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[helldreamz]

they should invent a math that doesn’t make my back hurt and make me wanna cry

[hyenacackle]

Currently trying to completely map out our system and try to reorganize things in terms of layers. I feel like the pepe sylvia scene from always sunny. I’m currently up at midnight research polyfrag systems cause of course I am. Sometimes being system manager is tiring…

[loveruns]

Dinosaur Fact!!!!

I am lonely

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[xrvmoved]

oh also, i got a job! so i’m not gonna be drawing as much t_t 

[ccaracal-blog1]

Im back!

And here’s a really long and overly emotional explanation as to why.

If you’ve followed me for a while or care about the content I post you’ve probably noticed that my blog isn’t as strong as it used to be. That’s a huge understatement, I haven’t posted anything on here in..months, and even before that the stream of pictures and articles was very inconsistent and slow. And yes, this mainly started when the aspiring-nonprofit I was in broke up (which, BCN did, in case it wasn’t obvious yet). It really left me...sad, disenchanted, and disappointed with my work.  

Big cats have never been just pretty pictures to me. I run this blog because I want people to appreciate their beauty, yes, but I also want them to see the smaller, lesser known guys. I want people to feel the presence of these animals and be aware that they are a vital part to our ecosystem, and they are irreplaceable. Above all, my main goal has been to educate people and let them know that big cats need help--most species are dying out in the wild. 

I felt like I was just a child with a dream too big back then, and I’m only 16 now...so looking back on it, that is true in a sense. But I never stopped loving cats, I just thought I wasn’t doing enough so I took the easy way out and gave up. 

My aspired career has always been a tossup between wildlife conservationist and politician--and I know, those two things can’t get further apart. I’ve loved both since the same age, I’ve had equal interest in one another--though today I realized one thing sets the two apart, tips the scale. I have fun and I am inspired when I talk about wild cats. I could talk about them for hours--and have, and it never gets boring. And it fills my heart with such hope when I realize maybe I stopped someone from buying a pet serval or petting a tiger cub. But politics just stresses me out, causes fights, can ruin friendships. 

Not that I think politics are bad, but I...really do not believe it would be the most suitable of the two for me. The capitalistic american system inherently goes against all my beliefs so I’d spend most of my time just trying to get a seat somewhere that made a difference. And most importantly, I’m sure there are tons of kids my age who aspire to be progressive activists with the same viewpoints as myself. So let those with more determination in that field do what I wished I could. 

There are species of wild cats going extinct that people don’t even KNOW about. And I want to be that one person who finally sheds light on them. I want to make the biggest difference I can, and I believe that would be for big cats. 

and disclaimer, I’m young, obviously I don’t have to choose right now. But this is my thinking process at the moment. Just getting it out there, because I missed you guys and I wanted you to know that I haven’t abandoned these felines we love so much.

[bpdrossiu-blog]

still working on moving over to this blog, so i’m making this test post so i can see what it looks like on my blog

[kouhadyne]

Watching my host cry is the most painful thing I have seen.

[helldreamz]

i love my boyfriend so much tumblr

[hyenacackle]

I just cut off the sleeves of our denim jacket to make a vest and god I so badly want to paint stuff on the back, idk what yet, maybe Hyena or something. But, unfortunately, I have course work I need to do

[loveruns]

We were on a break

Rachel don’t interact

[xrvmoved]

okay so now that i’ve gotten this url i feel a little bad if i wasn’t active, so i’m gonna be coming back to tumblr more! i’ll redo my blog today and probably get a new theme and all that jazz...just a warning since my interests have changed since i last posted, i’ve gotten massively into pink floyd and marvel (specifically bucky and steve...sorry...) so you’ll see more of that here - if you don’t like that, you can unfollow, don’t worry! thank you so much for bearing with me guys 

[ccaracal-blog1]

As far as the organization of this blog goes--like, how many pictures will be posted a day, how many articles, big cats for days of the week etc--just give me a little bit of time to figure that out. My health is kind of slowly improving from where it was right now and while that happens I’d like to do my own research again so I’m not as rusty, then I’ll try my hardest to get this place up and running again! Thank you all for staying with me as long as you have, I appreciate each and every single one of you <3 

[helldreamz]

i love my boyfriend so much guys he’s the best ever actually tbh

[hyenacackle]

So I’m fronting for the first time since coming out of dormancy. A lot has changed, we’re in college now, weird

[loveruns]

I miss my stupid monkey

[xrvmoved]

With the buddy holly everyday joke and "please don't ever nya" I have hopeful sights for the future of buddy memes on this website