#real talk my art never feels like where it should be but whateverrrrrrr

[flour-is-a-spice]

Practice doodles from the tech booth. I hope I’ll have time to do some real drawing soon! Preferably with references, so they’re not so inconsistent

[aquarianlights]

If you steal someone else’s selfie and use it as your own on a fake profile to gain attention, friends, followers, whatever the fuck. . .I very literally hope you set yourself on fire.

[Long rant coz I’m big mad.]

Also, Is2fg if I find one more fucking fake account on ANY website (even those I am not aware of) using my pictures and pretending to be me and saying/doing things that I would not do because they want to fucking... be someone they’re not. I am going to strangle a bitch. I’mma jump across the fucking internet and out of your computer and personally strangle you.

Yeah, yeah, being copied is the highest form of flattery, blah, blah, blah

NO OKAY I’M FUCKING SICK OF THIS. I have dealt with this for YEARS now. Even since my MYSPACE DAYS!! And it’s SO GODDAMN INFURIATING. Like, if you’re going to use my pictures on a fake profile, AT LEAST learn a little about me and try to pretend to have a personality similar to mine. I fucking LOVE who I have become. I love me. My personality is fucking awesome. I don’t care that I talk too much. I don’t care that I rant all the time. I don’t care that I’m loud and obnoxious sometimes. I don’t care that I’m so brutally honest that it can get offensive and hurtful. I don’t care that I make all my decisions based on logic and not emotion. I don’t care that I’m so impulsive that it ruins my life. I fucking love who I have managed to become. And I don’t want ANYONE stealing all that progress from me!

Because that is what you are doing when you steal someone’s pictures and create a fake profile and a fake personality to go with it and become fake friends with real people and then they think I’m them and that my personality, morals, values, ethics, beliefs, etc. . .line up with them. . .WHEN THEY DO NOT! DON’T FUCKING ROB SOMEONE OF THEIR PROGRESS!

I have gone through a FUCKING LOT to get to where I am today! You are fucking invalidating my progress and my experiences that helped get me here by erasing all of it just to get attention or friends or information or whatever the fuck you are doing.

And Is2g if I find one more unsourced picture of either my tattoos that I HAVE POSTED MYSELF or my different hair styles/colours or my eyes cropped out for eye modeling on fucking PINTREST AND SPECIALIZED TUMBLR BLOGS AND ALL THAT BULLSHIT, I AM GOING TO DESTROY THE INTERNET (or is abolishing net neutrality going to do that for me? oops, too soon?). 

I realize that when you post your pictures online, no matter what they are (selfies, tattoo pictures, photos of your dog, pictures of your fucking CHAIR??? IDK!), they are technically “no longer yours” and the fucking internet owns them. I mean, I guess. I know it doesn’t work that way with art, so I don’t see why it should work that way with everything else. . .but I guess that’s just the way it is nowadays. I just don’t feel like I should have to fucking put a logo in the middle of every single one of my pictures I ever take that is somewhat okay-looking (as I never take anything “good”, except maybe pictures of my dog, but that’s all just him being a good, photogenic boy).

I don’t feel like ANYONE should have to do that!

And it’s always the fucking scene/goth/emo kids getting their pictures stolen. My style has always been visual kei, so I guess in America that translates to......uh.....neon scene?? With a little bit of bright, neon, happy-harajuku goth thrown in???? I really don’t even know. BUT ANYWAYS. . .A lot of my hairstyles and dye jobs in my teen/super young adult years have had the scene look to them (yikes) and I even had all the fucking piercings and everything back then and I mean I keep those pictures up for a good laugh for me and everyone else. But. . .people actually use them and take them seriously and stuff and usually use them for some deep, sad, attention-seeking, suicidal persona???? And I’m like NO, BITCH, THAT WAS ME AS A KID. I’M NOT A FUCKING LITTLE BOY ANYMORE! I GREW UP AND GOT HELP AND ON MEDICATIONS. STOP FUCKING PROMOTING SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL IDEATION AND STOP STOP STOPPPPPPPPPPP MAKING MENTAL ILLNESSES SEEM “deep and artistic” or “cool and adding to personality depth” or whatever the fuck you children are doing nowadays.

Yeah I’m big mad. Told you.

For fucks sake, guys, IF YOU SEE MY PICTURES BEING USED SOMEWHERE (ANYWHERE) AND THEY ARE NOT SOURCED BACK TO ME IN SOME WAY (on any of my millions of social media sites) WHETHER THEY BE SELFIES, PICTURES OF ECHO, PICTURES OF MY HAIR, MY EYES, MY TATTOOS, WHATEVERRRRRRR....... PLEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASE TELL ME! Send me a message with the link, report them yourself even if you aren’t a member of said site, and let me handle the rest.

Seriously, though, what the fuck is so wrong with just being yourself? I’m going to scream at the next person who uses someone else’s profile picture instead of just fucking snapping a goddamn selfie. Why the fuck you hiding, bro? Stop being a little bitch and put your damn pictures on the internet if you really want a face to go with YOUR account so badly. For fucks sake. Don’t invalidate the actual person in that picture by taking away all the progress they’ve made and all the experiences they’ve gone through to get there. Because that is exactly what you’re doing when you steal my goddamn selfies, you fuckin’ baubles.