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ooohh that ask game has some interesting questions hmm how abt 16, 18, and 23?
i am realizing just how much this ask game is making me bare my soul goshhh (/not srs), thanks for sending me an ask, bibi!
16. What makes you immediately close a fic that otherwise seemed good?
hm...well, most of the time i try to stick it out even if i'm not enjoying the fic from the first few sentences. like, maybe it's just me but a lot of the first words of a fic tends to be the (for lack of a better word) "the gunk" that precedes the actual story? like some stories just have slow starts, but they do get gud.
but to answer the q, i guess stuff that makes me roll my eyes at a fic, in the context of x readers would probably have to be:
disclaimer: most of the time, i don't mind reading these. but there are just moments where they bother me as i'm reading
reader getting carried bridal style (i dont like it, i hate it. id rather be carried like a sack of potatoes. or id rather be carried like a goat by its shepherd. but i do like seeing characters getting princess-carried) just carry me like this instead đ¤§đ¤§đ
royalty AU++CEO/office/corporate-setting AU (like secret princess of a kingdom or being a secretary, for example) i'm not a big fan of those kinds of settings. like ok sure a chara can look good in business formal or in some fine furs, but once the eye candy wears off thats when i exit the fic oops.
fics centered around marriage: i don't really enjoy reading proposals. also thinking of how the rings, the dresses, and the flowers look is hard bcs of my (partial?) aphantasia, but weddings Are Pretty Fun as a background setting. overall, i think what bothers me most is that the chara loses a bit of their personality after they get wed together with the reader.
^^actually in relation to this... im not that big of a fan of prom/dance settings, they both read very similarly, especially since the reader tends to be placed in the more passive role of being asked out. (but when you make it angsty or hurt/comfort, ok i will read it i'm a simple girl)
Oh and ig this is just me wishing for more in the Imposter-SAGAU genre of fanfic (i mean i'm still looking around, i don't feel desperate enough to write smth of my own), but i kinda wish the charas weren't so doe-eyed and quick to apologize to the reader. like, i get the feeling of wanting to write The Good Bits Immediately (e.g. being fawned over, getting to lord that blunder over the characters) but the potential of slowburn trauma recovery and developing a relationship from straight-up antagonism is Right There.
18. What media do you want to get into because of artists/writers you like?
i think i'd want to try reading more poetry? like, if i rb a lot of web weaving, i gotta know sumn other than "deep" pop lyrics (u wont find me saying nice things about ms sw*ft). so far i'm thinking of starting with ocean vuong and richard siken (basic ik but i mean, their works are good)
dunmeshi! i've been putting it off for forever đđ (<-girlie watched frieren and forgor abt dunmeshi bcs they got yorushika to do the 2nd OP) but senshi,,,, SENSHI THE MAN THAT U ARE,,,,
Oh! and i'm rlly curious about alien stage! my sibling's dipping into it and he told me it was basically america's got talent x the promised neverland. and he said the magic words "toxic yaoi" and "doomed yuri," i Gotta watch it atp. (also like, carole and tuesday rearranged my brain, im ready to put a sadder spin on itđ¤)
23. What would you make a 5 hour video essay on, if you had enough time and motivation?
as soon as i read this all my hyperfixations have: left the server HAHAHA
maybe in terms of recent ones, i could try analyzing madds buckley's my love is sick. i wrote about that album for a final paper in a basic music elective, but i was constrained to only 3 pages so i only talked about 2-3 songs. but i could pretend to be a music major and regale ppl with how the leitmotifs tie together and completely destroy me add a new layer of meaning to the songs on subsequent listens. Also like, these songs just Get It (not sure what "it" is exactly, but there's smth related to first love and love lost*)
(but atm im just yoinking songs from there to use for fic/chapter titles, i plan on using one for this ruggie timeloop angst fic im plotting out anyway)
(art appreciation ask questions, please bug me to rb some underrated art and fic)
#dellet-asks#a runner up wud have to be ghost quartet...oh that song cycle has my heart#so many good lines and moments#it haunts me#*like not to say that queerness is a monolith but#there are some quote-unquote universal experiences (to some extent)#and im just floored errytime when i see recent art that just Gets It
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Family Matters
A Savior one-shot
Ikaris x fem!guardian angel!reader
Summary: Ikaris has felt a hum for millennia and he's never questioned it, until he found the source.
