is doing well. I am never gonna be one of those weirdos going “their irl partner is in the way of my ship” or “how dare you break whoever’s heart” cuz wtf is wrong with you that fucking WEIRD?? These are irl people and they’re happy and I’m not one of those freaks getting reality and fiction confused. And course break ups suck ya but that’s not anyone’s business to make their own; that’s between the people who were in the relationship!

3) If ever any of these guys come out and say they are uncomfortable being shipped, having shipping fanart of them, or any anything specific they do not like I will stop. Once again I’m not going to get reality and and fiction confused

4) I AM going to make some batshit parasocial (if I’m using that word correctly) posts like “I truly do believe that Vanoss does have a soft spot for Delirious” or like “Vanoss’s best friend (in the group) is probably either Lui, Terroriser, or Delirious” or stuff along those lines were I’m doing like a deep dive analysis and even tho YES I believe that I don’t really mean anything by it? I am DELUSIONAL and I like playing with and organizing my delusions. It’s more of probably going to be something that explains why I ship something like the first example I gave. It’s never gonna be like drama starting like “I believe the reason so and so and so and so don’t do this anymore is because so and so did this and-“ like nah nothing like that. I might talk about my personal feelings on some of them but I’m never going to make a random ass “call out post” unless there’s legitimately a serious problem ya know. If you ever see a deep dive know it’s all for the sillies and that I know that I’m being delusional and reading too much into things that aren’t there (“struck by a flying ice cream truck— AND LIVE” head ass)

[confessions-official]

finding friends is. hard. for context, hi. im a 15 year old whos homeschooled (not online) and i barely go outside. i know the problem is RIGHT THERE (last sentence) but give me a minute. my mom is very busy and cant drive me, my brother has a liscense but cant drive because of his autism, and i have trouble walking due to my disability, low blood pressure and asthma. so i opt for online friends. but fandom spaces are.. god awful. i am NOOOT like yall get AWAY from me you FAGS. like yes i love love hyperfixating on all kinds of different media but id rather shoot myself with a 12-gauge then ever be associated with fandom teenagers (not the cringey ones that mind their business i love yall but i mean the toxic ones). but then its like.. im not really comfortable with talking to adults either. i wanna join discord servers but i hate meeting new people it makes my skin crawl. plus being the new guy in a server makes me wanna claw my eyes out. i also like. hate meeting new people irl too bc i turn into this "uhm hey lol" and then i become the stereotypical weird kid and it makes me want to blow a building up. i cannot get treated like a Normal Person™️ because.. well im not but also because *old man voice* social media is rotting teenagers brains and i can barely even talk to someone my age without wanting to kill everyone and then myself

 

[mimssysciest]

i always have the worst couples as my comfort ships, what the hell.

the brain rotting levels these DORKS gave me is worse than the time i was obssesed with gopher. (topher bus/gandhi)

i got a doc on my notes app with 40 ideas on fanart for them. (this includes editing, drawings, maybe comics? not sure, these might become eventually fanfics in case i cant draw it right.)

(in case you are a ch mootie and is curious, i had one doc for gopher too, but i registered way fewer. theres around 12 ideas </3)

NO OTHER PAIRING I LIKED MADE ME GET THIS MUCH IDEAS IN SUCH A FEW TIME, im honestly impressed with myself and with how there is such few fan content of them if there is so much potential 😭

i dont rlly blame the fandom for such, their relantioship is mostly played as a joke in the show than a real thing to develop their characters and dynamic, which is fine, not everything needs to be treated seriously, specially if we're talking about a side character and his love interest that is one of the main antagonists in a exagggerated comedy. also, sometimes they have pretty toxic moments, like, vicky literally beats him up and mark attempted to kidnap her and also knew exacly where she lived, thats disturbing! and yet, it makes total sense for them to be toxic, given how awful they both are. i mean, were. because mark actually improves in the later seasons and even becomes friends with timmy, and tbh?? that brings even more potential to them, like, i think their relantioship could either help them improve or make eachother worse. (the latter i refer more to vicky, though, i can see she getting actual character development if she was more grounded, like in the oh yeah cartoons shorts/season 0.)

anyway, i conclude they could've been cute in a weird way, they could be more than what there was in the show.

actually, i hope these freaks die for infesting my thoughts and for making me take a interest in vicky as a character. i always hated her so much until now 😭 but thanks for reading.

