#rememberabbiez

[mylittleswiftieisinheaven]

Taylor ,

I must say (although I doubt you will ever see or read this ) I NEVER imagined Lover could be so amazing.... My family has been through pure hell and continues to feel the burn but on 8/22 we will be married 23 years ! Ironically 8/22 Lover Music Video will come out and 8/23 LOVER will be out and 1,551 days ago YES one thousand five hundred fifty one days ago We lost our youngest child , our little girl Abbie when she was struck by a car walking home from school she will be Forever 11 💔💜😇 and we promised we wouldn’t let this destroy our marriage and family and so far we are still so in love and appreciate life and YES it’s a struggle to breathe and simply live many days but somehow we put one foot in front of the other ... Life has thrown us the worst curve ball and with 2 of our 4 kids in college it’s so so hard mentally and financially but we vowed “forever and ever “ and 8/22 -23 years and still in LOvE 🥰💔💜💕😇🏡💍🎶💋💜 despite everything in our lives ! Taylor you are a lyrical genius! @taylorswift @taylornation

Our Family Minus One 💔💜 AbbieGirl always in our hearts forever 11

[mylittleswiftieisinheaven]

L💜VE this !!!

Taylor Swift’s Albums 2006-2019

[mylittleswiftieisinheaven]

Cannot believe I am writing this ! 5 years without my Abbie girl on 5/18 & I’m broken beyond repair 💔💜😢 not just my heart , my soul and every ounce of my being , this is not the shoes I ordered but they are the ones I got , life had never returned to “normal “ it’s the “new normal” full of anxiety and gut wrenching pain this is such a cray week as if you follow me on social media you saw the ups and downs only to end on the biggest low I think humanly possible. I still cannot believe she’s gone I cannot believe I got that call that it all happened and THIS is the life I was handed everything changed in a second I want my life back from pre 5/18/15 , Abbie has missed so much and people don’t realize how incredibly difficult it is to see her friends and kids her age and think “why?” “Why Abbie?” She absolutely LOVED life , family , friends , the sunshine , soccer , the beach , and making others HAPPY and that is what she brought me was pure happiness. I miss you #abbiegirl #rememberabbiez #neverforgetabbiez #foreverheartbroken #grievingmother please share anything you do for @abbiezuko1 on social media and tag me please (wear purple , tie a purple ribbon, do an act of kindness, anything “ABBIE” help me get through this day it is what gets me through days like this and being with family ! Keep us in your prayers and Abbie please come to me in my dreams! #angelanniversary #wearpurpleforabbiez (at Emmaus, Pennsylvania) https://www.instagram.com/p/CAT6jlGHpZb/?igshid=78bxuw9b4q81

[mylittleswiftieisinheaven]

My Life , a Life that nobody should have to live

I put my heart 💜 into almost everything I do and for good reason 💜🌈🌸 as my name suggests I have suffered unimaginable loss a loss that MOST will hopefully ever understand.. My heart is in pieces and nothing will ever put it back together (at times I feels patched up and THAT is a good thing , I laugh , I can have moments of happiness, smile ,sing and dance but at the end of the day or hour or moment it’s like being thrown into a different dimension when reality hits and it ALWAYS will ! I lost my little girl when she was killed on May 18,2015 (she was hit by a car when walking home from school) life changed for my family that moment .. Her name was Abigail “Abbie” Zukowski she was and will always be #forever11 .. Abbie has 3 siblings my oldest 3 kids Vinny, Gabby &Maddie #EVERYTHINGHASCHANGED is an understatement! Every new @taylorswift era is bittersweet and my tears are a mixture of everything I’m feeling .. Abbie’s fav color was purple, her family and friends meant everything to her , she sang, played soccer, Girl Scouts , Art, and this little peanut could sing ! She loved @taylorswift so so much shortly after Abbie was killed my daughters friends started #TaylorRememberAbbie campaign and it was surreal to see SO many people RT , posting it ... Abbie would’ve loved knowing people are learning abt her (clearly wish it wasn’t for the reason ) but I’m hoping this ERA can make me smile and I’m hoping Abbie is never forgotten.. Burying a child that was so full of life is something that simply should not be allowed but it happens .. Please life is precious it’s #delicate like a beautiful #butterfly love only don’t hate .. trust me so much that we think are huge problems are nothing when the worst thing that can happen does ... ((hugs)) TY for reading if you did and PLEASE share to help me keep my lil swifties memory alive ! 💜😇💜🦋🦋🌴😇💔🌸☀️🎀🎶😇💜💔😢💜🦋🦋 @taylorswift @taylornation @taylorswiftstyle @taylorrememberabbie

Forever in my heart 💜 Always on my mind .. Want her home .. 🦋💜🌈😇😢💕👑🎀🌸

@taylorswift @taylornation @tswiftdaily @taylorswiftedit

[mylittleswiftieisinheaven]

