#rememberabbiez

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Taylor ,

I must say (although I doubt you will ever see or read this ) I NEVER imagined Lover could be so amazing.... My family has been through pure hell and continues to feel the burn but on 8/22 we will be married 23 years ! Ironically 8/22 Lover Music Video will come out and 8/23 LOVER will be out and 1,551 days ago YES one thousand five hundred fifty one days ago We lost our youngest child , our little girl Abbie when she was struck by a car walking home from school she will be Forever 11 💔💜😇 and we promised we wouldn’t let this destroy our marriage and family and so far we are still so in love and appreciate life and YES it’s a struggle to breathe and simply live many days but somehow we put one foot in front of the other ... Life has thrown us the worst curve ball and with 2 of our 4 kids in college it’s so so hard mentally and financially but we vowed “forever and ever “ and 8/22 -23 years and still in LOvE 🥰💔💜💕😇🏡💍🎶💋💜 despite everything in our lives ! Taylor you are a lyrical genius! @taylorswift @taylornation

Our Family Minus One 💔💜 AbbieGirl always in our hearts forever 11

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Cannot believe I am writing this ! 5 years without my Abbie girl on 5/18 & I’m broken beyond repair 💔💜😢 not just my heart , my soul and every ounce of my being , this is not the shoes I ordered but they are the ones I got , life had never returned to “normal “ it’s the “new normal” full of anxiety and gut wrenching pain this is such a cray week as if you follow me on social media you saw the ups and downs only to end on the biggest low I think humanly possible. I still cannot believe she’s gone I cannot believe I got that call that it all happened and THIS is the life I was handed everything changed in a second I want my life back from pre 5/18/15 , Abbie has missed so much and people don’t realize how incredibly difficult it is to see her friends and kids her age and think “why?” “Why Abbie?” She absolutely LOVED life , family , friends , the sunshine , soccer , the beach , and making others HAPPY and that is what she brought me was pure happiness. I miss you #abbiegirl #rememberabbiez #neverforgetabbiez #foreverheartbroken #grievingmother please share anything you do for @abbiezuko1 on social media and tag me please (wear purple , tie a purple ribbon, do an act of kindness, anything “ABBIE” help me get through this day it is what gets me through days like this and being with family ! Keep us in your prayers and Abbie please come to me in my dreams! #angelanniversary #wearpurpleforabbiez (at Emmaus, Pennsylvania) https://www.instagram.com/p/CAT6jlGHpZb/?igshid=78bxuw9b4q81

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My Life , a Life that nobody should have to live

I put my heart 💜 into almost everything I do and for good reason 💜🌈🌸 as my name suggests I have suffered unimaginable loss a loss that MOST will hopefully ever understand.. My heart is in pieces and nothing will ever put it back together (at times I feels patched up and THAT is a good thing , I laugh , I can have moments of happiness, smile ,sing and dance but at the end of the day or hour or moment it’s like being thrown into a different dimension when reality hits and it ALWAYS will ! I lost my little girl when she was killed on May 18,2015 (she was hit by a car when walking home from school) life changed for my family that moment .. Her name was Abigail “Abbie” Zukowski she was and will always be #forever11 .. Abbie has 3 siblings my oldest 3 kids Vinny, Gabby &Maddie #EVERYTHINGHASCHANGED is an understatement! Every new @taylorswift era is bittersweet and my tears are a mixture of everything I’m feeling .. Abbie’s fav color was purple, her family and friends meant everything to her , she sang, played soccer, Girl Scouts , Art, and this little peanut could sing ! She loved @taylorswift so so much shortly after Abbie was killed my daughters friends started #TaylorRememberAbbie campaign and it was surreal to see SO many people RT , posting it ... Abbie would’ve loved knowing people are learning abt her (clearly wish it wasn’t for the reason ) but I’m hoping this ERA can make me smile and I’m hoping Abbie is never forgotten.. Burying a child that was so full of life is something that simply should not be allowed but it happens .. Please life is precious it’s #delicate like a beautiful #butterfly love only don’t hate .. trust me so much that we think are huge problems are nothing when the worst thing that can happen does ... ((hugs)) TY for reading if you did and PLEASE share to help me keep my lil swifties memory alive ! 💜😇💜🦋🦋🌴😇💔🌸☀️🎀🎶😇💜💔😢💜🦋🦋 @taylorswift @taylornation @taylorswiftstyle @taylorrememberabbie

Forever in my heart 💜 Always on my mind .. Want her home .. 🦋💜🌈😇😢💕👑🎀🌸

@taylorswift @taylornation @tswiftdaily @taylorswiftedit

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Wise words from a beautiful soul .. @taylorswift @taylornation After losing Abbie I learned laughter no matter how obnoxious I may sound when I do laugh is SO incredibly good for your heart and soul ! 🌸🎀🤪🤣😋😂😆😇💔💜

“I don’t think you should ever have to apologize for your excitement. Just because something’s cliche doesn’t mean it’s not awesome. The worst kind of person is someone who makes someone feel bad, dumb or stupid for being excited about something.”