One-shot Summary: You didnât want to see her like thisânever wanted to see any of them in any sort of painâand you knew you would do everything you could to make her feel better.
Word Count: ~6k words
Warnings: whump! Parent!Ikaris, mentions of diseases and medical procedures (nothing too explicit), some profanity, medical jargon (is that a warning?)
A/N: Hello, hello! A few weeks back, I mentioned missing Angel and Ikaris and I also did say we have a certain mind controller who's coming to guest-star in a one-shot. Druig would have to wait, because it's Sprite's time to shine. So this takes place about a year after the Emergence and I made Sprite age 12 here, just in case there is any confusion. Like always, this isn't beta'd so all mistakes are mine and mine alone. Reviews, comments, suggestions, requests (and reblogs) are super welcome! Please enjoy Family Matters!
Catch Ikaris and Angel's origin story here! (SAVIOR)
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There was something wrong with Sprite, you knew.
Usually, she would tell you and Ikaris of how frustrating it was to deal with childrenâwhich was ironic because she was the same physical age as they were and everyone else considered her a childâand she would vent out how much she wanted to just go out and do all the things she wasnât able to do when she was still stuck in the Eternally young body Arishem chose to put her in. Instead, when she got home, she looked a lot sicklier than before. You had half a mind to not to send her to school earlier today, worried about how she changed from bad to worse in less than twelve hours. At breakfast, she was already complaining of a mild tummy ache but now, you watched as she doubled over her dinnerplate and knew it was nothing mild anymore.
Yep. There was definitely something wrong with Sprite.
âSprite?â you called softly as you approached her. You touched her shoulder and recoiled at the heat that emanated from her. It was far too hot to be her normal body temperature. âSprite, why didnât you tell me youâre feverish?â
She only groaned in response, still hunched over her dinner. âDidnât-didnât want to w-worry you,â she told you slowly before groaning again.
You frowned, knowing that it was impossible to not worry for any of the other Eternals and her, and crouched to meet her face. âHow long have you been feverish? You werenât this warm when you left for school today.â
She scrunched her face again as another wave of pain took over her. âIt only got worse at school.â
âWith the stomach ache too?â
She nodded.
âWhatâs wrong with Sprite?â
You looked up to see your boyfriend as he entered the kitchen. Ikaris was frowning in concern as he watched his former-fellow-Eternal-now-turned-foster-kid. Even when he wasnât showy of it, you knew he cared for her too.
âSheâs feverish,â you told him, placing your hand on her back and rubbing soothing circles at it. You turned your attention back to her. âDo you think you can finish your dinner before you go to bed?â
She shook her head. âC-canât. I donât have the appetite for it.â
Somethingâs wrong-wrong, you thought to yourself worriedly. You cooked her favorite food tonight and even when she was full from having an after-school snack, she always made room to eat it. She never had no appetite for it. Except now, when she looked really, really sick.
But you kept your worry to yourself, not wanting to alarm the both of them.
âDo you want soup?â you asked instead.
âNo.â
âWell, you need to eat anything. Do you think you can down a bottle of Gatorade?â
âMaybe. I j-just wanna lie down.â
âOkay. Iâll bring you some upstairs.â
You watched worriedly as she slowly made her way back to her room, arm still around her middle and hunched in pain as she ascended the stairs. Ikaris watched her the same way you did.
âI donât know much about humans and diseases, Angel,â Ikaris told you, tone hopeless. âIs there any way I can help Sprite?â
âI donât know, my love. The best I can do is bring her fever down.â You told him with a helpless shrug. You took her plate from the table and started to throw her uneaten food if it wasnât for Ikaris taking it from your hands and doing it himself. âCan you bring a basin of water and a hand towel to her room?â
âOkay. Do you need anything else?â
âNo. Just that.â You took the bottle of energy drink from the fridge and made your way to Spriteâs room.
You knocked gently, pushing the door open. Sprite was on her bed, lying in a fetal position on her side, covers up to her ears. There was still that pained strain about her face and your heart went out to her. You let some of your calming powers to your fingertips and you touched the side of her face. The relief was instant on her and her breathing became deeper and even.
