#really peeved that i deleted the actual ask

[gaylordscooter]

Log of the Multiverse: Error (Page 2)

Sooo hello dear journal I haven't touched in a while for no particular reason. i'm feeling really shitty today. probably sick, im not sure yet, but ink's told me i gotta stay at the house for now. Hearts has been looking after me.

I've gotten new info on Error since the last time i wrote an entry on him. he's noticeably slowed down in destroying universes, in fact he's only destroyed one universe in the past month but he was so slow at it that we were able to get the inhabitants out of there.

it was a horrortale universe too, so really they're having a much better time at the hub, probably. its put a heavy load on cross, unfortunately, so we've been helping him out with building a new house there.

he was kinda hesitant to accept that help though...i feel like he's trying to be more independent.

but i digress, so error's hardly a threat nowadays. according to ink he usually just lounges around in the antivoid

speaking of the antivoid, specifically error's part of it. i just learned that he takes his victims to a whole labyrinth (what awkward spelling that word has). and said labyrinth is like the multiverse's trash can. it compresses code and eventually deletes it entirely

ink told me he's been there before, but when i asked him what it looked like in there he...zoned out for a bit.

it took him a while to zone back in, actually. it was concerning.

when he did, he told me he "drew" it and then handed me a blank white sheet of paper.

i knew it being white was deliberate, i've gotten glimpses of the sketchbooks he draws on, they're always colored paper.

I knew it was his least favorite color, but im starting to think there's more to his disdain to it.

anyway, since error's labyrinth is like the trash can of our multiverse i started wondering about all the things that could be in there...

the code and inhabitants of the universes that he's destroyed end up there. so does any universe that expires end up there?

would my

no. im not going there. im not gonna give myself false hope for that. it's gone.

oh, i hear hearts walking down the hall. he said he was making me chicken noodle soup (and by that i mean he boiled water and put it in an instant noodle cup)

at least i HOPE he boiled it this time, last time the water wasn't nearly warm enough to cook the noodles

update: i burned my nonexistent tongue. my complaining may have peeved him

[neallo]

meronia containing multitudes!! would you say there are any core consistencies that you cant do without when writing or thinking about them or is everything changeable? for me I think it’s hard to imagine them not having an in some form or another but I’ve been trying to think of instances where it works when they weren’t thrown in the same pressure cooker together in one way or another even if that was somewhat later in life

hello!! this is an excellent question. let me try to opine on the matter. i will say right off the top of my head that the core appealing aspects of meronia to me are mutual obsession and deep connection / understanding of one another. even though there is also sometimes a lot of active misunderstanding / miscommunication getting in the way of that connection being fully realized. on the occasions i've tried to write AUs and they haven't worked for me, i've found that it's because one or both are absent or not obvious enough.

the pressure cooker (love this shorthand) is, i think, the quickest and most canon-adjacent pathway to developing and justifying this mutual obsession and deep understanding. i generally skew heavily towards writing canonverse (<- loosely-defined; i am including no-kira and L wins AUs in this, because they still grew up at Wammy's) because of this; i'm not much of an AU girlie in general, regardless of fandom, but i find it particularly tricky for meronia. translating that kind of connection without substantial shared experiences is challenging, and i think it's easiest for me to imagine their dynamic developing if those shared experiences occur earlier in life, though i agree that it can definitely work even if it's later, so long as it's Intense.

this being said, i can't say i have 100% stuck to The Pressure Cooker background, actually!! off the top of my head the only time i really plan to break from it is in 15 Totally Chill Ways to Flirt With Your Crush, which is a profoundly unserious college AU. because this is a sillier story, i'm not as concerned with justifying a mutual obsession-- in some ways it's more fun to me here that there really isn't a good justification for Mello to be down so bad. that being said, i would say this story sits at the limit of what i can really enjoy in terms of characterization; i consider it to be borderline OOC, if not fully OOC, but that's more feature than bug here.

trying to think what other non-negotiables there are for me. some level of care / tenderness from both sides is always essential, imo-- even if it's buried under bitterness and pain and spite, that needs to come through at least a little. i guess this is rooted in the idea of their connection being a core element of the ship, but i find their dynamic fundamentally distinct from, say, lawlight, whose most fraught dynamics involve Fucking Killing Eachother. like, L and Light have a deep connection, too, but it's very different imo. the power dynamic being complex / nuanced in some way or another also feels essential To Me. it can be extremely fun to have that balance be really uneven, but it can't be totally straightforward or i get terminally bored with the idea.

okay i think i actually just started listing pet peeves (<- had to delete a full paragraph lmao) so i'm gonna stop here. thank you sm for the ask, this was a really fun one to meditate on :3c

[quickdeaths]

mun meme

𝐆𝐄𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐔𝐍!

★  NAME:  Bryn

★  PRONOUNS:  she/her.

★  BEST EXPERIENCE: Meeting my girlfriend through RP has to be at the top of the list, and meeting some really great friends too. Just talking about the IC stuff, idk, I'm pretty happy with how things have been going recently?

★  PREFERENCE OF COMMUNICATION: IMs are okay but discord is best! I am very chatty on discord sometimes, and the search function is really helpful for me when it comes to going back and finding old things. I'm also just on discord basically all day in some capacity, so I rarely miss things for long.

★  MOST ACTIVE MUSE: I can basically write any of my DR OCs at the drop of a hat, although Shinobu is the one who I am currently writing most, and have the easiest time writing because of that. I think for me, though, it's more "do I have energy/creativity to write right now at all" rather than if I have muse for a specific character or not - it's not usually the case that I struggle with a specific character at a time when I'm otherwise writing easily.

