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[rhiezus]

[CAR]: sender and receiver are making out in receiver's car // mei x hwan pega dispatch pegaaaaaaaaa

goosebumps on mei's body had nothing to do with the temperature that dropped to a deadly one outside, she was wearing a heavy sweater that kept her warm though it all, it was more so to do with how her palms intertwined so well with his all the way there. it was also to do with how he opened the door for her, how he complimented her on her looks, how his eyes looked twinkling telling her all about his practice today after he tried to spare her of the details but she reminded him of her own practices and they realized how similar it was for both of them. if mei tried just a little bit further she could maybe swear she could hear it. it was there happened at the same time his voice hit her ears with a stupid joke and her laugh came out of her throat completely random, the beating of their hearts. at first when he picked her up just a little outside of the dorm, a street down to be precised — her group-mates might not be as worried for dispatch or invited watchers but mei liked to keep what was hers private of other's people eyes — her heart was practically pulsing out of her body. this happened before on their last first date, she could barely believe how good it all felt and how little time has passed since them. was it a year? six months? no, it was two weeks ago but time passed so slowly. it seemed like every minute and second was being counted by her old grandfather that couldn't tell numbers anymore, but distance probably grew their heart founder. hwan texted her every morning, he send her pictures of the sky, talked about a song he listened that reminded him of her and every time he did one of those little things her heart fell out of her mouth again and again. so moments ago when the man responsible for such reaction was right before her again, the opportunity seemed way too unrealistic not to be seized. mei said hello with a kiss on his cheek, his face was as smooth as she imagined and that's when their hands found each other to his car.

dates with celebrities were like this, sitting in a car in a safe place moments away from your house, talking and flirting, maybe even eating. she remembered how devi said football players have their own place and how devi was all the time over with her own boy's space baptizing every surface. but hwan was a different kind of breed of football player though, for their first date they went to a night picnic. they ate chicken sandwiches and drank strawberry juice while watching the stars, their first kiss goodnight was just as sweet as that meal. but planning ahead or planning too much isn't on their agenda, it can't be, today that's good because they can met up on a saturday night just to listen to each other's voice and see each other's faces. it's not all so bad, there is a rush to it that no other romance has. mei is certain that no one has ever felt like this before, no one has ever fell in love so hard as she probably is right now and it all comes to a realization when her heart that was so loud before — now it's content, rhythmic like it found it's pace again. there is nothing more comfortable than coming home. the thought brings her to stop doing anything mid conversation, she is freezing again but this time of fear.

this is terrifying, hwan must notice her nervous stare because he pulls her back to reality by bring the all the warmth of his body to his hand, his palm touching her cheek. she fights back the urge to think about how it's a perfect fit, her face with his hand. "this is crazy." mei is chuckling now because it's all very insane to her liking, understanding taylor swift's songs comes with a very high price. when she hears his voice asking her what is, her eyes find his like is an obvious answer that maybe he already does know but wants her to say it anyways. then just how it came to her thoughts, it also comes out: "how i feel about you... it's crazy." because it is, nothing else can explain and right now neither of them wants to hear an explanation. it doesn't even matter if it has one. mei just wants to keep living in this dazzling dream they he is building for her, its scary as hell but she wants to keep dreaming it. perhaps that's why his answer comes in a kiss, parting their lips together as one proving that — yes, you're not alone, i'm feeling it too. feels right to be there feeling both his hands on her cheeks now, pulling her closer even though he is the one leaning forward to her seat. it's a little bit sudden and it's really hot in the car now, because she has no idea for how long they are going at it. a moment or so they spare for breathing, but the hands don't leave each other. mei's got a grip on his hair and the first time she pulled it, she could hardly believe the little sound coming from hwan's mouth still on her own. she was moments away to jumping on the backseat and letting her hands feel more parts of his body, but this thought made her settle the making out with a special smooch of her own, filled with sweetness.

despite every inside of her telling her to throw her conscious aside and give away to those lips she still had some sense of decency and of, well, virginity still in her the fear crippled in again, this time a little louder, she knew it might be time to be honest about it to the boy she was in love but she was still debating herself like she been for the last month since they started getting to know each other. she hoped he knew so she couldn't tell him, because this was a secret that made all her friends think she was insane or extremely prude. but none of that were true, she just never met someone like hwan before that she wanted to give herself completely too. and now that she did, he deserved to know even if she was mortified to tell him so. "maybe a car is not the best place to do all that." mei finally broke the silence after intense kissing scene they just acted upon, thankfully this lined up the mood because the conversation drifted to something else and they were comfortable with each other again. she made a mental note to come back to that later, right now she wanted to keep talking with him, noticing his lips regain his natural color and his hands fixing her hair for her. it was perfect moment to be just natural together, no pressure and no overly unnecessary sharing of intimate details because it was all there. in the way his eyes were watching over her and her thoughts were humming a song she hasn't heard yet designed specially with hwan in mind.