âHey.â You said quietly. âI have your drink. I just need you to take a couple of sips.â
She rose from her bed slowly. You handed her the uncapped energy drink and watched as she took tentative sips before passing it back to you.
âYou need to drink some more,â you urged.
âNoââ She lurched forward, a loud heaving noise coming from her before she groaned. âIâm so nauseous. I donât want to eat or drink anything.â
Your brows knitted together in concern as you help her upright. She grabbed her abdomen again, and tears now sprung at the corner of her eyes.
âIt hurts, Y/N.â she whimpered.
Your heart ached at the pain in her voice. Sprite was never one to complain about any body ailments and this was the first time you heard her whimper.
âWhat hurts, honey?â you asked, holding her face gently and suffusing your calming powers over her. âWhere does it hurt?â
âMy right side. It hurts really bad.â
The door to her room opened and you turned to see Ikaris bring over the basin to you. He set it down and watched from the foot of Spriteâs bed, not knowing what to do. You didnât even want to tell him that Sprite refused to drink more of the Gatorade. Ikaris would just worry and then you would worry and you would have done nothing because you would be busy worrying.
âIkaris, can you try calling Phastos? My phone is on the dresser in our bedroom.â You were hugging Sprite now, rubbing her back, trying your best to soothe her as you waited for Ikaris to get hold of Phastos.
âI d-donât even know what happened, Y/N.â Sprite told you. âI thought it was the-the flu but it didnât g-go away after today.â
âShh. Itâs okay, Sprite. Weâll know once we ask Phastos.â You wiped the sweat from her forehead, pitying your friend for the pain she was going through. You didnât want to see her like thisânever wanted to see any of them in any sort of painâand you knew you would do everything you could to make her feel better.
Sprite was human now and that meant she was more fragile than both you and Ikaris. And she was a little girl, not a grown adult like your late husband Jack had been. When he was sick, you only nursed him back to health by wiping his brow with cool water and feeding him a bowl of chicken soup. But what he had was different; he had only been feverish and it went away after a day and it was nothing close to what Sprite had, who was heaving and nauseous and obviously in more pain than he had been.
Ikaris entered the room, your phone ringing in his hand. âDidnât he say theyâre going on a vacation?â he asked you.
Oh, right. âWell, weâll try, okay? Maybe heâll pick it up when he sees itâs from me.â
Only, Phastos didnât and you were still left with an in-obvious-pain tween, whose complaints were increasing by the minute.
âI think we should get you to the hospital, Sprite.â You told her gently, wiping the sweat that dotted her forehead.
She shook her head vehemently at that, groaning. âNo. No. I donât want them to stick me with needles.â
âWe donât know whatâs wrong with you,â you said. âYouâre human now, Sprite, and I think other humans would know whatâs going on inside you.â
âB-butâŚâ
âPlease? You didnât even eat dinner and you couldnât even down half of the Gatorade. Iâm starting to worry. At least in the hospital, theyâll take a look at you and know whatâs wrong." You took her hand in yours and infused it with your power, knowing it was the only thing you could do for her for now.
"Y/N has a point, Sprite.â Ikaris said from behind you. âMaybe all theyâll do is give you painkillers when we get there.â
Spriteâs nod was small and feeble. You turned to Ikaris and nodded at him. âGet the car ready, my love. Weâll be downstairs.â
You pushed her covers aside and helped her rise slowly. She took one step but she doubled over and clutched her right side again, tears now falling from her eyes.
âIt hurts so much,â you cried. âI canât walk, Y/N.â
âI can carry you down if youâd let me.â
When she nodded, you swung her gently into your arms and brought her down to the car. You deposited her on the back seat and secured the seatbelt across her body. You took the front seat beside Ikaris and inputted the address to the hospital on the GPS. Taking a look at Sprite through the rear-view mirror, you only hoped that what she was experiencing was a nasty stomach bug that should go away in a day or two.
âSprite, tell me everything thatâs happened since you got this sick so I can tell it to the doctor.â You said to her.
She recounted everything: from the first moment she started feeling sick to the moment she couldnât even stomach the smell of food because it made her nauseous. She told you of how difficult it was for her to go up the stairs and how the pain was always on her right and that it radiated outward with every jostle and step and even jump during her P.E. classes. You memorized every single thing she said just in time for you to arrive at the hospital.