Happy Saturday Everyone! I’ve been doing lots of soul searching and it has been extremely difficult! Losing Abbie (my little family loving, Taylor loving , life loving 11 year old girl ! ) has been life altering for our family . 1,538 days since I last saw her alive , her last chorus concert was also that day , watched her skip into school with the end of the school year winding down and she was in 5th grade getting ready to leave elementary school and start 6th grade 2 months later BUT she never made it home that day , she never got to ride the bus to school , go to middle school , Hs , have a first kiss ,family etc... My fear is she will be forgotten.. It has been 4 years and still feels like yesterday but at the same time a lifetime ago since I could touch her hands, nose smell her hair ..: Abbie had written Taylor a note on DM abt 2 weeks before she was killed and I found it on her phone after the fact, she LOVED @taylorswift so so much. I took a screenshot of her DM to Taylor and it was so innocent yet Abbie wanted Taylor to answer her SO bad ! I didn’t know about this until after Abbie was gone and it just kills me ! One thing people say to me most often is “I was thinking of Abbie today and I turned on the radio or walked into a store and a Taylor Swift song came on.”🦋💔💜😇💫 🌈 I so wish I could know what happiness feels like again .. Be grateful for your life , appreciate everything you never know when your life could change in a moment and be forever altered like mine ... Love TS and her music , it’s bittersweet yet can make me feel happy if even for that moment ! The pic on the right is Abbie’s last Taylor concert ... She got to go to GMA for album release but was killed 3 weeks before tour .

@taylorswift

[mylittleswiftieisinheaven]

Wise words from a beautiful soul .. @taylorswift @taylornation After losing Abbie I learned laughter no matter how obnoxious I may sound when I do laugh is SO incredibly good for your heart and soul ! 🌸🎀🤪🤣😋😂😆😇💔💜

“I don’t think you should ever have to apologize for your excitement. Just because something’s cliche doesn’t mean it’s not awesome. The worst kind of person is someone who makes someone feel bad, dumb or stupid for being excited about something.”

— Taylor Swift

[katiekindasings]

👼🏼💜 one year ago today, heaven gained the sweetest little angel. Keeping my cousin Lisa & her family a little closer in my heart today @mrszuko #rememberabbiez #taylorremeberabbie

[mylittleswiftieisinheaven]

**Asking for Help to Keep My Abbie’s Memory Alive ! 🌈💜🦋

Some of you May remember a little girl named Abigail”Abbie”Zukowski.. It is May and on May 18 it will be 4 years since she was killed when she was hit by a car walking home from school ... There was a huge #TaylorRememberAbbie campaign started by my older daughter Maddie’s friends to try and get @taylorswift to notice Abbie and it was trending and Taylor’s dancer Giuseppe was even tweeting about it to help , Abbie was killed May 18 2015 she was 11 years old and absolutely adored Taylor Abbie’s Favorite color was purple so I am asking for some help from fellow swifties.. I am asking for people to ReBlog this and share it via social media I am asking for people to help me paint the world Purple for Abbie by Tying PURPLE RIBBONS for Abbie (on your home , trees , poles anywhere you would like to share Abbie ) this is something that would mean so so much to me as her Forever Heartbroken Mommy I fear she will be forgotten .. one of Our favorite songs was Long Live 💜🦋😇🎀 and ironically I sing it now as the tears pour down my cheeks .. PLEASE help me and our family keep her memory alive and Bright ! Share this as much as possible and get purple ribbons and “Abbify” things ! Take a pic tag me post it share it w/ everyone ... THiS would make me smile ! Losing a child is the worst thing that can possibly happen to a person and living it is something you never get over .. Please take a moment and help #RememberAbbiez #neverforgetAbbieZ we live in Pennsylvania and would love to see how far people will help with this !! Thank you so much ! If anyone can do this Swifties Can !! @taylornation @tswiftdaily @tswiftnz @tswiftslyrics @taylorswiftedit @taylorswiftstyle @taylor-swiftfacts @abigailanderson-blog

[mylittleswiftieisinheaven]

HELLO !!!! Ok as a swiftie FanDom Family WE MUST go to @mtv on Instagram on their story and VOTE for @taylorswift for summer anthem & the other category that is up she is being beat by Arianna Grande !!! We cannot let this happen !!! Go to MTV IG story and click to vote !! Please ShARE this people !! Come on , Our girl puts out an album like LOVER 💜👑🎶 🦋🌈💟💕✨🌸💙🌸⭐️ this is the least we can do !! @taylornation @taylorswiftstyle @taylor-swiftfacts @tayswiftdotcom @tswiftdaily @tswiftslyrics @tswiftnz @tsnoticetheseposts @taylorswiftnewssss-blog @taylorswiftedit @lovereraupdates @swiftsecrets @swiftgallery @taylornationonline @taylorswiftvideos-blog

[mylittleswiftieisinheaven]

TRUTH 💜💕 & I could care less ! @taylorswift @taylornation @targetstyle @swiftgallery so excited!

target employees watching me do a photoshoot with my copy of lover in the middle of their entertainment section

[mylittleswiftieisinheaven]

Kills me that Abbie isn’t here to HEAR this Album but I hope she can hear it from the stars ✨ my baby is Forever 11... she wrote to @taylorswift @taylornation on DM shortly before she was killed and I wish she would’ve gotten a response! I have to say ANYTHING Taylor does acoustic is ALWAYS SIMPLY Amazing/GENIUS ! She is so talented ! Chills ANYTIME I hear anything acoustic!

