#ringostarrfanfic

[mochisis]

Emotions of the Mind: Ringo Starr x Reader

 Summary: You’re having a very tough moment so your boyfriend, Ringo, comforts you and decides to spend the night with you, since he is very worried for you. Especially when you have a nightmare in the middle of the night. 

Warnings: Angst, bullying, fluff, and nightmares

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This past week has been very hard for you since the death of your dog from the age of six. Macy had been the best animal in your life but now she’s gone. She’s moved on to the final stage of life: death. It’s a very hard thing to go through since she’s been in your life ever since she was a puppy, ‘till she was fourteen. You really did love her. 

  You sat there back against your bedroom wall, hands on your face. Your heavy breaths make you gain more anxiety. What if another family animal dies? What if it’s a friend, or even worse, a relative. You remind yourself to just take some deep breaths, but it was no use. You just sob harder and negativity just travels into your head. 

  ‘Why Macy’, you thought to yourself. ‘Why Macy? WHY MACY? WHY DID SHE HAVE TO BE TAKEN AWAY FROM ME?���  Your crying was becoming more and more viscous from just thinking about it. Like, for god sake, why is this causing so much pain inside your body. Every part  of your body was aching in fear. What was happening to you? Why was this getting to you so much?

  Suddenly, you feel two arms wrapped around your hips. It was your boyfriend Ringo. He had heard your loud sobs in your room after your mom had let him in. He hated what he saw. It just broke his heart to see you so broken into pieces. It makes his heart drop to his stomach. “Oh Y/N, it’s okay. You don’t have to worry anymore, because I’m here,” Ringo’s soft voice whispered in your ear, trying to soothe you. You sob into his suit that he was wearing after he had a gig with Rory Storm and the Hurricanes. He rubbed the small of your back and that seemed to calm you down a bit, but tears were still leaking out of your eyes. He gently grabbed your chin so he could get a better look of how you damaged yourself. 

  “Love, what happened that had gotten you like this?” he asked in a tone full of sadness. You finally respond with a ten second hesitation. 

  “It’s Macy,” you said with a shaky voice. 

  “What about her, Love?” he confusly asked. 

  “Sh..She’s...SHE’S DEAD!” you finally shouted out. Ringo looked at you with a sad look on his face. “Your dog, Macy?”

  “YES, MACY! THE DOG I HAD HAVE EVER SINCE CHILDHOOD! SHE’S GONE!” 

  “Oh no. Y/N I’m so sorry to hear that. She was such a great dog and I know that time flows by so fast, but don’t worry, because she’s in a better place now.” 

   You smiled a little with tears still running down your face. Ringo pets your soft hair and pulls you into his beating chest. He then gets up and makes your bed a little pulling the blanket a little. He lays down on your comfy bed and pats the large spot next to him. 

  “I can’t wait here forever, Baby Girl. Come and join me and we can have a snuggle,” he says, calling you by your pet name. You decide to just get in bed with your lovable boyfriend, who your mother trusts. You get under the blankets and Ringo starts holding you tight and doesn’t let you go. You trust him with all of your heart to not do anything sketchy. 

  You two remained like this for a while until he breaks the silence by making a request. 

“Umm...Y/N?” he asks. 

 “Hmh,” you hummed answering. 

 “You don’t mind if I spend the night do you?” 

You take a moment to think and slightly nod your head. “But I should ask my mum first,” you suggest. “But then what about your stuff? 

 “Ah no worries, Love. I’ll just run back to my place: It’s only a mile away.” 

You nod at his response. “Do you want to go now?” 

  “I guess so. That way we have more time to cuddle, yeah?”

 “Okay.” 

Before he gets up, he kisses the top of your head. You felt so lucky to have such a guy like him and before he exits the room, he blows you a kiss. “I’ll be right back, Love. Don’t let anyone or anything bother you too much, okay?” 

  “Yes babe,” you muttered. 

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   You walk back home from school. The sun was hiding in the clouds which makes it a cloudy day like usual in Liverpool. Your neighborhood was quiet as usual. You after school walk back home was fine, until you hear someone calling your name. 

 “Oi, Y/L/N!” You turn around and to see that it was your school bully, Britany was walking towards you with an evil look on her face. You wait for her to make her way to the spot you were standing. You assumed that you must have done something that she deserved that got her so angry. She finally reaches to where you’re standing and starts to blurt out, “I heard yah snitched on me for looking at you while you were in the restroom! Yah know that is a complete lie and I had never done anything wrong to you in my life!”  

    You thought of what she had just said.  Oh no she did not just say that. No she just not just made up a lie like that. She had been bullying you throughout your whole life, and now she thinks that she can just make stuff up like it never happened?! You just stand there, ice cold without an idea of what to attempt next. Staring at the ground won’t do anything, because you see her raise your hand and when you look up, she quickly whips her hand against your face. You were so surprised when she had just slapped you; it stung so bad. You never thought you would do it, but the only defense you can come up with is pushing Britany to the ground. 

  Why was she so surprised though? She has just slapped you, so why is she speechless when you had pushed her to the ground? You notice that she quickly gets back up, that’s where you two start a fight in your neighborhood. She starts attacking you by fist punches to your shoulder. You felt weak. You felt like you needed backup. You needed your boyfriend, Ringo, to join in and help you get out of this chaotic mess. 

 Ringo? Where are you? Please help me. I’m scared. I feel weak. I can’t stand up for myself. RINGO WHERE ARE YOU?  I need you-

   You then remember that he had a gig after school. He couldn’t be there. He was somewhere else performing a gig. So he could hear you. He couldn’t come to your side and save you from this girl who was beating you up. 

  Ringo! Where are you? Ringo. Ringo! RINGO, I CAN’T DO THIS ALONE! SHE’S GOING TO KILL ME!!!

RINGO!!!

Y/N!

It took a few shakes and calls from Ringo to wake you up, but your pool of tears were forbidding you from waking up. 

   “Y/N, please wake up. You’re suffering,” your boyfriend says, shaking you awake. You have finally awakened from that traumatic experience that you had had in your sleep. Still sobbing, you look at your boyfriend, and he looks very worried for you. 

  “Dear, are you okay?” he asks you with heavy sadness. You look down, your breathing was very shaky from tears. He felt so awful for you that he brought you in his arms. 

  “I’m...s-so sorry,” you sobbed. 

  “Hey, hey, you’re okay. It was just a nightmare, but it’s over now, Darling.” Ringo cooed.  You cry into his night clothes as he rubs you back, gently to soothe you. You start to settle down which makes him smile a bit. 

  “I promise that I won’t let anything happen to you, Angle: deeply.” 

You believed him. You went back to sleep and nothing bad had ever happened to you in your sleep throughout the rest of the night.