#roman sionis x trans male reader

[littleoddwriter]

hellooo hi, it's me again because I loved the zsaszmask and trans guy hcs so much!! could I maybe get some hcs for all three of them being trans guys?? I just really love trans victor because as established he doesn't give a shit

and Roman struggled with it at first but like now he too is comfortable with himself

and so like just some day to day domestic stuff with three trans guys? idk dude like Packers, or showering together or scars 👀 or just cuddling

this is probably a really shitty request and please please ignore it if you can't come up with anything because my wording is shite™ but uuuh, yee 👉👈💜 I'm sorry I'm really tired just hnnnnn trans zsaszmask 😭

Roman Sionis x Trans!Male!Reader x Victor Zsasz (Poly) | Headcanons

Hi, hello, my angel!!! Gosh, of course! I'm loving this, thank you SO much for this lovely request. :') And no need to apologise, I understood you just fine! I hope you enjoy these. <3 <3 <3

notes; Trans!Male!Reader; Trans!Roman Sionis; Trans!Victor Zsasz; Mentions of Gender Dysphoria and Euphoria; Top Surgery Scars; Domestic Life/Slice of Life; Cuddling.

Reblogs would be appreciated, thank you!

At first you didn't even know that you three had had that in common, but you explained yourself after some time, just to make sure they'd be cool with it, and so they looked at you incredulously and Roman said, "'Kay? So are we," and that was that, then.

Ever since, many days have passed and you've gotten more comfortable with yourself all thanks to them. Their attitudes toward their own situation really put everything into perspective for you.

What helps the most to lessen your gender dysphoria, though, is also the fact that they understand your struggles, and so they take you seriously and even help you out with whatever you're most distressed about.

Zsasz has never minded the fact that his body was different or what people thought. He's a man and he knows that, which is the most important thing - everybody else doesn't matter. That's something he teaches you as well, considering that you care more about passing just right and getting dysphoric when you think you're not doing well enough.

Roman on the other hand tells you about his own struggles with it and what helped him, like his flashy, custom tailored suits, which are perfectly fitted to accentuate the masculinity of his body. (Humiliating/hurting/killing whoever disrespects him or Victor or you also fuels his gender euphoria.)

Every single day, the three of you always check over each other's appearances, complimenting one another and tweaking some things, if necessary, to make sure each of you feels as euphoric as possible when going out; even if it's a very dysphoric day.

At home, at night, you and Zsasz usually run around the loft without a shirt on, while Roman is at least wearing a robe, and you admire each other's surgery scars pretty much every night as well. It's something so unique for all of you, something no one could take away from you, and something that shows the long, hard way you've gone.

You especially love it when both Roman and Victor are running their fingers over the scar tissue with open appreciation in their eyes, while the three of you are cuddling in bed with you lying in the middle. At those times, you always feel at peace the most.

[littleoddwriter]

Touch | Roman Sionis x TransMale!Reader

"hewwo can i request Roman with a ftm reader who is really affectionate physically , roman has to act like he doesn't care about it around other people but he secretly loves it and enjoys it when they are alone and specially in the bedroom" - anon A/N: I really hope this is to your liking ‘cause it ended up really fluffy and stuff, idk, I got lost in this.

summary; You’re a very physically affctionate person, which Roman needed some getting used to first. Yet, he loves your little touches. He also loves touching you.

notes; TRANSMale!Reader, who is post-Top Surgery; slight mention of Gender Dysphoria; Roman’s usual pet names for Reader in my fics (so slight Daddy Kink, but no actual mention of that particular word); Touching; Loving Touches; Lying in bed after sex; Scars/Top Surgery Scars; Fluff.

You have always been a physically affectionate person and some people loved it, some people tolerated it, and some people hated it. Though, of course, you tried to leave those alone that hated it; but when they were your boyfriend, best friend or someone as similarly close to you, it just wasn't easy for you to keep your hands to yourself. You liked to squeeze someone's arm, rub your hand over their arms or thighs, poke them, hug them and just keep close to them. It was how you showed affection best and it made you feel calm, good.