ALSO, they need a ship name. HOW COME YALL ARE A CANON COUPLE IN A SHOW THAT IS MORE THAN 20 YEARS OLD AND NEVER GOT ONE?

i thought in calling them "emerald morning star"

• morning stars are medieval weapons that vicky carries with her a lot of times through the show, while mark finds somewhat of ammusement in violence due to his planet's culture. im pretty sure too that in the earlier seasons it was mentioned that he enjoys torturing prisoners, so it definetely fits both of them. 😭 (THESE FREAKS ARE DESPICABLE AND SICK (IN THE EARLIER SEASONS), THATS WHY I LIKE THEM SO MUCH. I FUCK WITH CHARACTERS THAT CLEARLY ARE MADE FOR EACHOTHER OR DESERVE THEIR PARTNER.)

•"morning star" theres "star" in the name, and mark's from outer space erm... also his and, i guess, yuggopotamia's symbol is a UPA styled star.

•morning star is one of the devil's names, which aligns with vicky's evilness.

•"emerald" cuz the signature color of both of them is a shade of green and i love this little detail about them. they really are made for eachother.

not sure about this name, i want to hear more ideas, but i cant think of something that represents them better.

[garciasgirl]

HAOEKSBAKALOS HAPPY NEW YEAR.

this is very super duper late but I was rotting in bed all day…

ANYWHO.

unfortunately T-T my wish did not come true… aj cook infact did NOT. teleport to me when the clock hit 12 and kiss…

maybe next year!! (fingers crossed)

ON ANOTHER NOTE: i hope everyone has a great year!! and i hope yall’s year is filled with happiness and love and good things and positivity!!!!

MUCH LOVE KISS KISS MWAH MWAH

xoxo,

aurora <3

[cheninipan]

I am absolutely disgusted by taeil. Fuck this man till death. And if i see anyone trying to still defend him yall need as much as rotting in hell as him. Nct 127 are and will forever be 8 members. Fuck taeil. Fuck him. Fuck his nasty ass. Hope he rots in jails. I support the victim that went through all this for 6 years. 6 years of him threatening her by putting a secret camera in op phone, and threatening to kill her mom. Do ppl realise how insane this can be. Cause he started when she was 12 and she is now 18. He is a criminal, a sexual offender, a pedophile, a liar, an egotistic. How are you gonna still defend him when even sm kicked him out. He was not even accused but CHARGED.

If you want more info u can find everything on Twitter/X.

This situation give me the ick so much. Nobody was prepared for this but I’m so glad the victim could speak up after so long 💔 as an old taeil ult I’m so disgusted disappointed and have no words. May justice do well to the victims. And to finish. Moon Taeil, rot in hell.

[the-arkaives]

WELCOME TO THE ARKAIVES!

NOW PLAYING: curses - the crane wives “OOH, LAY MY CURSES OUT TO REST! MAKE A MERCY OUT OF…”

WHAT ARE THE ARKAIVES?: so, I realized that suddenly, i was no longer the only person who had Miss Kai Drew rotating in my brain. now, I may be the only one with her doing so 24/7, BUT THERES OTHER PEOPLE NOW-

The Arkaives are your one stop shop for the small little Kai Drewniverse Fandom! you’ll get cannon posts from me, and then the other arckaivist’s fucking BANGER ass “fannon” posts (GUYS I AM EATING THAT SHIT UP KEEP IT COMING)! it’s just a way for this tiny ass community to thrive :]

HOW DO I BECOME AN ARKAIVIST?: simple! reach out to me, say you wanna become an arkaivist, and then BOOM! you’re in! but if you’re a fucking douchebag/asshole i am NOT afraid to kick you out. this is a silly funtime blog, and if you bring bad vibes i am kicking you out. also don’t argue with me about cannon. I’m the author i know what I’m talking about 🤨‼️