★  EXPERIENCE / HOW MANY YEARS: I started off on a forum in maybe 2006 or 2007, did some stuff on livejournal, had a cup of coffee at Gaia Online, and settled on Tumblr in maybe... 2012? 2013? I've done some things on discord (don't love it for RP) and google docs (it's okay) since then, and a handful of other places, but I think I'm just Here Now, like furniture.

★  RP PET PEEVES:  

I have talked about these all so many times so I'll try to keep it brief hahaha.

People who repeatedly drop threads without reaching out to say anything (this is my #1 pet peeve), and people who generally cycle "taking on too many asks/drafts, then dropping all of them, repeat."

People who habitually archive/delete and remake their blogs, especially if they don't make any changes to how they run things, who they interact with, etc. I see it as, like "bringing your bed to your new apartment and being confused as to why you still have bedbugs."

People who post tons of OOCs, as well as things like memes, starter calls, ship calls, etc. while having a massive backlog of drafts and inbox things already.

People who treat OCs/female characters/female OCs dismissively, or as stepping stone interactions.

★   PLOTS OR MEMES: Plots. I honestly don't like memes very much since I feel like they seldom lead to the kind of long-term interactions I like the most, but they're so entrenched on tumblr that I just kinda have to accept them. I would much rather talk to people and plot out loose thread ideas than send in a dialogue prompt from a movie I haven't seen and hope it gets answered and hope that that answer feels like something I can respond to and hope that my reply gets replied to and it's actually a thread. I like doing stuff that develops across multiple threads too, and plotting is much better for that.

★  ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S)?: Not really, I don't think. There are pieces of me in all of my characters, of course, and there are superficial similarities sometimes in terms of like, hobbies or interests, but I think the characters who feel like they got more of me mixed into them are like, D&D characters, or characters from my other blogs.

tagged by: @more-than-a-princess also tagging because tumblr is a functional website and perhaps putting things on a new line is the only fix: @timesunder @shishigirls @saburaito @sunbreathr

tagging: @lunaetis @guidedhearts @amaidol @infintasmal @corrpse also tagging myself since that seems to be the only way to not have it break someone else's tag very cool: @quickdeaths

[yuuniee]

Name: Daniel Jett Sterling

Japanese: ダニエル・ジェット・スターリング (danieru jetto sutaaringu)

Dorm: Octavinelle

Birthday: 24th April (Taurus)

Age: 18

Height: 193 cm

Dominant Hand: Right

Homeland: Coral Sea

Family: Unnamed mother, unnamed father, unnamed younger sisters, unnamed older sister, unnamed older brothers

Voiced by: Wataru Hatano

Nicknames/Aliases: Monsieur Remixer (Rook), “DJ Shining Aura” (his dj name), Danny (his mother), Dan (his friends)

Grade: Junior

Class: 3-E (no. 19)

Club: Track and Field Club

Best Subject: Culinary Arts

Hobby: Ice skating

Pet Peeves: Smacking mouth

Favorite Food: Cheeseburger

Least Favorite Food: Anything bland

Talent: Remixing songs

Appearence: Daniel is a young gentleman with black messy wolf cut hair, slanted blue eyes, muscular build and dark skin.

In his school uniform, he wears a loose hooded jacket, white shirt, pants with gold stripes on each side and a pair of grey sneakers. He doesn’t wear his armband, but his hooded jacket has an Octavinelle patch on the left.

In his dorm uniform, he wears the standard Octavinelle dorm uniform without the hat, jacket and scarf. He also puts his hair in a ponytail and wears a lip piercing.

In his merform, his skin is dark green and his lower half basically looks like a sea turtle’s. He also has a scar on his chest.

Personality: He is actually really calm and doesn’t get worked up about things unless something really gets under his skin. Your generally chill bro! :D

Jokes aside, there are moments where he gets a bit cocky and teases others when they are in trouble. Definitely not the type to scold them though!

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- Unique Magic: “Protecting Shell” -

It allows Daniel to create a strong shield around him and those who are close to him. The shield lasts longer if there are less people. So, the more people around him, the more shields he has to create and the more magic he has to consume and therefore more blot he eventually accumulates.

The picrew that I made this is sadly deleted... :(

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His merform 😊

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Fun Facts:

He works as a DJ in a club and often streams it in Magicam.

He is a sea turtle merman.

He donates most of the money he gains in either orphanages, nursing homes or charities.

He is childhood friends with Coral since they were very young and he was the one who encouraged her to pursue her dream of becoming a songstress.

When he is in his merform, he spends most of his time either swimming in the ocean or polishing his shell.

He often grows his own vegetables in his garden, but he doesn’t mind buying some from a grocery store.

He has a piercing on his right eyebrow, nose and both of his ears though he doesn’t wear too much of them in his dorm uniform and formal occasions.

He has misophonia, hence why he hates the mouth smacking. (You can visibly see his eye twitching when he hears someone smacking their mouth!)

He likes swimming in the currents and lets the waves take him to different parts of the ocean. Wherever he goes, he always finds his way back.. eventually. He says it makes him feel free.

He often struggles to find his siblings’ names and he feels embarrassed for it because his older siblings often tease him for it.

In his Swim Wear story, he gets asked about the scar on his chest. Although he refuses to tell Ace and Renée why, he later reveals that he was born with his heart outside of his chest and that he had a surgery at a young age that left the permanent scar on there.