You took her in your arms again and rushed to the E.R. when her groans and cries were growing concerning. The nurse took one look at Sprite and immediately asked for a stretcher. Once she was laid across it, the nurse whisked you away for the paperwork while a porter brought her to one of the observation cubicles.
âMay I know whatâs wrong with the patient?â the nurse asked as she handed you a clipboard with paperwork.
You told her everything Sprite had told you in the car while you answered the paperwork. Ikaris arrived a few minutes after, looking everywhere for any sign of Sprite.
âWhere is she, Angel?â he asked you.
âCan someone get my mom?â you heard Sprite in one of the makeshift rooms of the E.R. âPlease.â
You passed the pen to Ikaris, shooting an apologetic glance at the nurse. âMy boyfriend will fill in the other details, maâam. I need to get to my daughter.â To Ikaris, you said: âCan you finish this for me? Put in Phastosâs number for the other emergency contact. I just need to get to Sprite.â
You found Sprite in one of the curtain cubicles, hugging herself in a fetal position in bed, with an IV line stuck on her hand. Your heart called out to her as you sat beside her and took her hand in yours, softly brushing the hair on her forehead.
âHey. I see they already got the needle in. Do you know if they took any blood samples?â you asked gently. You let your power to your fingertips and let them out with every stroke of her hair.
Sprite nodded and huddled closer to you. You let your head rest against the bed, forehead touching hers.
âYouâll be fine. I wonât let anything happen to you. I promised all of you, didnât I?â you murmured. âMaybe Iâll let something happen to Ikaris once in a while because he deserves it.â You saw the impish smile on her face despite the pain she was in. âBut I wonât let anything happen to you.â
âIf this is what it takes to be human, I donât want it.â she whispered.
âGetting sick is part of it, Sprite. My Jack went through something like this too and I panicked so hard because the hospitals werenât as sophisticated as they are today. He lived through it without the medical intervention. Weâre at the hospital now and youâre in a far better position than he had been. Iâm sure you would get through this, too. You have the heart of a fighter.â You tucked her titian hair behind her ear.
âThatâs you,â she said before hunching again. You tightened your hold on her hand.
âAs my fake daughter,â you whispered, âI can say I passed on my fighter heart to you, too.â
She smiled again at that.
âNow, donât worry about anything else. Right now, just rest and relax. Ikaris and I will talk to the doctors before theyâll talk to you. Is that okay?â
âYeah,â she replied meekly.
âAre you hungry now? Do you want me to ask if I could get you something to eat?â
She shook her head. âIâm still nauseous.â
âOkay. Just rest and relax. Iâm here. Ikaris is here.â
The night went by agonizingly slow. Ikaris finished the paperwork and found the two of you huddled close together. He sat opposite from you, patting Spriteâs shoulder from time to time to soothe her. Your fingertips had started to heat up from your constant usage of your powers but you didnât complain, even happily letting more of your calm out to help your friend. Sprite, however, had calmed considerably but she still groaned and whined from time to time. Despite whatever it was in the IV that they put for pain relief, the pain in her abdomen didnât let. You only grew more worried after every complaint.
The curtains parted. âSprite?â
You looked up at the sound of Spriteâs name, to the doctor who held a chart in his hand and was looking at the three of you expectantly. âSprite?â
You let go of Spriteâs hand and stood. âYes, thatâs my daughterâs name. Iâm Y/N, her mother.â
âIâm Dr. Samuels. Her blood test results came back andââ
âCan we speak of this out of her earshot? I donât want her to worry.â You asked.
âOf course. This way, please.â He parted the curtains for you.
âDo you mind if her dad would come along?â
âNot at all. Please, come this way.â
You nodded at Ikaris to follow the doctor and returned to Sprite, touching her face gently. âWeâre just going to talk with the doctor and weâll get back to you. Iâm sure itâs nothing to worry about.â
âOkay.â
You joined the two men outside of Spriteâs curtain cubicle. Dr. Samuels was showing Ikaris something on the clipboard when you stepped up to them.
