#remote play's broken atm

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i miss the ability to take screenshots. this is driving me fucking mad

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No one asked for this, but here are some of my favorite Kagakuro fics.

Something shifted by WriterRose

In a world where it’s not uncommon for humans to be able to take the form of an animal, Kagami tries to solve the mystery that is Kuroko Tetsuya; the shifter without a scent and an animal form that no one - besides the Generation of Miracles - has seen. [Animal shapeshifter AU, takes place during Season 1]

l love this fic so much. I have re-read it so many times. Contains jealous GOM, fluff, and the writing is so good! It’s a series called Shapeshifter AU. It’s still going.

Baby, The Angel Shouldn’t be Dancing with the Devil by stainedhearts

The streets of New York will always remember Kagami Taiga and Kuroko Tetsuya. Mafia AU

Story is still going but it’s inspired by banana fish 😭 Everyone is obsessed with kuroko and i love it sm. Contains graphic violence. (also author is my friend irl & i gotta support the bestie 😫🤍)

Love And War, And Zombies by Shinsun

With an epidemic taking hold and squeezing the life out of the world, the remaining members of the GoM (and co.) band together to survive, but when loved ones become monsters and the group starts falling apart from the inside, it's no longer as cut-and-dried as killing zombies and staying alive.

This fic made me SOB. This story contains kagakuro & aokuro 👀 and zombies and broken hearts

Murder On The Key by Saira (cakessan)

When Momoi Satsuki's body is found five years after her disappearance, Special Consultant Kagami Taiga is called in to work the revived cold case. As the case unfolds and leads him to the world of professional basketball, Kagami finds himself looking to Momoi's old friends to help him uncover her murderer. Kagami is forced to navigate new acquaintances, deal with his complicated past, eat too many burgers, and maybe even solve some crimes.

contains Kagakuro, aokise, and midotaka. i love this fic so much too. it’s going thru editing atm tho

Down by the rice fields by seafoamist

Kagami Taiga is on the verge of having his dreams come true. Being picked for the NBA draft is more than he could have dreamed of! With the draft roughly four months away, he's determined to get in as much training and playing as humanly possible! Except, his father and Alex have decided it's time for him to take a break - for two months!?

Taiga begrudgingly decides to travel back to his homeland Japan to visit his grandparents, who live in a remote village within the foreign country. There, he meets Kuroko Tetsuya, a boy who claims to love basketball just as fiercely as Taiga does - even though there's not a single basketball court in Kamikatsu. Over the next two months, Taiga gets to know who Kuroko really is as a person, and he discovers more about himself than he'd ever thought possible. A story about how our dreams can lead us down paths we never even imagined for ourselves.

this story i absolutely love bc friends to lovers 😩

Milkshake fairy by wonusaku

It's no secret that Kuroko likes the vanilla milkshakes at Maji Burger, so it doesn't come as a surprise when he receives them as treats from his friends here and there. What does surprise him is that someone from Seirin is on a mission to buy him those milkshakes every week after practice.

Absolutely fluff and taiga is absolutely in love with kuroko

[imissjoongsmullet]

Too Far and Upside Down

Pairing: Bang Chan x reader

Genre: smut

Summary: The third part in my Too Far series (though you don’t have to have read the other parts to enjoy this). Bang Chan has been dominating you in the bedroom for far too long. It’s time he finds out what it feels like.

Part 1

Part 2

Part 4

Part 5

Warnings: sub Chan, dom reader, graphic sexual content (duh), swearing, fuck buddies, crotchless panties, handcuffs, slight mention of daddy kink and just lots and lots of teasing

Word Count: 3.5K

Author’s Note: yes, tis me again with more filty Bang Chan smut! I’m still planning to write 1 or 2 more parts for this series, though I don’t know how fast I’ll be able to finish them since my new job is really taking up all my energy atm... but gosh dang this boy does things to me. I’m the subbiest sub in sub town but I would love to put this bitch in his place just once, ya know? Anyways, enjoy the smut babies ♡ ♡ ♡

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You're on a plush bed, lying belly pressed into the soft, white sheets. The breeze of the air-conditioner makes you shiver a little because of what little clothing you're wearing. You'd bought this particular set just yesterday; baby pink and lacy, because he'd mentioned those were his favorite kind. They're dainty, feigning innocence, but the way they sit on your body — just right on your breasts, your ass on full display, not to mention they're crotchless — reveals their true purpose.

You reach for the remote and turn off the air conditioner before resuming what you had been doing for the past twenty minutes: scrolling aimlessly through your phone.

He was supposed to be here half an hour ago and you haven't heard from him at all; not even a text. You’d thought about leaving but that would mean you'd have to pay for the room and there is no way in hell you are going to do that so, your frustration growing, you refresh your social media for the hundredth time.

Why does he think it’s okay to keep you waiting like this anyways? As if you have nothing better to do. Just because your little arrangement is of a casual nature doesn't mean he can treat you like a cheap whore. The more you think about it, the more you find yourself unwilling to be his little plaything for the evening. Yes, you adore the feeling of him all over you, pushing you to your limits, making you beg for him to fuck you until you can't stand on your own legs. But you know he loves it just as much to see you like that, to control you. That’s why tonight, you will refuse to give him what he wants. Tonight, you want to turn the tables on him.

The door creaks open and his voice fills the hotel room.

"Sorry I'm late, shoot took longer than expected," he says casually, closing the door behind him and taking off his jacket, "and then traffic, you know how it— wait, where are you?"

You enjoy the tone of confusion in his voice as he scans the room.

"Over here, idiot," you say with a sly smile.

He twists around to face you and stares, lips parting. His eyes travel over your body like lost puppies, not quite knowing where to focus first; your eyes that challenge his; your lips, so plump and juicy; your collarbones, ready to be marked by his teeth; your boobs, cupped perfectly in soft pink; your waist that still bares his marks from a previous night; or the space between your legs that’s barely covered by that same soft pink, virtually begging to be touched?

You saunter over to him, a coy smile playing at your lips. The familiar scent of his cologne flutters over you as you come to a halt in front of him.

"I've been waiting for you." Your finger links into his belt buckle, pulling a little. "I wanna give you something."

He still looks dazed at the way you’re standing there; so provocative, so confident. He swallows audibly, which you take as your cue to continue.

"Wanna know what it is?" you ask, looking up at him with a teasing grin. Still holding onto his belt buckle, you start to push him backwards towards the bed.

"Hey now, baby girl, what do you think you're doing?" he chuckles, finally snapping out of it, taking your hand.

You douse your face in sweetness as you look up at him and reply, "just giving my daddy what he deserves.”

"Daddy?" he raises an eyebrow at the new title. His tongue runs over his bottom lip as his hands reach out to take your waist.

You can’t allow him to take control though, so you quickly place your hand against his chest and walk him further to the bed. He looks a bit surprised but drops his hands nevertheless. It's clear he's excited to get whatever treatment he thinks he's about to get. He's eying you with half suspicion, half exhilaration as you push him down onto the mattress and crawl on top of him.

"Baby," he speaks up but you interject, leaning down and kissing him, soft and smooth. His hands are immediately on you again, squeezing into your ass a few times before one slides up to your waist. You move your own hand over his, linking your fingers together as you deepen the kiss. Your tongue slips past his lips while you bring his hand up above his head. He suckles your tongue for a bit before his own comes out to play. You moan into his mouth just as you sneak his wrist into the cuffs and click them shut.

He lets out a stifled groan and pulls away from you perplexedly, pulling at the cuff that now has him chained to the headboard.

"What the hell is this?" he mutters.

"It's what you deserve," you answer plainly as you bring up his other wrist and, before the initial shock can leave him, cuff it to the headboard just like the first one, “you shouldn’t have kept me waiting.”

You sit back and smile smugly at what you've done. You have him right where you want him and he does not look happy about it.

"What do you think you're doing?" he demands, the last of his amusement fading out of him as he tries and fails to push up from the bed.

"Shh," you coo, coming to lean over him again, "don’t sulk," you say, the words doused in glee, "you might even get to enjoy this," you press you lips to his swiftly, "if you're good."

His eyes widen as you start to slide down his body leisurely, letting your nails tickle him on the way until they arrive at his belt. You look up at him, sickeningly sweet, finding him staring back with an intensity you haven't seen of him before. It's a different sort of intensity you can't quite place, somewhere between anger and lust, though the tent in his pants is undoubtedly clear in telling you how he’s feeling.

Still smiling, you undo his belt but as you're about to pop the button of his pants, an idea trickles into your head and you decide to pause.

Gently, you place the palm of your hand against the outline of his erection and press down, just enough to send a first, tiny ripple of pleasure through his system but not enough to satisfy. The eyes that were so focused on what you were doing fall shut for a moment and he heaves a deep breath. When he opens them again they're filled with fire.

"You cunt," he curses, shaking his head at how you're still smiling innocently up at him.

"What, you want more?" you say, wrapping your fingers around his clothed dick and squeezing ever so softly.

"Fuck off," he bites back, straining against the cuffs. He bucks his hips upwards but you won't have that.

You remove your hand.

"I guess you don't want me to make you feel good then," you say, faking disappointment as you raise yourself up on the bed on your knees. You look down at him, letting your hand come up to fumble your breast.

“You know, I can get off all by myself." Your fingers slip past the fabric of your bra to squeeze the real thing. You find your nipple and pinch, humming softly to yourself but the quiet is broken by a loud creak and clank. He's pulling at the cuffs and trying to get up again.

"I don't think that'll work," you murmur as your free hand joins the other. You squeeze your breasts together for him, smiling a little when he swallows again, his struggles growing more and more confused. He’s tugging at the cuffs weakly but his eyes are gradually going blank. One hand leaves your breasts and travels down over your belly, painstakingly slow. It tickles the skin right above the lace of your panties, dipping a finger in gingerly. Your eyes flicker down your body before looking back at him. The stray finger comes back out your panties and instead, your hand moves down between your legs, parting the slip in the fabric that fails to cover your pussy.

The creaking noises stop all together for a moment as he falls still and watches with obsession in his eyes how your fingers show him exactly what he’s missing out on.

You’re surprised at how wet you already are. You run your finger along your folds gently, trying to drag the whole thing out for as long as you can. Torturing Christopher Bang is the main focus of tonight, after all. You move a little closer to him so your parted legs hover teasingly over his belly, giving him the perfect view. He can see everything as you play with yourself and you can’t help but start to lose yourself a little in the tingling sensations starting to rush through you. The way he’s staring at you — like you’re a straight-up goddess, like he’d cut off his right arm only to touch you for a moment — and the way he’s completely helpless to do anything about his urges, are a beautiful sight to behold. Knowing Chan though, it’s only a matter of time before he snaps again.

“Fuck!” his voice breaks the silence. He raises himself up as far as his cuffs let him, shaking his head as if he were waking up from a dream. When his eyes set on you they’re clear and sharp, and he looks about ready to Hulk his way out of his constraints and make you pay for what you’ve done.

“You better let me the fuck out of here if you know what’s good for you.”

His harsh words send a chill down your spine but you refuse to let him see that. You ignore him completely and slip a finger inside yourself.

“You know what happens when you don’t listen to me, girl,” he threatens, still pulling at the restraints, refusing to lie back down.

You bite your lip as you curl your finger up, finding that spot that sets you off on the path of sin. With a slight moan, you add another finger and start grinding, keeping your pace slow and sensual.

“Fuck,” he curses again, eyes darting to the place between your legs, “you really want my punishment that bad, huh?”

You look down at him through hooded eyes. “That’s not what this is about.”