WHAT CAN I POST AS AN ARKAIVIST?: you’re allow to post anything as long as it is vaguely Kai related! like, saw something pink and yellow? KAI DREW REFERENCE POST IT‼️‼️‼️ (<- fun fact: actual way i make going out in public fun instead of nerve wracking) it doesn’t even have to be just Kai! got ideas about relationships between Kai and ‘x’ character? POST IT! that’d probably be helpful for me writing nmk/kai in hf stuff, as I’m always a biiiit afraid of mischaracterizing the people of Hatchetfield in the fanfics. But, like, Kai lore isn’t just Hatchetfield! believe me, i forget too, but she’s in a shit ton of fandoms! so, if you’re into one of the other fandoms she’s in? join! fair warning, though: the Kai in HF lore is ROTTING my brain, so there’s gonna be a lot of that shit-

ARKAIVIST ONE - @pastriibunz

NAME: Pastrii!! :D

PRONOUNS: she/her :]

the kai drew fan. literally. i made her!!! i made that guy!!!! the creator of miss drew, the writer of the fics, the artist of the cannon art, the admin of @shxwstxpper (and this blog too), and professional pokotho prophet (/j)! ive definetly got a better intro on my main, (and it does list what fandoms kai's in so do take a look!), but this is my little bio sooo yeah!!! :D

ARKAIVIST TWO - @skylines-turnstiles13

NAME: Max!! :]

PRONOUNS: he/him :D

MY SON!!!!! the admin of @laika-at-hatchetfield and the reason this blog exists! legit my brother in christ told me to do it and my ass was like "yes sir 🫡‼️" and now we're here! he makes some DELICIOUS ass art (seriously man eating that shit UP) and made it so our first posts were angst (all hail the boy!!!! doing what i couldnt <- was going to wait a bit for soul crushing angst- let yall get comfy b4 i fuck yall up). GO FOLLOW THEM THEY'RE COOL AF 🫵😡‼️

ARKAIVIST THREE - @chillibeanos

NAME: Chilli/Max :3

PRONOUNS: Any :D

MY (other) SON!!!! I lob them sm GAHEGEGEGVR THE SILLY!!! they also have a neato lil guy named Bean Sprout so GO CHECK THEM OUT 🫵😡‼️‼️‼️ GO FOLLOW MY BOY 🫵😡‼️‼️‼️‼️

ARKAIVIST FOUR - @raspberrysmoon

NAME: elliot/alice/(rasp)berry/ella/julian

PRONOUNS: he/him + she/her + fawn/fawns + star/stars + they/them + it/its

YET ANOTHER ONE OF MY SONS!!!! I feel like getting added to this account just means you become one of my sons- silly little guy!!! they’ve got a more in depth intro too- FOLLOW THEM RIGHT NEOW 🫵😡‼️

ARKAIVIST FIVE - @christianchasity

NAME: Kacie!! :>

PRONOUNS: she/they

im literally neuerodivergent and a minor? but ayways im the rp expert because i ave 12 different accounts and i have 3 years of expeirence.... but i also have the tism and adhd and i am the grace chasity fan okay tats it love you consually an platonically!!!!

[mariatesstruther]

That's because Maria is filmed as an antagonist. In the game she isn't but in the show she's set up to be direct opposition.

In the game you show up in a gun fight, kick ass, gain her admiration and everything goes smoothly.

In the show you show up, she threatens Joel and Ellie with death, has a reputation for killing people and leaving their bodies out to rot, takes their weapons from them, mean mugs Joel, is implied to be the reason Tommy stopped talking to Joel panicking his only living relative, and directly makes implications to Ellie that Joel is a bad person out to cause her direct harm.

She's set up to look like a bad guy deliberately trying to drive a wedge between Joel and his loved ones. Tommy COULD have talked to Joel but Maria says they don't use the radio for outsiders. Tommy COULD help Joel but Maria wouldn't want him leaving etc etc.