âHer blood results all came back normal. So far, there is nothing wrong with Sprite.â The doctor told you. He pointed at some tests and told you that they were all within normal levels and that there shouldnât be anything wrong with her.
âNo. Thatâs not possible. She wouldnât be in this amount of pain if everything else is showing up as normal.â You told them, frowning at the doctor.
âUnfortunately, the labs donât lie. If I ask them to rerun the tests, it would show up the same thing.â He closed the chart with a click. âHave you maybe considered that she is just doing this to get out of school? Children sometimes tend to feign an illness to get out of going to school.â
You shook your head at him, offended he would even suggest something like that when she was undoubtedly in pain. âNo. My daughter wonât do that. Sheâs not a crier but the way she cried in pain today told me somethingâs wrong with her.â
âThe lab tests say otherwise.â
âMaybe thereâs something youâve overlooked?â Ikaris said. He had stood beside you and pulled you to him and was rubbing your arm in an attempt to relax you. Nothing could relax you, especially since this doctor was insistent nothingâs wrong with Sprite when there obviously was. âDid you run all the necessary tests for someone her age and the way sheâs in pain?â
âYes, I have butââ
âDoctor. I know my daughter. I know sheâs in an inordinate amount of pain right now and every second Iâm trying to convince you of that is another second of her in agony. Sheâs been in pain for nearly the whole day now. She canât even sit up straight without clutching her right side. She canât even take a step because her abdomenâs in too much pain. Iâm pretty sure sheâs not faking it.â
Dr. Samuels frowned at you and opened the chart once more. âWould you mind if I have a look at your daughter again, maâam?â
âPlease.â You parted the curtains yourself and stepped aside. âBe my guest.â
âSprite, my name is Dr. Samuels.â The doctor said as he donned his examination gloves.
You and Ikaris stood the side opposite of the doctor and Sprite was looking at the both of you with fearful eyes. You only shook your head at her, assuring her by holding her hand.
âIâm going to do a bit of a physical exam on you. Iâm going to be pressing on your abdomen. It shouldnât hurt but if it does, you have to tell me when and where.â
At Spriteâs nod, the doctor began his exam. He pushed and prodded around her abdomen, checking for something you had no idea about but nodding his head when she didnât react to any of it. Only when it came to her right side and he pressed down, she yelped and told them that that was where it hurt the most and had been hurting for the last few hours. Dr. Samuels excused himself and left in a hurry.
âIs something wrong, Y/N?â Sprite asked and you noted the fear in her voice.
You only shook your head at her, gripping her hand in yours tightly. âIâm sure thatâs nothing. How are you feeling now?â
âIt still hurts.â She groaned again and curled in on herself.
Dr. Samuels returned and introduced his companionâan ultrasound technicianâto the three of you. The distressed look on Spriteâs face was almost funny if it werenât for the circumstances.
âWeâre going to take a look on the inside of your right side, okay, Sprite? Youâll feel a bit of pressure when she presses down on you but it should be over quick.â Dr. Samuels said.
You all kept your eyes on the grainy gray screen the doctor was looking, knowing that the three of you had no idea of whatever it was showing. The doctor and the technician spoke in hushed voices, pointing at the blurry figure on the screen. You fished out a couple of words like âswollenâ and âacuteâ and âreadyâ but that was the extent of what you heard. They were too quiet and they only spoke to each other in a language only they understood.
âCan I please talk to you outside while the tech finishes up the scan?â the doctor asked you and Ikaris.
You three stepped out once more but this time, there was an urgency to the doctorâs face. You swallowed the fear that came up to you and stood close to Ikaris.
âYouâre right that there is something wrong with Sprite. Unfortunately, what she has is acute appendicitis. What happens is that her appendix is inflamed and that is whatâs causing her pain. Unfortunately also, we cannot just diagnose appendicitis with blood work. When you told me sheâs been having pain on her right side, that was what urged me to go check on her.â
You nodded dazedly. Acute appendicitis didnât sound good to your ears. It didnât sound nice to Ikaris too.
âWhat happens now? Will she just be given a bit of medication and sheâll be fine in the morning?â Ikaris asked the question you wanted to ask.
âNo. We need to take her appendix out before it could burst. We wouldnât want her to get peritonitis, which is far more serious than the appendicitis she has now. It could be life threatening.â
You looked at Ikaris, who in turn looked back at you with intense worry. You had never seen him like this before, but then again, he and his family were Eternals and none of them ever get sick. Ever.