It’s really not. He has had the upper hand during your little sexcapades for a long time now and you don’t want him to think that, just because he dominates you in the sheets, he’s in any way superior to you. You might just be a casual sex partner, but you still deserve to be treated with respect. You want to show him you’re not the type of girl that can be messed with, not the type of girl to just follow and listen to wathever he says.

Besides, you were finding that holding the reins over him was actually pretty fun.

“This is about you learning how to treat a lady right,” you say as you continue to fuck yourself on your fingers.

He looks insulted. “I don’t treat you right?” he scoffs.

“Shut up,” you reply coldly, promptly removing your fingers and plopping yourself down onto the bulge in his pants.

He lets out a pained gasp and his eyes go wide as pennies.

As you start to lean over him once more, your core pressing into his erection, he recommences his struggling, trying to shimmy you off. He’s strong but, thanks to the cuffs restricting his movement, your hips manage to keep him locked.

“You wanna be set free?” you whisper to him as you roll your hips onto him, coating his jeans in your wetness, “you’re going to have to listen to me.”

“That’s not how this works!” he grunts, shuffling underneath you, still attempting to throw you off.

It's not easy to hold your balance because he's stupidly strong but you don't give up easily. You grab a fistful of his hair, keeping him still as you lean down to his ear and whisper, “Shhh, baby boy,”

He does not like that. He thrashes desperately under you but you yank at his hair, forcing him to a stop. Before he can do anything else, you slide down his body and finally undo his pants, catching him off guard. You pull back the edge of his underwear, revealing his tip, leaking with precum. The sudden attention has shut him up, it seems, because now he’s back to gawking at what you’re doing. You tug the fabric about halfway down his length when you suddenly let go and it snaps hard against his dick, eliciting another groan from him.

“Fuck, I’m gonna kill you when I get out of here,” he says darkly, head falling back into the pillow.

You ignore him and pull off his underwear entirely, leaving him naked aside from the T-shirt he’s still wearing. Something about that makes him look more helpless. You like it; you like the look of his dick standing proud just underneath the hem of the shirt.

You want to wrap your lips around him but know that would be giving him too much. Instead, you move your attention to his thighs. You squeeze into them as you get comfortable between his legs. You look up once to find him holding his breath. His cock is so ready to be touched, reddened and hard. You give him one more coy look, darting out your tongue a little. But no matter how delicious his cock would be, it is his thighs you lick.

You hear his breathing deepen as you make your way towards his center, always avoiding those places you know he’ll enjoy too much. You’re waiting for a response. You know it won’t be easy because he’s a proud man but you’re not about to back down either. Your nails tickle his upper legs as your tongue licks its way between them. When you find a particular sweet spot you press your lips against the skin before giving it a little bite. When he finally lets out the moan he’s clearly been holding you raise your head to look at him.

“You like that?” you say, a sly smile creeping onto your face.

He refuses to respond, of course, so you go back and nibble at a different place on his inner thigh. He moans again and tries to kick his leg out from under you but your full weight in on him so you manage to keep him in place. You hear him mutter something under his breath that sounds like bitch and can’t help but grin wider.

“I know I’m being a little harsh on you, baby, but you deserve it."

Before he can reply you bite into his thigh, drawing another involuntary moan from him. He never sounds like this when he's fucking you. He’s so soft, so needy and it turns you on beyond belief. You don't even realize your fingers have found their way to his balls. They caress so lightly but it's enough to make his dick twitch and pulse. He's rock hard and by the look of him he's losing it. His eyes are shut tight and he's biting his lips, clearly trying to stop from letting out any more embarrassing noises. You're almost there. You lick your way towards his center so slowly that when your wet tongue comes into contact with his balls at last, he lets out a whine that could put even you to shame.

"Stop," his breathy voice calls and you raise your head to look at him.

He's flushed red and his chest is rising and falling rapidly.

"What's that?" you reply casually.

He doesn't have it in him to struggle any more. "Touch me properly,"

"What do you mean?"

"Fuck," he moans, head falling back into the pillow, "just get me off already."

You consider him for a moment, all the while your fingers never leave his balls. They graze his skin so lightly, barely there, but Chan keeps whimpering under their touch despite himself.

"Yeah, I don't think so."

"Please," his answer comes immediately and he hates himself for it. He looks up at you in desperation. He's shiny with sweat and so filled with want he looks ready to spill over any moment.

"Please just— just touch me."

Mercy starts tickling your brain but then you remember the way he treats you in bed and you decide to play with him just a moment longer.

"Why?" The question is more a demand than anything.

"Because I need— I need you."

"Me?" You act surprised as you start applying a bit more pressure on his balls, making his dick twitch and drawing a sharp gasp from him. 

"Yes, you," he breathes, "you're so annoying but you're really fucking hot and I need you to get me off, please just touch me."

"I like that word," you say as your free hand comes up to run softly over his nipple, "I wanna hear it again."

"Wha— ?" he breathes, face all pout and confusion.

You chuckle, "the magic word."

His head falls back again when you tweak his nipple, the added pleasure too much for him.

"Please," he groans, eyes screwed shut.

You take your hands off of him completely and sit back. "Louder."

"Please," he repeats, opening his eyes in shock at the lack of touch and trying to get up, yearning to get closer to you. He looks at your hands, the hands that were pleasuring him and now are not, desperation pouring out from him.

"Please!" he whines.

You smile at him triumphantly.

"Good boy."

Finally, you break the chains of your own restraints and take hold of his leaking cock. The thing is hot and stiff and veiny underneath your hand and you are so glad you decided to give in. It would have been the ultimate power-move to just leave him hanging but, seeing how horny you'd gotten yourself, there was no feasible way you could actually go through with that.

The groan that escapes his lips upon contact is guttural and lewd as fuck and it makes you want to sit on his dick more than you ever have before. You stroke him slowly a couple of times but speed up quickly when you see what it does to him. He's a complete mess under you, letting out sounds of pleasure unlike anything you’ve heard from him. He’s calling your name in whimpers, helplessly gasping for air. He's gorgeous and he's all yours. You come to hover over him as you continue to jerk him off.

"You like this, baby?" you ask and your other hand comes to grab his chin, forcing him to look you in the eyes.

"Yes," he pants, his breath hot on your lips, "yes, please, yes."

His aching pleas are music to your ears and you find yourself growing weak for him.

"What do you want, baby?" you ask.

He answers without missing a beat.

"Please, ride me, fuck, please!"

And that's it; you can't say no to him. Without wasting another second, your entrance finds his tip and you drop yourself down until you're sitting on him, his hard cock buried deep within you.

This time you both cry out. You know at once what's happening: he's exploding inside of you. He's moaning your name erratically and despite being completely overwhelmed by the fill of him, you start moving up and down, adding to his orgasm.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck," he slurs as the pleasure overcomes him and he spasms under you.

You ride him out until he falls still at last, looking like a hot mess.

Gazing down at the rare sight, you can’t believe what you’ve just done. Pride fills you, watching the rising and falling of his sweat stained chest and the way his eyes are still shut in post-orgasm bliss. You slowly rise and he groans again as his dick slides out of you.

“I’m gonna kill you,” he mumbles wearily, his eyes still pressed shut.

You can’t help but smile at him. Grabbing the keys from the nightstand drawer, you lean over and start unchaining him. His arms fall limp to the mattress and he starts to stir slightly. Once he’s freed, you slide down beside him, realizing at once how worn out you are as well. Taking control in the bedroom is tiring, you note, and close your eyes for a second.

“You don’t think I’m going to let you get away with this, do you?” his cold voice speaks directly into your ear.

Your eyes snap open and before you can do anything at all, he’s crawled on top of you, all traces of exhaustion vanished from his face.

“You thought you could fuck with me like this and not get punished?” He lets out a dark little snicker as his hand wraps around your throat and squeezes.

“Baby girl.” Two fingers move up and force their way deep into your mouth. “You’re in big trouble now.”

[cruddyborderlandstheories]

Please gearbox I am begging you just change the techspert mod's unique skill... it is so useless with Zane's current skill set at higher levels- and higher levels are when players are mostly going to be using legendary gear

The disparity between class mod usefulness via the unique skills in this game is soooo bad. In bl2 for example I could equip a legendary mod and get +5 in the listed skills the VH already has that I know work and want significantly buffed, because the tier 1 skills on each character were still pretty useful. This game you only get +5 across all listed skills which is fine cuz then u get the unique effect, the obvious draw this time around, but some of them are baaaaad

Tl;dr: I cry but also suggest class mod reworks? That are probably op with the current anointment system but shhh we'll fix that later too. I promise (ʘ‿ʘ✿)

I know it isn't just Zane who needs class mod buffs or reworks (I've seen some pretty bad Amara ones too, I'm sure Fl4k and Moze have some rough mods as well but I have less experience), but as a Zane main with the newest patch, hsgahakwygdiwjdks

Every sntnl build atm already has the drone out constantly without that mod, there's no reason to use it as the skill buffs in this game are not significant enough to warrant it, and the unique skill is useless. The difference between techspert or cold warrior and a mod like Seein Dead or even the executor mod is really sad. Only way the first 2 are viable is if ur playing at early levels and get a lucky or vending machine drop. But u can go to handsome jackpot and get an infinitely better mod there if you've got the dlc cuz the drop rate is incredibly high. I don't get it, those types of mods are basically just filler for the loot pool? Which really shouldn't happen with legendary gear when you have a ton of randomly generated guns for that purpose which is one of the highlights of ur marketing for the game.

If they wanted the mod to be useful for lower level characters who didn't spec into duration skills and don't grind until max level, fine, I guess? But the mod can still be useful for lower level characters AND higher level characters. Maybe change the skill to all of Zane's action skill durations/cooldowns get reset on kill? That'd be an incredible buff and keep the spirit of the mod intact. Hell it'd even buff the barrier since it buffs that trees skills ANYWAY. Srsly tho why it have a zoomer buff if it is a barrier tree mod. I don't get it. It's forcing a very specific playstyle cuz the +3-5 skill buffs are only really useful when u already have 4-5 in a skill outside of, like, brain freeze. If it gave a +5 in every skill like bl2 then I could see using it with zoomer without having to go down under cover but it doesn't soooo u have to get very lucky with the 1 skill u want to use?

Also. Cold Warrior is such a bad mod. I used it a bit after release at level 50 Zane bc I was trying for a cryo Zane and it was okay, but now at 65 with Mayhem 11, it is so bad. Why the random Dots. Zane isn't even supposed to be the elemental character beyond cryo unless I'm missing something Very Important. He had the shock damage when not targeted skill, but then they changed that to cryo (I'm actually a bit salty abt that, shock is great for shields as cryo is not as effective). Regardless he's not the DoT character and giving him a mod that applies random DoTs to frozen enemies is so out of left field. It really feels like a copy of Amara's mods but worse cuz Zane can't buff DoT damage (not that those types of Amara mods aren't Bad themselves, per se, but at least they fit her playstyle and skill set) beyond getting gear that buffs it, but that's trading off potential weapon or AS damage for elemental damage and... No thanks. Not when it's a Random element and not when Zane isn't even supposed to be the DoT character.

Cold Warrior would be a cool (ha) mod if it did other stuff to frozen enemies tho. For example, this is all off the top of my head, not even my job to think about stuff like this:

Allow him to insta freeze enemies using a melee attack with a short cooldown and give him double melee damage to frozen enemies. Give him +25-50% bonus cryo damage/efficiency to all damage dealt with the mod equipped ('oh but 25% damage is outshined by anointments' FUCK YA ANOINTMENTS THEY RUIN BALANCING). Release a free frozen heart nova when Zane is damaged to 50% or lower health that restores health and shields for 25% damage dealt by the nova with a 5-10s cooldown. If you want to keep in spirit with the mod's red text, which honestly I'm starting to think was the main driving factor in the creation of this mod and NOT making Zane a fully realized VH, all cryo damage dealt by Zane has a 15% chance to deal double damage in another random element, with a short cooldown (10s?). Like the hydrafrost gun (I believe that is the one). If ya think that's broken cuz of the current anointments in the game, come join us on the dark side where we advocate for anointment nerfs and character buffs for better balancing of the main game without dlcs.