I don't know why they filmed it that way, especially compared to the game, but she's set up to look like the bad guy compared to Joel, the one they can pin 'well I would but I can't' Tommy on.

i do think this is a fair assessment anon—besides a few things:

“threatens joel and ellie with death” - the entirety of that jackson patrol was testing joel/ellie to see if they were infected or otherwise a threat to their community. i highly doubt they wouldve just straight up deaded them for no reason 😭

“has a reputation for killing people and leaving their bodies out to rot” - tommy literally explained in the show that they only do that to people that try them aka likely caused trouble for jackson or whatever patrol group. again, they make it clear that maria and the people of jackson aren’t killing people for no reason

“takes their weapons from them” THIS IS A SAFETY THING THAT THTEY DO FOR ALL STRANGERS COMING IN AND IT IN INCREDIBLY REASONABLEEE. sorry for going all caps but like im so tired of hearing this 😭😭😭 they got all their weapons back except for one rifle like 30 mins later

“mean mugs joel” im not even gonna touch that tbh. god forbid a woman glares 😭😭😭 joel will be fine yall i promise he could take it

“is implied to be the reason tommy stopped talking to joel” you know what? fair. i do think joel line about “your wife wont let you” implied that. from what tommy responds with, we know its a jackson-wide rule, but tbh i find it hard to believe maria was just hunky-dory with tommy talking to joel. i hope this is expanded upon in s2 tho because i think joel/fandom placing the blame on maria completely is JUST as ridiculous as maria blaming joel for tommy being a raider

we’ve talked about how i think maria telling ellie to watch her back with a 60+ year old strong man that she isnt related to and is clearly closely attached to her is completely 100% justified and reasonable so im just not gonna rehash it here, but tdlr: from maria’s perspective, she has EVERY reason to warn this 12 year old girl to be careful

also just going back to the “has a reputation for killing people” thing: are we forgetting that JOEL AND TESS BOTH LITERALLY HAVE A REPUTATION FOR FUCKING PEOPLE UP AND/OR KILLING THEM?????? JOEL WAS LITERALLY A RAIDER OR WHATEVER THAT FUCK KILLING BITCHES FOR CANS OF BEANS PROBABLY

the conflicting way they characterize her is one reason im kinda annoyed/confused at the writer’s intentions for maria bc on one hand they seem to set her up as an antagonist (in her tone/stance towards joel, our main character) but also make her preggo with tommy’s baby AND prove her right in the end???? like what she says about the people we trust most betraying us COMES TRUE for ellie by the end. i hope in s2 they have a longer conversation and rutina wesley gets a chance to show a fleshed out performance of maria, whether she ends up as an antag or protagonist. im rootin for her either way tbh

[potatothatsoftens]

dunno if yall still care (@bowietheshark and @behindthepuppetshow too) but uh. my answer.

while i really want a chicken pet (i love chickens and have read the guide on how to care for them - including giving them diapers in an apartment lmao) im at school for 12 hrs a day 5 days a week, no way can i care for it properly (also incubating + heat lamping, not to mention feeding and sheltering, will be rlly expensive). so. ostritch. i wonder if it tastes different from chicken eggs?

idk what my fav song is either, but i choose solo le pido a dios (rlly good song) bc ive been listening to it a lot. its a very orange song, but not pure orange - the crude mixture of red and yellow. maybe like the soft shade of flickering flames, or the aching hue of sunset. at 2x speed it becomes an impatient yellow. [and im super glad u liked the question!!!! <3]

hmm. 'thread of ordinary', maybe? like. all my daily activites and all the simple actions and comings of my life are all like a thread, and w all these threads i can weave me i suppose. i didnt do much in the last 30 mins honestly, but i liked the time all the same.

dragon (rawr)

long term: yamaguchi. mid term: bokuto (bc after finishing season 1 i decided to drown myself in fanworks instead of watching season 2, so i spent some time not knowing bokuto existed lol). as of right now: kindaichi (having brain rot over him).

