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quietwingsinthesky · 2 years ago

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I just think Sam should have missed Lucifer more post-s5. Cage torture an optional addition to the dynamic. What I needed was for Sam to be like 120% more obsessed over the fact that he was never going to be Lucifer’s vessel again and to be angry with himself that he could ever miss that and be unable to stop himself from still wanting it.

#in my mind this is simultaneously soulmates (derogatory) and soulmates (affectionate)#post-possession lucifer should have left a hole in Sam #and unlike dean. who feels empty and tries to fill it up knowing it won’t be enough. Sam should have sat with that emptiness #made it an integral part of his being. martyred himself over it.#he will never be whole again but wholeness was a sin he can’t be redeemed for #(he still wants it. he still wants to feel that again. power or completeness or just not being alone in his body anymore.#he should miss lucifer!!!#repo man my beloved Sam should Want! to talk! to any version of lucifer he can get!!!#until it finally sinks in that if it isn’t the real thing it will never fix that yawning chasm in him.)#anyway. thoughts for the day #lucifer should be the same way btw he should be just as obsessed with Sam as he was in s5 #worse actually. way worse.#he got shoved back into hell AND Sam got taken from him #lucifer should be sick with the need to get to Sam again and Keep Him.#(like physically. they should both be varyingly unwell when separated and only get better when in each other’s radius. which makes it WORSE #but also just. generally there is a horrible desire to be one again that existed in s5 #but post actually sharing a body is so much stronger.#and Sam will resist it as much as he can because he is Sam and has Guilt #but Lucifer would not!)#guess I’ll add the actually important tags now instead of rambling #let’s see #spn #supernatural #samifer #Lucifer/Sam #because I am Me. all Lucifer & Sam things I write should be viewed thru the lens of I think this is gay.#Sam winchester #Lucifer spn

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