Anywho, giving that mod Fuckin' Anything creative to buff his skill set instead of tacking on random stuff that has nothing to do with his preexisting skills. That'd be great and it could allow for more builds.

Similarly with the techspert mod, again these are off the top of my head and I literally cannot do testing as I'm not a dev:

Kill Skill: Kills have a 25% chance to refund all AS cooldown and reset all AS duration (least unique but it'd at least stay near to what they wanted the mod to be and would be far more useful during end game as it acts like an actual kill skill- the hexagon can even be Zane's class mod as a tiny icon, it'd be a real cute). As this mod buffs skills in the barrier tree, I'm gonna assume players are using the barrier action skill with this mod: the barrier gains 15% amp damage and amp damage is converted to bonus shock damage. When deployed, the barrier releases a shock nova that drains the shields of enemies near Zane and replenishes his shield by 25% max capacity. The barrier gives Zane 20% bonus reload speed and fire rate (held or not, does not matter). 1x per AS duration, Zane can hold down the barrier deploy key to end his barrier skill and release a cryo nova around it that instantly freezes enemies nearby (so you can throw down ur barrier and use it like a remote bomb for Calm Cool and Collected).

Iunno, some of these prob wouldn't work in practice, but literally anything other than "hey this class mod is Calm Cool and Collected but somehow worse even without the requirements" is good enough for me.

Changes pls :(

[surveys-at-your-service]

Survey #331

my head hurts way too badly to think up some intro lyrics, so just g’night.

Have you ever become good friends with someone you never met in person? Oh yeah, I've had best friends over the Internet. Hell, I'm closer to many online friends than I am most irl ones. They know "the real me" more. What do you consider your default mood to be? Stressed, probably. Discontent. What’s the longest amount of time you’ve ever kept a goldfish alive for? Not long. Proper goldfish husbandry is a very neglected topic, and I sure as hell never knew how to set up its tank adequately. Have you ever been paintballing? No, don't plan to. It looks like it hurts like a bitch. Do you want a large wedding? No. Did you ever collect any sort of cards? I had a very small collection of Pokemon cards. I didn't collect them avidly. What’re the best and worst books you ever had to read for a class? The Outsiders by S.E. Hinton was the best. The worst was some book we had to read in the 6th grade about a kid during some war that moved around a lot... I don't remember the name or who wrote it, but it sucked. What’s the best meal you had at an amusement park, or If you haven’t been to one, how about a good meal at another place like a zoo, aquarium or museum? I don't know. I haven't been to many. Who, whether a person or company, emails you the most? My PHP therapist emails me a check-in sheet and Zoom link every day there's a therapy session. What kind of sound or noise freaks you out the most and why do you think it scares you? Let's seeeee... I don't know if there's a sound that actually freaks me out. There are some I don't like, but none that like, frighten me. At least that I can think of. What’s the strangest art piece you’ve come across? Biiiitch there's a painting in Amnesia: A Machine for Pigs I'm not gonna go into, but shit fuckin wild. What’s the most clever or unique name you’ve come across for a business? I've definitely heard some cool ones, but I don't know about one that really stands out to answer this. If you had to name one of your hypothetical future children after a song, which song would you pick? Maybe like... okay, I'm blanking. Good thing I'm not having kids to name then, right? What’s the last song you heard? "Down in the Park" by Marilyn Manson is on atm. What is your favorite line from a TV show? *shrug* Any current family issues? No. How many hours do you spend online a day? How do you feel about that? I'm doing something on the computer pretty much... always. I hate it, and I hate it a lot. I don't want my life to be tied solely to the digital plane. I want to do more than bounce back and forth from website to website. Do you think that people have the power to make their own lives better? Absolutely, but there are some things they simply cannot change. It's about perspective and how you play the deck you're dealt. What is the biggest problem in your life right now? Right now, the most limiting thing is my physical health, probably. Just walking being torture affects my ability to exercise, and my body is a major reason - if not the biggest, at this current time - for my depression. This also plays a massive role in jobs I can handle. Not to sound like my emo self writing middle school poetry, but my body feels like a prison. Do you feel that you are loved? I know I am by some people, though I have a hard time understanding why a lot. What is the one thing you want most from life? Life satisfaction. Pride in what I've accomplished. A regular state of being content. Birthplace? I'm just gonna say in eastern NC. Do you believe in love at first sight? No, merely infatuation. Love is much too deep for that. Do you think dreams eventually come true? Some can, but usually only if you put effort into making that so. Favorite fictional character? like ummmmmmmm have you heard of this sassy bastard called Darkiplier- Go to the movies or rent? Before Covid, I loved going to the theater. It was something to do, plus a giant screen is nice. McDonalds or Burger King? McD's. I'm not a big BK fan. I only really went there during my vegetarian phase for the veggie burger. Current annoyance? This motherfucking headache. Last thing you ate? I have a meal replacement shake with me right now, if you consider that "eating." I didn't have a proper dinner. The last solid food I had though was some cookies and cream Greek yogurt. Last thing you bought? With my own money, I think I bought Mom and I some cheap McDonald's order semi-recently? Or maybe paying my $100 deposit for my tattoo was most recent, idk. Soonest thing you are looking forward to? For Mom to get her CT scan and find out what's going on in there. What did you do today? It was a pretty average day. I woke up way too early, though. The only thing even semi-unique about today was I played World of Warcraft for a few hours again; I've been quite unattached to it lately, but I went through an episode today of actually having fun playing. Oh, and I've been battling a migraine. It's more of a severe headache now, at least, but it still sucks big time. Do you like to see it snowing outside? Oh yes, absolutely! When you were in high school did you ever have bomb threats? I believe once we did from a very volatile student that honestly caused quite a lot of trouble. He's dead now. Who knows ALL of your secrets? Nobody. Did you have a job before you were in college? No. Have you ever thought about what it would be like to have a baby right now? That's a terrifying thought, no. Are you on birth control? Yeah, but just because it tames my menstrual cramps. Without it, they could be debilitating some days. Who is your last sent text to? My best fren. Have you ever eaten at Chipotle before? Possibly? Idr. Do you swear often? Excessively. I had a dirty mouth prior, but my swearing got really bad when I started staying at Jason's house a lot. He and especially his mother swear like mad. Do you own any shirts with a peace symbol on it? No. Do you have your national flag hanging up anywhere outside your house? Not at this house, no. Would you ever go to Japan? Oh, yes. I would love to. It's... very morbid, but I would really like to walk the (public) paths of Aokigahara Forest, nicknamed "Suicide Forest" for the horrible amount of, well, suicides that happen there via hanging. Like, you might just casually run into a dead body. I want to just... feel it there, walk in silence and empathize with people who didn't know what else to do and hope so deeply that those departed know they were never alone in their pain. I know with absolute certainty I'd probably be teary-eyed the whole time and cry a whoooole lot, but it's just an experience I want to have. What was the last thing you went to Walmart for? Some basic groceries. What should you be doing right now? Sleeping, given this headache... I just don't want to yet. Are you afraid of getting your heart broken? I'm fucking terrified of that ever happening again, far more than words can properly express. Have you ever been in a choir? Yes, actually; when I was a Catholic kid, my sisters and I were in the church choir for a year or so, idr. Do you have a Twitter? Yes, but only to like Mark's tweets, haha. Oh, and very rarely enter giveaways I'm interested in. Describe your retainers to me, if you have them, that is. I have a permanent metal one behind my front row of bottom teeth to keep those straight. My upper teeth had one of those normal retainers you take in and out, but I didn't wear it enough, so now it doesn't even fit. Would you like for someone to call you right now? No. I'm tired, my head hurts, and I'm enjoying the song I'm bingeing. It's so weird, I rarely ever go on music hunting trips (no real reason, I just... don't), but I've found great shit lately. Do you like to brush your teeth? No; it's a chore. I only do it because I don't want my teeth decaying, falling out, or getting too yellow, and the taste in your mouth and gritty texture on your teeth isn't exactly great when you don't brush. Have you ever had a surgery? Two. Give out your phone number over the internet? I have over private messages. Do you look older or younger than you actually are? Given my wardrobe (like graphic tees and band shirts), I probably look younger in the eyes of especially older people. I personally say I look my age, though. When is the next time you’ll be up on stage? I never plan to be again. What is the last show that you watched a full episode of? Some cooking show with Mom. Nailed It!, I think? Do you know anyone who lives in Utah? No. I love Utah, though; it's actually a place I'd be willing to live in with just how pretty it is and not super populated. Do you get your feelings hurt easily? VERY. I'm probably one of the most sensitive people you can meet. Do you still talk to the person you last made out with? Yeah. Have you ever seen your best friend cry? Ugh, yes. What kind of vitamins did you take as a kid? First we took those nasty, chalky Flintstones kinds, but as time passed, Mom moved onto giving us gummy bear vitamins that were perfectly fine. Did you get any compliments today? No. Are you friends with your neighbors? Not "friends," no. What towns have you lived in? Three different ones. That's all you're getting. Have you ever thrown up from drinking? No. Done any illegal drugs? No. I mean I've had some alcohol underage, but I've never done anything remotely hardcore. What’s the longest amount of time you’ve been on an airplane without changing flights? Idk. Who have you texted today? My mom and best friend. What time did you wake up this morning? Ugh, like five in the fucking morning. I couldn't go back to sleep. What is your favorite condiment to go with french fries? Ketchup. What do you have a habit of doing when engaging in a conversation with someone? Making shitty eye contact, and I'm one of those people who "talks with [their] hands." I also lose my train of thought a whoooole lot. Have you ever layed in a hammock? Yeah; we had one growing up. Have you ever lost a pet in a tragic way? How did you cope? Well yeah, I've had lots of pets, so thus lost some in particularly painful ways. The most scarring loss of a pet though is as follows: Teddy, my dog, picked up one of our cat's very young, wandering kittens in his jaws in a manner that looked as if he was trying to carry it like Aphrodite (the mother cat) does when she would bring them back behind the couch, where she gave birth/had her little "nest." I absolutely freaked and had to pry the kitten from his mouth, and it slowly died in my hands. I think Teddy accidentally crushed its ribs. I. Was. A. Mess. Then, there was Aphrodite herself. I've told the story before of our former neighbors calling animal control because our cats would wander through their yard, and all of our cats were taken away while I was unaware at school. Came home, and they were all gone. Aphrodite was my baby, so I was devastated. Screaming, sobbing, cursing on the porch for like 20 minutes... It was awful. What type of curtains do you like? I don't... know? I don't know the actual names of any types... What type of quality is a must-have in a friend? I absolutely cannot be friends with someone who thinks they're above everyone else. Are you any good at reading someone's body language? I think I am. What goes good with a nice cold glass of milk? Cookies! Especially Oreos. Dip it in there for around five seconds, and it's perfection. What fruit is too sweet to you? Grapefruit came to mind first. How did you feel after your first kiss? I had butterflies galore and was so giddy and smiley. After the first, I just wanted to kiss him a billion more times. What’s your favorite constellation and why? I don't have one. Shower curtain or door? Curtain. The glass doors are too revealing. Have you ever thought to yourself that you’re the luckiest person in the world? Most deeeeefinitely not. What time of day do you most enjoy looking at the sky? Sunset if there are clouds present, but sunrise if the sky is pretty clear.

