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i just want to be held by my alpha and have my head stroked and not be human for a bit ;~;
#really sad today pls dont comment or message w/ expectations of me to respond#im genuinely about to put dnd on#i dont even want my mom for the first time in years bc im finally exploring the actual relationship we had - not the pink rosy image of what#could have been or the last couple months where she made amends BECAUSE she was dying#im so. angry and flat and upset today but its not even angry idfk its fucking grief#its fucking grief and im fucking tired of this ):#anyway. in bed with my favorite plushies until my wife comes home ;~;#bestie is coming tonight and i feel a little bad about how Flat im gonna be but ik she's gonna understand ;~;#im so tired of being nauseous ;~;#bunny rambles#delete later#it is so genuinely hard Not to lash out today ;~; i really want to emotionally but i know i cant#doesn't help my birth family is going to dinner without me tonight specifically to be together on this hard day 🙃🙃#(and to celebrate my dad's birthday which was earlier this week)#they literally spend so much time together snd barely can tell me with more than a few hours notice of Anything#i feel so sick i think im gonna pule#):
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