[vulpinesaint]

hi bracken 8 28 34 hehe

hi reid!!!!!! yay questions :D

8. any reacquiring dreams?

assuming that the original poster meant reoccurring dreams. little enamoured with the possibility of what a reacquiring dream might be. honestly though i do not dream that much!!! the last dream i remember having was like,,, god, upwards of three months ago? over winter break? when i had a really devastating dream about having a kid and taking my baby boy everywhere with me and looking down at him and realizing that he had my eyes and my freckles and then like. waking up. just fucking wrecked at the realization that i didn't have my child anymore. terrible.

accidentally deleted a whole paragraph just now i hate it here... anyway! 😭 definitely have repeating elements in my dreams. i've had a bunch where i am being chased and can't manage to run quite fast enough to get away from whatever's chasing me. i've had a few dreams where i can fly, too :) i wake up from a lot of dreams with a really strong sense of deja vu, and there's the whole thing where like. you are always dreaming once you hit rem or whatever it's just that you don't remember it, so there is the possibility of many more reoccurring dreams that i just do not remember...

28. do you collect anything?

not on purpose haha. don't rlly have the space for it atm and i'm not really a collecting guy even though i really enjoy having stuff :) if anything! books and weapon-themed jewelry. it's me and all my sword and knife shaped necklaces and earrings and rings

34. any pet peeves?

i am the pet peeves guy of all time. the hater ever even. not gonna say i have misophonia as a medical diagnosis or anything lmao but chewing and breathing sounds make me like. god. i try not to be an asshole about it but it is So Bad for me. whole body shudders just at the thought of it it makes me Viscerally upset/angry/disgusted and i have like Physical Reactions to it 😭 very sensitive to small noises in general; can't sleep if there's small inconsistent noises happening that i don't control. gotta be silent or white noise or music or smth haha. if i can hear the sound of someone breathing i Will Not be able to sleep to the point where i get so angryfrustrated over it that i cry real actual tears. being aromantic is actually not just a romantic orientation to me it's a defense mechanism against the possibility of being expected to share a bed with someone for the rest of my life lmao

sometimes it's just the sound of someone's voice too which is the WORST cause none of this is anyone's fault but when the sound of my mother's singing voice in church makes me like. sit there clenching and unclenching my fists and my jaw with repulsion just because Something about it grates (she is a professional singer and i have listened to her sing my entire life it's not a rational or reasonable response) it feels so shitty 😭 anyway... other pet peeve is people leaving stuff out in shared spaces haha

ty for sending little numbers i adore you <3

questions I think would be fun to be asked

[penistrite]

@angelofthemornings OH DO I HAVE SOME STORIES LOL. Let me pick one... Alright here we go:

So... BK Chuuya would never actually want to talk to me unless she could talk about herself and only herself. Like, if I ever mentioned something that was going on with me after letting her talk and talk over again, she would leave me on read until she could talk about herself again the next day. Unfortunately, we're kind of pushovers, so we never said anything about it. She would reply if I messaged her a meme she'd like or something similar. On this day, I had messaged BK Chuuya a meme or some shit, and IMMEDIATELY she began posting on her Vent account about how she HATES notifications she HATES being sent messages she HATES discord noises. I didn't double text, it was just a "hey thought you might like this"

Later, after feeling bad for a few hours, when she had calmed down, I requested she not vague about me, and her response was "oh well I wasn't vagueing it was a general vent". Whatever, gave her the benefit of the doubt.

She then grew more passive-aggresive, saying shit like "this vent isn't about anyone here but if the shoe fits..." about things that were clearly about me.

Our actual friendship ending was because I was talking about my mother with regards to her mental illnesses and BPD, and how that very much influenced the type of abuse she put me through, and how it was a fascinating thing but the discussion of the intersecting ways mental illness and abuse can exist ("being mentally ill and abused" and "being mentally ill and an abuser") is so full of ableism that it's upsetting to not be able to really unpack that or join any support groups where I can try to untangle that mess.

I stated, multiple times, that the post was about my mother, and not about mutuals, that it was SPECIFICALLY about the types of abuse I endured under my mother and trying to understand her mental illnesses without using them to excuse/explain her abuse. It wasn't a vague.

She went ape shit in my DMs, saying that all the system except one alter sucked, demanding that said alter have a seperate account no one else could access to talk to her (which is a really weird thing to ask for, especially because our system doesn't work like that, WHICH SHE WOULD KNOW IF SHE TRIED TO GET TO KNOW US), just generally throwing around words trying to get one to stick. It was a word salad message full of reaching, honestly. No paragraph breaks. Sent at 1am or some shit. Seperate alter deleted the message.

But, while she blocked most our accounts on Vent, she forgot to block the one I primarily used for Venting. I'm normally fairly mature, but I was a little peeved and decided, "fuck it. Why not vague for once." So... I posted "well, that was about my mom, but if the shoe fits..." And she blocked that one.

[velvetnviolentviolets]

Get To Know The Author

name : Kay

pronouns :  she/her

preference of communication : Honestly I have a huge preference for discord. I don't trust tumblr IM to actually alert me. Ive recently learned tumblr has been eating my asks too. If I don't reply to an ask or DM me PLEAS reach out to me. I will NEVE outright ignore something. If I don't think something is going to work for our muses I will reach out to you. 

most active muse :  Kat is my loudest and most demanding. After that would be Her brother Kass, Feyre, and then our spotty maybe I'm here maybe I'm not - Emmett.  

experience / how many years : Ohhh boy. I've been doing the rp thing off and on since 2010. There was a five year chunk in recent years where I disappeared for a bit but the lovely @sharpayevcns pulled me back in a few months ago and I am so appreciative that she did. <3 

best experience : Discovering the people here that make me feel safe enough to obsess over threads. You guys have absolutely made my return to tumblr. If I were to delete my blog with nothing but my connection with you guys to show for it - Well I would be absolutely fine with that. You guys are amazing and will absolutely be tagged in this. 