[shatteredcharlie]

All numbers🤭

Thanks babe🙄😂

1. Charlotte

2. 21

3. Moths and being upside down

4. My fiancé, my family and my friends

5. 4 turn ons hmm.. my fiancé, back kisses, neck kisses and her touch

6. Bad smells and rude people

7. Charley😘

8. Lesbiann

9. One with my fiancé at the Trafford centre!

10. 5’8/5’9

11. My girl and being remotely happy

12. I don’t actually know the time but I’m sure I was born quite late

13. Grey

14. I crush on my girl

15. Favourite quote “ sometimes doing what you’re most afraid of is the very thing that will set you free”

16. Anywhere where my girl is

17. Probably chicken

18 . I am very sarcastic indeed🙃

19. Not actually listening to anything😭

20. First thing I notice in a new person is the vibe they give off

21. 5 and half

22. Green/blue

23. Brown

24. Idk, I gotta match tho

25. Never done a prank call but been there, when I was younger, with someone who did one

26. I am broken 🥳

27. Hmm, probably the resident evils😍

28. Fav song atm waiting all my life PBH Jack

29. Bmth

30. Tired

31. My fiancé 🥰

32. Engaged

33. Good with my mum, father not here

34. Barcelona 😃

35. I have a sleeve and on my other arm I have a mandala moon and dates of birth in Roman numerals

36. I was a leg tattoo so bad🙄

37. Honestly my friend told me about it in high school so I thought fuck it why not

38. No we don’t, I hated her at first but it’s all good. Forgive and forget.

39. I do, I love good morning and goodnight messages😍

40. Indeed my fiancé

41. Last held her hand yesterday

42. Erm about 20 mins not to long😂

43. Nope😂

44. In my bed

45. Fiancé or Beth or Nicole

46. Louddd

47. I live with my mum

48. Excited to see my girl on Thursday plus Spain and Turkey 😇

49. I used too but not now

50. Fake smile a lot👵🏼

51. My momma before I went to lie down

52. Kill her but I know she wouldn’t

53. Hmm

54. That my girl had to leave

55. Rhi rhi

56. Quite a lot

57. I don’t really have any talents🤕

58. No strange phobias

59. Prefer behind the camera

60. Idk

61. Probably video call

62. I believe in ghosts yes and aliens, maybe

63. Idk

64. I do

65. Cold and cloudy? Maybe

66. I’ve not read a book in ages🤕

67. I do sometimes

68. Charl

69. Probably cracking my head open or doing my back in🤒

70. I save money

71. I cannot

72. Nothing pink

73. tiger

74. Sleeping

75. Satan slayer🙂

76. Waiting all my life or I can’t help falling in love

77. My girl has my heart

78. “ leave me be “

79. More a phrase ‘it’s okay’ 😂don’t ask

80. @begayeveryday plus Brittany but I think she changed her url

81. If I look sad don’t question when I say I’m fine

82. Nope

83. I’d love to fly, definitely my super power

84. are you fine?

85. Me and my girl

86. Not today🙄

87. Never had too😂

88. Nope

89. Yes

90. When I went through my straight phase yes.💆🏼‍♀️

91. Yes

92. Yes and it’s wonderful, I advise

93. Yes

94. Yes sometimes and they I get asked to pick things up 🙄

95. Nope never

96. No

97. Yes football

98. I did in the past, no more

99. Nope

100. In the past, no more

101. Yes

102. Neither

103. No no

104. Yea

105. Yes my aunties and to my mums when she was pregnant with me it was beautiful👶🏼

106. Not computer but gaming on PS4 then yeah

107. Yess, Dexter😍

108. Been a holiday a few times

109. Indeed I have

110. Been to watch united men, united women and City women🔥

111. Broken a few bones

112. Ye

113. Nope

114. Yes many times ✈️

115. Nope but would like too

116. Bmth, good Charlotte, Demi, Sean Paul and loads more

117. My girl

118. I did take French and Spanish

119. Not wore makeup for time

120. Ye

121. Yes

122. No

123. Yes

124. Yes

125. Nope

126. Yes

127. No don’t stalk people😂

128. When I went fishing with my dad 😂

129. Yess

130. Yes

131. Don’t think so

132. Don’t think so

133. Just my family, girl and friends around me

134. 2 and we have a lot of names just not decided on 2 yet👶🏼

135. My dad said I was

136. It’s alright

137. My buzz light year

138. Dexter

139. Somewhere other than Manchester

140. Played a guitar and violin

141. By cracking my head open

142. Chicken, mushrooms and peppers

143. Sometimes

144. Nope

145. Nope

146. Sadly yes

147. A lot of things

148. Being sad

149. I don’t want you anymore

150. House, car

151. Not much😂

152. Brittany

153. A lot

154. Hmm idk

[dalkyeom]

aw i missed the trick or treat event :((( was gonna say i dressed up as OA!chris AHAHAHHA

but anyway!! how are youuu my lovely chia?? i haven’t heard from you in agesss. i hope you’re doing well and that your halloween went great and you got loads of treats 🥰🥰

oh also… i have a scary story! so this actually happened to me and i remember it so clearly too.

so basically when i was younger, my brothers were obsessed with remote controlled cars (and so was i but my parents rarely bought me any :/ but not the point!). so there was this one… i guess it was a big jeep? maybe the size of a small cat. and it’s wheels would light up with blue lights whenever you drove it. my brother used to love that car a lot and played with it almost everyday until it sadly broke :( i think the remote controller fell maybe? it just stopped working.

anyway. so one night i was sitting alone in the living room, my brothers were upstairs, and my parents were at work (doctors on call lmao so you know they wouldn’t be back until the morning). i was just minding my own business when suddenly, that broken jeep that was sitting on the table suddenly made a sound, the wheels rolling with the blue lights. it was only for a second, nothing more. but it spooked me.

because a) the only remote control for that car was on the opposite end of the sofa i was sitting on. and b) i’m pretty sure dad mentioned how the car ran out of battery earlier.

i wasn’t gonna sit and find out so i ran upstairs, heart beating super fast, and went to sleep with my brothers in our parents’ bedroom.

still don’t know why that happened. or how. but it’s a fun story to tell!

Ti-cup beloveddd it’s been so long 🥺💖 hello hellaaaur! I’m so glad to see you again! Been tucked away in the folds of caratblr atm (while juggling school projects so I’ve been on-off) and halloween was pretty chill! It was raining so I didn’t go outside 😂 but my place had a small ToT event for the kids but idk if any of them went outside

Hoping your halloween went well too and AGHSHD— OA!CHRIS 😭 my boy, my boy. I have to catch up with your series when I can I’m still not over the last update I bookmarked which was the one where Hyunlix saved that one family in the building 🥺 (also missing how you write your Chris so well 😔 his nuances!)

AMG HELPPP!! It’s always the little stuff that’s like really spooky 😭 the ones that are like you blink and it’s gone so you’re like sitting there all creeped out. Wonder if it ever did that again bc that’s creepy 😭😭😭 would do the same but also might end up having a staring contest with the object bc uhm— 😳 what compelled you?! In my supervision?

Idk if I ever experienced something like that 😭 most of my ghost stories come from secondhand retellings from my relatives (my aunt’s house is pretty haunted and my dad’s childhood home also had disembodied footsteps on the second floor)

the closest personal experience I had tl;dr version was someone wailing outside my classroom during math class. It was pretty loud so we thought it was a lost kid but when we checked no one was outside (and the wailing was still there. It was like you can hear someone crying bc it was loud) so we all huddled and prayed. The moment we finished, the crying stopped so it was vv weird 😭

[moore73cross-blog]

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[punk-rock-kitten]

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end choose  people to be tagged.

Tagged by: @sxhyoon (sorry for taking ages to do this lmao)

Tagging: @pendulumandthepoet, @hoshimybabe, @loeynahcp and everyone that wants to do it!

Last:

Drink: apple juice

Phone call: I cannot even remember the last time I called someone lol

Text message: “aww” (my Standard answer to anything remotely cute bc otherwise I would write far too much lmao)

Song you listened to: Let The World Be Destroyed by Yoga Lin (thanks Idol Producer)

Time you cried: I didn’t really cry but today when  read all These Things about shinees concert (I really cried yesterday when my dad and I talked about uni)

Have you ever:

Dated someone twice: No

Been cheated on: No 

Kissed someone and regretted it: No

Lost someone special: Yes

Been depressed: Yes

Been drunk and thrown up: Sadly yes lmao

In the past year have you:

Made a new friend: I think so? I mean at least @loeynahcp (I hope you feel the same lmao)

Fallen out of love: I dont think so

Laughed until you cried: last year I dont think I did (probably more like the other way around I cried til I totally lost my mind lol)

Met someone who changed you: yeah all These People that I crushed on

Found out who your true friends are: sadly yes

Found out someone was talking about you: yeah and it made me hate uni even more yay

General:

How many people on tumblr do you know in real life?: I think 4???

Do you have any pets?: Yes! A dog (Gina) and six bunnies (Charly, Lilly, Eumel, Kelly, Sammy and Holly)

Do you want to change your name?: As a kid yes but now I couldn’t care less lol

What time did you wake up this morning: about 8:45 a.m??

What were you doing last night: I played Video games with my brother

Name something you cannot wait for: being dead me finally finding Motivation and happiness regarding uni

Have you ever talked to a person named tom?: yeah I guess I talked to him once?? (I am not sure anymore lol)

What’s getting on your nerves right now: that my brother is acting sick so that he doesnt have to do anything and instead I have to do everything

Blood type: I have no clue rip

Nickname: Lari but it is barely used anymore bc my only friend never calls me by a Name??? ( @pendulumandthepoet am I right or just completely stupid), Lissy by my family

Relationship status: Single

Zodiac sign: Aries

Pronouns: She / her

Favorite show: I am not watching Shows atm

College: Ruhr-University Bochum

Hair color: brown

Do you have a crush on someone: yes

What do you like about yourself: maybe that I try to be a good daughter most of the time???

Firsts:

First surgery: does getting your wisdom teeth removed Count?

First piercing: No piercings

First sport you joined: ballet (for one day yay)

First vacation: probably the North sea

First pair of sneakers: I have no fucking clue

Right now:

Eating: nothing rip

Drinking: nothing rip again

I’m about to: finish the 4th Episode of Idol producer

Listening to: Love Me Love Me by Winner

Want kids: maybe? If I find the right Person to raise them with me

Get married: if it feels right with a Person why not?

Career: rn I am majoring in german and english studies but I have to clue what to do later lol

Which is better:

Lips or eyes: eyes (they are the second Thing I look at when I meet a Person)

Hugs or kisses: Hugs

Shorter or taller: both is great

Older or younger: older but younger is okay as well as Long as the gap isnt to big (I mean I am not even 20 so the gap has to be v Little lol)

Romantic or spontaneous: romantic but both Sound good

Sensitive or loud: I dont understand this lol

Hookup or relationship: definitely relationship

Troublemaker or hesitant: someone hesitant would not fit since I am already hesitant as hell

Have you ever:

Kissed a stranger: no

Drank hard liquor: I guess (is Tequila hard Liquor I am not an expert lmao)

Lost contacts/glasses: never had them in the first place

Sex on first date: No

Broken someone’s heart: probably broke my ex best friends heart but I think were even there

Been arrested: No

Turned someone down: kinda? I mean I dont know if that guy really wanted something more than friends but since he said creepy and strange stuff and I texted him then that I think he is annoying I think I did

Fallen for a friend: again kinda? idk how much of friend we are??

