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[hedxnism]

Continued from here - @aggwaseon

Even as he says it he’s flushed, it’s embarrassing and just… not what he wanted to happen but clearly the hook up he snuck off with wasn’t as stealthy as he thought. To have his bodyguard out of all people walk in with Dae bent over the bathroom sink… he’s royalty, first of all. He feels Jihoon probably thinks he’s disgusting more than anything else and is expecting him to quit any day now.

The place wasn’t crowded but there were people around and Dae is ready to drop it but decides not to, “I get the feeling you’re going to try and avoid being alone in private with me… I - I’m sorry, I really didn’t think anyone was going to walk in… it’s not like they really know what we are talking about anyways. I just… you’re not going to say anything, are you?” His secret out in a number of ways and Jihoon could easily ruin Daes future with the information he holds about the marquess being gay.

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Continued from here - @papercrwn

They’ve known each other all their lives, Dae is undoubtedly comfortable with Kija and the other knows his secrets better than anyone else and yet he still lays here with him as if it’s not a care in the world. When, in fact, there are many. Still, it’s nice to be accepted and wanted all by one person, even if Dae will still chase the same from strangers.

“I think if you’re the pillow I should be laying on you then!” With a little umph he rolls them over and lets his body weight relax on Kija, scooting down to rest his head on the others chest and wrap arms around him, “Oh, body pillow indeed. A little firm…” giving Kija a squeeze here and there with a soft laugh.

[hedxnism]

Continued from here - @irrwicht

Dae wasn’t one to pay for sex, he’d get that anonymously and it was enough to get by and get his fix. He’d never be able to actually come out of the closet with a marriage to a woman at his finish line and a kid expected soon after but he was given an… allowance in his sexuality and so he took it. He doesn’t have anyone he’s actually close with, that he talks to on a deeper level or even connects to. He doesn’t trust those he calls friends in that way and his parents brushed it off and still held his expectations… So, really, Dae feels like he has no one and all he wants is to be with someone. He wants a connection and love and - everything that comes with it but it’s literally not allowed and so he settles for… an actor of the sorts.

When Kiho leaves he knows the familiar feeling will come haunting in, how lonely he really is. How desperate… how regardless of how he actually feels with the other and about him it’s not actually reciprocated and it’s all for money. It eats at him, really, he should never call Kiho ever again for his own mental health but… he does. Often.

“Don’t call me that…” a soft roll of his eyes and a smirk, sometimes he hated having a title at all but it’s more a tease than anything but eyes go wide when he’s quickly pulled in, taking just a second for his free hand to wrap around the other any way he can and kissing in return. It’s the kind he’s seen in movies, it’s firm and lingering and Dae melts into it as of it’s melting his doubts away and the words spoken make him linger there with his eyes still closed, soft smile and dimple poking out with a nod, “Barely.” He adds with more of a smile, eyes opening just to wrap arms around Kiho and hug him, “Can.. you stay?” He felt pathetic asking, Kiho is busy and has a schedule but Dae wants the fantasy to stay, “Just till morning?” Still hugging him and speaking more against his shoulder than anything.

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random starter for @papercrwn because dae won’t shut up now

Paris was beautiful, it was his third time here and Dae always loved the city and fashion it had to offer, the food on top of it all was the cherry on top. Bringing Kija had him nervous for a number of reasons but day three and he hadn’t left Kijas side still - he just wasn’t going to take him to Daes normal spots. Still a club, nonetheless, just not a gay one.

Even if they had messed around while drunk ages ago - Dae wasn’t going to assume and this would be an easier way to stay put. However, a few drinks later and a handful of dances that mended into one infinite one with Kija, a particular spin and roll of the dragons hips have Dae at his buzzed haze end, “You’re a tease.” He comments just after he catches the head tilt and smirk, it’s a movement lost in the moment when Dae grabs the sides of Kijas face and kisses him. Melting into it, lips parting to taste alcohol and Kija mixed but it’s seconds of bliss that churn to dread when he pulls back with a “Fuck!”

And does finally leave Kijas side, searching for an out with embarrassment high and feeling like he violated and ruined this trip, made it awkward. It was different the small handful of times they’ve messed around - never kissed but always in the dark, just looking for a means to get off, well, it was always a little more than that to Dae but he figured Kija was just lonely. He could definitely and would definitely just blame the alcohol… and maybe throw up said alcohol now.

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Continued from here - @unavernales

Dae didn’t actually believe in love before Kieran, it’s weird how the fates align but then don’t… He was never going to be allowed to have Kieran with his own families beliefs but to have his person be married off to another was something Dae didn’t see coming even if he knew it was possible. While it makes him cherish these moments it makes him insanely jealous and there wasn’t a word to tip off the anger that hears under his skin when they have to part and yet Dae has kept his cool fairly well so far…

Maybe it’s why he’s thought of their own wedding, since Kieran has already had one and he does wonder what theirs would have been like. A light laugh at the tail thumping, knuckles brushing against his jaw as he speaks and Dae can see just how much their day would mean despite the circumstances they are given, “We’d have a feast and I think we could dance well to flutes.” A nod added and a hum, “What colors would we wear?” As they stay tucked in Daes bed, stealing every second he’s going to get with Kieran until he’s forced to leave for the next few days.

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Key points ::

Adopted at age 8 into a royal family in England

Is the one and only son of the Duke and Duchess

His mother and father know he is gay and have no feelings about it

He’s allowed a private fwb but cannot be seen in public with another man

Being the only child it’s on him to carry on the family name with a woman at some point

He is invested in the family business and learns from his father about ruling

He’s torn on giving what he feels is owed to his family since he is adopted and they gave him this life

Or breaking ties with the family to have a genuine love life

England is home for him but he does get a weekly travel visit to wherever he wants

A break away from the stress (as his father would put it) but they treat him being gay as something to just get out of his system and he’ll be ready to take his place when they need if they let him have this time

He’s anemic - low iron, cold hands and feet, will pass out if stands up too fast and can get dizzy if he’s not eating right

Verse top/bottom dom/sub - is happy for attention in that way is really it for him

[seudxnimx]

Continued from here - @papercrwn

It’s been a day… it feels like the the request for him to pick a wife is going to be sooner rather than later. To be married before Dae is to accept the Duke title and create a happy family before it’s his time to step up. That’s not how he saw this going. He thought he’d be able to arrange something for the status but he won’t have the status until he has a child… he feels like a let down to his parents for not being as excited as some would be and he feel guilty towards himself for considering it.

Kija is his safety, always has been and he’s glad he’s here and his arms open to him and Dae doesn’t hesitate cuddling up in his lap, although size differences makes it a little awkward but he buries his face in his best friends neck and nods. “I wanna nap.” Is all he speaks after a few seconds, getting up and taking Kijas hand to lead him to the bed. Dae takes over and pulls Kija close, face to face and wraps an arm around him, “You’ll always be here, no matter what?” Voice quiet when he asks, nudging Kijas legs so they could be fully entangled with each other. Daes eyes were closed but he’s just a few inches away from having their foreheads touch. It feels wrong to ask such a question but if he lost Kija and his freedom at the same time, he’s not sure he could survive.