rp pet peeves : I keep running into situations where I get heavily invested in plotting something (Drawing, writing head cannons, making playlists, planning cannon events. . .I literrally brushed up on a whole ass language for a plot) Only to have those people completely leave me on read. I am not a pushy partner in the least. I would be more than happy to wait a month for a reply. But I need communication. I need feedback if something doesn't sit right for you. I need reciprocated enthusiasm. You don't have to show It the same way I do but I need some show of enthusiasm otherwise it just feels uncomfortable and I feel annoying and restrained. That's not what I'm here for. I've honestly made the decision to start unfollowing people based on a three strikes basis. No hard feelings. I just don't want to follow anyone who doesn't bring the same energy I do. 

fluff, angst, or smut :ALL OF IT! While I'm becoming more and more selective about who I write smut with I LOVE writing smut ESPECIALLY if its born of post Angst fluff. Actually almost exclusively. There is nothing that gets my muses motor going like post Angst Fluff! 

plots or memes : Augh! Don't make me pick. I love Plotting but sometimes nothing really gets the juices flowing like memes do. I cant tell you how many times a simple meme interaction help set a pivotal point in a plot. ALSO- Memes are usually what help me forego my shy nature. While my muse outwardly gives NONE of the Ducks. . .I do . I give all of the Ducks so memes help  me loosen up. I'm not responsible for the haphazard neuroSpicy creature you meet once the shyness has fallen away. You've been warned.

long or short replies : It depends on my mood and attention span. There is a Adderall shortage right now so I have only been taking my Adderall on work days so Ive had a VERY hard time focusing o replies as of late. When Im on top of my Game I am LONGWINDED AF .Please don't ever feel like you have to match me because there are times where I will write you a novel and we were only supposed to be writing a sentence or two. It just happens and Im sorry.  time to write : Ha! um . . . Well I work Graveyard  Thursday- Saturday from 8PM-9:30ish AM (PST)  On slow nights I do write here and there but for the most part I can be found here pretty sporadically. If I have something going on during my weekend that I have to be a daytime person for then ill be up during the day time. OTHERWISE- Mostly evening and spooky hours . 

are you like your muses : I could draw some parallels with each of them but I dont think I am like any of them. 

tagged by: The Alluring  @wynterlanding ~<3

@grimmusings @sharpayevcns @godccmplex <3

[corruptimles]

Hi! I stumbled across my ask where I asked you about your thoughts on Geats's first episode, and with the show coming to an end, I wanted to see how you felt about it now, if you've kept up with it? I really liked it, it gave me brain worms

I've been enjoying Geats a lot! I'll try to keep this brief review mostly spoiler-less just in case.

It so far has had the most dynamic and fun fight choreography in Reiwa? Though some scenes from Zero-One still live rent-free in my brain (Fuwa my beloved). It's just really refreshing compared to the previous season. I love the use of environment and more hand-to-hand that can actually be seen without flashy effects. Not to say it doesn't have occasional colourful cgi, but the usage is more consistent for when an attack's power/type actually calls for it. Characters take creative actions with their tools! Buffa using his feet/leg to kickstart his chainsaw because it's a big heavy weapon also lives rent-free in my head. Different characters use the same power-up different ways. I have more actual examples to prove I'm not just over-exaggerating but those are big spoilers. I just like the Geats is consistent with having fights with flow and appeal and suiting different characters styles. Important when they can change or lose their power-up weapons so often w how DGP suits work.

The designs are cleaannnn. The emphasis on the undersuit as a base uniform that is functionally customizable? That's very fun. It has a consistent belt/power-up gimmick and is surprisingly versatile despite people only using the same one or two belt type. (Not groundbreaking as other KR shows have done limited tech before as well, due to literally only having 1-3 riders at most, but important to me) I don't think there's a design I really dislike from Geats. There's suit combinations being jarring colour combos but they're temporary anyway. And the ones that looks clunky and alien were, well, those made sense really.

It's done some things that I wasn't expecting from KR, at least from a Reiwa/Heisei 2 style. Heisei 1 had its serious/scary moments since those leaned more into the J-Drama side but those were yearsss ago so seeing it in Geats was an interesting whiplash (SPOILER: referring to some scenes/revelations that surrounded child death and existentialism)

I do have nitpicks but not enough to really ruin the experience for me. To be vague, it's about an arc's relevance/writing, a specific character's writing, and a more inconsequential thing like lack of some specific character designs.

I'm curious on how it'll wrap up since this is the first time Yuya Takahashi wouldn't have to rewrite and rush anything due to unforeseen circumstances like with Ex-Aid and Zero-One

Realized how often I use the word 'consistent' lol. It's just one of my pet peeves if rider/power systems are just, thrown away, and people start getting belts and forms up the wazoo w no decent explanation. [deletes a bunch of typing here] That's another few paragraphs worth of explanation so I'll shorten it to this: it makes it less tv show and more toy commercial, if that makes sense.

anyway Neon is my favourite female rider by far

edit: oh I haven't caught up w the last two eps yet

[permanentreverie]

57, 60, 77, 80, 81🌼🩷

57. do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? It has been years since I've been in a hotel, but I remember growing up my family having those little bottles. Personally idk if I would just cause I like my brand of shampoo/conditioner I use

60. how many pictures do you have on your phone? … 1,306 photos. I actually need to go through and delete a whole bunch of random screenshots lol, I've been meaning to cleanse my gallery

77. do you miss anyone right now? what a good question. hmmm I don't think so? of course there are people I've lost, but at this point in my life I am way too preoccupied feeling other emotions to be concerned with merely missing someone

80. what is your biggest pet peeve? people who beg for attention and endlessly talk about themselves. It's hard to explain but it's a certain way they talk that really bugs me. I have one coworker who is like that and I deeply dislike her