Do you believe:

In yourself: maybe in my next life

Miracles: idk? I am not sure

Love at first sight: wouldn’t that be v superficial? I mean I always said yes and I develop crushes on first sight as well but I am not that sure

[brokeshibe]

I’m sufficiently bored atm so

tagged by @dibu-johndoe​

1ST RULE: tag 9 people you want to get to know better: @amaranthnymph​ @beowulfs-booty-call​ @beowulfsjockstrap @southernalchemy​ I guess; I can’t even think of 9 people I follow who are even remotely likely to consider doing this. Anyone who follows can feel free to do so and put me as the tagger...

2nd RULE: BOLD the statements that are true

APPEARANCE: · I am 5'7" or taller · I wear glasses · I have at least one tattoo ·I have at least one piercing · I have blonde hair · I have brown eyes · I have short hair · My abs are at least somewhat defined · I have or have had braces

PERSONALITY: · I love meeting new people · People tell me that I’m funny · Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me (kinda - I’d like to help people with their problems but currently I’m not even able to help myself, so...) · I enjoy physical challenges · I enjoy mental challenges (maybe?) · I’m playfully rude with people I know well (kind of, I guess - not really as much these days either anyway) · I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it (I’d like to think everything I say and do is completely unironically, including the otherwise extremely odd or embarassing things) · There is something I would change about my personality (yea I’d like a new one thanks)

ABILTIY: · I can sing well · I can play an instrument · I can do over 30 pushups without stopping · I’m a fast runner · I can draw well · I have a good memory (maybe? I used to I guess, I was good at taking exams...for a few years) ·I’m good at doing math in my head (probably better than the average person but tbh I’m quick at doing mental arithmetic but also pretty inaccurate so...not really) · I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute · I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling· I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch · I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES: · I enjoy playing sports · I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else · I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else · I have learned a new song in the past week · I work out at least once a week · I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months · I have drawn something in the past month · I enjoy writing · fandoms are my #1 passion · I do or have done martial arts (apparently I have no hobbies)

EXPERIENCES: · I have had my first kiss · I have had alcohol · I have scored the winning goal in a sports game · I have seen an entire season of a show in one sitting · I have been at an overnight event (what the fuck is an overnight event?) · I have been in a taxi (seriously?) · I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year · I have beaten a video game in one day  (fable 3 was exceptionally disappointing) · I have visited another country (they’re all “other countries” to me at this point tbh :/ ) · I have been to one of my favourite band’s concerts

MY LIFE: · I have at least one person I consider a “best friend” (I consider a lot of people my best friend, this is usually not reciprocal though) · I live close to my school (well not a school, although I did live less than 5 min walk to the edge of Highfield Campus at Soton. For actual school as a kid, I don’t think I’ve ever lived particularly close) · My parents are still together· I have at least one sibling · I live in the United States (no, thank god) · There is snow right now where I live · I have hung out with a friend in the past month  (statistically this is not true most of the time though) · I have a smartphone · I have at least 15 CDs (I have like...3) · I share my room with someone

RELATIONSHIPS: · I’m in a relationship · I have a crush on a celebrity (it’s not a crush, Chris Evans and I will be together) · I have a crush on someone I know· I have been in at least 3 relationships · I have never been in a relationship · I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them · I get crushes easily · I had a crush on someone for over a year · I have been in a relationship for at least a year · I have had feelings for a friend

RANDOM: · I have breakdanced · I know a person named Jamie · I have had a teacher with the last name that’s hard to pronounce (if we’re including lecturers then yes, most) · I have dyed my hair · I’m listening to one song on repeat right now · I have punched someone in the past week · I know someone who has gone to jail · I have broken a bone· I have eaten a waffle today · I know what I want to do with my life · I speak at least 2 languages (it’s honestly debatable if I even speak 1 at this point, since I tend to forget words I want to use on a daily basis) · I have made a new friend in the past year

[damajority]

DaMajority Fresh Article https://www.damajority.com/my-10-takeaways-from-the-coronavirus-the-lucian-version-by-ian-mitchell-nsfw/

My 10 takeaways from the Coronavirus (The Lucian Version) by Ian Mitchell | NSFW

My 10 takeaways from the Coronavirus epidemic — (mostly) Lucian version…

Ian Mitchell

1. GREED IS A HELL OF A THING… Senators selling stocks while telling constituents everything is okay… Companies price gouging… People buying hand sanitizer in large amounts to resell at high prices… US senate trying to use the opportunity to make billionaires even bigger billionaires instead of helping ordinary people get through this in spite of interest rates being reduced to nearly zero… Pastors telling people to continue tithing if they want to avoid catching the virus (there’s an app for that now, wii)… I can’t possibly list how many of them I’d like to slap…

2. SELFISHNESS, ESPECIALLY NOW, IS REALLY, REALLY F#CKING STUPID… Hoarding hand sanitizer and toilet paper only means everyone else has infected hands and all manner of fecal-related diseases…Hoarding basic food items means poor people or those who are too late will rob you dumb asses when they get desperate and you won’t eat all those Crix crackers anyway… Jack ass!… And hoarding medication too?!? Jesus! So people have to die from shortages so you can have 12 months’ worth of refills done at once? Nah, man! You gotta be a really shitty human being… We can only overcome this as a community…

3. POLITICS IS ITSELF A DISEASE FOR TOO MANY OF US… Wishing the PM was really sick and would die because you’re not a supporter and disagree with his policies makes you less than human (and probably a sore loser)… Not wanting to hear from the opposition because they’re not in office means you don’t understand what it means to be in a democracy and have representation (and you’re probably are a classless winner)… Being overly critical of the authorities without exercising understanding and reason in your critiques just clogs up social media with less-than-helpful commentary while we need to get to facts and real information… Stop trying to incite panic or falsely discrediting public officials for political gain or just because you want to watch the world burn, SMDH… I mean, do you really want our leaders to fail now of all times? Yeh, I’m a big supporter of COVID 19 Order, 2020, Clause 21… Stop your shit! Salopla!!

4. AS FAR AS QUARANTINE GOES, WE GOT IT GOOD… Hotel stays (albeit in a limited but very nice space), with three daily meals, a/c, internet, cable, and ensuite bathroom isn’t exactly torture… Sure, you may be generally isolated but the risk is not worth it… so it’s best for you to enjoy your hotel stay… And for those who evade it, hold what you get, selfish! Oh, and thank God for Netflix!

5. SOCIAL DISTANCING AND PARTIAL SELF-QUARANTINE… SWEET BABY JESUS! WHERE HAVE  i BEEN ALL MY LIFE?!? Nobody breathing down my neck in line at the bank and supermarket… Sweet traffic flow! I can actually drive through Castries faster than I can walk through it… Lord, don’t wake me up from this dream!… Well, except for basketball… I miss my sweat, man… But I do worry about the homeless and how they will deal with the curfew… I guess home will really have to be where the heart is for these folks…

6. LET’S NOT STOP SOME OF THESE ADJUSTMENTS IF AND WHEN THIS DIES DOWN… AND USE ICT, FOLKS... Companies looking for ways to transact online… Expenses paid by credit/debit card… Well stocked ATMs… Data collection and dissemination online… More remote customer service… Work-from-home (as far as is practical)… Delivery and pickup from restaurants… Bus drivers unable to cram passengers (and a child being counted as a whole person)… Hallelujah!  Agriculture and agro-processing along with ICT and affordable connectivity are going to be prioritized as a matter of national resilience… there’s no other way…

7. WE MOVED TOO SLOWLY ON A NUMBER OF THINGS BUT LET’S NOT ACT LIKE THERE AREN’T CONFLICTING CONCERNS HERE… Borders were certainly left open too long, but the economic fallout is very real and greater than we have ever faced and trying to determine how to address that eventuality is no easy task… The ripple effect of no tourist presence is enormous and would give any government pause. We are not a rich country follow ECCB regulatory guidelines so figuring out how to provide relief to all sectors isn’t so easy for us… Some banks are giving sine relief but we don’t all have the income to afford mortgages, this only benefits some… (I’m not hearing from Courts at all eh…) I also agree that our priorities should have been skewed more towards that move to OKEU sooner, but again, we may do so now and experience all the issues of a lack of readiness that we have been warned about. So let’s not shout too loudly about it being done now because of the pandemic. You wouldn’t try to walk on a broken leg, but if a lion was coming for your ass, you’d find a way to run… And yes, we have to finish St. Jude’s (while managing the risks) because we need more hospital beds, services ans staff if the shit hits the fan… And BTW… Thanks Dr. Belmar! Keep doing your best with the little you have at your disposal… And thanks to all our essential services for keeping us resembling something of a civilized society when crisis hits…

8. FAMILIES AND COUPLES ARE RECONNECTING… I see parents and children exercising on the beach… couples playing online games together… parents home-schooling their children… adults checking on their elderly parents and binging them to Massy to shop… It’s a beautiful thing…

9. WE’VE BECOME COVID-19 EXPERTS OVERNIGHT… Thank this age of the Internet and social media…. If this happened in the 80’s, the vast majority of us would be ignorant about this… And in spite of those of us who still don’t listen (and it’s not because they don’t know better), the streets are much more desolate and Massy and my credit union has free hand sanitizer… Praise Jah for information…

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10. BE VIGILANT BUT NOT ANXIOUS OR AFRAID… Some say this is an attempt to control the masses (safety in exchange for liberty)… Some say this is about money through vaccine sales driven by fear… Some say it was the US who created and planted this in China as a strategy to win the economic war but it got out of control… The way I see it, any or all can be true or false, but it is here regardless… So use common sense and follow the instructions aimed at avoiding it altogether… Regardless of how it started, it still a killer… My heart breaks for Italy and it’s about to break for the US… May it never have to break for Saint. Lucia….

SPECIAL MENTION

I had to shout out to a special group of persons who are working really hard right now and putting themselves at risk for little remuneration… the security guards… They’re working 12-hour shifts while standing though most of it in many establishments…. They are acting as doormen all over the place with no masks in many instances. They sometimes distribute hand sanitizer to incoming customers and handle crowds that are sometimes times irate and showing a lack of patience while lining up outside supermarkets, banks, etc… I wish them well and we should grant them all the cooperation we can right now… their pay is really crappy…

[lysitheaioandeuropa]

All the flowery asks

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azalea : what’s one word that describes you ?- annoying probably, idk. extra lmao

baby’s breath : what did you want to be when you were a kid ?- a coroner, surgeon, a lawyer. not what i am now, but i am happy with it atm

begonia : are you a messy or clean person ?- rly rly clean

bleeding heart : has your heart ever been broken ?- mhm, it has, sometimes by my own damn self! but it happens you move on you live and you learn

bluebell : do you drink tea or coffee ?i drink both but do prefer coffee most of the time

buttercup : what are five things that make you apologetically happy ?- unapologetically? idk, video games? free times? it’s hard to answer this w depression in mind lol, but any time i spend w my gf rly makes forget that all even if just temporarily, i rly love and appreciate all the time i spend w her and that she’s willing to share w me

calla : what’s your favorite book ?- i have a few, i kinda stan for cassandra clare even though i don’t really like her writing style. i need new books to read asap

carnation : what are your five most played songs ?- rn i’ve had this jojo album playing all day

chrysanthemum : what are you afraid of ?- getting old and not doing shit w my life. coming out to my mom. never getting better

daffodil : what’s your astrological sign ?- gemini :( here goes the hate lmao

dahlia : what’s your favorite band ?- okay i always say arctic monkeys but BOY, do i fucking LOVE ME some fucking chromeo!!!!! LIKE YES FUNK LORDS FOR LIFE BITCH

daisy : which ‘friends’ character do you relate to the most ?- i’m not white (cause you have to be to think friends is even remotely funny)

dandelion : are you an extrovert or an introvert ?- more introvert than extrovert. i be going out and “yikes”-ing my way through the night

geranium : how has your day been ?- odd? it started off pretty okay but i noticed i was in a mood, p clingy and needy and rly manic. and then MOOD DROP and i laid in bed crying for two hours and didn’t eat anything. by 9 i was okay and i ate taco bell of all things so i know i’m boutta hate my whole life (s.n. this was last wednesday)

hydrangea : what’s your dream job ?- something in tech com, a bookstore i own myself, a university position, i still wish i could work at or open up a publishing house.

