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The other day when I feel like writing quotes and drawing flowers in a mason jar. 🩷

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My lazy brunch today consists of last night’s apple pie and 6 pieces of 苏打饼. I hate the shadow in the pic but the filter suits this pic. 🙂 actually before this picture was taken, a fraction of coffee was spilled on my sunshine carpet but thankfully the stain was removed.

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Sis got me a milktea. 😍

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My holiday entertained by yumi cells 2, coffee in one hand and beard papa in another. 🥰

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He matches the vibes of Paris so well.

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리더- 남준이 💚

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Q: What is one thing that your class did that touched your heart?

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Yellow gives me bts butter feels. 💛

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This green palette. 💚

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I always love the green and brown combi cos it reminds me of the nature. 💚🤎

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I like how my fringe grows out and my curls today. Most of all, I fancy my fancy shirt.

However, I did not fancy the way jk deal with things today. We had another dispute yet again. The day before, I asked if we were meeting tonight and he said we can meet. Lydia msged in the afternoon jioing to meet for dinner but I didn’t reply, because we said to meet tonight. I wanted time for us.

The next moment, you replied in the group chat agreeing to the meet up and only asked if I’m ok w it when I checked w you if we were really meeting up as a group tonight.

It’s really ok w meeting the group for dinner. Nothing wrong w that. But you just replied ok to the group when you already had a plan w me and you didn’t check w me if I’m ok with it. What if I just wanna have dinner w you. How Long ago did we have dinner, just you and me? I always put you first before m friends but I’m just reassured once again that you will always choose to put your friends before me. Always. Like how you get soooo mad when I ruined your night w the guys.

Do you even care about my feelings anymore? Who am I to you now? I hate myself for feeling so unwanted. Why am I so unwanted? Why do I keep having to fight for your attention from your friends? Why am I so unworthy of your attention and love? Why do I want your love? Why can’t I break away from this and just walk away? Why do I cling on? Why do I stay?

Because I love you.

But why is it not enough?

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Steamboat Saturday celebrating belated bob’s bday. On a side note, I love my long hair here. ☺️