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oh sick. i like any dollmaker that can let me do acne
uhhh you already tagged jenna so idk @ whichever mutuals i have wanna do this. dont wanna single you out tho lol
tagged by @tevinterspirit to do this picrew, tysm!
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Please carry on your "Paperboy" AU! I would like to see what happend next.
as a bit of a preamble, i would like to apologize for how long this took to get written. i lost inspiration with this story for a bit, then with just writing altogether, and iâm just now getting back into the swing of things (thanks, nanowrimo!). know that i canât promise another update very soon, but there will definitely be at least three or four more parts after this one. stay tuned, iâll give everyone an update as to when thatâll be!!
without further adieu, hereâs the latest chapter of paperboy (which, coincidentally, involves no newspapers)! catch up on the previous chapters here.
paperboy: part three (œ)
december 31st, 1982
By the time New Yearâs Eve rolled around, Jamie Fraser had bitten his nails to the cuticle. His nerves had built up immensely over the course of four days, but they finally reached their pinnacle this morning. As he made his way downstairs, the tiniest excuse for a thumbnail between his teeth, his sister gave him a sympathetic look from across the room.
âBrother,â she chastised him, crossing the space between them in four long strides and pulling his hand from his mouth and holding it up between them. âYou havena done this since we were bairns. Whatâs wrong wiâ ye?â
âHeâs nervous, Mam!â Young Ian called from the kitchen table as he chowed down on some cereal. âHeâs got a date with Auntie Claire tonight.â
Jennyâs eyebrows shot up to her hairline, dark eyes wide. âClaire?â
Jamie nodded but said nothing, prompting to shoot a death glare at his nephew instead, who innocently smiled and continued eating. He walked to the fridge and grabbed the orange juice carton, twisting off the lid and taking a sip.
Him walking away, however, wouldnât stop Janet Aileen Murray from prodding him even further. âAre ye bringinâ her to the party, then?â
âI may,â he answered hesitantly, taking another sip of orange juice. âIf it all goes well.â
Young Ian made a Scottish noise reminiscent of a âhmphâ and said, after taking yet another bite of cereal, âIâm sure itâll go well, Uncle Jamie. She likes ye already, I ken it.â
In truth, everyone in the house probably knew it, too. Heâd talked about her night and day ever since heâd met her, recalling the events of their first âdateâ over and over as if it were a passage from the Bible. Young Ianâas well as the other childrenâhad started to tauntingly call her Auntie Claire, since, in their eyes, they were bound to end up together. Every time one of them said it, the tips of Jamieâs ears turned red.
The color rose to his cheeks now and Ian smiled triumphantly, standing up to refill his bowl. Jenny crossed her arms over her chest and raised a sardonic eyebrow. âYou are bringing her here, right, Jamie?â
Jamie turned over his shoulder to look at his sister. Despite the raised eyebrow, he could see in her eyes the pleading look that resided there. It had been years since heâd last been in any relationship with a woman, casual or not, and he knew that she worried for him. Nearing on thirty-five, James Fraser was nearing middle age with nothing more to his name than a few thousand dollars and an old Ford pickup truck. She wanted him happy, with a family, and he knew it. It was all a matter of finding the right person to start that withâand, God willing, Claire Beauchamp could be that person.
A moment later the front door slammed closed, a distraught Janet storming into the kitchen with tear-streaked cheeks. The eighteen-year-old ran directly for her mother, of whom wrapped her in a tight embrace, the latterâs wide eyes meeting Jamieâs from across the room.
âWhatâs the matter, mo chride?â Jenny soothed, brushing her daughterâs hair out from in front of her face.
The girl sniffled, arms wrapped tightly around her motherâs neck. âA-Alan broke up with me, Mam.â
âJust now?â Jamie eyed his sister warily before making his way to the door, opening it and sticking his head outside. No sign of the lad besides that of fresh tire tracks in the mud, showing evidence of his eventual departure. Grunting and shutting the door behind him, he made his way back to the kitchen before commenting, âHe couldâve at least driven on the road.â
Jenny gave her brother a look of disapproval, rubbing soothing hands up and down her daughterâs back.