âAppendectomy requires generalized anesthesia so she would be asleep for the whole procedure. She wonât feel a thing while itâs happening but she would feel the stitches when she wakes. Of course, as with any other invasive procedure, there are risks but with appendectomy, theyâre only the usual possible risk of infection. It happens rarely but weâll make sure it wonât happen to her. The operation is relatively safe with a 99% success rate, and frankly, it is the best option for her case.
âWhile normally we would want you to think about the operation, I donât think we have the luxury of time now. Spriteâs appendix is close to bursting. The good thing is there is an emergency surgeon present who can operate on her at this moment. We can take it out now before any other complications could arise.â
âOf course,â you told him as you nodded. âYes. Yes, of course.â
âIâll go tell the surgeon now. We would need to keep her under observation after the operation so I suggest you have her admitted.â With that, Dr. Samuels left.
âAngel,â Ikaris said as he turned to you. You heard the hesitation in his voice and you understood perfectly. None of the Eternals had the need to undergo any medical procedure because none of them ever got sick. Sprite was the first in the family to be sick and of course, Ikaris worrying was perfectly normal. But you refused to be sucked in the worry-spiral, even if you were worrying so much for her.
You swallowed and gave him a wan smile, putting on a brave face. âWeâll worry later, okay? Sprite is our priority. We have to make her comfortable first.â
âIs this really the best thing to do? Do they have to operate on her? Sheâs just a kid.â
You touched the side of his face, watching as his tense shoulders relax at the contact of your power against his cheek. âYes, my love. They studied these for years. Spriteâs in capable hands.â
âI donât like it.â
âWe donât have to like it but itâs the best option.â
He sighed, relenting, knowing you were right. âOkay, Angel.â
âThank you, my love. Do you think you can start her admission? Or you can stay with her while I do that?â
âYou stay with her. Iâll take care of the other things.â
You brushed your lips lightly against his and pulled away to watch him leave. You took a deep breath, clearing your throat and practiced a smile before you entered Spriteâs makeshift mini room.
âIs it bad?â she asked you, still teary eyed.
You shook your head. âNo. Itâs nothing bad but what theyâll do is put you to sleep and when you wake up, youâll be back to your normal self.â
âY/NâŚâ
âI promise.â
âI may look like a kid but you can speak to me as an adult, you know,â she reminded you.
Sometimes, you did forget you and Sprite were the same age.
You gave an apologetic smile. âIâm sorry.â
She groaned. âNo, Iâm sorry. I didnât mean to be surly. Iâm just in so much pain.â
âThe doctors will take care of it. They know what to do. Youâll be good as new tomorrow.â
She was quiet for a while and reached for your hand. âIâm scared.â
You didnât want to admit to her that you were, too, so you only smiled an assuring smile at her and squeezed her hand. A porter came a few minutes after, explaining to the both of you that the operating theater was ready for her.
âCan my mom come?â Sprite asked the man.
âIâm sorry, Sprite, but she and your dad would have to stay out of the O.R.â he told her, readying to wheel her bed. âThey can wait for you outside or in the room theyâll get you.â
You gave her a small smile, nodding encouragingly. âRemember, heart of a fighter.â
âHeart of a fighter,â she said back and let herself be wheeled away.
Ikaris secured a room for her but you both waited outside of the operating room where they put her in. You took it upon yourself to inform the rest of the family about what happened to Sprite and the procedure theyâd do on her, giving them updates whenever you received some. You only watched as Ikaris paced the length of the waiting room, looking angry and anxious and, frankly, exhausted.
âMy love,â you called to him. âIf you keep pacing like that, youâll make a hole on the floor. Youâve already worn out the carpet.â
Ikaris looked down on his feet, frowning to see if he did indeed do that before leaning against the wall, crossing his arms tightly against his chest. âI failed Sprite. I shouldâve asked her if she was feeling okay when I picked her up from school.â
âHey, hey, donât blame yourself.â You went to him and pried his arms apart, holding on to his hands and looking up his eyes. âSheâs Sprite; she hides things from us. Itâs her schtick, much like you being a pain in my ass is.â You attempted to joke but it fell flat to the both of you. And it didnât assuage whatever it was he was feeling.