Roman didn't like to be touched, especially not in public, nor did he like it when he was touched unprompted. He needed to initiate the touch or else he would break the fingers of whoever dared to lay their hand upon him. Zsasz, thus far, has been the only person, who was allowed to touch him on his own accord. With you, one more person was added to those who were granted the privilege of touching him like that. Although he had to reprimand you several times in the beginning, as you went a little overboard with it in public sometimes. As time went by, he got used to your touches. He even started missing them, when they weren't there, when you were in public and he could see you physically restraining yourself not to lay a hand on him. In all honesty, he enjoyed it when your hands were on him, gently rubbing, squeezing or even just laying there, unmoving. It was always such a soft, gentle pressure and warmth that made him feel content. Naturally, he couldn't show that in front of other people, so when you ended up having a hand on his thigh or arm in public settings, he acted like he didn't even notice it. He acted as if his heart didn't skip a beat and as if there wasn't a pleasant - yet, to him, still unfamiliar - heat unfurling in his stomach. He acted as if that simple touch didn't send electricity through his body, starting from the spot your hand laid on. When you were in the privacy of his loft, he would let himself enjoy your touches openly, reciprocating them even. One thing he especially loved, which was something so special with you only, was the set of long, twin scars under your pectorals. The scars that have mostly faded by now due to constant attention and treatment for them. They were also covered in a light dusting of chest hair, that he loved to run his hands through. Yet, he was the most fascinated by those twin scars, running his fingers over them, following the thickened scar tissue from one side to the other. To him, it couldn't be more beautiful. To him, it couldn't make you more perfect. His parents had always preached how important it was to have his outer appearance to be absolutely flawless because apparently that was the thing they needed to be concerned about the most. They pushed this ideal onto him and put him in a box he was still trying to get out of sometimes. So, seeing your scars was somewhat comforting to him. Just like with Zsasz, your scars had a purpose, a story; and they were magnificent to him. Just like in this moment, after you have had sex and taken a shower together afterwards, because God forbid, if Roman Sionis stayed sweaty and filthy from sex in bed any longer than was necessary. He was lying on his stomach, one arm propped up, so he could hold his head up with his hand. The other hand was busy stroking over your scars, as you lied on your back. Your head was tilted so you could look at him, a fond smile on your lips. One of your hands was at the back of his neck, gently rubbing circles in it. He smiled softly, feeling content. He could stay like this forever. "You really like them, huh?" You asked after a while, chuckling softly. He hummed, "I do. They are beautiful, my little prince." You averted your eyes, a bashful look and smile on your face. "Really? I often look at them and wish they weren't there at all, y'know? Anyone who sees them knows..." "Hush, that's not true. They aren't as prominent anymore as you think. Not only that, but it's also not anyone's fucking business. Then you have scars there. Now, what? Does it make you less of a man? No, it doesn't." "It doesn't," you whispered in time with him. Running his hand through your chest hair, gently, lovingly, he shifted to lean into you, so your faces were barely an inch apart anymore. "What other people might think or say about you doesn't matter. I know, I know, it's not like you can just turn that part of your brain off. I get it. You know I do. But you know I'm right. You know they don't fucking matter. They are fake fucking fucks." You both grinned at that, it was one of your favourite things of him to say. You sighed then, "I know, Roman. Thank you. I never really expected, well, any of this, to be honest." "What exactly?" He asked, genuinely curious about what you meant. You bit your lip, averting your eyes once more. "Just... having found someone who likes me for who I am. Having them reassure me and shut down my negative thoughts. Having them stand up for me when someone upsets me. Being able to sit here with them, in a quiet, honest and beautiful moment. To name a few things." By the end you looked at him again, though it took you some effort, due to your anxiety running wild with what you've just said. "Aw, baby, I'm actually fucking glad I can be all that for you. I've never been interested in relationships or other people for that matter. Sure, a quick fuck here and there is always nice and especially easy to get, but I despised everything deeper. For a long time, I felt incapable of it. Yet, here we fucking are, having a sentimental moment. Almost fucking unbelievable." He smirked, pinching your nipple teasingly when he was finished. Out of reflex you slapped his hand away from your nipple and chuckled. You quickly sobered up, though. "I mean it, Roman. When I say that I love you. I don't think I've ever felt this strongly for anyone else," you said sternly, intertwining your fingers with his on top of your chest. "I know, baby." He couldn't make himself say it. It always got stuck in his throat. No thanks to his parents, of course. You smiled at him, gently, and so full of love for him. He could practically see it in your eyes, just as it was written all over your face. Roman lifted your intertwined hands up and to his lips, pressing a sweet kiss on your knuckles. With a sigh, he closed his eyes. "You know I feel the same, right?" He asked reluctantly, quietly. "I do. And like I've said before; you don't have to say it back. Your actions speak far louder than words ever could." Grinning, he leaned in to close the little distance that has kept your lips from touching thus far, and pressed a kiss to your lips, which you reciprocated enthusiastically. Perhaps for the first time in his life, Roman felt completely content and at peace.  