81. last person you called? my friend because she just texted me last night that she confessed her feelings to this guy she's seeing (she didn't pick up lol). before that it was my mother because she was gone this weekend and I had trouble finding something around the house

unusual asks

[miranalvjy]

Oh my gosh, okay here i go,

0. Height: 150cm (i dont know feet sorrey, but really smol and short)

1. Age: 15 🫡

2. Shoe size: 35/36 (again i dont know the us/uk version, sorrey im europian)

3. Do you smoke?: not really, but if someone asks me if i want a cig sure

4. Do you drink?: yes, my parents know dw, i am not an alcoholic but i do have my own drinks at home that no one touches but me

5. Do you take drugs?: NO, and i do NOT plan on doing so (maybe weed but nuthin' else)

6. Age you get mistaken for: either 9yrs old or 21 or above, no in between

7. Any tattoos?: yupp, i have 2 so far

8. Want any tattoos?: YESSS PLEASEEE, i want so many, and i might get an appointment soon for one :3

9. Any piercings?: yeah, i got my lobes pierced and an upper helix

10. Want any piercings?: YESSSSS, i want so many, especially a septum, snake bites, eyebrow piercings, but lets not forget that i want my tatas pierced too :3

11. Best friend?: she doesnt have tumblr, we've known eachother for 10+ years, but we only got super close in the last 4 years or so

12. Relationship status: single as a pringle and not ready to mingle, i am not looking but if someone i feel attracted to comes along who knows :3

13. Biggest turn ons: great sense of humor, good music taste, open minded, fashion fashion FASHION, im all about personality tbh

14. Biggest turn offs: fascists, homophobia

15. Favorite movie: The invisible man

16. I'll love you if... if you get me concert tickets, if you take me out to coffe, if you text me at a random time of the day, if you listen to me yapp about my hyperfixations, if you dont mind my weirdness, if you dont overthink when i ghost you accidentally, if you can just sit next to me in silence when i say im not in the mood for people...

17. Someone you miss: my bestie, we havent seen eachother 2 years ago, and my dad

18. Most traumatic experience: i have so many but i cant or dont want to share those but i have one... when i walked in on my dad and my stepmom, or when

Small little break because i actually did the rest but because tumblr hates me it deleted my draft, so yeah, it might sound other then what was in the OG and or a little bit rushed, sorry but i am SO mad at tumblr

19. A fact about your personality: My personality is based on emo and my hyperfixations, im a funny lad fr :3

20. What i hate most about myself?: that i cant comfort people even tho i want to, being rude or coming off as rude without intenting to :(

21. What i love the most about myself?: my humor

22. What i want to be when i grow up?: an author/full time editor, but i'd love to write songs :3 i dont have a voice to sing them but i can write them :3

23. Relationship with sibling(s)?: i dont have any, but i want one

24. Relationship with parents?: ehhhhh a rollercoaster, i love them and all (my dad <3), but tbh they both are pretty bad

25. My idea of a perfect date: a book date, lets go shop books together, pick me something and i'll pick you something, after that lets go grab some coffee and talk/read together, tell me about your book, just having a great time in general :3

26. My biggest pet peeves: karens, when there isnt toilet in a public bathroom

27. I dont have a crush rn

28. Describe the person you hate: a literall pick me, super annoying, wears multiple bras so she'd have some chest, talks behind your back, starts rumors for no reason (bad ones) and just an asshole in every way

29. A reason i lied to a friend: she was spending way too much of MY money, so when she asked me if i could get her something from the school buffet (and because i already payed for her breakfast that day), i said dont have any more money on me

30. What i hate about school/work: waking up early, time bound works

31. What was my last text: "I once had someone call my name but someone just shared a name with me and i was so confused"

32. What words upset me: when someone is being petty or tries to manipulate me and you can get it off from the words they use

33. What words make me feel best: someone complementing my humor/fashion sense/music taste :3

34. What i like in a woman: everything, women are perfect 😍

35. What i like in a man: happy paths, when they know how to dress, a normal hairstyle (why does every fucking boy/men have the ice cream scoop hair?!)

36. Where do i wanna live: London, or somewhere in the UK, especially Birmingham, but i love the US too, somewhere rainy :3

37. One of my insecurities: my hip dips and thighs, especially my orange skin

38. My childhood career choice: nothing, maybe a vet

39. Favorite ice cream flavor: caramel

40. Who i wish i could be: Remington Leith, so i could look amazing, have a beautiful voice, and most of all have a gorgeous fiancee

41. Where i want to be right now: in my besties house

42. The last thing i ate: 2 croissants and some cheese :3

43. Most attractive person who comes to mind: Astarion from Baldur's Gate 3

44. A random fact: cockroaches can live up to a week without heads, they only die because of starvation, so if they were to eat from somewhere else they could live without a head :3

nosy anons let's go

0: Height

1: Age

2: Shoe size

3: Do you smoke?

4: Do you drink?

5: Do you take drugs?

6: Age you get mistaken for

7: Have tattoos?

8: Want any tattoos?

9: Got any piercings?

10: Want any piercings?

11: Best friend?

12: Relationship status

13: Biggest turn ons

14: Biggest turn offs

15: Favorite movie

16: I’ll love you if…

17: Someone you miss

18: Most traumatic experience

19: A fact about your personality

20: What I hate most about myself

21: What I love most about myself

22: What I want to be when I get older

23: My relationship with my sibling(s)

24: My relationship with my parent(s)

25: My idea of a perfect date

26: My biggest pet peeves

27: A description of the girl/boy I like

28: A description of the person I dislike the most

29: A reason I’ve lied to a friend

30: What I hate the most about work/school

31: What my last text message says

32: What words upset me the most

33: What words make me feel the best about myself

34: What I find attractive in women

35: What I find attractive in men

36: Where I would like to live

37: One of my insecurities

38: My childhood career choice

39: My favorite ice cream flavor

40: Who I wish I could be

41: Where I want to be right now

42: The last thing I ate

43: Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately

44: A random fact about anything

[texasmadehustler]

What about yourself are you really self-conscious about?

