#regulusblackdefender

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second mouthwashing fanart! daisuke is low-key me fr (under cut, click for quality!)

"close your eyes, daisuke" (throws up from crying)

(creds to @/DeidadDissitum on DeviantArt for the pattern for his shirt!)

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baby's first mouthwashing fanart (under cut, click for quality ^^)

anya they could never make me hate you :-(

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hey so wtf is blumbridge or kittywater and why has it infiltrated my dash and also why is like the only art of it with a tan regulus when one of his only consistant canon features is being cool toned and pale asf 😭

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beef or chicken

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FUCK. think i fell in love again. i will be pacing back and forth in my kitchen like a detective with a cold case he can't quite crack about this revelation.

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tfw your grandma tells you to stop smoking so you can afford a loom and yarn

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not to be overdramatic but if i fall in love again i think i will die. like once was already way too many times I can't ever do that shit again because wtf

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noah kahan save us all

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cleaning is the bane of my existence if i had one wish i would wish to never have to clean up again because all my stuff magically cleans itself and puts itself away

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for the first time in my life i can picture a future with me in it !? and i am happy and so alive ?! what is this witchcraft.

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im like a dog in the way that i love too much and too hard. i wait at the door and when the people i love come back they just sigh. im like a dog in the way that it feels like i don't understand fundamentally how to be human. everyone else understands these little social cues that i have to take notes on and memorize. when they say this they mean that, but not always. im like a dog in the way that my heart has teeth. i learned to bite before i learned to speak. and when i bring them that dead bird they take it and hide it to throw out when im not looking. i find myself frequently wishing i was better at either being a person, or being a dog.

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i saw my brother today. he was taller than me. he started to run in the side yard and i gave chase. for a glorious moment, we were small kids again. he laughed and i stumbled over my feet again. he always was faster than me. we sang happy birthday to him but it felt wrong. the walls had no pictures and they were the wrong color. the couch was the wrong size. the tv was too big. he was too tall. or maybe what was really missing was my mom. my mom, who would've made him his birthday dinner and never would have let this happen to her son and her daughter. my mom, who would have sang along with me and my grandma in swedish. or maybe it's just something wrong with me.

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me when i remember that not sleeping and not doing my work will catch up to me and i have to do it eventually: :-(

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lowkey stopped using Tumblr now that im not as crazy (i sleep well and eat well and am going to go on adhd meds and go outside and soak up sun and read new books and do my homework now)

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two more days until the ides of March gang

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i love being tired 24/7 with no explanation