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nov. 13th 2023
₊˚ෆ 350 words / not beta read! / in no way, shape or form formatted correctly! / many punctuation mistakes! / i swear ik how to format normally!!
ᕱ ⑅ ᕱ a/n: hello all!! ໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა this came to me while i was talkin to my psychiatrist the other wk & it just wouldn't leave my mind!! ໒꒰ྀི ∩ ⸝⸝ ∩ ꒱ྀིა this is v self indulgent & v personal & i was originally gonna keep it to myself but i thought that maybe someone out there could resonate, even if it's a lil bit <33 so here's a lil poetry/prose moment :3
i am kind to the world because the world has not always been kind to me.
for i have begged for places at tables only to learn i never had solace there to begin with — assuming that my worth was equivalent to the scraps that litter the floor. i have foolishly taken the hand of societies predisposed values — blindly agreeing that being rigid is the only means of protection. i have been preached about taking my time then chastised for not keeping up — choking on the fabricated realization that the only place i’ll ever meet the requirements for is the last one. i have been told to appreciate the wonders of the world we live in — then swiftly reminded to only admire the beauty from afar for it’s fleeting and i’ve yet to prove my worth
i have been conditioned to believe i am a lot of things. but, i am not the masses.
i am so much more.
i am so sickeningly sweet that i give cavities a run for their money, i am so brilliantly luminous that even the sun itself seeps envy, i am so abundant with love and adoration that my body can’t help but burst at the seams to share it all.
and with that,
i will always leave an open seat at my table — a warm meal and good conversation at the ready for all who need to rest. i will always extend my hand with only the purest of intent — displaying proudly that soft and strong do not have to be autonomous to live in harmony with one another. i will always take time while it’s still ripe for the taking — it’s monetary value far outweighing that of a solid gold medal. i will continue to gaze at the world with fondness — the blinding beauty of it all synonymous with the delicate flame that burns deep within and glows outward.
but most important of all, out of everything i am, i was, and will eventually blossom to be.
i am kind to the world because the world has not always been kind
to me.
- c
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#idk if this technically constitutes as prose (i dont think it does lmaodijf) but regardless!!! here's a lil non blorbo related writing :3#is this my best work? probs not!! but am i happy to have written smth of this caliber? absolutely!! its been far too long!!#it sounds v selfish & conceited but i PROMISE that wasn't my intention!!! also i think it came out a lil sadder than anticipated!! IM SORRY#i swear im not trying to be sad on dash or anyth!!! but this felt v cathartic to write & thought someone somewhere might relate <33#reblog & like until your hearts content!! ofc no pressure AT ALL!!! ૮꒰⸝⸝> <⸝⸝꒱ა okie posting & running awayyyy !!#₊˚.༄ anthology!
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