âGeez, Jan, take a chill pill,â Ian chided, a once-silent voyeur to the events that had just taken place. âHe wasna worth yer time! He was a barf bag, anyway.â
âIan James Murray!â His mother guffawed.
Ian raised his hands in defense. âItâs only the truth, Mam, and she kens it.â
Janet sniffled again, nodding against her motherâs chest. âAye, heâs right. He is a barf bag, a legitimate douchebag.â
âDo ye need me to go find him?â Jamie offered, turning to the door. âI can give him a piece of my mind.â
âNo,â she replied, sitting up out of her motherâs embrace. Taking a deep breath, she smiled at her uncle. âI appreciate it, though, Uncle Jamie.â
Nodding, Jenny wrapped her arm around her daughterâs shoulders and led her upstairs to rest. Jamie watched them go, then turned to his nephew, who was currently digging into his third bowl of cereal. âGod, man, do you ever stop eatinâ?â
Ian smiled, mouth full of Cheerios. âNaw, Uncle. And I dinna stop talkinâ, either.â
âAye,â Jamie sighed, trying as hard as he could to keep from laughing. âThat ye donât.â
Grabbing an apple from the counter behind him, Jamie sat down across from his nephew. Instead of eating it, however, he started to pick at it nervously, making crescent-shaped indentations in the ripe red skin. Ian noticed this fidgety behavior and put his spoon down. âWhy are ye so nervous still, Uncle Jamie?â
Looking up from his essentially destroyed apple, Jamie smiled shyly. âI just⊠I havena been on a date in a long time. I dinna ken exactly what I need to do, seeinâ as the times âave changed and such.â
âWell,â Ian smiled broadly, leaning onto his elbows as if he was about to reveal the location of the Holy Grail. âYou definitely havta kiss her.â
âKiss her?! I barely even know her!â
Ian rolled his eyes. âGod, Uncle, sometimes I forget how old ye are. It doesna matter: first dates always end with some kind of kissing. Sometimes more than that, if ye catch my drift.â He wiggled his eyebrows promiscuously.
âI dinna needââ
âYeâre takinâ her to dinner, aye?â After a sigh and an eyeroll, Jamie nodded. âGood, then ye have a good startinâ point. Ask her a lot about herself: her interests, what she wants to do in life, blah blah blah. Eventually tell her a bit about yerself, but keep it a bit mysterious. Make her ask you about it.â
Jamie leaned forward, a bit intrigued to hear what else his nephew has to say. âWhat about when the dinner ends?â
âTake âer home, if she wishes to go. But I dinna think Auntie Claire will want to leave yer side, Uncle.â
âSo⊠what do I do if she doesna want to leave?â
Ian said nothing, but raised his eyebrows as he took a sip of his water. Realizing the implication of this, Jamie asked, in a shocked tone, âBring her here?â
âGet. Her. Drunk. If both of ye get drunk, even better. People are more emotional when theyâre drunk.â
Jamie cocked an eyebrow. âOh, aye? And how would you know that?â
Ianâs face turned red. âNo reason,â he muttered as he quickly put his bowl away and ran out of the kitchen before further questions were asked.
By the time he had finished getting ready, it was half-past seven. If he didnât leave soon, heâd be late to pick Claire up, and he knew it; but he couldnât help staring at himself in the mirror, checking his shirt for wrinkles and the coat of his suit for torn seams. He hadnât worn this thing in years, but since the place Jenny had chosen was fancier than most, he had to play up his appearance. His hair, usually a riotous cloud of red around his head, had been smoothed back with a bit of Young Ianâs hair gel. Janet insisted Jamie wear a blue tieâIt will match yer eyes, Uncle!âand his sister begged him to wear Ianâs dress shoes instead of his typical work boots. To complete the essential âfirst dateâ look, Jenny had brought Jamie a bouquet of flowers to bring Claire when he picked her upâa bouquet of lavender rosesâwhich he currently held in his hands. Nervously, he turned back from the door to his family, of whom were in the kitchen preparing for their own New Yearâs festivities.