iris : who’s your celebrity crush ?- used to be james franco. dave 1 is a total stud though like wow thats my husband

lavender : what’s one of the best gifts you’ve ever received ?- my birthday gift this year, i cried opening it, and a couple years ago was rly nice too

lily : what’s something you’ve achieved that you’re really proud of ?- surprisingly, i haven’t died. and i’ve survived the past three months w little to no personal injury (mental or physical)

marigold : what would you like to do more of, but don’t ?- everything? but i all takes too much energy? rn i want to clean and run errands and not cry but i’m doing the exact opposite of that. update: i drew TWO (2) things yesterday!!! i am proud! and i went to the gym for the first time in three weeks

moonflower : who inspires you ?- whatever potential future me has that isn’t me rn.

morning glory : are you an early bird or a night owl ?- a bit of both, i get up early and i stay up late but not like i’m doing anything productive

orchid : what’s the last movie you saw ?- thirteen ghosts, it was still as good as i remember it! update: currently finishing princess mononoke

pansy : do you believe in love at first sight ?- no bro, and if you do you a liar and you tryna fuck

peony : what does your url mean ?- jupiter’s moons!

periwinkle : what are you thankful for ?- not dying i guess

petunia : where were you ten years ago ?- hmm it was my freshman year of high school. i was spending lunch w omar, ashley, and antonio, or just hanging out in the library picking out books to read. that wasn’t rly a good year tbh but yeah funny how people say shit like that does not matter 10yrs down the line

poinsettia : where would you like to be in ten years ?- i’d hopefully be an estimator w my current company, maybe at a different branch in portland or seattle. financially stable, married, and happy puppy owner, maybe even happy parent

poppy : what’s your online persona ?- same as irl, if not slightly cooler actually but just as cynical and depressed

primrose : if you could share one message with the world, what would it be ?- i’m not really sure.. do more of what you love. take care of yourself, physically and mentally. have an open mind.

rose : who’s the last person you spent quality time with ?- probably michelle? we went to panda yesterday.

snapdragon : what are your goals ?- i want!! to get!! better!! also, lose fifty pounds but i mean i’m fat and i like to eat it is what it is

sunflower : what’s your favorite quote ?- “all good things are wild and free,” sidenote, i am happy to be a free happy gay rn like i’m much more comfortable in my skin in that regard i felt like i constantly had to hide that specific part of me and granted i still do to a certain extent but not as much

tulip : if you had three wishes, what would you wish for ?- i don’t want to be rich, but i want 100% certain financial security. i can take care of my wife and kids, we can take trips and vacations whenever we want, and we’re happy and fulfilled. money won’t do that, but it will certainly help. i really wish i wasn’t depressed/didn’t have bpd, that would improve the overall quality of my life immensely. and lastly, i wish i could go back in time and make better choices.

violet : what’s one thing most people don’t know about you ?- outside of the internet no one knows i have bpd

zinnia : do you believe in magic ?- depends on your definition

[surveys-at-your-service]

Survey #154

“the wind is screaming, it’s screaming your name; it sounds like fear.”

What is your opinion on sex without emotional commitment?  nononononoNONONONO. Last time you puked from drinking?  Never. What books, if any, have made you cry?  Johnny Got His Gun, Old Yeller, The Outsiders (I think; I know the movie did), The Notebook, uhhh others, I'm sure. Does it get annoying when somebody says they’ll call you, but doesn’t?  It depends on the person, but honestly, almost never.  I hate talking on the phone. What is your favorite simple ice-cream flavor?  Usually vanilla, but sometimes I'm all about chocolate, especially if I can't put chocolate syrup on it. When was the last time you slept on the floor?  Jeez, probably when me and Jason did at my house.  I've slept on an inflatable mattress since, but I'm guessing you mean literally on the floor with blankets and such. If you could eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?  I dunno.  I doubt it really, but don't potatoes have all the nutrients you actually need to survive?  If so, then probably that, but otherwise, uh.  I dunno, I'd get tired of things or die 'cuz I'm not getting what I need. I could say shakes, but I consider those drinks. Have you ever given someone oral sex?  Yeah, fucking hated it.  I'm bi, yes, but visually, penises are disgusting to me.  I don't want it in my mouth.  I only ever really did it to make him happy.  I'm open to trying it with a girl, but who knows if I'd like it. What's your favorite lyric from the last song you listened to?  "Hey, hey, NRA, how many kids did you kill today?" ("Shelter In Place" by Otep) Are you friends with someone that has a baby?  My best friend does. How many different towns/cities have you lived in?  Three. Have you ever had a kinky dream about a celebrity?  No. How many pets do you have? Would you like any more?  Six, and I kinda want another snake to breed with Venus when she's big enough.  I want to keep at least one of the babies to help with Sara's snake breeding passion. Is there a song you can’t stop listening to atm?  Oh yeesh, yeah.  I've fallen in love with Powerwolf recently and thus play a number of their songs repeatedly. How many bedrooms does your home have?  Two. How many times do you use a bath towel before washing it?  Once.  Annoys the hell out of Mom but like, I feel like there may be leftover germs I'm getting off + maybe dead skin 'cuz my skin in dry as fuck??? What time do you usually eat dinner?  This can vary from 6:00 to like almost 9:00.  I can't cook and Mom works late, so.  I'll make my own microwavable things if I can't wait for her to make something. Do you know any narcissists?  Jason????? Dillon????? dat u???????? Have you ever been falsely accused of something serious?  I don't believe so? In which were you happiest: elementary, middle, or high school?  Elementary. What was your favorite thing to do as a little kid?  Video games. You can bring back one dead pet to life. Which one?  Cali, for Mom.  She misses her so much. Rock, paper, or scissors?  I think I usually do scissors. Who was the last person to ask you out? Girt. What are your favorite pajamas you have? My purple, black, and white Jack Skellington ones ahhh What’s your least favorite ice-cream flavor?  Strawberry is disgusting. Do you prefer it when it gets darker earlier?  NOOOOO.  This is totally inverted from how it used to be, but I'm more likely to feel down when it's dark. Are there a lot of cookbooks in your house, or just a few? Or maybe none at all?  Mom has tons she never uses. Who are your godparents?  I don't think I have any. Can you touch​ your nose with your tongue?​​  No. What brand is your toothpaste?  Crest. Are you currently broken out?  No. What was the last hotel you stayed at? I dunno. Do you have a favorite NASCAR driver?  No. Eyeliner. Yes or no?  If I wear makeup, that's the bare minimum. What’s the hardest decision you’ve ever had to make?  Let Jason go or continue to let what we had ruin my life. Where is the last beach you went to?  Myrtle Beach, NC. Have you ever been rock climbing?  Nah, not interested. Have you ever played Gamecube?  No. What has been the biggest event for you to overcome?  Recovery.  It changed me for the better so much. Do you have a favorite pet?  No one can beat Teddy.  I doubt any pet ever will. When someone drops something do you immediately go and pick it up for them?  If I’m close, unless they're already reaching for it, yes. Could you call your best friend right now and tell them your biggest secret, and trust them to keep it?  HAHAHAHA NO tbh.  I love her, but she tells people everything. Have you ever played Wii Fit?  Yup.  Everyday one summer, lost 40 pounds, got in great shape. Have you ever touched a caterpillar?  Yeah, loved picking up the ordinary ones as a kid. Is there a YouTube channel whose videos you always watch?  I will watch literally any video Mark makes. How often do you feel lonely?  This is like.  Almost a daily struggle. Do you struggle with depression?  I'm diagnosed with it, but it's well-controlled now! While in a relationship, do you ever think about its possible end?  I worry about it BADLY.  Even in my current one where I feel completely secure, I have some spans of "what if" anxiety. What is the worst treatment you’ve had to put up with from someone else?  Ummmm.  I dunno. What’s the longest you’ve gone without eating?  24 hours, probs. Do you like watching music videos?  No.  I just care about the music. Which, if any, drug have you ever abused?  None. Do you know your mail (wo)man?  No. Honestly, are you often high-maintenance/hard to please?  No. Are there any flags flying outside at your home?  No. Will you vote in the next presidential election?  If the remaining candidates don't fucking suck, yes. Tell me about someone that you know dislikes you. What do you think is about you they don’t like?  The one person I know doesn't is my best friend's mom, but I can't tell you exactly why.  There's no telling what Colleen told her after our fight, but.  Colleen has told me her mom thinks I could "hurt" her son somehow.  I was fucking livid.  I adore that boy and would do anything to protect him.  Oh yeah, know she mentioned I was a bad influence, too.  But hey, the hate is mutual, I've never been able to stand her. Tell me about something you’re afraid of. Why does it frighten you?  Getting heartbroken again.  Last time tore me the fuck apart, I seriously don't know if I could do it again.  Worst pain I have ever experienced. Is there someone you could hang out with all the time, without ever getting bored of them?  Sara <3 Have you ever liked someone else when you already had a boyfriend/girlfriend? What happened?  Yup, first high school crush Sebastian.  And nothing really happened; he was taken (though I'm pretty sure he had at least mild feelings for me too), though it was at a complicated point.  Then I met Jason. What mountain ranges have you seen?  The Appalachians. Where would you most like to go in your state, etc that you haven’t been?  THERE'S AN ABANDONED WIZARD OF OZ-THEMED PARK IN THE WEST AND I WANNA VISIT. Have you ever seen or touched an iceberg?  No. Where was the most remote location you’ve ever been to? I dunno. What is your most unhealthy habit? Not exercising? Has your house ever been damaged in a storm? A tree fell on our old house during a hurricane.  It didn't cause severe damage or anything, though. What’s the least amount you’ve weighed since reaching your full height? ~118.  Hilarious. Do you think it’s cruel to keep an animal in a cage while you’re away?  Depends on the size of the cage and how long they're staying in there. Are you scared of reptiles?  Not at all. Does death scare you?  Not that much. Do you use a comb or brush?  Comb now that my hair's short. When you were younger, did you ever do that exclamation point that looked like an upside down triangle and had a really big dot?  No. What kind of relationship do you have with the last person you kissed?  She's my girlfriend. Are there things in your life that you’ll never be able to get over?  If I could get over my breakup, I can get over anything. Have you ever turned to smoking or drinking to solve a problem?  New Years of 2017 I actually did try to get drunk for that purpose. Would you mind dating someone significantly shorter than you?  No. What’s on your bedside table? Yeesh, a lot.  A fan, a basket with all my meds in it, sketchbook, notebook, my folder full of things from Holly Hill as well as my therapy homework folder.  There's other miscellaneous stuff too. How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?  This is pathetic, but probably like... no amount.  My life sadly revolves around it, just about. What are some things on your holiday wishlist?  Always tattoo money lmao.  But I'd really love a drawing tablet, but a decent quality one.  Can't have both. Who accompanied you to your first concert?  Jason, Mom, and Nicole. What’s the temperature outside?  Phone says 79.  Gonna get to 90, though. Have you ever been in detention?  Yes, too many tardies getting to school. Do you wear black to look skinnier?  Not for that reason, but it's a plus lol. Do you have scars on your wrists?  You can barely see them, but they're there. How about anywhere else?  Yeah, quite a few. Do you post things on Facebook that are personal?  No. Has the last person you kissed ever taken their shirt off in front of you?  Just to change it. Would you ever get in the passenger seat of a car with someone who’s been drinking?  Fuck that. What is a topic you definitely don’t want to talk about with anyone?  How I'm 99% sure I lost my virginity. What is the craziest hairstyle and color you’ve had?  Style, probably what I had before this where I had short hair on most of my left side and it faded to long.  Color, purple. What was your first gaming console?  Original PlayStation. Which fictional villain is your favorite?  Um obviously Darkiplier???????? What’s the last thing you’ve made with your hands?  Hm.  Dunno. Which hair color would you never want to have?  Yellow. Who’s the last person you talked to about sex?  Sara. What is the wallpaper on your phone?  My lock screen is a heavy reminder that I am still straight as fuck for Mark, home screen is my favorite pic of me and Sara. What was the last thing you wrote down?  Stuff at the tattoo/piercing parlor to get my tongue done. What is your least favorite color?  Puke green or olive. What’s the most boring sport to watch?  Golf.  Sara, don't tell your dad I said that.