[mylittleswiftieisinheaven]

Been waiting for this album for what seems like forever and now it’s an hour away and I can’t wait ! This is the longest hour of my life ! It’s my 22nd anniversary and I love that Lover Video cane out today , listened to @taylorswift sing archer and Paul sidoti was amazing as usual loved that ! What a great week to be part of this amazing FANDOM 🎶🦋🌈🌸👑💜 Taylor has been such a huge part of my life in so many ways her music has spoken to me on so many levels when I’m at my lowest and at my best trying to make the best out of the life I’ve been handed... it’s nothing I would EVER wish on anyone .. Ny AbbieGirl was a huge Swiftie and it’s all so bittersweet! Xoxo ! Fly high babygirl ! forever 11 #taylorRememberAbbie look at the stars and how they shine one is you and Mommy misses you so much ! We all do ! Hope you are having a TS listening party up in the sky ! 💜🧚🏼‍♂️���🏼👑🌙⭐️✨🌈🎧💜💔💕💘 @taylornation @tayswiftdotcom @tswiftdaily @tswiftslyrics @taylor-swiftfacts @taylorswiftsdaily @taylorswiftdaily @taylorswiftnoticed

[mylittleswiftieisinheaven]

Well this is 1 or the 2 dreaded posts I make . This one is a bit more difficult if that is even possible! Happy Heavenly Sweet 16 my AbbieGirl 💜💔😇 This ALL seems so wrong , we should be celebrating her sweet 16 with her contagious excitement rather I am trying to keep my emotions in check and the hurt that I feel is so deep I cannot even describe pain like this ! Our family has changed forever and we all handle our grief differently but we are here for each other especially on days like these . I have been dreading this day and the amount of anxiety leading up to it is overwhelming. Please keep our family in your thoughts & prayers on what should’ve been Abbies Sweet 16 💜💔 Jan 27! To honor and remember her please try and #wearpurpleforabbie & share pics (tag me or Chris ) but Abbie is missed so much I cannot believe I am even writing this .. Saying goodbye to your child is the worst thing a person can go through & you never “move on” you just learn to live with this pain and I feel so bad for Abbie that she will never get to do so much and has already missed so much , AbbieGirl mommy misses you so much and I’m hurting so badly please be around us on your bd and send signs .Miss hearing her voice , feeling her hand , seeing her beautiful smile I just want her back .. My fear is that she will be forgotten so please #rememberabbiez #neverforgetabbiez Happy birthday in heaven my angel 😇 💜💔😢⭐️🌙 I’m so heartbroken 💔 & dreading tomorrow (at Emmaus, Pennsylvania) https://www.instagram.com/p/B7zSJRGHxnW/?igshid=1np8olld1sp7r

[mylittleswiftieisinheaven]

It is all up to you what this means .. for me it is so much !

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Many of you may have seen the fundraiser I am having for What should be Abbies #sweet16 the link to donate is in my IG bio & on FB💜💔 In 1 week Jan 27 will be here & the past 2 yrs there was “Abbies space party “ to celebrate the life of Abbie with a portion of proceeds going to the Abbie Z Memorial Fund. There will not be the space party @ DaVinci This year.I am asking for as many people as possible to help us keep her memory alive #wearpurpleforabbie on 1/27 , tie a purple bow(s) around a tree, pole , whatever you think will #rememberabbiez put as many up as you would like (Abbie would love this ) , make #abbierocks & hide w/info on back , PLEASE SHARE pics of whatever you do and tag me please if you scroll through the pics in this post are some of the many AMAZING acts of kindness done for Abbie last year . Share on FB , IG and share the fundraiser if you would like to help share Abbies story with more and more people! This year is a tough one it’s the first milestone birthday that Abbie is not here for, The magnitude of this is unbelievable to @zuko16 & @mrszuko use your imagination to keep Abbies memory alive but please share it .. This is so unfair life is forever changed & I remember her last bd (1st pic on post ) she was so excited and so were we she loved celebrations she loved life ... she only got 3 more months of life from the time this picture was taken ... Thank You for reading this and helping to keep her beautiful memory and smile alive ..#abbiezukowski #abbiessweet16 #purpleribbonsforabbie #grievingparents #foreverheartbroken 💜💔😇😢⭐️💫😇🙏🏼💜💔💜 #behappy (at Emmaus, Pennsylvania) https://www.instagram.com/p/B7knP0qnuxG/?igshid=8wvnydmh9scl

[mylittleswiftieisinheaven]

One of my many favorites from LOvER 💕 I love my hometown and there she is Cornelia street ... @taylorswift @taylornation @taylor-swiftfacts @tayswiftdotcom @tswiftdaily @tswiftnz @tswiftslyrics