If you had someone following you around all the time what would you have them do?

What is your favorite body part about yourself?

If you had kids would you want them to be smart or good looking?

What’s the favorite thing you’ve bought this year?

What would be the most surprising scientific discovery imaginable?

If you were to do a city wide poll, what would you want to learn?

What’s the worst job you’ve ever had?

We look back now at slavery and are appalled and shocked. What will people look back at us 50 years from now and be shocked and appalled by?

What is something you’ve never told anyone, not because it’s a secret but because you’ve just never told anyone?

What are you curious about?

What’s one bad habit you’re trying to get rid of?

If you can instantly become, what would you want to be an expert in?

If you could be guaranteed one thing in life (besides money), what would it be?

What’s something you believe that almost everyone else disagrees with you about?

If you could live life over again, would you sleep with more people or less? Why?

If you were to die tomorrow, what little thing would you regret not doing?

What normal superpower would you have?

If you could send a message to the entire world, what would you say in 30 seconds?

If you could ask one person one question and they had to answer truthfully, who and what would you ask?

If you had to teach a class on one thing, what would you teach?

If you could change one thing about your life instantly, what would it be?

What feeling do you most wish the English language had a word for but it doesn’t? Describe the last time you felt that way.

What’s the best piece of advice you’ve ever been given?

When you die, what do you want to be remembered for?

Someone gets a text message from you and for whatever reason they’re not sure it’s actually you. They’re worried someone stole your phone. What could they ask to make sure it’s actually you?

What’s something you used to strongly believe that you now think you were fundamentally misguided about?

When you think about success, who comes to mind and why?

Who was your first kiss?

Who did you lose your virginity to?

Have you ever cheated?

What are your showers like?

What is something you like that most people don’t?

What is something most people like that you don’t?

What’s left on your bucket list?

What was your first screen name?

What’d your parents do well and what would you change?

If you could undo 1 moment in your life?

Have you ever been scammed?

Start over at 18 knowing everything you know now. What would you do differently?

When were your parents most disappointed in you?

You can have someone full-time remind you something every day; what would you want?

Which band / artist – dead or alive would play at your funeral?

What 3 words would your friends describe you?

What was your high school superlative?

What was the first book you read that changed your mind?

Brag to me about the best things going on in the past 30 days.

Who’d play you in a movie?

You have $5,000 to spend on someone you love, what would you do with the money?

What book belongs on everyone’s bookshelf?

If there was a sandwich named after you what would be on it?

Last time you lost your temper?

If you could travel back in time to one place or one incident what would it be..and Why?

What’s your best scar or birthmark story?

If you had to delete all but 3 apps from your smartphone, which ones would you keep?

What are you most excited about right now?

What is 1 thing that I don’t know about you?

My pet peeve is…

Have you been to therapy–why? If no, why not?

What are 3 adjectives to describe each of your parents

Buried or cremated?

What would be your best day ever?

What day would you want to repeat forever?

What’s a compliment someone gave you still think about?

[pinkvelve]

3th bored

1. What time do you go to bed?

my notes app just deleted the wrong note and it PISSES ME OFF

2. Who is your celebrity crush?

karina next question

How would you rate your childhood on a scale of 1 to 10?

7 i guess

What is your middle name?

caroline my army bunny last name😇

What are your favorite values in friends?

being funny

What is your funniest memory from high school?

dude..literally so many OH my god i cant even pick one and i m laughingd trying to remember

What is your favorite holiday?

christmas? also doughnut came on the second i got to this question that was crazy

What is your best trait?

no comment

What is your favorite restaurant?

bro chipotle and i really wish it wasn't

What is an interesting fact about you?

i really want to do my laundry but I CANT and i will tell you why.. i go in the laundry room TWO DAYS ago right? and i'm like yay time to wash shorts🩳 but there is laundry in there already so im like alright whatever. scene change - next day. laundry is still there entire day. im like this is a health hazard but i dont text roomates that but i am like wtf is going on... my roomate is like sorry but i don't have any hangers to hang it up right now so can you wait🙁

the shock i felt in that moment...like girl I GUESS? but the fact that you're just leaving it in there is insane..not even the dryer literally the washing machine all wet like What... so yeah i wanted to on monday and it is now 8pm on wednesday. i have no clothes btw

What is the first thing you notice about people?

if they smell good

What is your spirit animal?

i'm going through every twice song to put on my 27 hour long playlist rn

What is your favorite piece of clothing?

rn my unc sweatshirt.. wish i could wear it

Did you go to college?

unfortunately

How long was your longest relationship?

dude. i guess six months

What would you (or have you) name your children?

boy name: andrew

girl name: idk actually. maybe a month name

What was/is favorite subject in high school?

why did my brother just text me a snoopy sweatshirt that is 218 DOLLARS

What is your favorite ice cream flavor?

okay there's this haagan dazs which i definitely spelled wrong flavor I DONT EVEN KNOW THE NAME but it's like double chocolate and publix is the only store i have ever seen it sold in... like it's crazy

What was your first job?

okay now my brother just texted me his address in prague should i just throw up and die

What is the first item on your bucket list?

the first thing that comes to mind is the desert in brazil that has water in it for some reason

What are your pet peeves?