+ 1. shiho's additional question!!! and like, this is a rlly interesting question bc i want it both ways. i want days so long they never seem to end, followed by nights that seem to stretch to eternity. (imagine watching the sun break free from the horizon after so many cold, heavy, shivering hours.) i feel like people would be so much more grateful for each day and night, kind of like how changing seasons make you happy for rain or snow or autumn leaves or warmth (at least for me). but i also think everone would be a lot more tired and stressed - if u dont finish the day's quota now, it will be a while before you can do it again. also that seems tougher on the body, since meals will be spaced further apart and we'll have to do feast or famine like wolves ig. in this case i feel like only the fittest will survive, and i seriously doubt im part lf that group (plus im lazy) so ill have to choose shorten.

short days and short nights, maybe like 8 hours? this will mean people will probably not travel as much, and stick to closely knit communities - and id love that. maybe along with the hours allocated to each day, people's dreams and ambitions will lessen as well. and that's a shame, but some people (like hinata lol) will always nave that hunger. i thnk getting that many more nights (aka pauses from life) will be good in general. plus easier to focus, probably, since u dont have to do it for as long. also super minor, but i kind of like having numbers pile up, years and months and weeks and days, and that will just be a whole lot more days, a whole lot more numbers, and i like that.

i loved this question, thought a lot more abt it then i thought i would, so thank you!!! (also its a 5+1, those are legendary)

get to know you better game!!

there are just some people i really wanna get to know, so i've prepared 5 random questions!!!

you got first place in some contest! congrats! as your prize, you can choose between a fertile chicken egg (will hatch if you incubate properly) or a non-fertile ostritch egg (you can eat). which do you choose, and why?

listen to your favorite song (if you don't have one, then your most recently listened to song). what color is it? now listen at 2x speed. does the color change?

how would you describe the last 30 minutes of your life in 3 words?

finish this word with the first one that pops into your mind: dr____ (any number of letters)

aaaand last but not least... who's your favorite haikyuu character?

tagging (feel free to ignore!!): @bowietheshark, @sharkissm, @someprettyname (if this is an okay time 😭), @behindthepuppetshow

[hohohomelander]

I genuinely dont understand why yall are shipping Sirius and Remus. Especially them as teenagers. What is it? Is it the fact that Sirius was closest to James? Was it them thinking the other was the spy? Was it Remus letting Sirius rot in Azkaban for 12 years? Hot right ;) so so sexy! and there is plenty more where that came from! 

[killugonficlibrary]

Hi, are yall still receiving requests?

I got a question: Do you know a Killugon fic set in on an post-Apocalyptic world?

We are we are:) I pulled a small list together for you! Superb AU, superb taste.

There’s not nearly as many as I would like (even after venturing as far as ff.net in pursuit of more), but the ones that exist are amazing. Solivagant is a work of goddamn art. Enjoy! <3

~ gabs ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ

Killugon: Post-Apocalyptic

4 Works.

[Deleted] Solivagant by peachiinari ( M | 65,406 | 1/1 )

Killua has lost count of the years.

He doesn’t know what day it is, or the year he’s in, or how many times his birthday has passed. He stopped counting—because it was just a bitter reminder of the world that is now long gone.

Instead, he fights for every passing day to stay alive. Buildings have crumbled, plants have overturned concrete, fond memories have faded. He holds Nanika close, knowing anyone who sees her will try to kill her for what she is.

The years pass in a blur—a monotonous repetition of “fighting for your life”.

Until one Gon Freecss stumbles upon him, and offers refuge.

Until one Gon Freecss is kind, and loving, and the reason he starts counting the years again.

((or: It's the apocalypse. It's been eight years and Killua has given up on everything, until meeting Gon changes that.))

[Graphic Depictions of Violence]

Zombies, Among Other Things by DecemberCamie ( G | 18,578 | 12/12 )

Killua blinks slowly up at Gon. Then his eyes flicker to Gon’s left and widen. He gasps, “Gon, behind you-!”

