#reblog this one instead of the old one its really and truly lacklust compared to this behemoth

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nate @rk8con is a pedophile and just in general an absolute fucking creep

he was also @/martymxfly @/lawyermorty @/dysbelief @/g-engy  @/dokteur and @/bigbrosquid

yeah im remaking this callout post because i have alot more to add from the old one and just updating it wouldnt do it justice. before i start i wanna say that the person im actually in contact with would like to stay unnamed so nate dosent find him. he was 12-14 when nate was his ‘friend’. nate was 17-19. currently nate is ~20

there were several other children between the ages of 12 and 14 who hes been in contact and rped with but i dont know how far he went with them. if anyone would like to share with me their story ill add it to this post, either with or without your name.

i encourage you to reblog this. nate has removed himself from the situation and even when “taking responsibility” turned the blame on unnamed person, who was 13 and the time and is 15 currently, instead. i want him driven off this fucking website.

tw for pedophilia, incest, child death, slurs, and gore/torture/noncon porn.

in case anyone doubts the validity in  any of this, because yes i am aware we dont have as much as we COULD, and most of it is his rp drawings, im litterally goign to start with him admitting that yes. he did roleplay smut (gore and torture smut at that) with a 13 year old as an adult, even though he knew unnamed person was 13.

(fullview)

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now im gonna go out on a limb here and say hes a lying bastard when he said “i thought he was 16″ because thats such bullshit. 1) nate was STILL an adult when this happened and rping smut with a 16 year old is still not good??? 2) nate had known unnamed for over a year when this happened

this (very victim blamey, lol) ask he recieved was 10 months ago, when we made the first callout.

this imgur album is from 2 years ago, and was made from an rp with unnamed person. unnamed person was 13 at the time. there are MANY more imgur albums that include unnamed persons art, but ill get to that in a sec.

this imgur album includes an oc unnamed person made when he was 12 (the green haired one) and an oc of nates (the blue haired one), who was unnamed persons ocs father.

“jsyk

the green kid was my oc and Nate saw him as me and he drew that

literally after I had to convince him not to off himself ig

and I don’t have proof of it bc I deleted the screenshot but he drew the blue guy fucking the green kid

and the blu guy is his dad So”

“the keroro (light gren hair) was by the person who he had a crush on and she was a girl btw so this is extra creepy

its “vent art” but its really fucking creepy vent art”

hmmm...yeah you think (click for imgur album)

more creepy shit with these characters

heres him using racial slurs he cant reclaim (hes filipino/white)

(this screenshot was taken with the waybackmachine of his old nsfw blog which was FULL OF INCEST AND NONCON btw)

and this...which is fairly recent (link to the actual post)

and now for the wierd shit from all of nates fuckin imgur albums. nsfw incoming.

(imgur album) i think tihs is pretty self explanatory

(imgur album) now while theres nothing...inherently wrong with drawing gore or porn or whatever im posting these specifically because this guy was roleplaying with children 4 and 5 years younger than him. nate was an adult. 

also these dog things were drawn by unnamed person.

(album)

“me: u drew thi?

unnamed person: yea

unnamed person: mostly as a joke”

“and then he made a huge arc in storyline ig of sans killing them

ALSO yea

in the other one that’s art by a person named OD and someone named ram

ram is shit but they aren’t callout worthy

but they went along w a lot of nates freaky shit rps

(inb4 keep in mind that the babies were supposed to be kids or like... pets or something idk but he’s into child endangerment which is fucked up)”

uh... (album)

(album)

these two pics were from rps with unnamed person and nate. this album was posted in january 2016. (album)

and, of course, we have archives of his old nsfw blog, which sported a plethora of noncon and incest porn

you can look at it yourself here if youd like :)

yes some of the images dont load because he changed his url but you can see from the tags.

these are from his current fucking blog. i mean. come the fuck on dude.

(post 1) (post 2)

EDIT: the first pic in post 2 was drawn with unnamed person

(context of this was i had sent several screenshots and asked unnamed person to identify the artists)

bonus asks of him being a victim blaming dick after the first callout:

annnd of course theres this:

now i also have truscum/transmedicalist receipts. im not sure if hes still truscum, these posts are from over a year ago and i wouldnt put being truscum on the same level as being a pedophile, but its worth mentioning in this post anyway.

annnd this shitty response to the pre-callout post unnamed person ORIGINALLY made. unnamed person anonymously sent this to a callout blog because he was too scared to actually callout nate until later.

also about his response

“However, I didn’t do the rest of that other shit. During the time I was roleplaying with said 13 year old, I was also a minor. I didn’t know any better. I’ve learned to ask first and be assertive about my rp partners telling the truth. Let it be known that said RPs were taking place on a website that required you to be 16 years of age to sign up to. Not that this changes the fact that they were a minor, but there was some deceit on the other end.“

thats such a weak argument. youre a piece of shit and a pedophile. you exchanged PHONE NUMBERS with unnamed person. “i was also a minor” you were 17 at the youngest. unnamed person was 12 when you were 17 do not pull that shit you goddamn liar. you also knew unnamed person for 2 fuckin years, there is absolutely no goddamn way you did not know he was 12-14.

