#reinforced my hatred and frustration with myself and humanity. Lol. Suffice it 2 say i str8 up triggered myself
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Once again got wurk on the weekend and it all has to do with selling to ppl and im ironically just rotting here thinking abt how much I hate people lmao
#read too many tags in that post about bad jobs and i gave me bad flashbacks AND#fueled so many Predictive Horrors about my future AND#reinforced my hatred and frustration with myself and humanity. Lol. Suffice it 2 say i str8 up triggered myself#I need to find a therapist or whatever but my insurance is being flaky and i dont even have an insurance card yet @_@#I Will deal w that ofc bc i already gave them money but it needs 2 be when i actually have the patience+sanity#Adult life as an insane self pitying chronically burnt out individual is sooo draining and humiliating ....#And the system we live in that makes it so is an insult to life itself. I don't feel like im a living person i feel like a black fog#ANYWAY! I'm gonna end this here before i continue spiralling in the digital public. It's after 2 i should just go to bed about it
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