#reblogging to my main but HEHE THATS ME!!! OUR CONVERSATIONS!!!

[officialgleamstar]

ITS OUR GUYSSSSSSSS OUR LITTLE GUYS !!!!! Sparrow in fuckin tears HFKDHSKSHDKDHD WE HATE GRANT NOW!!!

been talking with @slightlyhopefulromantic (& co.) about grant + sparrow with a siblings/besties-worsties dynamic and i need everyone to know that this is simply just canon to me

okay also don't wanna tag literally everyone but i think both of these specific scenarios are out of convos with @trustycustard so. Get tagged. anyone else who would like their IP credited can and should yell at me my memory is just bad <3

[imcginc]

THANK YOU FOR 200 FOLLOWERS !!

holy cow !! it’s mar here. woah woah woah. is mar pulling out the ugly graphic skills to bring u a banner just to catch ur attention ? u got it right !! okay so i don’t normally get mushy on here, in fact, i dont even start many conversations on here, but hey, here’s a start. i’ve had this blog since june 16, 2015, and actually had it way before then ( but my idiotic self deleted all of my past posts, making the oldest post currently from that date ). i’ve met so many of you lovely babes and some of you have even been here since start to ... well now. and i love you all for it so damn much. i wish i knew all 200+ of you guys more and chatted with you guys way more. i remember coming back to this blog after a hiatus and receiving so much love in return for coming back, and i had never ever had that happen before. so thank you. thank you from the bottom of my heart. thank you for putting up with my shit writing. thank you for putting up with my annoying gaps between replies. just thank you for being here with me on this ~journey~ of some sort. of course, thank you from my two oldest muses that are not retired, miss zara bradley and mister naseem javaad themselves. not only them, but thank you to my current main muses, my retired muses, my new muses, and even the muses in the making. they all love you. 

my closest buddies on here –– this one is for you

@moonlightisms ☾ my boo. my angel. my saving grace. moi beautiful baby grill. how could i not start off with you. you came into my life and just took over like my ass aint gonna have many muses by the time u r done with me. im so happy that we started talking and got closer together and god damn i just love you to pieces. from the random makeup looks you randomly get the urge to do to the succulent on ur vanity dying to ur boyfriend telling me to back off ( bc lets be real, he’s scared imma steal u away ), i love u forever n ever.

@dxrkparadise-xx ☾ my BABY !!! you are really the person i have known the LONGEST on here, and quite frankly, i believe you are one of the very first people i have ever talked to on here. i remember being so scared to talk to u bc shit !! ur amazing and i was admiring from many miles away ( at least i think – ok im tryna be cute, NEXT ! ). i will always remember ivy n naseem being fucking adorable even tho naseem was being a lil h*e n really started dating her bc his friends bet him to and lil phoenix n zara running around after each other. i love u i love u i love u from the bottom of my heart

@tragicallybcautiful // @lemoniisms ☾ my cool pal. hehe get it .. bc im on ur cool pal list. and quite frankly that’s an honor and holy shit did it make me cry when i saw that. ive known u for so damn long and i will never forget that u gave me my first poly thread with lil ol’ jett n matthias getting high in the disneyland parking while zara was getting a seat on the tram for the three of them. the original ot3 and they will always have a place in my heart just like you will have a place in mine. you have been there for me for ages and i always squeal when i see you online or when u pop into my inbox. i love u !!!

@imfalling4u ☾ hi baby . i dont know if you will ever read this but i really miss you. i was creeping on my freehosted page bc thats where that online thing was and saw someone on our thread page n i teared up bc i remember being so excited n waiting for replies from you and running from one end of the house to the other when i saw my phone light up with the lil notif that you reblogged my post. i miss you so much and its been like ? a good few months since ive seen you online and i miss u n maybe when u log back on n see this u will smile bc thats all i want. i love u i love u i love u

and now, to my babies that i follow and admire from afar / love our threads to death 

@desperationhq @scandclovs @khcleesis @6ix-bae @postuxre @lostcrew @notoricus @drivelikeidc @royallty @lxstbrain  && . feat my favorite muse blogs –– @museinspo @musinghq @musingisms

ok that’s it. that’s my moment of mushy-ness. i love u all and i cant wait to see what the next milestone has in store.