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cursedthing · 2 years ago

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love being in discord servers and meeting new people however the downsides of me being in discord servers is that i am either far too anxious and or shy to actually speak OR i forget that i actually exist outside of the shadows and that i CAN speak to people and not just read what people are up to with a smile

#hi to everyone who's in a server with me and i am so fucking sorry. it's either this or me being insufferable and writign incredibly long #essay like texts at random times when i feel comfortable. the essays are usually me going abosultely apeshit over characters. whenever from #somewhere or my own #actually now that i think about it i think there's only like two people who we're more than comfortable to just burst into their dms and #happily yell about a thing. which on one hand is nice but on the other hand is sort of sad that we're only comofrtable to that extent with #two people #you see this is something i would talk about with a therapist. if i ahd one. but alas instead i drift off into the sea of thoughts never to #return again and stare into the abyss and think how terrafying and beautiful it is to exist #<-ines what the fuck are you talking about #<-i dunno man i just work here #mjers void choir

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