âYouâre right, itâs Sprite. Thatâs why I thought she was playing a prank on me.â
âIkaris.â
âI should have been more attentive. We promised everyone you and I would look out after her and now she has whatever she has and I just think I didnât do enough for her.â
âDonât think that.â
âTheyâre cutting her open, Angel.â
âI know.â
âAll because I didnât ask her if she was okay.â
âTheyâd cut her open either way because thatâs the only thing to do with acute appendicitis.â
âAngel,â he grumbled.
âWhat? You know Iâm saying the truth. If you asked her earlier, it still wonât change the fact that she has acute appendicitis, which, by the way, isnât any of our fault.â
âButââ
âNo buts. No ifs. Stop blaming yourself for something you canât control.â
He sighed, resigned. âIâm not good at this protector thing, am I?â he asked suddenly and a surprised chuckle bubbled out of you.
âNo, youâre not,â you agreed, âAnd thatâs fine because if you were, youâd put me out of business.â
He pulled you into his embrace and placed his chin on top of your head. You wrapped your arms around his waist and snaked your hands up and down his back.
âI was kidding when I agreed youâre not a good protector, my love,â you told him, voice muffled against his sweater. âYouâre the best one there is. Just a few nights ago, you went and investigated the loud noise and the thing thatâs been ransacking our garbage. I donât think Iâd be able to face that big and scary coyote by myself.â
He snorted and you were sure he was smiling.
âAnd the other week, you jumped in front of me when that golden retriever started sniffing me too much.â
âAngelâŚâ
âOr that time whenââ
âI get it, I get it.â
âThe point is,â you said as you looked up at him, resting your chin against his chest. âYour instinct is to protect and thatâs what youâve been doing with me and Sprite. Youâre protecting us. And youâve protected her from more harm when you brought her to the hospital.â
âIt was your idea.â
âI donât want to take all the credit,â you teased.
Both sides of his lips lifted a little.
âBut you get my point, right? Youâve always been this protectorâthis saviorâand just because you didnât see the danger the first time doesnât make you a failure at it. Itâs what you are deep inside.â
âY/N.â he said with a sigh, not fully convinced at your words.
âNow shut it and relax. I remember seeing a vending machine a few hallways back. Get yourself a Snickers bar. Youâre not you when youâre hungry.â
He chuckled at that and lightly kissed your forehead. âNo. I think Iâll stay here and wait.â
âYou sure?â
âYes, Iâm sure.â
You remained in his arms for a while, just reveling the feel of them around you. You refused to give in to your worry, knowing full well it wonât do anything to the problem. And besides, you had said it yourself, Sprite was in capable hands. The doctors would make sure she would be fine by the end of the operation. You trusted them fully because they knew what they were doing.
You rested your cheek against your boyfriendâs chest, waiting quietly for the doctor to emerge from the O.R. to tell you how Sprite was doing. Ikaris seemed to have calmed down; his fingers now traced the outline of where your wings were once connected to you, engrossed in the mindless activity. It was better this way, after all. You didnât want him panicking and doubting himself, especially when the memory of the Emergence was still fresh in everyoneâs mind.
A nurse came out from the double doors and to you, taking off her mask as she approached. âMr. and Mrs. Harris? Spriteâs operation is a success. Weâll be wheeling her to the PACU to monitor her recovery and once sheâs awake, weâll be bringing her to her room.â
âThank you,â Ikaris replied stiffly but you saw how his throat worked and you knew he was holding back tears.
You pulled from your boyfriend and smiled gratefully at the woman. You did not correct her when she called you Ikarisâs wife, knowing it was unimportant compared to the good news she just shared. You took her hands in yours and thanked her profusely. âThank you so much. Thank you for everything you and your team did.â
âYouâre very welcome, Mrs. Harris.â She smiled at the both of you before returning to the O.R.
You sagged against Ikaris, finally allowing the tears that you were holding in to come out and come flowing down your face. Youâve never known such fear in your whole seven-thousand-year existence, never thought you would be this shaken just because someone in your family was close to dying. Never again, you told yourself. If Sprite would ever think of you as a helicopter mom as soon as she leaves the hospital, so be it. You vowed to keep her safe and you would do so, whatever it took.