LAUNDRY. apparently.

Do you have any bad habits?

i touch my face so much when i'm working on smth I WAS LITERALLY JSUT NOW DOING IT.

How many siblings do you have?

two brothers

Do you prefer the city or the country?

city

Where did you grow up?

i was born in dallas i lived there until i was nine basically then colorado and now ga😛

What social media platform do you use the most?

instagram probably

What is one thing you wished people knew about you?

to not piss me tf off

When was the last time you embarrassed yourself?

everyday. actually at the oil change like two hours ago cause he asked me what kind of oil i need and i literally just stood there🤍

What are your life goals?

best nayeon song just came on

What is your morning routine?

basically i get up (GET UP ALARM❤️) then i always shower in the morning then i do my hair and my makeup and get dressed and put all my shit in my bag...perfume..yeah

How would you describe your fashion sense?

terrible

What is your favorite book?

fanfic

What are your hobbies?

going to the beach

What inspires you?

the beach

What is your favorite color?

the color of the sky at the beach

What is your coffee order?

TOMOROWWWW IT WILL BE PUMPKIN SPICE LATTE😝😛😜

What was your dream job as a kid?

that was so annoying my computer wouldnt let me put more than one at a time

What phone do you have?

14+ with a craxked screen protector

What is your favorite TV show quote?

i got bored i have to listen to kaytranada now

How many countries have you traveled to?

five i guess

Who are some of your favorite YouTubers?

the ones that make playlists of italian bossa nova

Do you have any siblings?

snap my finger by kaytranada

Do you prefer tea or coffee?

i like both

What is the first thing you do after going home from work or school?

wash my hands🤣

What is your favorite movie?

spirited away

What is your favorite drink?

pumpkin cream chai

Do you have any weird quirks?

my hero

How many languages do you speak?

i need to learn czech so bad IM RUNNINgfout of time

What is your go-to fast food order?

chipotle

What is your favorite Netflix show?

bridgerton

What year were you born?

best year of all time 2003...like its such a good number

How tall are you?

55

If you could live anywhere, where would it be?

barcelona

Who is your role model?

don toliver

Which of your parents do you resemble?

feel a way by kaytranada and don toliver

[therealdeathoracle]

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ALMOST BLOG DELETER :D

16, 21, 26, 33 & 44

HAVE FUN MY LOVE HEHEHEH :D

AH YAY IM EXCITED THANK YOU MY LOVE (you're actually the first person to send me an ask on this blog so I'm very happy rn) AND DON'T BULLY ME IT'S TUMBLRS FAULT FOR GETTING RID OF MY ASK BOX :'(

16: I’ll love you if

uhhhhhhhhhh lemme think here... I'll love you if... you're passionate, if you're kind both to yourself and to others, if you're honest and genuine too. I'm also a person who talks a lot so if you'll listen to me then I'm yours

21: What I love most about myself

I just sighed so hard trying to figure this one out, that's a difficult question. I suppose if we were talking about something physical then I like my lips, they're nicely shaped and kinda big, plus I wear chapstick a lot so they're pretty soft too

26: My biggest pet peeves

CLOSE AND LOCK THE FUCKING DOOR WHEN YOU'RE IN THE BATHROOM OH MY GOD! ALSO DON'T DOG EAR BOOKS YOU JUST RUIN THEM WHEN YOU DO THAT!

33: What words make me feel the best about myself

Well to start it has to be said by someone that I really enjoy being around or love, or at the bare minimum someone I respect. That said... compliment me please. Literally anything you want. Give me a nickname even and I'll feel so loved. Tbh I'm not very confident in myself and I'm very insecure, so I treasure any compliments given to me

34: What I find attractive in women (i misread 44 and didn't notice until after i wrote this so i'm leaving it in)

Hmmmm... well I don't care for appearances so I suppose like I said earlier if she's passionate and kind then I'd find that very attractive. They'd need to have a sense of humor too. I find intelligence very attractive too, not like genius level or anything, just someone who could at least have some understanding of what I'm talking about when I talk about science and if they wanted to teach me something too I'd love that. A love for animals too is very important to me. *cough* ngl a sweet sounding voice and an accent will make me weak in the knees *cough cough* who said that?

44: A random fact about anything

OH OKOK UH IM ACTUALLY ALMOST ENTIRELY NATIVE AMERICAN FROM THE CHEROKEE TRIBE BUT I DONT LOOK IT AT ALL

[rivetgoth]

I appreciate all the comments on this lmao thank you everyone 🥺

I was at work and not able to super concisely answer this ask initially, but I really do think it’s possible my tone gets taken as extremely seriously sometimes because I write a lot. The truth is I just have like 3 English degrees and specialize in critical literary theory while being a longform fiction writer on the side so like. I like to write a lot and I have a lot to say and get really passionate about topics. But I think it reads as SUPER SERIOUS to see a big wall of text about a subject. And also I’m most certainly on the spectrum so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ idk dude.

And I mean. I’m not a saint LOL I’ll obviously get pissed sometimes, and sometimes it’s “righteous” anger ie. bigotry or something but sometimes it is just a pet peeve. I try to explain the cause of my frustration and remain articulate yk and sometimes I DO make posts that I feel come off as unnecessarily aggressive or reactive upon a second glance and delete or edit them, but I’m in absolute earnest not a fan of negativity or meanspiritedness, hence why I try to actually vocalize what bothers me about something instead of just complain yknow??

All that’s to say I’m genuinely not trying to be a dick to people and I want to generously say that the majority of the time if that’s how you’re reading my tone you’re probably misinterpreting my intention, but I’m also not perfect either LOL. I think most of us use our blogs to vent out annoyances and I’m guilty of that too. But I’m typically really not trying to hurt feelings or anything.

