#richgoranskikin

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a local theatre company is doing be more chill and while i cant hit my own notes, i can hit michael's (and jeremy's but im not tall lol) so ive been listening to both the on and off broadway soundtracks to catch up on the lyrics jic i get a part. bad idea cause voices in my head just made me emotional.

to anyone reading this, i miss you loads. especially you michael, hope i have your permission to maybe wear your skin for a while lol

- rich goranski

[sweetarsonbaby]

common themes in my rich shifts:

fire puns

Time To Cry

very anti mountain dew (political stance and lifestyle choice)

the same emotion you feel when you watch all star by smash mouth (fear? power?)

feel free to add the fuck on ✌️✌️

[twoplayergame]

hey i noticed that there wasn’t really a chat for bmckin?? lets fix that and party 

how to join:

you gotta be someone from be more chill. book, play, musical, au; kin, fictive; whatever— it’s all good.

don’t be a dick. respect people, respect the rules, don’t start drama or discourse. the usual, y’know.

i’m hopin’ to be double- and everyone-friendly since i haven’t really seen a chat/net around, so keep that in mind!

fill this out, yo. i’ll get back to you soon as i can.  ✌️

and that’s all! more rules are listed in the server, and the members page is another page on my blog! (☞ 🕶️)☞

[foxurlz]

new to url tr*ding but i have things i want to get out from under my ownership

these are only my kin urls. i have more urls that arent, ill put those in another post. feel free to make any offers. you can message either here or @btstu, @btstu will get you a faster response.

BE MORE CHILL

richgoranskikin

richgoranski-kin

HIVESWAP

tetrarchdammekkin

BATIM

aliceangelkin

aliceangel-kin

ATLA

azulakin

CREEPYPASTA

smiledogkin

lostsilverkin

FINAL SPACE

lilcatokin

littlecatokin

garygoodspeedkin

avocatokin

quinnairgonkin

lil-cato-kin

lil-catokin

little-catokin

little-cato-kin

gary-goodspeed-kin

avocato-kin

quinnargon-kin

quinn-airgon-kin

TROLLHUNTERS

barbaralakekin

clairenunezkin

tobiasdomzalskikin

trollhunterskin

nomurakin

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richie tozier kinnies *handshake emoji* rich goranski kinnies: 'rich' in name, being the biggest fucking bicons to grace this earth

[kin-dice-recs]

A dice set for rich from bmc?

The Red Glacier Dice Set from Easy Roller Dice Company remind me of the red streak in your hair. I know that’s not exactly canon for the musical, but I thought they were nice!

I also think these Purple Borealis Dice from Chessex are perfect bi pride dice.

-Mod Red

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same rich from a few months ago who auditioned for a local adaptation of be more chill.

i didnt get into it but a close friend was cast as the squip so i went to see it of course. it was good, and she was amazing! but god does it make me feel so many things to sit through that show.

also bonus points to the actors who played myself and michael, because at the end michael carried "me" off from the hospital in his arms. i dont give a shit that it was just for laughs, that was insanely sappy and personal to me lmao. and i feel like i say it every time i send a confession but i love you man, i miss you tons.

- rich goranski

Anonymous asked:

rich from before again, please add this onto my last ask mpc. ty in advance! my friend asked me my opinion on the cast and how they played their characters so i gave a longwinded rundown on my thoughts and gripes. in this i mentioned how i was happy that michael carried off rich and she was like "that was actually a mistake, rich was supposed to be taken off in a wheelchair but it never got set."

so basically im just one lucky bastard is what im hearing, because that was the only night that was going to happen and i got to see it.

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i havent been in this shift in years but i wanna dance with somebody is playing at work right now and fuck its making my heart hurt. i miss you so bad michael. hope youre doing alright

- rich goranski

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for fathers day: in most of my timelines i cant recall anything about my immediate family, so often im left without anything to say on that matter. but id like to take the time for once to talk about the very few fathers that i can remember.

biiclop2: ii dont know iif youd want me two lump you iin on father2 day, 2iince father doe2nt quiite apply two you, but ii really appreciiate all that you diid for me. iim 2o 2orry that ii wa2 2o ungrateful back when we were twogether and ii really wii2h ii could communiicate that iin a more meaniingful way.

nix: god knows you dont wanna be lumped in today either, but fuck you im doing it anyways. i know you knew i didnt have my biological father in my life, but i cant stress enough how important it was that you kind of took over in that department. you werent a good role model or anything, but i wasnt a good "kid" so i dont care about that. all i care about is that despite how pissed and grumbly and brick-wall you were most of the time, you were still kind (in your own stupid way) when i needed you to be since i would never have in a million years asked anyone for that kindness myself. you did so much for me (and your sister, silas, taren, and miscel. hell, even corbyn too) that i could never repay and i just. want to say that i love you. i dont think either of us ever once said that, but i do. thank you.

geppetto: thanks, for making me. i admittedly dont know much about you; dont know if you let me go willingly or not when the guards came for the fairytale creatures. but regardless, thanks

mr. goranski: genuinely fucking choke and go to hell. i wish we didnt share a last name.

so. thats my piece. - sollux, kalem (tag as oc), pinocchio (shrek the musical), and rich goranski

"biclops: i dont know if you'd want me two lump you in on fathers day, since father doesn't quite apply two you, but i really appreciate all that you did for me. im so sorry that i was so ungrateful back when we were together and i really wish i could communicate that in a more meaningful way."

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i havent had a shift or felt super close to my rich timeline in god knows how long, but i just realized that i dont think ive ever seen anyone look for me. ive never felt so lonely for a timeline i rarely think about before, and it hurts a surprising amount. i dont really understand?

that being said, michael, if youre reading? i love you. im sorry i never went looking while my connection was stronger. even if im not opposed to looking now, its just so much harder to remember much. i feel like you deserve more enthusiasm and non-guesswork from me - rich goranski

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back in this shift i haven't been in since 2017... anyways time to remember how i canonically started the fire as a suicide attempt, it was a totally serious thing and a desperate attempt to free myself from my SQUIP, and the fandom turned around and made me into an arsonist uwu baby obsessed with fire and chaos uwu. what the fuck guys -rich goranski (be more chill)

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half the fun of being a bmc kinnie is referring to ur mental illnesses as SQUIPs. like oh, i have violent intrusive thoughts? i have unstable emotional states? i'm incredibly anxious and obsessive and intense? don't worry, man, that's just my SQUIP, let's go drink cherry pepsi out of red cups and pretend it's beer like in the movies. (this is a joke, to be clear, i have a counsellor n shit, it's just funny and helpful to make fun of myself sometimes. coping.) -rich goranski

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Finding out I kin rich goranski? Wack. Finding out in 2021? WACK. Finding out I was apparently nonbinary in my tl???? Im????? HELLO??? Like even figuring it out back then was fucking wild. I’m reliving like. Several years of What The Fuck in a week

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[TW] it rlly comforts me when ppl draw me with my burn scars - partially bc That's How I Looked, but also bc irl I have self harm scars tht look like burn scars, according to doctors. they aren't, and they're a lot smaller and less visible, and they're pretty faded so nobody really notices them unless they're looking close, but still. it's nice to feel like ppl aren't overlooking part of me just bc it's uncomfortable to think abt. ~rich goranski

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Kinning Rich Goranski in the year 2020? More likely than you think

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I just remembered how I was feeling the night of the Halloween party, and I am so so sorry to everyone who was there when the fire happened - Rich Goranski