.
Ikaris brought down the newspaper he was reading when he heard movement coming from Spriteâs general direction. It had been hours since they wheeled her in; the nurses assured him and you that Sprite had woken up since her operation and that she had some⌠choice words about it. He only told them that she was a somniloquist like her mother and to not mind what was said.
He stayed behind while you went and talked to the nurses about Spriteâs dietary restrictions post-operation, as well as a handful of other things that you had researched when you recovered from your small breakdown. Ikaris could only watch in awe at how you managed to do everything like it was second nature to you, even going as far as researching for a new bed so she would be comfortable in her bedrest at home. He stopped you there, knowing what you were doing was an overreaction but he knew he would have done the same.
âWhoever said sleeping was the same thing as resting was one real asshole,â Sprite said with a groan.
His mouth quirked to one side, amused and relieved that she was fine and certainly back to normal. âIt wasnât a restful sleep?â he asked, setting the paper aside.
âNot one bit.â She turned to him, squinting her eyes at the bright light that shone on her. He stood and turned down the lights. âI think they took all my intestines and scrambled the rest of my insides.â
âNot all,â he told her and she gave him a flat look. He smiled slightly. âJust the small useless part of it thatâs been causing you pain.â
âGlad thatâs over. Now Iâm in a different kind of pain.â
âIs it as painful as before?â
âNo but it still hurts like a bitch.â She looked around, clearly searching for something. âWhereâs Y/N?â
Ikaris saw the change in demeanor in her. Gone was the impish Sprite and in its place was a kind of fear that he knew well. He saw the apprehension in her eyes, at the uncertainty of wanting to know the answer to her question. Sprite had abandonment issues that he and you actively worked on. You both showered her with enough attention when she called for it and left her on her own when she wanted it but you both never ever abandoned her. And with you gone when she awoke, Ikaris knew Sprite feared for the worst.
âSheâs just talking to the doctor about the antibiotics you would need when theyâll discharge you.â He watched her closely. âYou know she wonât leave us.â
She snorted, even though he knew she was relieved with his reply. âIâm not worried sheâll do thatââ
âYou donât have to lie to me, Sprite.â he said. âI know she didnât show it to you but she was afraid. She was trying not to show everyone she was panicking but I felt it. If you think sheâd still leave, youâre mistaken. No one would be this worried then just leave when they want to, especially not Angel.â
She sighed. âI just thought sheâd run at the first sign of trouble. Thatâs what Kingo did when he left me in Macedonia.â
âSheâs not Kingo.â he said flatly.
âClearly,â she said sarcastically. âBut you know what I mean.â
Unfortunately, he did. He sat on the chair beside her bed, looking down his hands, not knowing how to put it carefully. Mincing words was never his forte, it was yours⌠sometimes.
âSprite, I promise you, Y/N and I are never going to abandon you. We didnât let you deal with this on your own. We three did it together and we plan on keeping it that way. Weâre a family and families stick together.â
âYeah, the last thousand years are a testament to that,â she grumbled sardonically but he knew he made his point across.
âIt was our mistake to break apart but weâre making amends for it now.â He sighed. âI know I may not be the most stellar of father figures out there but I am trying, for Angel, for you. Y/N made me promise we all will stay together and we will. Iâll make sure of it.â
She sighed. âYouâre right about you being a pretty shit father figure. You definitely need to work on that. Though I have to admit, Y/N makes a good mom.â
He smiled, nodding, agreeing, ignoring her jibe at him. âI know.â
Just then, you entered holding a small paper bag with the pharmacyâs name emblazoned on the front. When your eyes clapped on Sprite, you beamed widely and rushed to her.
âYouâre awake! Do you want anything to eat? The doctors said you can eat whatever you want, just in moderation. I also have your meds here. They gave you a lot to ward off infection and some stuff for the painâare you in pain right now? Iâm sure I have something here for youâŚâ
Amidst all of your ramblings and Spriteâs overwhelmed reaction at it, he locked eyes with his former-fellow-Eternal-now-turned-foster-kid and smiled. She did as well, knowing there was only one thing going on in their minds.
You, him, and Sprite were a family.
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