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butts-bouncing-on-the-beltway · 2 years ago

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Sometimes I either willingly or by force find myself reconciling reality with the gaslighting I've experienced in my life and have to take a moment to stop myself from getting REALLY angry

#recreated an experiment from my semi-recent past but without the presence of my abuser for the duration of it #suddenly the experiment is an unprecedented success that clearly highlights my exact needs as intended #turns out that having my abiser present the whole time I tried this last time skewed the fucking results #big shocker #and yet that decision cost me 5 years of time that could have been spent properly meeting my needs if only I hadn't done that #because on the basis of that experiment I was told in no uncertain terms to never consider a result that was in fact the right fucking one #yet another way that person has devastated my life that will never see justice #i hate that there will never be consequences for what they did to me

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