âHow do I look?â Jamie asked for the fourth time that evening, adjusting his tie.
âJust as handsome as you did the first time ye asked an hour ago,â Jenny replied, leaning up to kiss his cheek. âHurry up, man, dinna make her wait any longer!â
As Jamie rushed out of the door, young Ian shouted from the front steps, âDinna forget to tell Auntie Claire I said hello!â
He hadnât been this nervous since⊠the last time heâd shown up on Claire Beauchampâs doorstep. He tapped his fingers against his leg impatiently after ringing the doorbell, the loud ringing of the bell making his heart race. Hearing her voice, albeit muffled through the wood, as she yelled Almost ready! made his hands shake and his pulse quicken. If she didnât open the door soon, he swore he would die of a heart attack on her doorstep.
Not even a second later, the door unlocked and opened, revealing a goddess in red. Sheâd done her hair up, the loveliest waves of chestnut and mahogany cascading across her shoulders, brushing the tops of her breasts. He thought heâd died of a heart attack, and by God, he was right.
âHello,â she murmured, red lips turning upwards into a small, nervous smile. The apples of her cheeks flushed red as she noticed his wandering eyes, the shade almost dark enough to match her dress. She pointed to the flowers in his hand. âAre those for me?â
Words failed him, for he just nodded and thrust the bouquet forward. Smiling, she took them from his outstretched hand, fingers touching slightly as she did so. Gesturing inside, she asked, âWould you like to come in for a moment?â He nodded and followed her mindlessly into the house.
âHow was your drive?â She asked as she rummaged through her kitchen cabinets in search of a vase.
âAlright,â he murmured, breathless. He tried so hard not to watch her as she bent over, looking underneath her sink for the âblasted thingâ. Smiling at her turn of phrase, he started going through cabinets as well, eventually finding a vase. He held it out to her, âIs this what ye were lookinâ for?â
Standing upright, she shook her head, a smile forming on her lips. âGood Lord, you know my house better than I do!â She reached for the vase and began to fill it up with water. âThank you for the flowers, theyâre lovely.â
âMy sister got them,â he admitted. âI dinna ken a thing about flowers.â
She raised her eyebrows. âIs that so? Well, I can teach you a few things, then.â At his strange expression, she laughed. âI do some botany on the side, for fun. I like finding out what plants can be used to create certain medicines, or which ones shouldnât be used for anything at all. Who knows, we could find the cure to polio or measles in some foreign plant someday.â
He nodded, smiling. If anyone were to find the cure to some crazy, foreign disease, it would be Claire Beauchamp.
After putting the flowers in their vase, she turned to him, hand outstretched. âReady to go?â
Taking her hand in his, he replied softly, âReady as Iâll ever be.â
The car ride to the restaurant was no longer than half an hour, but it felt like a day. He could sit and talk to Claire for hoursâhell, he could talk to her every second for the rest of his life and feel content. She was such an animated storyteller, however reserved she seemed to be, and could make him laugh harder than anyone heâs ever known. Everything she had to say was meaningful and poignant, and it all resonated within his heart, as if itâd been frozen for centuries until sheâd come into his life, slowly thawing it with her warmth. As she was halfway through a story about her childhood dog, a Newfoundland named Smokey who got into everything, he couldnât help but think about what it would be like to spend the rest of his life with her. After that thought, however, he realized how lovesick he sounded to himself. Talk about puppy love.
As they pulled up to the restaurant, Claire let out a gasp of excitement. âHow did you know?â
âHow did I know what?â Jamie asked, confused.
