#renoctothorpe

[itshungreysuzuki]

facts about ren:

he doesn’t like needles, has gotten better on HRT

hates sedatives, doesn’t like the sleepiness

prefers usage of distress scale since his pain scale baselines at 3 at all times

has two “personas”

the first persona is all hard, sharp edges, like a tortoise shell with nails duct taped to it. it deters scientists, but can freak out his friends. he only speaks when spoken to, but will snap when threatened. meant to protect the self and others.

the second persona is tame and soft, forcefully so. it is complacent and docile, lowering suspicion at a mental cost. it is a shield, and a hostage at once, to keep others away from prying eyes.

his true self is pretty messy, full of empathy and compassion, but also primal anger, and anxiety. he’s kinda broken, but he’s a sweetheart when he feels safe otherwise he’ll default to instinct.

[itshungreysuzuki]

idk wtf this is

[itshungreysuzuki]

when you make a little song about your traumatized oc with a mask and various rabbit metaphors to represent their vulnerability and fear during the part of their life that was a literal survival stealth horror game but now it sounds like a Yaelokre fansong about Cole Seymour

[itshungreysuzuki]

I am not immune to arcane s2

[itshungreysuzuki]

[itshungreysuzuki]

I love Pinterest

[itshungreysuzuki]

part one of a comic

update: I am actually proud of this instead of internally cringing

[itshungreysuzuki]

here is some weirdcore (?) art and a shade test that kinda sucks. merry Christmas.

[itshungreysuzuki]

I love these two twinks.

[itshungreysuzuki]

This is a random N-E (Aka a Noob-E), REN, and The Caretaker for a story called 0-5. This is actually the first time I used Procreate lol.

Time wasted: 5 hours.