[littleoddwriter]

hello kind sir, could I maybe possibly please get some zsaszmask x reader hcs where reader is trans (guy 👀) and his boyfriends just absolutely dote on him when he's dysphoric? but like they're pretty bad at it because lbr they're both not the type to do so? they just don't like seeing him like that so they're trying but yknow

I hope this makes sense lmao, I'm so sorry if it doesn't 😂

Roman Sionis x Trans!Male!Reader x Victor Zsasz (Poly) | Headcanons

Hello there, my precious King! Kfdsjflsdjs, yes!!! Gosh, thank you so much for the request, I hope you like these headcanons. :') <3 And you always make perfect sense to me, don't you worry! So, no need to apologise. <3

notes; Trans!Male!Reader; Gender Dysphoria; Comfort; Poly-Amorous Relationship; ZsaszMask trying their best.

Reblogs > Likes. Thank you!

Even after several months, you still feel like you being trans is a problem between you three; although they keep reminding you that it isn't (and it's true - Roman had to get over himself for the first couple of months, but now he doesn't mind at all; and Victor never cared in the first place).

But when you see them shirtless, you feel so inadequate, so different and alienated from them. If you're a real man, too, then why do you feel so envious of how masculine - how much better - they look? No matter what you do, you can always tell that your body hasn't always looked the way it does now, and that always strips you off all the gender euphoria you might feel when you're fully dressed and having a better day.

It makes you feel so bad to be jealous of them and to be angry that they have the body that you wished you had been born with; but instead you had to work so hard and pay so much money to get it where it is now and it still doesn't seem like enough.

And whenever you feel like this, you withdraw from them, brooding over the unfairness of it all, as you get increasingly sadder and angrier. Every time that happens, Victor is the first to actually notice it, thanks to being used to Roman's fluctuating moods; and so he draws Roman's attention to your situation.

They never quite know what to really do to help you out effectively, but they're really trying and you always appreciate it. For example, they will come up to you and sit down beside you, one on either side, and if you're comfortable with it, they'll put their arms around you and cuddle you for a little while.

Sometimes that does the trick already, because knowing that they don't mind touching you and actually make an effort to try and make you feel better means so much to you and clears up some of the dark clouds.

Other times, they're forced to improvise and talk you through it. They remind you of the fact that you are a real man to them, and they have never seen you any differently and they never will - your gender dysphoria is lying to you, since they can't actually detect any former femininity in your body whatsoever.

One time that they have to reassure you like this, Roman admits to you that he had to work on himself to not have a problem with it and he still doesn't really understand how being transgender works; but that doesn't mean that he sees you as any less of a man. He truly doesn't and he firmly tells you that, before kissing your lips and forehead.

Victor is less vocal, but he always agrees with what Roman is saying and adds his own thoughts to it; and he never fails to bluntly tell you that bodies are useless vessels that he, too, wishes no one actually had to have, since they're so restricting, so he can understand you to some extent (it weirds Roman out a bit when you two talk about bodies like this, but he doesn't genuinely mind it).

By the end of it, you're usually sporting a small smile as you let them kiss you breathless in turns.

[littleoddwriter]

Roman Sionis/Black Mask Masterlist

Comfort 

Mine

Reassurance (TRANSMale!Reader)

Welcome Home 

Asking for Help

Good Boy (x Victor Zsasz x Reader) | Smut

Tired

Nuisance

F#ck You, Don’t Leave Me  

Patience

Touch (TRANSMale!Reader)

Annoying

Hurt (ComicBook!Roman - Red Hood and the Outlaws)

Wounded

Cocky

Bored | Smut

Naughty | Smut

Don’t You Die on Me

Attention (x Victor Zsasz x Reader)

Shower Sex | Smut

Trust

You’re Alright

Desperate | Smut

While You’re Asleep | Smut

You’re Alright (Part 2)

Take My Breath Away | Smut

Scared of Losing You

You’re Alright (Part 3)

Lucky (x Victor Zsasz x Reader) | Smut

Hope

I’ve Got You

Match (x Victor Zsasz x Reader)

Soothing

Replaceable

Life’s Good

Heavy Heart

Fight or Flight

Hope (Part 2)

Something New | N/SFW 

Napping with Male!Reader (Headcanons)

x Victor Zsasz x Male!Reader w/ Atopic Dermatitis Flare-Up (Headcanons; Poly)

x Victor Zsasz x Trans!Male!Reader (Headcanons; Poly)

Non-Sexual Daddy Kink Headcanons (Male!Reader)

x Victor Zsasz x Male!Reader, who is injured (Headcanons; Poly)

x Victor Zsasz x Trans!Male!Reader (Headcanons; Poly)

Coping (Male!Reader)

[littleoddwriter]

RonaldRX Fic Masterlist (Characters by A-Z; Fics by Date)

9-1-1 & 9-1-1: Lone Star:

Feeling at Home (TK Strand x Male!Reader)

Anakin Skywalker:

Shut Up (Male!Reader) | Smut

Asa Emory/The Collector:

No One Can Hurt You When You’re With Me (GN!Reader)

Soulmates (GN!Reader)

