#reallllly fucking hate that i was boen with a brain that DOESNT WORK RIGHT and i told my therapist today i was fine w/ it but honestly no!
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#personal#i fucking hate that one fucking thing being said (and its readonable) has sent me into a fucking tailspin from oh i fucked up to#i should just die#reallllly fucking hate that i was boen with a brain that DOESNT WORK RIGHT and i told my therapist today i was fine w/ it but honestly no!#im not! sometimes i really fucking hate having a brain that doesnt get social cues or misses ghat you're causing problems and then#when they ask you to reasoably stop your brain well time to consider yourself a total worthless piexe of shit.#and i fucking hate that i have to say this somwwhere i cant nust keep it to myself nooo it doesnt help if i just keep it in my head i have#to fucking say it somewhere not in my head.#and i fucking hate that it can come across as attention seeking and im not trying to be but what if if i am im just more of a piece of shit#i fucjing hate that my brain doesnt work right and tbat im not noemal or whatever the fhck you want to call it#and i hate that my body doesnt work right and that i feel like a hypochondriac for wondeing if i have joint issues of a specifc type#and maybe it would be better if i just stopped looming into it even though it wouldnt help to do that#but at least that way im less of a bother or less annoying#i fucking hate so much right now#and i hate that my fycking peruod is close to a month late and i know im not pregnant or some shit it just means my body has once again#decided it DOESNT WANT TO DO SHIT PROPERLY and i cant afford a doctor or abything so irs not like i can get answers!#fuck everything.
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