[mintysobi]

92 statements

92 statements RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people! oo so i was tagged by @chim-jiminie-cricket
!! (tbh i never done these on tumblr and also thanks aa)
THE LAST: 
1. Drink: milk (w oreos)
2. Phone Call: mom
3. Text Message: a simple good morning to my baby:3
4. Song you listened to: sand planet - hatsune miku (she looks handsome in the pv)
5. Time you cried: i think when i was in greece
6. Dated someone twice: nope
7. Kissed someone and regretted it: never
8. Been cheated on: nah
9. Lost someone special: yeah
10. Been depressed: never…
11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: didn’t get drunk
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:
12. black
13. baby blue
14. mint green
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends: 2-3 people i guess.
16. Fallen out of love: i guess
17. Laughed until you cried: most of the times
18. Found out someone was talking about you: most of the time tho.
19. Met someone who changed you: yeah. they made me realize that i was someone i wasn’t. so i turned from one of these pathetic girls to a better one 
20. Found out who your friends are: i guess?
21. Kissed someone on your facebook list: lmao. nope.
22. How many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: most of them
23. Do you have any pets: no.. but i wish i had one m
24. Do you want to change your name: yeah. mel is actually my middle name, so i would change it to mel. better than my first name
25. What did you do for your last birthday: went to the mall in another city w my uncles
26. What time did you wake up: 11:00am
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: i’ve been reading fanfics (until almost 5am i think)
28. Name something you can not wait for: FREAKING HOLIDAYS.
29. When was the last time you saw your mom: yesterday
30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: i should’ve become more social, and befriend people, but for me who also had anxiety it’s kinda hard tho.
31. What are you listening to right now: cypher pt 4 instrumental by eddy kaba 
32. Have you ever talked to a person named tom: umm no.
33. Something that is getting on your nerves: when people underestimate you or wouldn't believe you.
34. Most visited website: youtube and tumblr recently
35. Mole/s: i have some
36. Mark/s: birthmarks
37. Childhood dream: to be a nanny or a chef...
38. Hair color: blonde
39. Long or short hair: medium atm
40. Do you have a crush on someone: yep i do , but too bad we're not in the same country...
41. What do you like about yourself: i would try and support people, even cheer them up, and make them feel better. but as in physical appearance, i like my eyes tbh.
42. Piercings: earrings only (one on each ear,sadly.)
43. Blood type: B i guess
44. Nickname: mel, melanie (i hate when people call me that tbh), melissa, meli, mayo, may, melc (which is snail in romanian, lmao.)
45. Relationship status: taken :3
46. Zodiac: taurus, 
47. Pronouns: they/them or she/her
48. Favorite tv show: id say love live (even tho it's an anime)
49. Tattoos: i don't have tattoos. but i'd wantboje 
50. Right or left handed: left handed,, (but using some thing /like the mouse/remote/whatever/ w the right hand. (i use mouse w the right hand only)
51. Surgery: not sure but i think at the eye
52. Piercing: earrings
53. Sport: volleyball. i used to play volleyball during the 3rd grade
54. Vacation: i went in greece 3 weeks ago and returned 2 weeks ago
55. Pair of trainers: idk
MORE GENERAL:
56. Eating: oreos
57. Drinking: milk
58. I’m about to go: and get some badges for my bag
59. Waiting for: my lp to restore in love live
60. Want: to meet my baby irl TT
61. Get married: someday...
62. Career: maybe a vlogger
WHICH IS BETTER:
63. Hugs or kisses: HUGS, i love hugs more than kisses tbh
64. Lips or eyes: both, but eyes
65. Shorter or taller: i don't mind the height (says the one who complains that she's shorter than most of her classmates from her old school)
66. Older or younger: i don't mind
67. Nice arms or nice stomach: nice arms. really? why would you look for someone who has a nice stomach (here i don't mean i'm looking for abs tho, but i don't mind. i'm not looking for a flat stomach either, it's optional. if i could i've chosen neither of them. bc personality is more important 68. Hookup or relationship: relationship
69. Troublemaker or hesitant: not sure but both. sometimes you have to be hesitant, and other, a troublemaker
HAVE YOU EVER:
70. Kissed a stranger: nah
71. Drank hard liquor: hehe yeah
72. Lost glasses/contact lenses: yeah.
73. Turned someone down: i did
74: Sex on the first date: nope
75. Broken someone’s heart: i don't think so..
76. Had your heart broken: yeah..
77. Been arrested: nope
78: Cried when someone died: idk no..
79. Fallen for a friend: i did
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
80. Yourself: i'm trying
81: Miracles: sometimes
82. Love at first sight: rarely... 
83. Santa Claus: i pretend that i believe in santa but actually nope. bc i buy my own gifts haha
84. Kiss on the first date: nope.
85. Angels: depends
OTHER:
90. Current best friend’s name: i would say esther, even tho we're more than best friends but sadly didn't meet irl TT, i hope we can meet someday, sometimes video calls aren't enough and we know that, and i hope i could go to your country someday and when i'll be there, is hug you for some time, but then spend time with you,❤️
91: Eye color: blue-gray-green still confused (i think they're blue, mom thinks they're blue-green, my classmates think that they're blue-grey)
92: Favorite movie: inside out, and big hero 6 umm i kinda don't know who to tag bc i rarely talk here on tumblr but i would try to tag some people :3 hmm tagging : @jimiinz @bands--and--fandoms @gottabombbombandpow @thecuriousinferno @absolutelythrilling @kc-junghsk @penguinsoo0112 @astro-child @namstrongpowerjoon @kinky-bangtcn (not 20 but here ya go... yet am aware that someone from this list probably unfollowed but that's okay, .. i hope you enjoy,

[sky-bluepinksunset]

