#reminds me of being the lone weirdo in that one really conservative church I grew up in
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ALSO she's planning to be here for FIVE HOURS
.besties help im having a moment again
#okay that's. it's not that this is out of nowhere. I was involved in this decision too alskdjflskdj we've gotten together for 5 hours before#it's just that I'm worried about it today#why am I so high-strung!!! augh!!!#oh wait. it doesn't help that last time I was talkin' to her about my current interests and she just. wasnt interested.#she in fact pretty bluntly told me to stop talking about it because she wasn't interested and couldn't remember what I was saying.#so now im like. well if you don't want me to talk about what I love then. then what DO I talk about :(((((#I love her to death but (and I say this with affection) she is so.... like... typical upper-class conservative christian girl#she doesn't know how to deal with me#like she does okay! she's nice! but I always feel like an alien with her#because she thinks I'm funny and weird and I feel almost.... I feel like a Creature around her. like an eccentric pet#reminds me of being the lone weirdo in that one really conservative church I grew up in#and I guess there's not much I can do about that except to modulate myself to get along with her in the best possible way#it will be fine. I can do it. I'll plan to keep the conversation mostly on her and her interests this time#and when I talk about my stuff I'll try and pull out only the most interesting bits and like..... connect it to what she's interested in#yeah. okay. okay. game plan. thumbs up emoji
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