— Taylor Swift

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**Asking for Help to Keep My Abbie’s Memory Alive ! 🌈💜🦋

Some of you May remember a little girl named Abigail”Abbie”Zukowski.. It is May and on May 18 it will be 4 years since she was killed when she was hit by a car walking home from school ... There was a huge #TaylorRememberAbbie campaign started by my older daughter Maddie’s friends to try and get @taylorswift to notice Abbie and it was trending and Taylor’s dancer Giuseppe was even tweeting about it to help , Abbie was killed May 18 2015 she was 11 years old and absolutely adored Taylor Abbie’s Favorite color was purple so I am asking for some help from fellow swifties.. I am asking for people to ReBlog this and share it via social media I am asking for people to help me paint the world Purple for Abbie by Tying PURPLE RIBBONS for Abbie (on your home , trees , poles anywhere you would like to share Abbie ) this is something that would mean so so much to me as her Forever Heartbroken Mommy I fear she will be forgotten .. one of Our favorite songs was Long Live 💜🦋😇🎀 and ironically I sing it now as the tears pour down my cheeks .. PLEASE help me and our family keep her memory alive and Bright ! Share this as much as possible and get purple ribbons and “Abbify” things ! Take a pic tag me post it share it w/ everyone ... THiS would make me smile ! Losing a child is the worst thing that can possibly happen to a person and living it is something you never get over .. Please take a moment and help #RememberAbbiez #neverforgetAbbieZ we live in Pennsylvania and would love to see how far people will help with this !! Thank you so much ! If anyone can do this Swifties Can !! @taylornation @tswiftdaily @tswiftnz @tswiftslyrics @taylorswiftedit @taylorswiftstyle @taylor-swiftfacts @abigailanderson-blog

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TRUTH 💜💕 & I could care less ! @taylorswift @taylornation @targetstyle @swiftgallery so excited!

target employees watching me do a photoshoot with my copy of lover in the middle of their entertainment section

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Well this is 1 or the 2 dreaded posts I make . This one is a bit more difficult if that is even possible! Happy Heavenly Sweet 16 my AbbieGirl 💜💔😇 This ALL seems so wrong , we should be celebrating her sweet 16 with her contagious excitement rather I am trying to keep my emotions in check and the hurt that I feel is so deep I cannot even describe pain like this ! Our family has changed forever and we all handle our grief differently but we are here for each other especially on days like these . I have been dreading this day and the amount of anxiety leading up to it is overwhelming. Please keep our family in your thoughts & prayers on what should’ve been Abbies Sweet 16 💜💔 Jan 27! To honor and remember her please try and #wearpurpleforabbie & share pics (tag me or Chris ) but Abbie is missed so much I cannot believe I am even writing this .. Saying goodbye to your child is the worst thing a person can go through & you never “move on” you just learn to live with this pain and I feel so bad for Abbie that she will never get to do so much and has already missed so much , AbbieGirl mommy misses you so much and I’m hurting so badly please be around us on your bd and send signs .Miss hearing her voice , feeling her hand , seeing her beautiful smile I just want her back .. My fear is that she will be forgotten so please #rememberabbiez #neverforgetabbiez Happy birthday in heaven my angel 😇 💜💔😢⭐️🌙 I’m so heartbroken 💔 & dreading tomorrow (at Emmaus, Pennsylvania) https://www.instagram.com/p/B7zSJRGHxnW/?igshid=1np8olld1sp7r

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It is all up to you what this means .. for me it is so much !

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Many of you may have seen the fundraiser I am having for What should be Abbies #sweet16 the link to donate is in my IG bio & on FB💜💔 In 1 week Jan 27 will be here & the past 2 yrs there was “Abbies space party “ to celebrate the life of Abbie with a portion of proceeds going to the Abbie Z Memorial Fund. There will not be the space party @ DaVinci This year.I am asking for as many people as possible to help us keep her memory alive #wearpurpleforabbie on 1/27 , tie a purple bow(s) around a tree, pole , whatever you think will #rememberabbiez put as many up as you would like (Abbie would love this ) , make #abbierocks & hide w/info on back , PLEASE SHARE pics of whatever you do and tag me please if you scroll through the pics in this post are some of the many AMAZING acts of kindness done for Abbie last year . Share on FB , IG and share the fundraiser if you would like to help share Abbies story with more and more people! This year is a tough one it’s the first milestone birthday that Abbie is not here for, The magnitude of this is unbelievable to @zuko16 & @mrszuko use your imagination to keep Abbies memory alive but please share it .. This is so unfair life is forever changed & I remember her last bd (1st pic on post ) she was so excited and so were we she loved celebrations she loved life ... she only got 3 more months of life from the time this picture was taken ... Thank You for reading this and helping to keep her beautiful memory and smile alive ..#abbiezukowski #abbiessweet16 #purpleribbonsforabbie #grievingparents #foreverheartbroken 💜💔😇😢⭐️💫😇🙏🏼💜💔💜 #behappy (at Emmaus, Pennsylvania) https://www.instagram.com/p/B7knP0qnuxG/?igshid=8wvnydmh9scl

