#realizing how fucking easy it was to write ch9 and ch15 in comparison to this. we are victims of misogyny

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can i be honest for a second. this is the reason why i keep fucking telling alloyouse to start writing explicit femslash. ENOUGH of this woowoo i don't wanna hurt you let's communicate and revolutionize the world closed lips chaste kisses feelings bullshit start making them fuck nasty not just so i have shit to keep me warm at night but because DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE IT IS TO WRITE LESBIAN SEX AS A TOUCHLESS VIRGIN WITH -2 YEARS FIELD EXPERIENCE WHEN THERE ARE NO NOTES OR EXAMPLES TO COMPARE TO? NO YOU GUYS DON'T BECAUSE NO ONE'S DOING THE FUCKIN WORK!!! M A N I HAVE BEEN HACKING AT THIS BITCH FOR DAYS AND I STILL DON'T HAVE A EUPHEMISM FOR THE CLITORIS OTHER THAN REFERRING TO IT AS A BUD. IF I LOOK AT VIDEOS I'M BOMBARDED WITH TACKY MALE GAZE BULLSHIT, IF I LOOK AT ONLINE EROTICA IT'S POORLY WRITTEN, AND IF I LOOK AT FANFIC THERE'S LESS THAN GODDAMN NOTHING. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO WRITE LI SHUN DROWNING IN PUSSY IN PEACE WHEN I QUITE LITERALLY DON'T HAVE THE LANGUAGE NECESSARY???? OH MY GOD I'M GONNA KILL US ALL