Gon whirls around and comes face to face with a zombie. Its mouth gapes open in a hideous howl. Gon cries out in surprise and instinctively punches the thing in its ugly, half rotted face.

In other words: Gon follows his best friend across a zombie infested town to find said best friend's sister in his family's mansion while falling from high places, fending off zombies with some badass weapons, getting almost blown up and fighting same best friend's older, manipulative sibling all to make it back to the airport without getting infected and (eventually) reunite with his mom/cousin/aunt. Yeah. This is gonna be a piece of cake.

[Graphic Depictions of Violence | Emotional/Psychological Abuse]

[Deleted] In This Eternal Reverie by DriftingGlass ( M | 32,121 | 4/10 )

The world has ended.

The wealthy and privileged are stationed in underground Sanctuaries, helmed by a series of overseers under the control and ownership of what's left of the Zoldyck family.

Killua has always loathed his place as a survivor under his older brother's control.

He longs for something different in a world lost to radiation, dangerous monsters and internal corruption at every turn.

He never expected his life to take a swandive upon meeting Gon Freecss, a sharpshooting adrenaline junkie with a soul far darker than the amber gold of his eyes. He has secrets, and Killua wants to know them all.

And perhaps, Killua will discover that he's never learned to live (or love) quite like this.

[Graphic Depictions of Violence | Implied/Referenced Child Abuse]

[Gabs Note: this has become a deleted work, however the author gave everyone a chance to download it prior to deletion. If you missed the message/deadline, you can reach out in my DMs.]

[Discontinued] Alive by Maddylovesyou ( M | 18,000+ | 4/? )

In a world filled with dead, there’s a man filled with life. That life has become his as well.

[Graphic Depictions of Violence]

[wheelsup]

about the blog tag game

thanks for the tag @scandinavian-punk @suburban--gothic & @iconicc !!

Why did you choose your url?

well sure as fuck not for the wheels up scene.

Any side blogs?

@subspencer is my 18+ sideblog!

How long have you been on Tumblr?

recently, only since mid january. but my first tumblr account was when i was like 10, so 11/12 years.

Do you have a queue tag?

as of a week ago, i finally do. it's #b a queue.

Why did you start your blog in the first place?

because quarantine + criminal minds rotted by brain

Why did you choose your icon/pfp?

again, the brain rot

Why did you choose your header?

because i am obsessed with space~

What's your post with the most notes?

part one of my coffee fic mini series!

How many mutuals?

i think just about everyone i follow is a mutual? so as many as that!

How many followers?

nearly 1.2k 👁👁 thanks guys

How many people do you follow?

167 blogs, but that includes everyone's main and sideblogs 😭like three of those are drey alone. so idk how many people that is!

Have you ever made a shitpost?

have you heard of the tag #ri screams into void, sometimes shortened to #rsiv? and let me introduce the special, late-summer-nights edition: #ri screams into void (after hours)

How often do you use Tumblr each day?

it is simultaneously always open and yet i am never paying attention. a mindless scroll.

Did you have a fight/argument with another blog once?

hm. not like over fandom stuff

How do you feel about "you need to reblog this" posts?

depends on what it is (like if it is actually important for the present) and people shouldn't feel pressured to reblog the post <- same answer as yash! and i prefer to spread resources like that more on my other social media where i can see it making a direct impression on people i really know

Do you like tag games?

yes :) i just do them super late sometimes, and sometimes im so late that it's just weird to do them at that point.

Do you like ask games?

yes!! i dont think yall like it when i do them tho lol bc i spam the dash

Which of your mutuals do you think is Tumblr famous?

in my eyes you are all stars. also because i follow, in essence, 5 people and the same five are constantly on my dash <3 i have stockholm syndrome.