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One of my many favorites from LOvER 💕 I love my hometown and there she is Cornelia street ... @taylorswift @taylornation @taylor-swiftfacts @tayswiftdotcom @tswiftdaily @tswiftnz @tswiftslyrics

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This is my baby .. Abbie was doing a makeup tutorial for a cover girl contest years ago to meet @taylorswift and she actually came in second place she was so proud and on May 18 2015 Abbie was killed crossing the street after school .. Any human beings worst nightmare I live Day in and day out Miss her so so much forever Heartbroken so afraid she will be forgotten! Please help me keep her memory alive! @taylornation @taylorswiftstyle @taylor-swiftfacts @tswiftdaily @tswiftnz

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@taylorswift You literally had the hair on my body standing up ...

BBCR1: How perfect was this? @taylorswift13 performed ‘Lover’ as part of her 6-song set to kick start #R1LiveLoungeMonth. Listen back in full on @BBCSounds.

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Need all the help I can get !! May 18 will be 4 YEARS since I last felt my Abbie and saw her alive and happy in the world she loved so so much !! I am asking if people would be willing to help me #painttheworldpurpleforAbbie by making bows and tying them to your house , fence, poles , etc. anywhere to help me share Abbie’s memory .. Abbie loved purple 💜🎀🌈 so I’ve been hanging purple ribbon on most poles in my town but need some help and would love to see how far #AbbieBows can go ?? Asking friends, family , Abbie’s friends,#swifties , @taylorswift , @taylornation .. Her amazing dancers & friends ..just even sharing this post will help but would LOvE to see people sharing Abbie’s Love #rememberabbiez #neverforgetabbiez #taylorrememberabbie #purple @giuseppegiofre 💜💜💔😇💜🌈 #forever11 Abbie was only 11 when she was killed by a car .. #longlive “hold on to the memories”-TS. Plz Share & post pics tag #purpleforabbiez or #rememberabbiez 💜🌈🎀🦋🎀⭐️😇⚽️⭐️No parent should bury their child ... Changes life forever .. This pic was Exactly 1 month before she was killed .. (at Emmaus, Pennsylvania) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bw_BfVgnbCUhobicgqldbc9umMzB2jcBI5ar6I0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=oc7vlt4xffg9

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The moment I’ve been dreading yet waiting for at the same time if that makes any sense ... I put my whole incredibly broken heart into this and thought of everything I thought Abbie would love 💜🦋⚽️⭐️��‍♀️💫✨🌓☀️ no parent should ever have to do this but it’s the hand we were dealt.. so many tears went into this and I did it on my own and was able to get exactly what I thought Abbie should have thanks to so many people especially one of Abbie’s favorite places Our Lady of Mount Carmel society’s members and everyone that helped make this possible I know it seemed like forever since the benefit was held but I had to do this on my terms it’s not an easy thing but just waiting for her porcelain color picture to be placed in the center ... Her signature is the same signature she did in wet concrete the last summer she got to spend at the feast .. Abbie I hope you are happy with it ..Mommy put her heart 💜 and soul into it ! Miss my girl so much !! #rememberabbiez #taylorrememberabbie #forever11 #headstone #childheadstone #foreverheartbroken #behappy #neverforgetabbiez #memorial #lehighvalleygranitestudio #lvgs (at Jerusalem Western Salisbury Church) https://www.instagram.com/p/BxSdXIKnDcS8Z-mbBxKVNTCqa4jY0WPwLCqFus0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1bzlm1pfzb66z

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“”Have I known you 20 seconds or 💋20 years? Take me out take me HOME 🏡 can I go where you go ? Ladies and gentlemen will you please stand, My 💕 been borrowed and yours has been BLUE “”💍💕👑🏡🌸 @taylorswift @taylornation @tswiftdaily @tswiftnz @tswiftslyrics

-Taylor Allison Swift .... You are a genius ! In tears ...

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Yea I am jamming in the car alone people must think I’m nuts!! 🌈🦋🌸💜🎶👑 i CAN still smile but u never stop missing you Abigail 💔😇🦋💜 @taylorswift @taylornation @taylorswiftnewssss-blog @panicatthedisco