All of them ya Jobbie

DELETED THIS HALFWAY THROUGH SO TAKE II BITCHES 1: My name? Bryce! 2: Do I have any nicknames? B, Kennedy when I'm in trouble, BK, babe3: Zodiac sign? Aries4: Video game I play to chill, not to win? Grand Theft Auto V5: Book/series I reread? Harry Potter but Goblet of Fire especially 6: Aliens or ghosts? Leaning more towards ghosts?? 7: Writer I trust enough to read whatever they write? Not sure? Don't really follow authors well8: Favourite radio station? 104.5, not that it means a lot to you, but it's called "The Beat of Knoxville" and plays mostly rap and hip hop 9: Favourite flavour of anything? Cinnamon 10: The word that I use all the time to describe something great? Insane lmaooo11: Favourite song? Of all time?? Either 12: The question you ask new friends to get to know them better? Favorite song usually!! 13: Favourite word? Probably 14: The last person who hurt me, did I forgive them? Yeah, you're going to be miserable if you're bitter. 15: Last song I listened to? Praying by Kesha16: TV show I always recommend? B99 as of super recent 17: Pirates or ninjas? Pirates 18: Movie I watch when I'm feeling down? I normally binge tv series I've seen before 19: Song that I always start my shuffle with/wake-up song/always-on-a-loop song? Issues by Julia Michaels because it's a BOP Also Home by Edward Sharpe20: Favourite video games? GTA, Literally NEVER ashamed to admit to Mario Super Bros, Life is Strange is pretty good! Also quite like Subnautica sue me 21: What am I most afraid of? Failure I think22: A good quality of mine? I help people?? Idk lmao 23: A bad quality of mine? Losing discipline when trying to do something 24: Cats or dogs? BOTH25: Actor/actress you trust enough to watch whatever they're in? Evelyne Brochu 26: Favourite season? Fall 27: Am I in a relationship? Nope 28: Something I miss? Band a lot29: My best friend? Ur gay ass30: Eye colour? Blue! 31: Hair colour? Currently a silver blonde 32: Someone I love? Cameron33: Someone I trust? You34: Someone I always think about? Chekov and Sulu 🙄🙄35: Am I excited about anything? Yep! 36: My current obsession? Buzzfeedblue37: Favourite TV shows as a child? Wizards of Waverly Place, iCarly, either of the Zach and Cody shows 38: Do I have someone of the opposite sex that I can tell everything to? Yeah! 39: Am I superstitious? About some things like salt over your shoulder and sweeping your feet40: What do I think about most? Again Chulu or college 41: Do I have any strange phobias? Mm I have a fear of dying or disappearing and my room being a mess 42: Do I prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it? Behind 43: Favourite hobbies? Writing 44: Last book I read? People's History of the US45: Last film I watched? Not sure? 46: Do I play any instruments? Flute, piccolo and alto flute! 47: Favourite animal? Otter, shark, pit bulls48: Top 5 blog on Tumblr that I follow?49: Superpower I wish I could have? Teleporting could be cool50: How do I destress? Watch shit or exercise 51: Do I like confrontation? NOPE52: When do I feel most at peace? Not really sure53: What makes me smile? Silly conversations 54: Do I sleep with the lights on or off? Off I'm not an ANIMAL 55: Play any sports? Nope, used to play softball and basketball 56: What is my song of the week? The Louvre57: Favourite drink? Coffee 58: When did I last send a handwritten letter to somebody? I have no idea 59: Afraid of heights? Healthily 60: Pet peeve? Oppression I guess?? 61: What was the last concert I went to see? Mary Lambert 62: Am I vegetarian/vegan/pescatarian? I want to go back vegetarian or vegan!! 63: What occupation did I want to do when I was younger? A veterinarian 64: Have I ever had a friend turn enemy? Yeah one but I just hold a grudge over nothing 65: What fictional universe would I like to be a part of? Star Trek or HP66: Something I worry about? Making wrong decisions 67: Scared of the dark? Sorta 68: Who are my best friends? U and Nicole69: What do I admire most about others? Their talents!! 70: Can I sing? Nope 71: Something I wish I could do? Lose weight easier lmao 72: If I won the lottery, what would I do? Travel! 73: Have I ever skipped school? Once74: Favourite place on the planet? Haven't found it yet 75: Where do I want to live? Scotland right now76: Do I have any pets? Yeah a bunch 77: What is my current desktop picture? Currently it's Nomi and Anaminita78: Early bird or night owl? Night owl 79: Sunsets or sunrise? Sunsets I think 80: Can I drive? Yeah! Love it 81: Story behind my last kiss? Don't wanna talk about it lmao 82: Earphones or headphones? Earphones 83: Have I ever had braces? Nope 84: Story behind one of my scars? I got rock stuck in my elbow from a bike fall 85: Favourite genre of music? Indie86: Who is my hero? I have no idea 87: Favourite comic book character? Wonder Woman atm 88: What makes me really angry? Oppression again 89: Kindle or real book? Real book but I don't mind kindles at all 90: Favourite sporty activity? Band??? Dk if that counts 91: What is one thing that isn’t tight in schools that should be? "Isn't tight" But the whole phone situation 92: What was my favourite subject at school? English 93: Siblings? 2 brothers and 3 sisters 94: What was the last thing I bought? I bought gas and dinner for the fam 95: How tall am I? 5'11 I think 96: Can I cook? Not extremely complicated 97: Can I bake? Yeah really well!98: 3 things I love? Trips, the sky, great plots 99: 3 things I hate? Shopping, restlessness trying to sleep, work atm100: Do I have more girl friends or boy friends? More girl friends 101: Who do I get on with better, girls or boys? Both equally well102: Where was I born? Maryville, TN103: Sexual orientation? Bi104: Where do I currently live? Maryville lmao 105: Last person I texted? You 106: Last time I cried? I think earlier over a video 107: Guilty pleasure? conspiracy theories 108: Favourite Youtuber? Buzzfeedblue at the moment KILL ME 109: A photo of myself. 110: Do I like selfies? Sometimes!111: Favourite game app? Don't really know 112: My relationship with my parents? Yeah could be worse 113: Favourite accents? French, Indian and Kenyan I think 114: A place I have not been but wish to visit? Anywhere in Europe 115: Favourite number? 24116: Can I juggle? Nope and don't have any desire to 117: Am I religious? Sorta 118: Do I like space? Yeah 119: Do I like the deep ocean? Yes! 120: Am I much of a daredevil? No not remotely 121: Am I allergic to anything? Nope 122: Can I curl my tongue? Yes123: Can I wiggle my ears? Nope124: Do I like clowns? I don't hate them 125: The Beatles or Elvis? Actually can't stand Elvis 126: My current project? Getting myself better in different ways 127: Am I a bad loser? Yeaaaaah128: Do I admit when I wrong? Sometimes129: Forest or beach? Forest 130: Favourite piece of advice? Breathe 131: Am I a good liar I think so? Don't love to do it 132: Hogwarts house / Divergent faction / Hunger Games district? Ravenclaw/ Amity or Erudite / No clue 133: Do I talk to myself? Yeah 134: Am I very social? Nope 135: Do I like gossip? Nope 136: Do I keep a journal/diary? I wish I had! I need to start 137: Have I ever hopelessly failed a test? Yeah lmao138: Do I believe in second chances? Yes 139: If I found a wallet full of cash on the ground, what would I do? Leave it, like I wouldn't turn it in because I don't want to be put on one of those shifty videos yk140: Do I believe people are capable of change? Always 141: Have I ever been underweight? Nope 142: Am I ticklish? Yeah I HATE it 143: Have I ever been in a submarine? Nope144: Have I ever been on a plane? Twice 145: In a film about my life, who would I cast as myself, friends and family? A bunch of my faves that don't have to look anything alike 146: Have I ever been overweight? YUP147: Do I have any piercings? Currently just the one ear hole, let the others close up 148: Which fictional character do I wish was real? Suluuuuu149: Do I have any tattoos? Not yet150: What is the best decision I have made in life so far? Not sure! Possibly college choice soon 151: Do I believe in Karma? Yes152: Do I wear glasses or contacts? Glasses but they're broken atm 153: What was my first car? Pontiac G6 2005 154: Do I want children? Yup 155: Who is the most intelligent person I know? The Spirko family 156: My most embarrassing memory? 157: What makes me nostalgic? Pictures of band 158: Have I ever pulled an all-nighter? Yeah I hate it 159: Which do I value more in others, brains or beauty? Brains 160: What colour mostly dominates my wardrobe? Teal 161: Have I ever had a paranormal experience? Yep 162: What do I hate most about myself? How I look 163: What do I love most about myself? My thought process 164: Do I like adventure? Yeah who doesn't 165: Do I believe in fate? Skeptical but yeah 166: Favourite animal? Answered above but otters and sharks and pits 167: Have I ever been on radio? Nope 168: Have I ever been on TV? Yeah 169: How old am I? 17 170: One of my favourite quotes? The stars would be proud to know they made someone like you 171: Do I hold grudges? Yeahhh172: Do I trust easily? Kinda 173: Have I learnt from my mistakes? I hope 174: Best gift I’ve ever received? Not really sure but probably Kenya 175: Do I dream? Yeah 176: Have I ever had a night terror? Yep177: Do I remember my dreams, and what is one that comes to mind? When I was 8, I had a dream my family was trying to kill me and I woke up screaming 178: An experience that has made me stronger? Taking care of Cam from a young age 179: If I were immortal, what would I do? Fuckin LIVE 180: Do I like shopping? Absolutely not 181: If I could get away with a crime, what would I choose to do? Rob a bank I need some money 182: What does “family” mean to me? Anyone who makes you feel loved183: What is my spirit animal? Probably a sloth or elephant or smth lmao 184: How do I want to be remembered? Hopeful 185: If I could master one skill, what would I choose? Cooking 186: What is my greatest failure? Not sure 187: What is my greatest achievement? Again not sure 188: Love or money? Love 189: Love or career? At the sacrifice of another, it seems pointless 190: If I could time travel, where and when would I want to go? Probably back to grandpa 191: What makes me the happiest? Being out with friends I think 192: What is “home” to me? Hard to describe but definitely where you're relaxed and motivated and I think it's more an idea?? Like you're with certain people maybe 193: What motivates me? Not wanting to be embarrassed 194: If I could choose my last words, what would they be? Probably try to quote a shit book 195: Would I ever want to encounter aliens? Absolutely BEAM ME UP 196: A movie that scared me as a child? Sweeney Todd197: Something I hated as a child that I like now? Naps 198: Zombies or vampires? Vampires probably 199: Live in the city or suburbs? City right now! Currently in the country so it'll be an experience 200: Dragons or wizards? Wizards 201: A nightmare that has stayed with me? Again the family murdering me thing 202: How do I define love? Home 203: Do I judge a book by its cover? Yeah too often 204: Have I ever had my heart broken? Yes205: Do I like my handwriting? Oddly enough, yeah? 206: Sweet or savoury? Savory 207: Worst job I’ve had? Taco Bell by default 208: Do I collect anything? Shells! 209: Item of clothing or jewellery you’ll never see me without? I wear my Kati bag because I keep my cigarettes in it 210: What is on my bucket list? Stealing yours but defo northern lights 211: How do I handle anger? Snapping and apologizing, or ignoring everyone 212: Was I named after anyone? Bryce was after a Bengals football player, and my mom and dad argue between Kennedy being after a DJ in Cincinnati or the president 213: Do I use sarcasm a lot? NOPE 214: What TV character am I most like? Mix of Gina and Rosa and Amy off b99 215: What is the weirdest talent I have? Guessing tv plots 216: Favourite fictional character? Nomi or Sulu That took a full 45 minutes

[daddarioll]

92 Truths

rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose however many people you want to tag!

i was tagged by @jacesimon​, thanks, darling!

LAST…

[1] drink: Milk from my cereal :P [2] phone call: My sister [3] text message: Some OKcupid dude that I am already over. [4] song you listened to: Roses (feat. ROZES) The Chainsmokers [5] time you cried: idk, like a week ago when I watched Moonlight? Though I’ve teared up over Malec since then

HAVE YOU EVER…

[6] dated someone twice: Nope [7] been cheated on: Not really. [8] kissed someone and regretted it: Yep [9] lost someone special: You’re very lucky if you haven’t? But yes I have [10] been depressed: Yes. I’m on anti-depressants that have been working fairly well. [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: Nah, son

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: [12] teal [13] lavender [14] that dark red rose color

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] made new friends: Yes! [16] fallen out of love: Haven’t been in love [17] laughed until you cried: Idk, maybe not [18] found out someone was talking about you: Only in a good way? [19] met someone who changed you: Idk, maybe subtly, and usually for the better [20] found out who your true friends are: Yes, definitely. [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: Yes.

GENERAL… [22] how many of your tumblr friends do you know in real life: None :/ [23] do you have any pets: My parents do and I consider those mine too. [24] do you want to change your name: Nah. [25] what did you do for your last birthday: Went out to dinner, dessert, and a movie with my little sis [26] what time did you wake up: Noon. [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: Playing a bit of Skyrim [28] name something you cannot wait for: JUNE 5TH!!! [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: August 26th, 2016, hasdkj. I’m seeing her in a few days tho. [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I’d give myself more drive to go out and do the things I need to do. Instead of like... procrastinating on tumblr >.> [31] what are you listening to right now: Pandora, currently a Selena Gomez song [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: Yes, several. RN there is a regular at my job who has that name. [33] something that is getting on your nerves: IDK. Online dating? Or not actually dating because I cannot be fucking bothered to go out tbh?  [35] elementary: Home schooled [36] high school: Home schooled, GED. [37] college: a bit of Portland Community College and University of Idaho. No degree though. [38] hair colour: some sort of shade of blonde, currently with some purple in it [39] long or short hair: It passes by shoulders by a few inches [40] do you have a crush on someone: Nah. [41] what do you like about yourself?: Mehhh.. I currently like my body a fair amount which is rare, and I like my growing ability to make people laugh. Who knew under all the social anxiety there was so much sass and sarcasm? (but in a way people know I’m joking because I would honestly feel so bad if anyone took me seriously) [42] piercings: No [43] blood type: TBH I can’t even remember. [44] nickname: Jess [45] relationship status: single [46] zodiac sign: Pisces [47] pronouns: she/her [48] fav tv show: There’s a lot of good ones... I think B99 is the only unproblematic fav, but I do love Shadowhunters, even though some of the flaws can be painful. [49] tattoos: Not atm. [50] right or left handed: right handed

FIRST… [51] surgery: I was eight and my appendix burst [52] piercing: my ears when I was like... 12 or so?  [53] best friend: a girl named Heather who definitely helped corrupt me [54] sport: Anything I did was casual and not remotely regimented. Just kids playing. [55] vacation: Probably to the beach, though the first long one would be going to visit my grandparents in a different state. [56] pair of trainers: Fuck if I know

RIGHT NOW… [57] eating: Nothing [58] drinking: Nothing [59] i’m about to: Keep wasting time, or maybe actually make myself get up and go out... idk. D: [60] listening to: Nothing atm [61] waiting for: my lazy ass [62] want: Republicans to fucking think of someone but themselves for a change. The distribution of wealth.  [63] get married: what???? [64] career: CURRENT career? Barista

WHICH IS BETTER… [65] hugs or kisses: hugs [66] lips or eyes: eyes [67] shorter or taller: (ideally) taller [68] older or younger: idk [69] romantic or spontaneous: both [70] nice arms or nice stomach: I guess arms? [71] sensitive or loud: Both [72] hook up or relationship: relationship [73] troublemaker or hesitant: somewhere in the middle lol

HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger? Not a TOTAL stranger [75] drank hard liquor? Yes and ew [76] lost glasses/contact lenses? I am sure I’ve lost a contact or two. Glasses are much harder to lose [77] turned someone down: Yeah [78] sex on first date? Yeah :( [79] broken someone’s heart? Yes. [80] had your own heart broken? A few times. [81] been arrested? Definitely not. [82] cried when someone died? Yes [83] fallen for a friend: Too many times.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself? To a degree [85] miracles? Not really. [86] love at first sight? Not really. [87] santa claus? No  [88] kiss on the first date? If you want to, why not [89] angels? Not really.

OTHER… [90] current best friend’s name: April + Cat [91] eye colour: blue-gray [92] favourite movie: I hate this question! Either The Fall (2006), A Single Man, or Moonlight

I tag: @magnificentmalec, @softshumjr, @simon-maia, @thirstyalec, @mel-iorn