Do you have a crush on a mutual?

platonically, i am deeply in love with all of my mutuals. we are all holding hands.

tagging: @alltooreid @spencerreidat3am & @spencergubler ! sorry if y’all have already been tagged

[akitsune-lune]

Hey! I noticed you deleted the warriors-kingdoms Tumblr, so I can't actually access the big update you posted... I know you're leaving the fandom, I was just wondering if you'd be willing to post again to say why? If not, and you're not comfortable, that's fine. I was just curious

That's kind of. hilarious. LMAO. I'm so sorry yall I entirely forgot that deleting blogs makes the read-mores dead links. While it's tempting to just leave it, I'll post below what I wrote (and I won't delete akitsune-lune)

(quitting warriors + ditching wk)

They kind of explain each other, but to elaborate, when I was 12 I started writing a fanfiction some of you are familiar with, 'Tear Each Other Apart'. When I was about 15, I gave up on it because I had outgrown it to the point where it was unsalvageable.

Thus does history repeat itself.

I've enjoyed writing WK and if you've enjoyed reading it, thank you. Seriously. Y'know? Seriously. But I can't do it anymore.

I can't really continue to engage with Warriors as much as I have, because... as we all pretty much know by now, it's fucking shit. But it's shit to the point where now, as I continually loop in rewriting and character studies and watching the fandom cannibalize itself over minutiae, I'm realizing that I'm stagnating. I dropped TEOA when I started high school, and now that I'm in university, my writing is again evolving past what I had previously committed it to.

With WK specifically, I can't erase my history of complaining about a lack of attention, but I will acknowledge the dicey territory of demanding more eyes on something that is produced and consumed for free. The essential truth is that yes, if people had been more interested and engaged, my spark for it might have lasted longer (it still lasted 5 years, I don't want to downplay that), but at the same time, I wrote WK because I enjoyed writing it and people enjoyed reading.

Now, I don't enjoy writing it, and not enough people either enjoy it or want to make it visible that they enjoy it. This isn't like... a call-out, or a 'you could have done more'. This series has been dead for months now. This change is coming from me, not from the outside. Even if everyone loved it, I don't want to write it anymore. So that's that. Besides, if everyone did love it I would feel more guilty about dropping it. So I appreciate the comments and messages about it, but it's done.

I know this is probably not great news given that I said 'worst comes to worst, hiatus' but let's rip the band-aid off. It's over.

I've sunk 5 years of my life into it, and I'm grateful for what it's taught me, and you're welcome if you've liked it, but I literally do not have the time, energy, or will to carry on. As I write this, it's Tuesday, which means I woke up at 5am to go to work, got off at 12 in time to eat something and do my homework, then I had a class at 2 which ran until 5:30 (I had to eat dinner on zoom) before I went to another class (I was 10 minutes late as always because I can't physically get to class in the timeframe) and got home at 10. It's now 11pm.

This isn't a tale of "no more room for things that make me happy" because Warriors and WK do not make me happy.

I have moved out, got a job, and started university. There is not room in my life for Warriors or a 'hobby' I spend hours of effort on that increasingly feels like a chore. So! I'm calling it quits. It's been fun, and it's been not fun, but whatever it was, it's through now.

I have a half dozen stockpiled chapters, but those are going to rot in my drive because I don't have time to edit and publish them. I won't delete my fics, but I'm probably going to abandon my ao3 and fanfiction.net accounts.

See ya.

(for the last time)

~Akila

[moonenjoyer]

people (liberals) really need to change the way they talk about kink “i dont want to kinkshame anyone” men are disrespecting, choking, beating, and rape fantasying women during sex in the name of kink. stop tip toeing around it and call it what the fuck it is. theyre not even being subtle. bdsm isnt some sacred thing. kinky people arent an oppressed group. its absolute brain rot the way liberals talk about kink shaming as if its on level with racism or transphobia or something like jesus christ. youre allowed to say its bad that that man likes to hurt women to get hard or that that other person wants their partner to pretend to be a 12 year old or whatever like just because its their kink doesnt make it okay or above criticism FUCK yall are dumb

(related: being kinky isnt somehow more progressive or open minded than like. just liking sex.  equating kink to non conservative ideals is weird and dumb at the best and gets really “degenerates/deviants”esque at the worse)