“The worst part is, I know who’s sending this. I won’t say who, since they submitted this anonymously to some random tumblr callout blog and I suppose they don’t want to be called out for lying about me but, basically this is the person that started bullying and emotionally harrassing a friend of mine for being a “friend stealer” because my fandom interests moved elsewhere. We had this discussion privately, but you’re still sending these things about me. Alright.“

nice victim blaming. you were 18 or 19 fucking years old when you wrote this. unnamed person was 13 when he sent this message to this callout blog. the worst part about his response? he admitted to this in a skype chat later on (screenshots of skype chat earlier up in this post). 

and he never admitted that he LIED about unnamed person lying PUBLICALLY. he NEVER publically apologized or admitted that he fucking LIED. he knew this was true and he still turned the blame on a fucking 13 year old.

“Clearly you don’t understand the definition of a pedophile, either, dear callout blog. If a character is of age, they are not a child. Pedophiles don’t wish for children to be older. That’s what makes them a pedophile. What the fuck.”

lol?

“Two of those posts are taken completely out of context. 1) “tumblr says people like me dont deserve love” was in regards to the fact that i look and sound 12 years old. You dont understand the kind of struggle i literally go through every day because people think im 12. cops harrass me for skipping school (TRUE FUCKING STORY) im constantly offered kids menus, and i know, by god, that no one my age will ever find me attractive because of how young i look. its devastating. these are just the facts of my damn life. I hate it.“

what that fuck does that even mean bro. (TRUE FUCKING STORY) like get a fuckin life

also i appreciate that he tagged the post #sjw . classy.

lastly. nate if youre reading this. if you think to yourself “what do you people WANT from me” its so so so fucking simple. he wants a genuine apology. he wants you to realize how fucked up what you did was. not what you gave me in that skype chat, and failed to mention publically. not any kind of “but he did _____” not any “i didnt know!!!” he wants a GENUINE, REAL PUBLIC apology, not one you can hide behind the bushes. and if you, as an adult, cannot deliver that i hope you get driven off this fucking site and this follows you wherever you go. you have been given MULTIPLE chances to apologize, you have been given MULTIPLE chances to take responsibility, but you refused to every goddamn time. “sharing the blame” is not an apology. in no circumstance is a 13 year old more responsible for themself than an 18 year old roleplaying smut (INCEST SMUT AT THAT). there is litterally no argument for this. end of discussion. 

and once again, if anyone else who was in contact with him has anything to add onto this, pm me. if you wish to remain anonymous as well all you have to do is tell me.

UPDATE 6/12/2018:

https://sta.sh/013gb1q6agtl

this happened before/during the time unnamed person was in contact with nate and is not recent but hoo boy does it shed some light on....everything. irl foreshadowing.

[pheacas]

“The Musical Fandom is Sexist” Response Post

I saw a post trying to express the thought that the musical fandom is sexist because there was a lack of f/f ships from @justiceforalanabeck, and although there is something in there, the execution was lackluster, at best, and I thought I would quickly run down a couple of reasons why I find that argument to be weak and a (slightly) more structured argument for my own personal opinion.

Original post (for reference I just didn’t want to reblog because it’s so long and there’s no ‘keep reading’ option on it): https://justiceforalanabeck.tumblr.com/post/182985916366/the-sexism-in-musical-fandoms

Summary of my thoughts I put at the end: There is a clear and slightly unsettling ratio between m/m and f/f ships within fandoms, but the ‘ships’ are not the end all be all of a fandom being ‘sexist’ and shows with women leads deserve more love, but there is still plenty of content created for the women that shouldn’t be discredited because it isn’t ‘ship related’.

My (6) main arguments against the original post:

I’ve heard people argue that Pinkberry is ‘toxic’ (which I can make an argument for just about any ship in popular fandoms), which can certainly keep it from becoming popular.  Although Jeremy and Michael have some toxic interactions in the show, particularly the middle, they’re clearly there for one another at the end of the day and are best friends and have nice relationships (although I’m indifferent on almost all BMC ships).  Chloe tried to screw Brooke’s boyfriend against his will and made Brooke not just feel like shit in that one instance, but constantly put Brooke down in general which she didn’t deserve.