Billy Butcher:

Real Man (TRANSMale!Reader)

Blackheart (Ghost Rider ‘07):

Entranced (GN!Reader)

First Time | N/SFW Headcanons (GN!Reader)

Chop Top Sawyer:

DIY Clothing Headcanons (GN!Reader)

Curt Wild:

Morning (GN!Reader)

Late Night Conversation (GN!Reader)

Restrained (GN!Reader) | Smut

Dan Torrance:

Help (GN!Reader)

Panic (GN!Reader) 

Spoiling You (GN!Reader)

Deserving Better (GN!Reader)

Damaged (GN!Reader)

Finally (GN!Reader)

Cosy (Male!Reader)

Focus (Male!Reader)

Jealous (Male!Reader)

Christmas Decoration (GN!Reader)

Making Love (Male!Reader) | Smut

Jesse Cromeans/Chromeskull:

Mistake (GN!Reader)

Too Far (GN!Reader)

Leo Campo:

Stupido (Male!Reader)

Mark Renton:

It’s Okay To Not Be Okay (GN!Reader)

Maxwell Lord:

Don't You Wish For More? (Male!Reader)

Happy New Year (GN!Reader)

Out of Mind (DomTopMale!Reader) | Smut

Upset (GN!Reader)

In Love (Male!Reader)

McKirk:

Darlin', I've Got Your Back

Nubbins Sawyer:

Dating Headcanons (GN!Reader)

Oberyn Martell:

Perfect (GenderNeutral!Reader)

Belonging (Male!Reader)

Obi-Wan Kenobi:

Too Much (Male!Reader)

Breathe (GN!Reader)

Rafael Barba:

Coming Out (TransMasc!Reader)

Only Your Happiness Matters (TransMale!ChildReader)

Headcanons w/ TransMale!Reader | Smut

Partners (Male!Reader)

Should Have Said Something (Male!Reader)

Roman Sionis (Male!Reader only):

Comfort 

Mine

Reassurance (TRANSMale!Reader)

Welcome Home

 Asking for Help

Good Boy (x Victor Zsasz x Reader) | Smut

Tired

Nuisance

F#ck You, Don’t Leave Me

Patience

Touch (TRANSMale!Reader)

Annoying

Hurt (ComicBook!Roman - Red Hood and the Outlaws)

Wounded

Cocky

Bored | Smut

Naughty | Smut

Don’t You Die on Me

Attention (x Victor Zsasz x Reader)

Shower Sex | Smut

Trust

You're Alright

Desperate | Smut

While You're Asleep | Smut

You're Alright (Part 2)

Take My Breath Away | Smut

Scared of Losing You

You're Alright (Part 3)

Lucky (x Victor Zsasz x Reader) | Smut

Hope

I’ve Got You

Match (x Victor Zsasz x Reader)

Soothing

Replaceable

Life's Good

Heavy Heart

Fight or Flight

SickRent:

Pretty | Smut

Slashers Headcanons:

Kisses with GN!Reader x Sawyer Brothers

GN!GrimReaper!Reader

Kisses with GN!Reader

GN!Reader, who has Dermatitis/Eczema

GN!Reader, who likes tight-fitting, short clothes (Poly!Asa and Jesse)

GN!Reader, who has BPD

GN!Reader, who sings (Bubba and Vincent only)

Autistic!GN!Reader

Trans!Male!Reader

Male!Reader, who is a librarian (Asa and Bo only)

GN!Reader, who has a lot of piercings and tattoos

GN!Reader, who owns a Pet Bunny (Sinclair Brothers only)

GN!Reader, who is a Cheshire Cat

GN!Reader, who goes back to School (Sawyer Brothers only)

GN!Reader, who knits

ZsaszMask:

Afraid

Is this what Jealousy is like?

Gotta Try Harder

Embarrassment | Smut

A Day in the Life... (TransMasc!Zsasz, who uses Neopronouns)

Match Made in Heaven

Not Alone

Sick

Bad Puppy | Smut

A Shit Situation Overall

Listen

Dumbass

Maid | Smut

More ZsaszMask fics from me are on Ao3 if anyone should be interested.

Ruining You | Smut

Intimate

Pride | Kid Fic

Mx. Sinister

Why Me?

Unsolved

Stupid | Smut

Sacrifices | Kid Fic

Respect

Short-Comings

Common Ground

Agony (TW Periods)

Remember Me

Dysphoria

I'll Guide You

Frozen

Intoxicating | N/SFW

Money

Perfection

Don’t You Trust Me? | Kid Fic

Interrupted

Perfect Just The Way You Are | N/SFW

You’re Just Like Me

You’re Just Like Me (Part 2)

Stay | N/SFW

Better Than Being Dead

Alive and Safe | Kid Fic