NGL I followed you BECAUSE I think you're a dick. You have a very callous attitude to people expressing distress or naivety, you mock others' preferences. It's interesting to watch. I guess it could be distressing for other people.

That’s so interesting cuz I genuinely don’t really know what you mean lol. Is it a tone thing? I wonder if sometimes my sarcasm isn’t interpreted well online or my commentary or thoughts on a topic comes off more aggressively or seriously than intended? Or maybe just my willingness to state an opinion really directly reads as too aggressive to others? Cuz believe it or not I’m never trying to come across like… mocking anyone, like, ever? 😭

[saturn-silk]

@tara-stofse I managed to delete your ask. Don't ask how 🙈

I remember the asks though:

1. favourite place in your country?

 Sadly I haven't had the opportunity to explore much of SA, other than my own province. I’m gonna say Cape Town in general. So much to explore, and of course, its got Table mountain!

11. favourite native writer/poet? 

NP van Wyk Louw & Ingrid Jonker

27. favourite national celebrity?

I don't really care for our celebs tbh... but Casper de Vries and Pieter-Dirk Uys comes to mind.

Thanks for asking ❤

[hexhomos]

top 5 jay/vik pet peeves? 👀

I let this ask simmer a bit in the back of my inbox because... oh man you guys really want to see me rant like that? Unbelievable. But I'll indulge anyway since I could on about this forever:

#1 the way people straight up delete everything about Jayce as a character, be it talis or giopara, just to turn around and act like he's "leeching off viktor's genius" or "a big stupid dumb idiot who cant grasp simple concepts XD" "brainless idiotic himbo" like… this is so tiring to me. Are you trying to call him braindead? Because that's what it sounds like. I don't find it funny or charming anymore thanks to the sheer density and frequent malice adjacent to this kind of content.

#2 Related to above, but also found on its own, SPECIALLY in arcane fandom bubbles: a fixation on Jayce's body as a sexual object or sexual accessory to other people as his "Only redeeming character trait". It's become so prevalent I don't like browsing content for him anymore. Fans will legitimately make up bullshit reasons as to why Jayce is lesser than other characters (the council, mel, heimerdinger, viktor, vi, whoever, you name it) and then hold up more brainless no personality idiotbad himboXD porn as the only thing his character could ever amount to. Way to go! You're treating this show's singular brown lead as actually subhuman. There truly are no words. And it's not like it's hard to give Jayce an ounce of interesting things to do: most of what people attribute to viktor as sciency and driven and passionate is something that he shares with jayce; sometimes, its straight up things jayce came up with and worked on all his life getting penned as "viktors thing". I just find fandom, for one reason or another, holds a severe disinterest in treating them as equals. And it makes their dynamic worse. (This last point is not exclusive to arcane, sadly.)

#3 Viktor woobification, and an insistence that he could neeeeever do anythiiiiing wroooooong, regardless of verse. It makes him into such an uninteresting non-character. Viktor was created to *BE* the mad scientist archetype; this was his initial concept and it persists to this day, you can't take away his responsibility for his mistakes, or pretend it was Jayce's fault, and still expect him to be a good character. I don't even know what you're stanning at that point. I've had ppl genuinely argue with me that viktor never hurt anyone in game canon and that JAYCE had stolen blitzcrank and its like ????? Do you even know who Stanwick is. Please just read their bios. Both of their bios. Viktor lies to clean up his own story and even before the lore rewrite he was the one who'd initiate violence by Invading Jayce's Lab And Blasting Him With Laserbeams. This guy's ingame kit requires you to kill 100 minions before evolving a weapon prototype. He has an ability called "death ray". You don't think that's funny? Your loss. (Related: a lot of able-bodied people treat viktor's arcane disability as something to patronize him over, and it can be really, really uncomfortable to see.)

#4 this is gonna seem minor compared to above but watching people try and vilify Jayce at every turn to make Viktor or other characters look better can be so unintentionally funny. They never pay attention to anything about his character, just spin a wheel of bad generic adjectives and go: "JAYCE is an out of touch gazillionaire SOCIAL CLIMBER queaking for STATUS who eats diamond dust, shits gold and hates lesbians; he also PISSED on my WIFE," whole time the guy is just minding his business, indentured for life thanks to vampiric 'patrons' making him swear fealty for project funding, canonically stated to have built a name making gadgets for the working class, doesn't even like socializing in Any Universe (and this is the exact thing him and viktor bond over), etc etc etc... this shit is embarrassing brother

#5 unironic googoo talk jaymel or melvik or anything that exists in the middle genuinely makes me roll my eyes. Sometimes I feel as though people watched the bomb scene and then immediately erased out how disrespectful and manipulative it was. I don't care for any of these pairings nor the implication that you have to 'make good with billionaires to reach ultimate peace uwu' that comes attached to most of their content. The TVshow being as centrist and corporate as it is explains why this exists, sure, but I feel so ?????? When I see people acting like viktor and mel would be best buddies, as if she isn't canonically the richest person in Piltover before we even have a timeskip and *Directly Responsible for enabling and profiting off much of the fuckshit going on in Zaun* lol. Where do you think that money came from? Seriously?? Come on. I cannot fathom how people can see Jayce's interactions with her as leading to any sort of positive outcome. They get 0 romantic buildup worth caring for and are boring as all hell. And the next one is less common but: whenever people try to fit her plotline into leagueverse I just, LOL. The ruling Medarda in league is a 70-something manlet white geezer. Jayce giopara is a fag and his entire bio was designed around viktor. The council plays no part in their story and they're far more interesting for it, thank fucking god.