#robert spearing my cinnamon bun baby boy you deserve the entire world and then some

[byebuck]

The 'deserves to be' is a really crucial point that you just touched on, in that he feels a lot of shame. And the shame leads to self-flagellation and self-flagellation leads to the kind of relationship that he has with Nicole, where he thinks that's actually what he deserves. So he allows himself to be submitted to that kind of relationship. And the way that he speaks truth to power with Nicole in that car, it feels almost performative coming out of his mouth, like, this is the sort of thing I should be telling someone that behaves like this. But in reality, there is a dark part of me that both gets off on it, but also kind of thrives on it.

And that's the bit that he doesn' t want to admit to himself. If we get season three, I think we're really looking forward to exploring that.

i’m gonna be SICK. i really really need to know what happened with rob’s mom in s3 (and if not, s4) because my poor sweet boy is being squeezed out by these fucks and abused by big client predators and he thinks he deserves to be treated this way :( i think it’s so jarring to watch some scenes where he just takes it - his game with yasmin, harper’s masturbation scene. he doesn’t fight back because he believes this should happen to him, and i think this is rooted in the neglect of his father, yes, but also this grey area with his mom passing. pls writers… give me more

AND AND the subject about male sa, especially when a big client like nicole is doing it! and rob still letting this happen to HIM but finding it unsuitable for others. i’m not well, in fact i’m dizzy. i want to Hug him