Within the canon universe of Dear Evan Hansen, Zoe and Alana (Zolana) have zero canon interaction in the Broadway run.  Literally zero (unless you could the couple of audios where they interact for a moment in Arena Stage which I wouldn’t count since almost no one has actually listened to it).  I’m personally not a fan of Evan x Connor, but when it comes to it vs. Zolana, they at least interact for a moment in canon, and in the computer lab there is an opportunity where Connor does truly seem to be attempting to befriend Evan and it is established that, yes, they could have probably actually been friends if Connor hadn’t read Evan’s letter to himself and/or Evan didn’t bring Zoe up in it (although they would have still never gotten into a relationship).  Also, in canon, Zoe and Evan’s relationship is built completely by lies on Evan’s side, which is, again, extremely toxic (although it is a ship I prefer to Tree Bros outside of canon).  And also, it’s hard to say that the fandom is being sexist when that’s literally the only f/f ship, until you want to get into Heidi x Cynthia which is extremely weird territory.

The two shows you focused on have a male lead who the entire plot is centered around and focuses mainly on (with Michael also getting a good amount of solo time and being able to be called one of the ‘main characters’ along with Jeremy, Christine, and the Squip), so obviously the male lead is going to be more paired with people than other characters who don’t get as much focus on how they interact (in DEH we don’t go away from Evan’s perspective other than Anybody Have a Map and Requiem, which are Murphy family songs so no shipping there, and whenever we stray from Jeremy I feel like it’s more Michael’s part most of the time).

Heathers has never had a Broadway run and doesn’t have a long running production, so it makes sense it wouldn’t be ‘as popular’, although it certainly does have a fandom, it’s just doesn’t have as steady of a stream sometimes (and there is confusion under the tagging for Heathers and Mean Girls, as well, since they’re based off of a movie, although there still admittedly isn’t as much content, especially for Mean Girls, compared to the behemoths of DEH and BMC (although Heathers I think comes close to DEH)).  Plus, the hype train for BMC was really big in the summer because of off-Broadway, and West End revivals…  Don’t pick up as much traction (although the soundtrack coming out should bring more attention to it which I’m hyped for).

The use of Waitress as an argument for people not liking f/f is just…  Off because Waitress doesn’t appeal to a Tumblr fan nearly as much as other shows because it’s about a middle aged woman getting pregnant in an abusive relationship and cheating on her abusive husband with a man who is also married.  Wicked…  Also doesn’t appeal to a theatre fanbase that will write fan fiction nearly as much.

The Prom is another debatably iffy one because yes, it does really give us f/f on Broadway we need, but it puts many off because of how misleading it feels.  You think you’re walking in and the two lesbians will be the leads, but instead it’s a straight woman which can put people off (along with those first ten minutes I really like the show but not those first ten or so minutes).  Although again we still 100% need love for female-lead musicals and f/f in Broadway just don’t fake me out with the straights (although I understand why that needed to be added to prolong its survival in a business which throws out what the rich, old populous doesn’t like (which is why ETAJ and Bare will never make it to Broadway but that’s another topic in itself and a post for another day)).

My feelings on the situation: Looking at m/m vs f/f can give you a hint of how the fandom feels on female characters, but, in reality, that truly cannot be the be all end all when looking at a fandom.  It does such that we don’t get that sort of representation, but that doesn’t mean by itself that a fandom is sexist.  In most cases, these ships just make zero sense.  If we’re shipping something, there should be a slight basis behind it.  Galaxy Gals has nothing and Pinkberry has toxic interactions.

Waitress and Wicked don’t appeal to a Tumblr audience for the most part.  Mean Girls and the Prom are sadly left in the dirt compared to the other fandoms, but MG has a stigma around it by some of the big musical fans (including me) and the Prom just hasn’t gotten as popular because it doesn’t have a Broadway video more than anything (and those first ten or so minutes I legit clicked off the first time with my friend who is now a mega-Prom stan).  Heathers does have a good-sized fandom, but nothing big has happened to it compared to BMC and DEH.

Looking on Tumblr, though, you can find that the fandom still does appreciate the female characters.  Zoe, Christine, Alana, Brooke, etc. get a lot of fanart around them!  In fact, one of my trading friends named their trading stuff after a female character in BMC, and not Jeremy or Michael or whoever else!  The females do truly get attention in the fandom and calling them sexist really isn’t seeing the full picture.

Also, the part of the fandom who would be writing and reading this stuff is more younger girls, and they just have a tendency to prefer writing/reading about gay men over gay women and straight couples.  It could be seen as possibly sexism placed on themselves by the society they live in, but I think it’s just sort of a fetization of gay men that we’ve seen many times before (namely: Love Simon), mixed with the male leads get more development than their leading ladies and supporting actresses which just makes them easier/more interesting to write on because they’re already 3D.

But, yes, females in musicals and female-led musicals do deserve a lot more attention than they receive and it is sad that sometimes they don’t get the recognition they deserve, but calling the fandom ‘sexist’ for not writing f/f is just so wrong.