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#had a chat with my parents about how SICK i am of the way tour government is handling covid#my dad's opinion is that it is what it is cant do anything about it so why even worry#ridhdkdbfh#i told him if i thought the same way i would have jumped out the window#i know i personally can't change anything but i have to hope that someone out there could#i cant say how tired i am of this nightmare i really cant#i lost EVERYTHING i have worked for and i can't build it up till this shit is over#but sure why shouldn't people go to fucking dubai in the middle of a pandemic#why shouldn't kids go to school and spread covid to their families#fuck every single person who doesn't give a shit who doesn't wear a mask#thankfully both my parents got the vaccine and i might be getting it soon too#I'm so tired#i don't think my family gets how hard this is for me like they think i like not seeing anyone not leaving the house not fucking breathing#I'm wasting away and it doesn't seem like things are gonna change anytime soon#feels like this might be it forever tbh#i know in a lot of ways I'm fortunate too since i have my parents and everyone is thankfully fine#im sorry if any of you are suffering and having to read my dumbass rants#i am thankful but I'm also so exhausted and drained and sad and lonely and angry#so angry#any New Zealanders looking for a sad gf? Australians maybe? idk#idk how much more of this i can take#this entire year made me rethink any other problems i ever had i miss those problems i miss worrying about not having friends#or whether my ex texted me or not#which btw happened and you know what i did absolutely nothing who the fuck cares#everything looks so small next to the year i had#at least other times i stayed at home cause i was depressed and not because of a pandemic#anyway I'm sad I'm sorry i hope the 2 people who read these are ok and surviving#imma go get high and cry about it#personal
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