She shook her head. âThis is my favorite restaurant! You truly didnât know?â
Jenny Murray, I owe ye my life, he thought to himself. âI did not. But I know, now.â
Smiling, she got out of the truck and looked at the building in awe. The front was still decorated for Christmas, with fairy lights strewn all about the outdoor seating area and the outline of the front door. Italian music drifted from the speakers above, enveloping them in a comforting warmth that only Italian restaurants can offer. Extending his hand to her, he murmured, âLetâs eat.â
Thankfully, Jenny had made them a reservationâunder Fraserâso that they didnât have to wait for an hour like the other last-minute patrons. As they were being led to the table, Claire in front of him, he couldnât help but admire the beautiful form of her body, all the curves and soft edges. She was a radiant woman, and definitely the most beautiful heâd ever seen. She turned to look at him, coyly smiling when their eyes met.
Sitting down at the table, the waiter got their drinksâshe ordered merlot, which he also decided to tryâand then they were alone. The tone from the car had extended into the course of the dinner. Only with the few interruptions of the waiter, Jamie was enthralled completely in her. Every word that left her mouth made him fall for her more and more, until all he felt was this overwhelming ache to be with her always.
âSo, what about you?â She asked, leaning forward onto her elbows. âIâve been talking about myself all night but I know naught about you.â
He mimicked her movements, smiling in what he hoped was a flirtatious way. âWhat is it you want to know?â
âWell, you can start by telling me about your family.â
âHow many generations back?â He joked.
She chuckled, âYour parents will do.â
He then regaled her in the tale of how his parents met, eventually marrying despite the wishes of both of their families. Very Romeo and Juliet, Claire had commented. He then told her about Jenny and her familyâhow he was fond of his nieces and nephews, and his brother in law.
âIan seems to be a bit of a handful,â she commented as he started talking about the young boy. âBut heâs a good lad.â
âAye,â Jamie agreed. âWhen he does what heâs told, heâs braw.â
They laughed, sipping their wine and nibbling on the complimentary bread between them. Every so often, sheâd look up at him from behind the rim of her glass, or under her eyelashes, head turned coquettishly to the side, and he saw what lie in the darkness of her irises. Despite what heâd previously thought, she wanted him. Having it been the amount of wine sheâd drunkâsheâd definitely had way more than he had, with the bottle having been emptied alreadyâor the warmness of the atmosphere, he didnât care. He couldnât pass up an opportunity such as this.
By the time theyâd eaten and heâd paidâdespite her multiple attempts to pay for her own meal, it was ten oâclock. The party at Lallybroch had only just started; taking note of this, he turned to Claire as they walked out of the restaurant.
âWhatâre ye doinâ tomorrow, Sassenach?â He asked casually, wrapping his jacket around her shoulders as they walked out of the doors.
She pursed her lips in thought. âIâm not on call, if thatâs what youâre asking. Why?â
âWell,â he started nervously, wringing his hands. âItâs only that my family is havinâ a bit of a get-together tonight and they have been begginâ me ta bring ye to the house⊠would ye mind cominâ wiâ me?â
Turning to him, she murmured jokingly, Â âAre you asking me to meet your family? And right after the first date?â
He smiled at her teasing tone, nerves easing slightly. âOnly if ye want to.â
Instead of answering, she smiled slyly and rested her hand on his chest. âYou move rather fast, James Fraser.â
âIs that a bad thing?â He asked, out of breath due to the closeness of her.
âNo,â she said sincerely. âNot at all.â
Before he could register what was happening, she was kissing him. Cliche as it was, all if his stars seemed to have aligned as soon as her lips met hisâher hands wrapped around his neck and tugging at the long hairs at the nape. His hands on her waist, fitting there as if they were made for that purpose alone. When she pulled away for breath he opened his eyes, pupils dilated and lips swollen. Her lips were just as swollen, red lipstick smeared a bit at the corners. He rubbed at it a little, in a vain attempt to clean it up a bit. She smiled against his fingers, kissing the tips.
âSo, is that a yes, then?â He asked, brushing a stray hair back from her forehead.
Grabbing his hand and squeezing, she nodded. âLetâs go.â
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